Copy of chronological ms. cain

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tentillforever - w/ Ethel Cain (@mothercain)

Embarrassing — Ethel Cain (Ellis Cover)

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4pm in the hotel lobby
DTLA barbie
Taking shots of whiskey
Did you try to call me?
Out of my LTE
Staring at the TV
Look low-quality, feeling hi-fi

Baby I bleed crystal, glass is always hall full
With the pink moscato, keep the boys staccato
Kissing in the uber, I’m forever new here
On a holiday rodeo

They can see me when I land again
Back from Florida, popping Ambien
In the studio with all my friends
I don’t mean a word but I pretend
Stay high so I don’t look sad
I don’t want them to feel bad
Shot high and flew this far
But I didn’t think that I would hit the ground this hard

Dressing up to get fucked up
I'll spend all my good luck, but never in one place
Perpetual movie star, I’ll buy a brand new car to crash on the interstate
Look at my mugshot, god I look so hot, when they took me away
A superstar in the back of a cop car, I’ll get off no charge, and rub it in his face

They can see me when I land again
Back from Florida, popping Ambien
In the studio with all my friends
I don’t mean a word but I pretend
Stay high so I don’t look sad
I don’t want them to feel bad
Shot high and flew this far
But I didn’t think I would hit the ground this hard

Look mom, I’m on TV
A-list, but I feel like they all hate me
Don’t want to crash and burn
A lesson that would hurt worse not to learn
Stay so high, I look so bad
God, why do I feel so sad?
Shot high and fell so hard
That you could wish on me, guess I really am a star

Miss Anhedönia - Kennedy Drive (Demo) [Better Quality]

ethel cain - stoker (inbred unreleased)

Ethel Cain - Child of Cain (Bonus track)

Ethel Cain - Scarlett Letter

lyrics:

No one told me the right way, the right way to go about this
So I'll figure it out for myself
'Cause how much is too much to give you?
Well, I may never know, so I'll just give until there's nothing else
Yeah, I'll give, give, give
Until there's nothing else
Give my all
Until it all runs out
Give, give
And I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left
I'll give
No one told me how bad I'd need you (need you)
But I somehow arrived at that conclusion all by myself (all by myself)
And I want all you have to offer (to offer)
So I'll offer myself and I'll just give until there's nothing else
I'll give, give, give
Until there's nothing else
Give my all
Until it all runs out
Give, give
And I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left
I'll give, give, give
Until there's nothing else
Give my all
Until it all runs out
Give, give
And I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left

give until theres nothing left - ethel cain

ethel cain - great wide nowhere

i keep the angel - Ethel Cain unreleased

total eclipse of the heart (snippet) - ethel cain

Played during an Instagram live stream on November 8, 2021. I tried to polish it a bit to make it somewhat listenable and failed spectacularly. Anyway, here it is.

All music owned by Hayden Anhedönia.

Ethel Cain - There's Something Wrong With Me / But He Doesn't Know It Yet (Full - LQ)

[Verse 1: Aelyx]
Heavy eyes, face stressin’ [?] in the speakerphone
I fell asleep, and I woke up to a dial tone
I miss the words that you said when we didn't speak
You told me when you left you'd always be with me

[Verse 2: Aelyx, Both]
I cut the sadness out in the evergreen
I thought I cut you now, and you can't ever leave
But you let me walk away, you didn't say a fuckin' word
Had to grab my own spine and pretend it didn't hurt

[Chorus: Ethel Cain]
It was a wake up call
The dead of night and I'm screaming in the hall
Can we just go back to before I knew?
It'd be my first new year
Without you
It was a wake up call
That night I put both of my fists through the wall
In hopes that I could pull you back through
It's gonna be a damn long year
Without you

[Vocalisation]

[Chorus: Ethel Cain]
It was a wake up call, and I miss you but
I never miss the butterflies that you left dead in my gut
I poured that cracked glass full 'till it overflowed
It's just a sign of the times, now that I'm letting you go
It's just a wake up call to put you to rest
Crying knowing this is my last time watching you get dressed
Holding that empty glass and the clock, he says
I'm going home screaming "Fuck it, I wish you the best!"

[Outro: Ethel Cain]
It’s just a wake up call
(It’s just a wake up call)
(It’s just a wake up call)
It’s just a wake up call
It’s just a wake up call
[Vocalisation]



Wake up Call (demo) Aelyx & Ethel Cain

You're safe with me, my love
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good

These walls have missed you
Just close the door
The world is empty
But I'm all yours

Have You Told Your Wife? (snippet) | Ethel Cain

Ethel Cain - Skinheads (Demo)

Played during one of Hayden past Instagram lives. Recorded by someone, gatekept by a hoarder, leaked by a freak. I tried my best to remove the annoying leaker tag but dear lord it was obnoxious, So pardon the awful sound quality.

-Lyrics-
[Verse 1]
Are you afraid of the dark?
Miscreant patriarch
I say I'm sorry, just to God
But we're no gods and my [?]

[Refrain]
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good inside

[Verse 2]
Think of me on my own
You lie with her, but she's alone
She's perfect but it's not enough
I'm all you've been dreaming of
You come to me, ready
You're safe with me, my love

[Refrain]
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good

[Verse 3]
These walls miss you
Just close the door
The world is empty
But I'm all yours

[Bridge]
Tied up, blood-stained
We kiss goodbye in the driveway
Night lights, angels, tell yourself what you need to feel safe
If not now, then when?
If not mе, then who, her?
Our kids keep her in thе dark
You might as well bury her
Downward spiral
Self-induced pill flavoured low
Wander aimless to the fields
Who has the time to take to heal?
The wind up here burns tonight
Egress to the shores
Take me where the ice breaks and let go

[Outro]
And it's cold in the war

Ethel Cain - Have You Told Your Wife? (Untagged - Low Quality)

Way down in the south I was clawing at the angel 

with his cracked stone face nothing good could save him 

he needs the money 'cause it pays the way until it breaks him 

it always breaks him but he swears nothing shakes him 

went down to the water been down for days

wishing i was in his favor with no need to pray 

but I'm face down, right bound tight on the ground, right 

and he ain't comin' back through with the daylight.

Copy of chronological ms. cain

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