prod. neverfall

lost my mind, i cant seem to find it
lost some time, no i cant rewind it
everybody always telling me
that i should count my blessings

everything is just a memory 
long as i can remember always been the black sheep...
anti-social, might go postal
am i insane? guess its anecdotal...

im sorry if this comes off boastful
or if im unusually vocal
but im hella proud of 
what ive done...
never had any help form anyone...

never had any help...

dadada da da da x5

lost my mind, i cant seem to find it
lost some time, no i cant rewind it
everybody always telling me
that i should count my blessings

everything is just a memory 
long as i can remember always been the black sheep...
anti-social, might go postal
am i insane? guess its anecdotal...

anecdotal [+nevrfall]

produced by: @hatefulbeats
mix and mastered: @sxves
on streaming platforms now (link below)
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/pmzzz/fragments

lyrics:
the stagnant, fragments
that fabricate my mind 
i’m jagged to the touch 
my senses have declined  

my palate is callused
from swallowing my pride
imbalance of emotions 
sway from side to side  

the stagnant, fragments
that fabricate my mind 
i’m jagged to the touch 
my senses have declined  

my palate is callused
from swallowing my pride
imbalance of emotions 
sway from side to side  

sore throat
they can never hear my cries
white smoke (stale)
up until the morning light
i float
building castles in the sky
these four walls cannot confine 
my pipe dreams keep me alive

the stagnant, fragments
that fabricate my mind 
i’m jagged to the touch 
my senses have declined  

my palate is callused
from swallowing my pride
imbalance of emotions 
sway from side to side  

the stagnant, fragments
that fabricate my mind 
i’m jagged to the touch 
my senses have declined  

my palate is callused
from swallowing my pride
imbalance of emotions 
sway from side to side

all platforms here!

fragments (prod. hateful)

[+ lavendertxwn]

@northshoremusic
@caspywaspy
@yoimn3ver
@navyxower
@heylee-manzeron
@autumndropsdead

Wait Until I Fall

NEVERBEENBETTER

lyrics:

Watch me gleam through the screen, that UAV
Diamonds dancin ya it's getting hard to see
I dim the lights so i could get it right
Well i don't think im coming back tonight
"Put the narcotics down" ya
It was never the problem a-ah
It's over the counter
It's under the table 
I'll come with the action a-ah
A hundred degree's inside 
But we're still freezing
What a sequence
Ay i want you here to see it's real
to you too
A piece of me flying through the wind from the sunroof
Even up the score it's getting hard to redo
Do u see me here
Breathe me in

I told lil bitch he don't mean shit
I'ma take your life on me so slick
And i can tell that you can't see straight
I keep that stick on me like Reway

Fortify the minds of every life
They keep the secrets deep inside
(Oh, god)
As if they even need to tell a lie
We see the truth inside your eyes
(Oh, why)
Wait, sleep under your silence
And please, reach into your heart a lost cause is all I'm ever gonna be

Fuck this 
I'm alright with 
Eternal silence

Watch me gleam through the screen, that UAV
Diamonds dancin ya it's getting hard to see
I dim the lights so i could get it right
Well i don't think im coming back tonight
"Put the narcotics down" ya
It was never the problem a-ah
It's over the counter
It's under the table 
I'll come with the action a-ah
A hundred degree's inside 
But we're still freezing
What a sequence
Ay i want you here to see it's real
to you too
A piece of me flying through the wind from the sunroof
Even up the score it's getting hard to redo
Do u see me here
Breathe me in

sequence (prod. 2001 x pekarot)

let it go (prod. 2001 x jolst)

Knew that I was leaving in the night (never fall asleep)
Talk until there's something I can right (something wrong with me)
High hopes 'til you let your eyes close
Stab you in the back
Gotta wonder where my mind goes

Call you in the morning, say I'm sorry (fake apology)
Dreaming I can find another body (something promising)
Why though
Know it never lasts
Oh, you thought I was better
I can't let my past go

Said that I could make it better but I know it's all a lie

Secret player, taste for the invisible
I'm the daring sleeper
Underneath I'm cynical
Subjugated reader of the Bloodletter
All you've found is fortunetelling
Always let the flood get her

I'm the last face you ever got to see before you died
I'm exactly who they thought I was and everyone was right
Close your eyes, love
Hope it doesn't last long
You thought I was better
Baby I just took the mask off

New face, I feel like Magritte
Spaced out, he's not speaking
She eats the bird, bloody teeth
Can't pull a man from the sea
Time flies, murderous sky
I guess this is goodbye 
I find the meaning of night

Bloodletter

thank you HKFIFTYONE for this feature <3
.
Every time I see your face I know
You cannot be replaced
You are my home
I feel your whispers on my skin my love
They fade away
I start to fray
Blinkers till I'm numb

What have I become?
You know who I am
This wasn't in our plans
I hope that you're a fan
I feel that I've been damned
I crave to hold your hand
Even if can't dance

Won't you hit me up for plans?
Said you like the way I stand
Bet you miss the way we talked
How we'd drink and not get caught
Send me loving and you ghost
Completely melt me when you post
Can't stop crying so you know
Taking blinkers for my soul

What have I become?
You know who I am
This wasn't in our plans
I hope that you're a fan
I feel that I've been damned
I crave to hold your hand
Even if I can't dance

HKFIFTYONE
When did things change so much?
The pain I hold deep in my gut
I'm stuck alone
I'm in a rut
I have to move before time is up
If you knew what you meant to me
You'd feel it too
You're a masterpiece
But as it stands
I'll never be
The one you want
Baby, I can't see

What have I become?
You know who I am
This wasn't in our plans
I hope that you're a fan
I feel that I've been damned
I crave to hold your hand
Even if I can't dance

What have I become?
This wasn't in our plans
I crave to hold your hand
Even if I can't dance

Secret Heart of A Bean

Secret Heart of A Bean ft, HKFIFTYONE (prod. ʇlnɐɟ)

Secret Heart Of A Bean Ft. HKFIFTYONE (prod. Fault)

prod. wisssery

i think im dying
i dont want violence
i wont sleep, wont close my eyelids
smiling thru pain and dont like it
i did what i could to bite it

u saw the same thing i did
cant lie, i still miss ur lips
my blood seeped thru ur dress
and i think this aint depression
and i think i learned my lesson
oo-
cram it in first,
dont grab ur purse
yeah..
oo!

if i cant lie
then i cant try,
yeah
if i cant smile
then i can lie </3
o - o 
i couldnt care much more than i do,
breaking down my boundaries to make it up to u


( who said im not depressed? )
( im fucked up by thursday next )

who said im not the best?
i know ive been depressed
im in over my head
talking always kills me..

let it go (prod. 2001 x jolst)

steadysuffer