Mal Blum - With Samson In Washington State

Benjamin Alphabet

Strange Town (Cover) - Pastel Waves

yeah i don't wanna wait
for you to come around
and i don't want to feel
like i'm the only one who's making sound lately
i try to fall asleep
but i can't
because you're inside my head

i don't want to have to think
about you anymore
i don't wanna have to worry 
about the consequences of getting bored
because i am free
and i am me
and you aren't going to stop me

this should have never happened
we were doing so well
i really thought that we could it 
back from hell
but i should've thought more
about the things you said
raising thoughts from the dead

and i think it's for the best
if we don't see each other
and the only way i'll rest
is if i leave you alone
because i don't feel right
i said things i don't mean in a fight
that should have never happened
this shouldn't fucking happen

what a year

halloween

download!

staring at the wall
spacing out is one of my specialties
denying my calls
just another weekend

i walk to my car
look back but you're already inside
the drive home is far
i hope i make it

it's plain to see
i'm not the person that you want me to be
smile, say cheese
and i'll leave you alone

apologies
as good as a bandaid on a broken leg
try to hide the truth
but i know you

it's plain to see
i'm not the person that you want me to be
smile, say cheese
and i'll leave you alone

saying that it's you not me
now i feel like maybe you're lying
but
i like me
i like me
i like me
i like me

but
I LIKE ME
I LIKE ME
I LIKE ME
i like me

frankenstein

frankenstein (demo)

i used part of the words from "elevator music" and i'll probably change that before i get the final version. yaga.

i haven’t felt the same these days
been a while since i’ve felt this way
filled with procrastination, failing classes
lost my job
been exactly a year
three hundred sixty five days of 
getting to know myself
and i am confident that i haven’t 
even scratched the surface

i wish sleep was optional
i wish waking up was optional
i wish everything i don't want could be optional

cuz now you’re just a wet dream
your makeup looks like charlie sheen
every word just fucking hurts me
cuz now my nightmares are my best dreams

yeah i told you i loved you
but it went out of fashion
and when said that i hated you
i finally felt some real passion
it’s kind of funny to me that i
would bitch and cry
when things didn’t go my way
but that’s a pattern that i broke
opened my eyes and i awoke

i don’t wish we never happened
because if we never happened
then i wouldn’t be the person i am now

but now you’re just a wet dream
your makeup looks like charlie sheen
every word just fucking hurts me
cuz now my nightmares are my best dreams
now you’re part of past me
a time when i felt unclean
every day you fucking killed me
that’s the person who i used to be

charlie sheen

charlie sheen (demo)

Rat Kid Cool - "You Don't Know Shit"
From their album "Year Of The Rat"
Out now on CD/CS/Digital via Take This To Heart Records

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Year Of The Rat

Rat Kid Cool - "You Don't Know Shit"

i've been keeping my bedroom door unlocked
just in case i need to escape my thoughts
they're never ending
they're never ending
i got a lot of ideas but no drive to achieve
all the things that i know i could probably be
so i'll keep pretending
i'll keep pretending

but you know me
and you see right through me

i know i haven't been the easiest to care for
it's hard to be myself
when i don't know who i am
even know who i am
i'm up waiting for you to text back you love me
it's hard to know what you'll say
when i don't know who i am
even know who i am

i've been faking my way through class every day
looks like [all] the problems i've made won't just go away
they're never ending
they're never ending
call it seasonal depression or whatever you want
but i feel like shit and i put up a front
i'll keep pretending
i'll keep pretending

but i know you
and i can't lie to you
i wish i could lie to you
but you make me face the truth

i know i haven't been the easiest to care for
it's hard to be myself
when i don't know who i am
even know who i am
i'm up waiting for you to text back you love me
it's hard to know what you'll say
when i don't know who i am
even know who i am
yeah I don't even know who i am
even know who i am

space date (demo)

i guess i’m 18.

i’m falling apart at the seams
especially after this week
it was shitty
i’m stressed and low on sleep
the two go together it seems
they’re best friends and my enemy

i’ve been falling apart at the seams
since february

i’m turning 18
and that scares the shit outta me
cuz what’s left to wait for now
i’m out in a couple of weeks
all my time will be set free
and still i won’t do anything

i’m turning 18
happy birthday to me

i’m falling apart at the seams
especially after this week
i'm breaking my knees under the weight of
responsibility
i'm growing my wisdom teeth
just to get them ripped out of me
and i'm sitting here thinking about how that's kind of funny

i guess i'm 18
ready as i'll ever be
or so we'll see

Rat Kid Cool - "You Don't Know Shit"

Take This To Heart Records

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