performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

@xayna16 @blxty 
prod: @prodelxnce @prodspxce

[apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/switched-up-feat-xayna-blxty-single/1568209530]

[spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5WENX4UNtNl9lfSTfyVs2R]


shit english teachers in 2050 gon teach:

i count my bands up
baby keep ur hands up
yk i got the drum like a band bruh
pop it like a fanta
got the sack like im santa
talk alotta shit but ur posted as a stan bruh

fighting back thats a lil unnecessary
little suprise attack shoot my fucking shot like im jerry
hollow tips leave him red like a cherry
bad bitch her name mary
shots bussin out tha sentry

i down the lean n its barely sprite
i got the, magazine put u right in my sight
i got some weed up at the crib
we can smoke alot of it
got the glock let it rip
ya u talk alotta shit 

(turn it up!) yea ive heard that before
gotta smoke my leafy greens 
i feel like a herbivore
might go shop at louis stores
might shop at gucci stores 
might hit up christian dior
all these brands you cant afford
ya u whip honda accords
ya i pull up man of course
always see me in a porsche
choppa leave his body torn

[xayna]
choppa leave his body torn
I got money I need more
I got choppas with the the drum mags 
and they ripping down his door
and I got brothers shooting shots 
but they not balling in a court
And I aint never getting caught 
always evading from the law
Friends switched up
this aint a finale put your fists up
like a benihana how 
that boy is getting kicked up
he talking shit like he aint a top listener 
goony with a glock 
he'll light u up like a swisher
and I dont cap now 
bitch we talking poles
he was steady talking shit 
but he dont wanna go
im with seph and im w evil 
steady making dough 
we attack you from the sky 
like hunter killer drones

[blxty]
choppa leave his body torn up
nah im in da back
ur ass is wack
ya i said that can u go oh oh
bro ur ass is fumbling 
all the sudden ur stumbling 
like da da da da
are u serious?
i get da bag n u furious 
u takin peaks r u curious  
ahh
da choppa do wat choppa want
da choppa said he wanted fun
feel like oddy got a gun
i see an op i gotta run
i see ur guts i gotta eat them
im cravn blood its jus the season
but the seasons gonna change
they give me a stuffy nose n i can feel it in my brain
i  wake up im jus a mess
i cant sleep i lay in bed
idc bout what u said
i jus wanna get some rest
we n the starry night wit ur arms held tight it jus feels so nice
ask if i'm all right ya u dont feel great but i'll say i'm fine

switched up w/ blxty

ty for the bday wishes :)
@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
wake up~~ cant look at myself in the mirror
so done my reflection is never clear
there's noway! i can tell u why i'm shedding tears
there's noway! i can tell u that ur what i fear

[mental]
ohhh i dont wanna see whats next
whole life ive been a walking L
i dont think ur my friend
i was down i had to save myself
and u make me choose
cause u hate me too
not dead but im close to the option
no life easily forgotten

[blxty]
let the vines come consume you
you can't run from your fears
you can try to close your eyes
but that wont save you here

mirror ft. mental (elias x mental)

@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
my head don't feel right 
i see u cry
i don't rlly blame u-
cus we're both having a bad time
they say they don't change
promise i'm not like the last guy
blacked out last night woke up w/ a blackeye

[mental]
i dont wanna talk but they driving me insane
next time we drift apart ima stay away
i dont wanna deal i cant deal with all this pain
fall apart every time u say my name

hope i mean a lot to u
cuz u mean a lot to me
and it seems we're falling thru
but i'll never let u be

said a lot of things
i didnt rly mean
i dont wanna feel
put a pill in my drink
i just want love
ill do like anything
do what u want
u pushed me to the brink

feel ur aura
girl i like it way too much
u make it colder
hope ur just another crush

bad time ft. mental (elias x mental)

@blxty
@15elias

[mental]
you broke my heart its bleeding out
i cry for help i scream and shout
i need ur love i need it now
u broke me all my walls torn down
rip me apart im shattered
make me think i never mattered
i cant deal with all this damage
burn me turn me into ashes

[blxty]
going back to my patterns
im falling in
if u told i mattered
would it b pretend
feel like dolly
tell her that she still miss me
she don't miss me she only miss blxty

lets see how far all these drugs will get me
2d only see the part where u leave
its crazy how everyone wanna be me now
covered up in blood feel like a hound

[mental]
they all wanna be me
i wish i was someone else
live my life on repeat
secrets i can never tell
everybody leaves me
i know that u will as well
i know u dont need me
moving onto someone else
look up at the stars
fall into ur arms im safe
broke into my heart
everything is falling into (place)

shattered feat blxty prod elias & mental

https://open.spotify.com/track/30qOE3LSUCmV2ImcHJzjFF?si=m8xQlUZvRem3OTc2BMHoew

@kuraiiii
@176s

[lyrics]
im stressed u help me calm down
still i cant let my guard down
my heart always gets knocked down
so i keep it in lockdown

u make me calm down (you make me believe in me)
im still in lockdown tho
cant let my guard down (you make me believe in myself)
cause u might knock me down

free me
take me away
love, u
cant say the same
im trapped
inside my brain
hate almost
every day

u make me feel a lil bit better
when im down and under the weather
i can come to u for attention
hope u know u hold me together

protect prod sense & kurai

@0rch_id
@mental
@mkne
@1vessel

[blxty]
i'm a nuisance
always crying in my room over some bullshit
how u feel bb i can see right thru it
how u want me even when i'm foolish
make me psycho i think imma lose it

[orchid]
make me syko i'm on my bloodpop bitch
clean the claws and i go back on some brute shit
looking at me copy on my newness
keep your head down looking like a student

step up out the maison in my margielas
i cant really blame u looking at me jealous
i just blew a tabi check on some ma+
i'm not cold anymore in my homme plus

[mental]
i wanna give up lots
i dont give enough thoughts
guess we'll have to pick up
wherever we left off
dont think i'll continue
look at everything u set off
whenever i'm with u
i can feel my heart stop

i dont have the patience for ur lies
goin thru a lot but i been tryin
i got memories back when u were mine
everything u say it reminds

psycho ft. orchid & mental (maknae x 4am)

OmG [kiryano]

https://soundcloud.com/mkne

ty for 2k <33 ily

heres sanctuary pt2

lyrics:

[hook]
so when i tell u shut up, jus listen
tryna peep @ what im fixin
stay up out my kitchen
key in the ignition, 
blackd out, carry myself
no wishin,
i was never hopeful,
i was on a mission,
i work for recognition,
never take a handout
all yall luv 2 blend in
i jus wanna stand out
i am the lieutenant 
i am in command now
done w bein hidden

[verse]
they luv peekin at my paper till i punch em in the face
he thought he was at the top but now ur diggin ur own grave
too cliche, ima pull up w the 40 let it bang
everyone an NPC the way they luv to act the same

[bridge]
like baby, 
ima make a rack in my basement
s/o @1yr, 30 give that boy a facelift
sometimes i be thinkin that i made it, 
straight a-list

[verse2]
one day i wanna pull up w my whole team we runnin the pack in a sprinter
furniture store, buyin whatever,
thinkin ill put this piece right in the center
i got an FN thats never gon jam n i swear ill leave u w more than a blister
vvs diamonds, lookin like glitter, utry 2 touch em get hit in ur liver
ur bitter
all u wanna do is sit n complain on twitter,
yall gotta get outside i promise half of you dont even know that it snows in the winter
all of my opps are pissed but its okay cuz i know at the end of the day im a winner
i jus might go spend a rack on dinner
yea 

[hook]
so when i tell u shut up, jus listen
tryna peep @ what im fixin
stay up out my kitchen
key in the ignition, 
blackd out, carry myself
no wishin,
i was never hopeful,
i was on a mission,
i work for recognition,
never take a handout
all yall luv 2 blend in 
i jus wanna stand out
i am the lieutenant 
i am in command now
done w bein hidden

CO-OP

veil (maknae)

@twikipedia

@prodelxnce
@kuraiiii
@vinsoignatius

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