Track 5

Prod. Kado


This is how it feels to fall apart
 I can feel it in my head I can feel it in my heart 
I can taste it on your breath when you sliding through the dark 
These days I’ve got enough bite I don’t need to bark you know wassup 
Getting old I can feel it in my lungs 
Why’s enough never seem to be enough? 
Let it go light it up before the rage inside erupts 
Then you scream unexpectedly abrupt 
Bad nights turn into bad fights 
You act like I don’t give a damn 
And you damn right 
I understand the bad man in your past life 
But this ain’t a scam I’m not your brother get your facts right 
I’d rather chill with my dog in my apartment 
Than to ever let you set a fucking foot up in my car again 
Or start an argument because I laughed at something Cartman did 
Youre not the reason I’m unhappy but  you’re part of it

Why don’t you call it off
And Leave this town
I swear that you build me up just so you can break me down and
I’m not sure where I’m going to go
But I’d rather be lost at sea
Than in a broken home 
It don’t feel like home 


This is how it feels when it hurts 
Like I’m a ghost on the beat 
Like I’m trapped in the verse 
Like when you tell me that you’re sorry and it makes me feel worse 
Cause honestly it’s probably more than I deserve 
But I’m keeping my word I’m still trying my hardest 
You say that I’m perfect 
You sayI’m the farthest 
Thing you’ve ever seen from what you need at my darkest 
I Feel I’m used up 
I feel like a carcass
The storm brewing 
I’m sorry bout my attitude I know that you’ve been going through it 
But what am I to do when 
You don’t believe in anything you think your life is ruined 
Drugs you use to get you through it quickly start abusing 
I’m not judging I know how it felt 
When they told you were sick and that you’d never be well 
I would tell you it gets better if I thought it would help 
But honestly I don’t even believe it myself

Let It Go

better without me :)
You don’t know a thing about me
Steady running while you head for your taxi
Sitting still you’ll never see what i see
Steady love he’ll never be what i be

Don’t know why you gotta leave without me
She took my heart and now she head for the Back seat
Sitting still you’ll never see what i see
Steady love he’ll never be what i be

Fine without me
I say I’m trying 
But i could never hold my envy
Hold my envy

And i try to hide it 
But could never find a way
I make more mistakes
I cut arms to save myself
I’m born to hate myself 
I’m broke i need the wealth 
I fucking need the help
I wish upon a well
No one to take to hell

I’m doing fine without you
I didn’t think i couldn’t sleep without you
I didn’t think i couldn’t breathe without you
I didn’t think i couldn’t see without you

You don’t know a thing about me
Steady running while you head for your taxi
Sitting still you’ll never see what i see
Steady love he’ll never be what i be

Don’t know why you gotta leave without me
She took my heart and now she head for the Back seat
Sitting still you’ll never see what i see
Steady love he’ll never be what i be

u dont know a thing ab me (prod. kt3lly)

Lyrics:

Don't wanna wake up without you by my side
All the sunlight it just hurts my eyes
I know I'm a mess, but it took a lot to get here
Memories of the past never disappear
Movies in my mind, I'd be crazy just to give 'em up
They remind me of the times I thought of giving up
All my old loves only showed fake love
No room in my heart left to take up
Don't wanna be great, just grateful
If these my last words, All I got is thank you
It's your actions that are gonna make you
Words just break you, I been tryna save you
Voices in my head they just sound like me
Until I hear somebody say them in a different key
I hate the way I think, wish I did it differently
Talking to the dark tryna see who's listening
Talking to the dark tryna see who's listening
Are you listening, are you even listening
Said you'd heal me, so you changed my ways
Use to fear things that I couldn't explain
Now I see you almost everyday
When I wake up without all my pain
Every day I pray and pray
Let me get blessed with just one more day
Maybe there's more that I could say
Hoping these words might save your day
You're never alone, somebody that loves you is waiting
For you to come home
Saying this world is yours for the taking
And if you wanna know why you're always moving in circles
Let your eyes close
You're loved, you don't gotta be perfect
If I die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take

talking to the dark (bonus)

Pavement (Prod Splashgvng &  @Jolst )
Key E minor
Bpm 154

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Pavement

Artist:
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Lyrics:
Is there somewhere else you’d recommend
I could use a break from my body and my head
Spend the time on love or making friends
Or maybe I could be a poltergeist instead

Why don’t I haunt you here
Knocking down chandeliers
Wouldn’t that be fun
I can be a ghost on the run
Why don’t I disappear
Just for a couple years
I think it would be fun
Not pretending to be anyone

I promise I won’t scare you all that much
We can trade a secret or two but keep it hushed
And you’d ask me how I’ll ever feel complete
With all the people and places I could see
‘Cause I’d rather stay near home (did you get it all how you wanted)
And haunt a place I know (walking in a place that I haunted)
Break glass to say hello (am I the poltergeist that you wanted)
A little nudge to feel a little less alone

Why don’t I haunt you here
Knocking down chandeliers
Wouldn’t that be fun
I can be a ghost on the run
Why don’t I disappear
Just for a couple years
I think it would be fun
Not pretending to be anyone

Why don’t I haunt you here
Knocking down chandeliers
Wouldn’t that be fun
I can be a ghost on the run
Why don’t I disappear
Just for a couple years
I think it would be fun
Not pretending to be someone

ghosthands - poltergeist

A sonic journey through electronic landscapes with hypnotic rhythms and enveloping harmonies

Strange Day

First song off me and @lullabyboy's upcoming EP "You'll care when I'm gone."

I don't wanna hold back,
I just wanna go back,
days in the school year,
hangin' in my bedroom,

Skippin' in the halls yeah,
runnin' from the cops yah,
thought I was in love girl,
tired of this fake world.

don't ever hold back,
from me,
and I know,
that you're all alone,
you're all alone,
without me,
without me girl,
and so am I.

Thought I was in love (prod. Discent) [dead broke x lullabyboy]

bad mood, bad year (remix)

belle delphine (prod. hinh)

so here i am, entrapped by my own thoughts.
i'ma free myself.
you should do the same.

I love you.

Absent (Prod. Yapuzi)

i hope we can both get better :(

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