novel
@novelchapters
https://twitter.com/chaptersbynovel

Astrasm
@astrasm
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6XS85yP57kbQsnG5XlzkH7
https://twitter.com/Astrasm1
https://www.instagram.com/astrasm_music

CyberScythe
@coolerscythe
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2YTzPuLUMY6maaQAPs3fKz
https://twitter.com/thecyberscythe_
https://www.instagram.com/cyber_scythe_

euphorian
@iameuphorian
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5tJLTMFKacE45vOMiX0sSN
https://twitter.com/iameuphorian
https://instagram.com/iameuphorian

Ganimed
@ganimedmusic
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6my1uQR8eBLB1YyT7UaBDM
https://twitter.com/ganimedmusic
https://www.instagram.com/ganimedmusic

glitchless
@prodglitchless
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2zwFzegpF515e92WVsjrga
https://twitter.com/prodglitchless
https://www.instagram.com/prodglitchless

lillybug
@maae-ko
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4E2TcTjE4vNGZ8eNtMzQ7U
https://twitter.com/YeeenCuisine
https://www.instagram.com/yeen_cuisine

linked winters
@linkedwinters
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7Dt7tAUwttp1YdYnbdumMn
https://twitter.com/SuMicMusuc

Neddie
@neddiemusic
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2RMZ8H29R6pconMzF89At5
https://twitter.com/neddieofficial 
https://www.instagram.com/officialneddie

Paloris
@paloris_music
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7d3C2wcImmHhLj3Tzpj1hp
https://twitter.com/DefNotPalo
https://www.instagram.com/defnotpalo

papa meelo
@theycallmemeelo
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5oIMJottkowGnLHSC2tkch
https://twitter.com/papa_meelo
https://www.instagram.com/papa.meelo

skyLtraxx
@skyltraxx
https://twitter.com/skyLtraxx
https://www.instagram.com/skyltraxx

yanky
@yyankyyy
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1VZhSt14e5sTwT5ZgdIZVe

zeff
@musicbyzeff
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0s49QuFrxOaom9iZ7mVlnE
https://twitter.com/musicbyzeff
https://instagram.com/musicbyzeff

novel - sleepless_novelette01

drifting off somewhere.

yet, as desperate as you are, you persevered, and you caught a glimpse of it, the one thing that you wanted all along ... only just for a moment.

Healing Phase

for a moment ...

https://fanlink.tv/ifyourewithme

originally made for FORM's 'All Nighter 9'


miocene memorial garden
@cash-official @acloudyskye @viznode @suji_scared @ejtheloser @shameless_wav @jhlofficixl @gethosyne

visuals by @gethosyne, @suji_scared @viznode & https://x.com/_exaflares


I hide the words again from myself
Knowing no one else is there, to tell
And always fighting, to understand you

And I get dizzy
Just staring out there
So if you're with me
Could you just give me a sign
Cause it's been ages and I
(I'm still alive)
Haven't really been fine

Wait
Feeling lost, can you say we're bound to fate?
Scared of losing everything along the way
I can't change
Chasing a ghost that won't show face
Pile up these dirty leaves
Pointless things ah yeah
Convenient that
There's things I have to tell you

And I get dizzy
Just staring out there
So if you're with me
Could you just give me a sign
Cause it's been ages and I
Haven't really been fine
You took all the time from me
Just passing me by
Show me some life

I keep us tied to each other
Your face in all the places I've been
Still stuck around all the corners
Staring out there

Hide your words
Obscure my face
An empty place
It doesn't even matter
I throw it all away
To escape your face
It fills me with dread
Cause it doesn't even matter

Tell me now
What if we couldn't take —
Call it out
Feeling of echoes
No one knows

listen to me
How did it go
when it fell
out of my reach
Reach out to me
Hopelessly waiting
Wandering out sight

Didn't waste my time
Watering all these dead flowers

Don't go chasing this
Don't go chasing this
Cause I wanted you to know
There's a fire outside your door
Engulfing everything

Just for now
Just for now
It wouldn't matter anymore
Until the dust settles clear

Just for now
Just for a moment

So fingers crossed
Left behind

IF YOU'RE WITH ME

one year older, 
so it is this time of the year again, happy winter!

Frostfall

[made for audio secret santa 2024 and took it as an opportunity for arcrep

vol. 4 will be done eventually i promise!

mix on this might be different than the vol. 4 version just a heads up!]

[flourish//blossom]

JUST FOR NOW
https://ffm.to/jfn

miocene memorial garden
@cash-official @acloudyskye @viznode @suji_scared @ejtheloser @shameless_wav @jhlofficixl @gethosyne @envyline

As days
gone by 
I see your shadow walking
Surrounding my mind
In a dream  I cried
Beneath the star you cherish
Fading over time

(can't let go)
Just for now

(of hope)

Just for now


When I saw you with her
It felt like a volatile powder keg in the dark
When I saw you with her
You didn't dare to say that there was nothing wrong


Could I be your savior?
Swoopin' in and save you from hurt
Until then  I can't save you
Just for now

Just for now  just for now
Feeling like you're  feeling like you're gonna riot
Just for now  for now
How long can you hold out the pain?
Just for now


As I trace the line
Will we find our place in time?
As we say goodbye
In the silence  our hearts confined
Are we out of time?
As we're losing touch
Our love is fading
(Fading) 




I can tell you're not happy
After everything you told me
Standing helpless
How can I face everything
How could you bring me between
How could you?
(I don't blame you)


When I saw you with her
It felt like a volatile powder keg in the dark
When I saw you with her
I didn't dare to say that there was nothing wrong


I can't be your savior
Coming in to save you
Watching from afar I know you've had it rough
But it's not my fault that you gave up
I can't be your savior
Coming in to save you
You're not the only one around that's had enough
It's not my fault I've given up

JUST FOR NOW

IT MUST BE GETTING WORSE !!!!

EDIT: Soz like 2 things were pissing me off so some small changes are in there now mb !

Thanks so much to mistmurk without them this song would not exist 

Credits - Uh me like everything I did everything really honestly
mistmurk with the addl prod thoooooughhhhh 

THANKS 2 EVERY1 FOR LISTENINGGGGGG sorry back to scheduled garage spam after this no more fun !!!

-----INTRO-----

[You know how to watch video ?]
[mhm]
[Do you wanna go watch video ?]

-----VERSE 1-----

You're talking to yourself
Again
You really made a habit of it
It must be getting worse
Again
The way I speak to my friends

So do you love me, like me ?
Tell me so yourself
And you want me ? 
Boring
You're just like all the rest
Before you think
My heart, still bleeds
It doesn't mean anything

-----CHORUS 1-----

I dont want to feel you
Touch you
I can't wait to hear you
love you
I don't think they know you
Like I do
I don't want to feel you

-----VERSE 2-----

Stop talking to yourself
OK :/
You can't even cry about it
You wanna change so -
I guess
You could try flirting with your friends ?

But then you might feel
Something
Im getting kinda scared
Of you talking
Surely
Theres nothing wrong with that
Should it feel, so bad
When I see you writing back
Ah


YOU AH
WATCH YOU
YOU EE OW
YOU AH
WATCH YOU
YOU EE OW

-----CHORUS 2-----

I dont want to feel you
Touch you
I can't wait to hear you
love you
I don't think they know you
Like I do
I don't want to feel you
I think i'd like
To be you

-----FINAL CHOR-----

I CANT TOUCH YOU
I DONT FEEL LIKE YOU
I HOPE I DONT HURT YOU
BUT I CANT BE LIKE YOU

STOP TALKING TO YOURSELF !

@xiapng

part of the 2019 Fair Dawn EP, "Youth"
stream the rest of it on Spotify and other platforms
s: https://open.spotify.com/album/5uhSAeysrRZbUt3GoaWswV?si=U2RmhFR6RX22xmgjHEPwDw
yt: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_kjqMpzPx4CO7YsSx_onI5QmqeTZpMzgrY

lyrics ~

Keep my love
Until it breaks my heart to pieces
Keep these chains
Until I've wept tears for ages
Forget these thoughts
They will go as you grow
To go and bloom
And be what you wanted to

Move past tomorrow, hold off the sorrow
I’m going further now
Spreading my wings, I'll take off and soar
On to higher places while
I'm singing, "La da da da da da da da da"
No use in brooding
Over some bruising
So smile with every step that comes along
With struggles, hardships
I’ll say goodbye, so long

Time runs by
I'm getting older
Carrying weight upon my shoulders
I can't breathe, it's all too much
Is it time to let go?

Move past tomorrow, hold off the sorrow
I'm going further now
Spreading my wings, I'll take off and soar
Onto higher places while
It gets harder for me to get a grip and hold
But I'll be okay, just go wait for me
The time won't even pass me, not for now
I’ll lift my arms up and cry

It’s all up from here, far
From where we first
Started, so let's keep on moving forth

Move past these flaws
We will be alright

Flaws (ft. xia)

THERE'S STILL TIME !!!

Thanks so much to halfTrue for putting up with me and trusting me with this instrumental this shit is so cool.

CREDITS !!!
VOX/WRITING AND WHATNOT - MEEEEEE
PROD / MIX / MASTER ETC - halfTrue, (I helped a little bit but not much)
ART - ME WHIPPEE

LYRICS !!!

Everybody
loves ! You as ! You are !
It's why they're always
here ! when you ! get on !
But still I'm screaming
Oh my god ...
Is this really all I've done

Why'd I always keep, on giving up
Everything, that gives me love
They're telling me that time moves on, oh

Time ~! moves ~! on ~!

---VERSE---

Speak my age like a curse !
Couldn't bear it
We all try our best to dispel it
It's why you always talk too much
Cos it makes u feel more young

My parents feel bad for me
I'm not 17
And I haven't been ...
For a while now

Would it bother me
If we treated time more sweetly

---CHOR 1---

Everybody
loves ! You as ! You are !
It's why they're always
here ! when you ! get on !
But still I'm screaming
Oh my god ...
Is this really all I've done ... :(

Why'd I always keep, on giving up
Everything, that gives me love
They're telling me that time moves on, but

IM NOT DONE

YOU GOTTA GET UP !!!

---Bridge---

I really thought I'd like getting old
But no one seems to think so
How many years are left for my own
Chances left to feel whole

Lost to the daydream
There was a place my dad used to take me
Did he waste his time ? For a feeling I'm
Sure that I'll forget

GET UP !

--SOLO CHOR---

Have you written all you wanted ? GET UP !
Time to face your life, GET UP !
Yeah we really wont wait, get up !
And I could never live enough

---Final Chor---

Everybody
loves ! You as ! You are !
It's why they're always
here ! when you ! get on !
But still I'm screaming
OOH MY GOOOOOD
Is this really all I've done :/

Why'd I always keep, on giving up
Everything, that gives me love
They're telling me that time moves on, but

I'M ! NOT ! DONE !

GET UPPP !

𝙼𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚗 𝙹𝚊𝚖 𝚡 𝙳𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚞𝚕𝚊 (𝚃𝚛𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚜 𝚂𝚌𝚘𝚝𝚝 𝚡 𝚃𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝙸𝚖𝚙𝚊𝚕𝚊)

Not so super.

Finishing songs era ! Finishing songs ! haha ! I am posting songs !

STOP TALKING TO YOURSELF !

Suroki