prod switch & guala beats 
lyrics:
this shit is hard i cant get rid of my past
this shit is harder i cant turn to the ash
but ill be gone when im 18
daydream
fuck you if you hate me 
i been on the same thing, tryna get my lane paved
i been on the same thing, tryna get my lane paved
whyd you gotta break my heart? oh no no
i dont wanna save it
take my pride away from me love
i came from above 
and i just wanna see what ur made of
so whyd you gotta hurt me so bad
i dont understand 
thought we had a plan but you dont want me as your man
*mindless fucking stuttering i dont feel like typing out*
so tell me what your afraid of 
i aint ever found that out
no 
wait i know what your afraid of
its a fucking word
hoe
i know
all your dirty little secrets
i know

spotify

past

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

now i look crazy
and that's one thing i've been feelin' like lately
but i'm okay
at least i think so
nothing's for sure but at least i am here
so
i can't be that bad
at least i think so
i might be lying to myself when i say so
but take my word for it
that's all i ask for
i think i need to ask for some help more

but don't hit me up
even if i look like i need it
cause i don't need it
i'm better off alone
even if that's not what i say so
(oh)
i tend to do that
go back on my word like screw that
i don't think i need help now
and i think that's a lie
but i've made up my mind now

yeah i made up my mind now
(x3)
and i won't look behind now
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

guess i was wrong

i'm still waking up
@dead4cf
@polar333

prod. me :)

(sudbath)
i want u got nothing 2 show for
tried my best, u the one that i fell 4
puffed out chest, i should trust in myself more
mmm

i won't act the same way that they do
what's ur price cus babe i cld pay u
gave me 8 u said guess the last 2
(the # u have dialed is not in service)
haha, what? damn

it's better than nothing
i'm reading between the lines, i see the lies
ur full of assumption, i never would sacrifice
jus look me in the eye

always look for something
i may never see the light, i can't deny
you n i, painful nights
u tried 2 take my life but i'm still waking up

(4cf)
1, 2, 3
it's been like 2 weeks
n i'm already obsessive
i sent like 4 texts
not sure ur gettin the message

peakin my, my 6th sense
i tried to draft a confession
but i jus went n 8 my words
i count to 10 when i'm stressin

i gotta calm down
startin 2 feel wacked out
can't get to the point where i’m
callin u when i'm blacked out

hit my facetime
whenever u want him back now
think i'm startin over
w someone else that’s the plan now

(polar)
ur love is so conditional
but despite all of the bullshit
i can't let u go
u always wanna

say shit
actin so passive
step back
u don't wan catch this

stuck on the verge
of always letting go

(sudbath)
it's better than nothing
i'm reading between the lines, i see the lies
ur full of assumption, i never would sacrifice
jus look me in the eye

always look for something
i may never see the light, i can't deny
you n i, painful nights
u tried 2 take my life but i'm still waking up

waking up

waking up

burning w/ 4cf, polar

written by david halo, 1Booth & hyland park
mixed & mastered by david halo
produced by klimlords
@davidhalo @1Booth @nxrthstarr
* https://DAMAGECLUB.ORG

don't be a stranger w/ 1Booth & hyland park

obsessed w/ ulovely (p. johnnyfriend)

verses in order
@vaeo-music
@yaki_a01
@rouri404
@cbrtrash
@bhertuy
@tsuyunoshi
@captain_morg
@dead4cf
@k0a
@lolydkm
@dylanlongworth
@1maxime
@sudbath
@polar333

im done (capcort)

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

LYRICS:

Hit me with I told you so
But you’d never leave or ever listen
Pray to god on my knees
I’m in need of premonitions
Im finding my keys but I know I won’t find what I need

They said
You were toxic they’re right on
Makes sense
I’m only there when the lights off
I can’t
Get my stuff from your house
Cuz you
Stole my favorite sweatshirt tonight 

I make things up in my head
Yeah I’m sorry if I did
I project all of my fears
And end up with no friends
A new direction
I try deflecting

Thousands of tears
And all the blood that I’ve shed
Seems to go to waste
When I get back in bed
Because I haven’t done much
I’m almost out of luck
What did I do with all these years

I cower in silence
Cuz it’s so loud
Drown out my thoughts
With all this sound
If I died now
Would you text back
If I cried how
Would you react

They said
You were toxic they’re right on
Makes sense
I’m only there when the lights off
I can’t
Get my stuff from your house
Cuz you
Stole my favorite sweatshirt tonight 

Prod. drmabeats

Premonitions

kill you first w/rouri404 (joshwa) [2021]

@Corefish
I'm sick of providing
all of the things that you want when you like them
bro set the scene since the week from the flight
and I wont repeat till I'm reeving the time back

and you cant retrieve me anyway
I'm lost in outer space
you're not following behind me
i never wanna be this way
i found my only face
i found myself another side piece 
its like

@1ryel
fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

@Corefish
all the molly and partys I steady ran from
bullet to my body ain't tell me that we had glass walls
standing through the lobby I think I'm seeing in pastel
damn they're right behind me
I don't wanna be a bastard anymore
I'll take the mask off
I'm plastered on the floor
I'll cut the mast off
I'm sinking through the void
I'm trying to avoid
the fame but I can't anymore
AH

@1ryel
fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

@ilyMeezy
And I been trying,
Something you don’t notice…
I’m working till I’m dying (dying!)
And I can’t come back to you
I act like a fool with you

I haven’t felt this bad I know you switching the blame
Blood down my back I feel you turning the blade
Gotta escape this hell I gotta run away
Try to forget the past but cant forget your name

Oh there’s no denying
That you can’t walk on with the thought of me dying (dying)
Oh sit in our silence
We can’t go back and I promise no lying (lying)

(No lying)
@1ryel
fuckin and feelin and trying
i just been touching, im checking, no lying (no lying)
i feel like im dying
but i cant stop myself theres no denying (denying)

fuckin and feelin and trying
i just been touching, im checking, no lying (no lying)
i feel like im dying
but i cant stop myself theres no denying (denying)

Dying

Dying w/Corefish & Meezy<3

THANK U FOR 100K ON PLAY PRETEND I LOV EU ALL. 

produced by 31sentinel + simon m 

AWOWAOEIAIEA AWOOOGA AWOOGA WOEOAIE cybertraash

burning w/ 4cf, polar

sudbath

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