if it were xmas (whisky from the bottle in the bath)

Butterflies

would it really kill you if we kissed

Lyrics:
Don't let me walk away if I ever do 
Because your body is the only home I'm coming back to 
I left the trees, came to this place 
Now I'm staring my dreams right in the face
My dreams have brown eyes and long hair just like you 

today is the first day I give you my voice 
and I don't want tomorrow if I can't give it again 
yesterday has blessed me
The past is arranged 
And now I can never feel so strange so babe  
Should my heart beat how it is? 

I'm not liked in the eyes of everyman 
but you're way too weird to ever see like them
We say it so often but never often enough 
I love you and i know that you can trust I... 

Won't let you walk away if you ever do 
Because every single moment would go away too 
Like graduating highschool and getting on our knees 
thanking unknown gods for giving you to me 
And I'd hate to think that all of that could leave us so 

today is the first day I give you my voice 
and I don't want tomorrow if I can't give it again 
yesterday has blessed me
The past is arranged 
And now I can never feel so strange so babe  
Should my heart beat how it is? 

So babe 
Should my heart beat how it is?
Please babe 
Let my heart know what this is 
Yes babe 
We both know this feels like bliss

amor e morte

heres a song i wrote im posting two days in a row stop me@!!!
also tagged it alternative idk what to call it

friends

Parking Spaces

spotify: 
https://open.spotify.com/track/6ZAvThnedCLBP9vVG8Gm7z?si=gf7IvBhhRu-2cSbJhFJlXw

lyrics:
you don't care
--
i would go back in time
if you gave me a chance to say no
i would go back in time
if it gave me the chance to let go
no more dizzy streetlights
as i struggle to finish a joke
no more dying each time
you made a little move
i'd have a little stroke

is this what they mean
when they say you fall out of love?
don't call me crazy
but i think that maybe
it's time

i don't wanna wake up
to repeat all the things that i hate
i don't wanna fuck up
but i feel like i'm living in a cage

is this what they mean
when they say you fall out of love?
don't call me crazy but i think that maybe
we've both had enough

is this what they mean
when they say you fall out of love?
no
don't call me crazy but i think that maybe
we've had
had enough

i would go back in time
so i didn't have to hurt you this much

plastic waltz

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/7f350wBifxh3RM5OnvvjDM?si=IDlsDnZNTC2vHIv2pSblRQ

second single off birdhouse, might be the last
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punch drunk
hot poison in your cup
arms are heavy, getting weak at the knees
what the fuck?
lazy eyes they size me up
you look like you don’t recognize me

teenager things, we’re not allowed to be serious
vibrant we dream, but we're mocked for pursuing it

but i wanna grow up, i wanna grow up
i wanna grow up, oh
i wanna grow up, don’t wanna show up
to some party drinking liquor for show

i’m a woman, i’m a woman
i’m not your baby girl, and i don’t wanna be
i’m a woman, i’m a woman
i wanna watch you grow into a man with me

choked up
see a girl you wanna fuck
i’m just crying, and you’re laughing at me
i’ve had enough
i just wanna call your bluff
stop, i know you’ll miss me

teenager things, we’re not allowed to be serious
vibrant we dream, but we're mocked for pursuing it

you don’t wanna grow up, you don’t wanna grow up
you don’t wanna grow up with me
you don’t wanna grow up, you just wanna roll up
to that party with your liquor and weed

aren’t i your woman? i’m your woman
am i your baby girl, do you want me to be?
i was your woman, your lovely woman
but while you chase your thrills, you walk right by me

birdhouse

i'm on the bathroom floor

a project me and my friend nico worked on over the summer, this felt pretty important to me so i thought i'd share. guitar and production all done by nico orenday he's a talented ass individual. follow him @nick.ohhh on ig.

how far gone (demo)

my love song (iphone recording on gabs pink bedsheets)

hashbfk it's been a while since i posted huh

LYRICS

i don't know if i should trust you anymore
but you're really not that easy to ignore
it's hard to say that i'd love you again

so please don't get my hopes up
i cant stand when you lie
so i'll let time fly by
let the sun set under the sky

leave me be, i'm not yours anymore
it's not our fault
but i will still fall
down the ocean we called our own

so maybe in another universe
we could've had love
maybe in another universe
we could've had it all

i know that you're not so sure what to say
when i'm already hundreds of worlds away
i gave you a chance
and you threw it away

so why are you talking to me?
i'm not made for you
it's sad, but it's true
i know that you see it too

i've tried to forget about us
but the thought is so strong
i've fought for too long
we aren't where we belong

so maybe in another universe
we would've been fine
maybe in another universe
our stars would align

so maybe in another universe
i'd open my doors
maybe in another universe
i would've been yours
in another universe


i don't know if i should trust you anymore
but you're really not that easy to ignore
it's hard to say that i'd love you again

so please don't get my hopes up
i cant stand when you lie
so i'll let time fly by
let the sun set under the sky

leave me be, i'm not yours anymore
it's not our fault
but i will still fall
down the ocean we called our own

so maybe in another universe
we could've had love
maybe in another universe
we could've had it all

i know that you're not so sure what to say
when i'm already hundreds of worlds away
i gave you a chance
and you threw it away

so why are you talking to me?
i'm not made for you
it's sad, but it's true
i know that you see it too

i've tried to forget about us
but the thought is so strong
i've fought for too long
we aren't where we belong

so maybe in another universe
we would've been fine
maybe in another universe
our stars would align

so maybe in another universe
i'd open my doors
maybe in another universe
i would've been yours

plastic waltz

space cadet

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