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lyrics:

i do the best that i can
the rest that i had i sold
i'm only holding your hand
cuz you've the only hand to hold
another day in my skin
is fatal to most i know
i'm kinda used to being last
i'm used to being left alone

shed a tear for the ones that'll never see me prosper
fear this is as far i go
fear they've already seen all that i have to offer
here i am, i've made it known
try to face it
i can't
in the grave 
i will dance
alone

i do the best that i can
the rest that i had i sold
i'm only holding your hand
cuz you've the only hand to hold
another day in my skin
is fatal to most i know
i'm kinda used to being last
i'm used to being left alone

ashen

feat: https://soundcloud.com/lilbooj https://soundcloud.com/yokaidreams
prod:https://soundcloud.com/fantasycamp https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

Walk around midtown leaves within the distance
She say she want me then she'll leave within a minute
It's hard to ever feel like this life's full of commitment
But I'll stay on my lone, I don't wanna fuck with bitches

And I hate answering questions
Cus once they get the answer, they will never mention
That it ever happened, it's just a distraction
To fulfill their moment wish they would enjoy it

Yeah I wish they just could enjoy it
I try to find what they're missing then I'm outta luck
This trouble sleepin gotta keep it on my bedside
I'm on her badside
Got me asking why why why
Cause we don't even fight fight fight
But maybe now we should should should
Don't you let me down would you let me hold down like we wanted

Walk around midtown leaves within the distance
She say she want me then she'll leave within a minute
It's hard to ever feel like this life's full of commitment
But I'll stay on my lone, I don't wanna fuck with bitches

And I hate answering questions
Cus once they get the answer, they will never mention
That it ever happened, it's just a distraction
To fulfill their moment wish they would enjoy it

Reading thru the messages
It's getting hard to breathe and
And I don't know if I can ever be
The person that I need to be
Take you like a medicine
You sleep on me like sedatives
So take me back to bed again
If only for an evening (woah)
Guess that love is just a weakness
Now I'm picking up the pieces (woah)
But there's some I can't retrieve yet

treachery w/ lil booj & yokai dreams (fantasy camp + brody)

prod. @yokaidreams

// yokai dreams
bleed out
cut deeper darling
lately things are so alarming
could you help me out?
no i don't need help
it's just a hobby
give you life, give you my body
and you tore it down

should i stay on pace?
should i kill myself?
think that blade will work quite well
gotta be a way
i know i know i know
i know
if i stay this way will i go to hell?
god forbid i be myself
maybe you'll be there as well
i hope, i hope

maybe this was all
for good
you know i would
love you darling, til it's over
but i'd love some fucking closure
watch me fall
or fly
i don't know what i'd like
but baby if i die

maybe you could bring me back to life

// geist
i love the feeling
how you burn me at the stake
spit on me
i’m wide awake
oh now you’re sorry
but it’s all too late

said i’m the poison baby
guess you haven’t learnt a thing
don’t say you’re sorry
then you go and stab the knife and you twist
it feels like torture
the way i let you walk all on me
so what are boundaries for if you don’t plan on respecting them

don’t say you want it
love i said
i swear i’m wanting out
you’re so dishonest
does the truth leave fucking cuts
in your mouth
i know i’m toxic
i’ve got flaws and oh i’m struggling now
but let’s be honest
there’s not much here worth for sticking around

back to life

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back to life w/ yokai dreams

my interpretation, check out the original !!

https://soundcloud.com/greenwood2000/keep-in-touch?si=f0674382d78545419575e78dd18101a2&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

breathe through the worst parts, i'm told that it's not fair
i've been so focused on something that's not there
voice down my essence, it's clearer than you said
knew that you'd find me and put it all to rest
said so much but you still don't know me
outside on the road i slowly, get back to the place so coldy
don't ask, don't speak what you know please
just been turning away

when you're turning the page
i know what it takes
you said that you're better
i'm feeling the same
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

when you're cursing your name
and the steps that you take
a year tryna move on
i'm standing in place
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

Greenwood - Keep In Touch (Yokai Dreams Flip)

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lyrics:

stay right there i promise that i know just how it feels
have an issue being honest
having issues with the real you
isn't what you wanted but i guess you have to deal
every part of you they covet
keep on giving til it kills you

oh my god
i guess i've really done it
turned the people that i love
to people who don't fuck w me
call me what you want
but know that i tried
i know that i
am something i don't wanna be
oh woah
set me free
no
this isn't me
oh woah
look into the mirror and it's something i don't ever wanna see

tried to open up my arms to you
tried to open up your heart but it was glued shut
all i wanted was to help
i thought you knew but
let's call it a truce
i guess we're both confused, love

oh my god
i guess i've really done it
turned the people that i love
to people who don't fuck w me
call me what you want
but know that i tried
i know that i
am something i don't wanna be
oh woah
set me free
no
this isn't me
oh woah
look into the mirror and it's something i don't ever wanna see

covet

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Lyrics: 
instead it's all the same
as the years go by
i saw my life as it flasehd before my eyes 
i needed change but it never came

change 
i never changed
think about the future but its so mundane
work a 9 to 5, man im trapped in a cage
how can i be happy if im stuck in place

stay 
stay the same 
satify society and work every day 
study seven years just so you can get paid 
dont think about your freedom you were born to be slave 

yeah 
thats the path you gotta take 
drink about your problems, thats the life that you have made 
dont think about your dreams you born to be a slave 

you can look for better days 
in a grave 
youre born to be this way 
sorry bout your future but its already fate 
think about options cus youre trapped in a cage
where not even god can save

i pray 
i pray to god for better days
i pray
i prayed for change 
but it's all the same

as the years go by
i saw my life as it flasehd before my eyes 
i needed change but it never came

as the years go by
i saw my life as it flasehd before my eyes 
i needed change but it never came

oh no it never ever changes
im sick i wish i felt better than this 
im alive but i dont wanna live at all 

you saw the look in my eyes 
 

lifes hard i got no purpose 
10 holes in my heart no surgeon 
could fix the pain,  i feel the pump in my chest
10 cuts on my wrist im hurtin 
all the people that i love 
i chase away 
 

now i got no heart its broken 
i hate my job, it wasnt meant for me   

barely pay my bills, i live to eat
i wanna quit my job and sing on a street
Life's a bitch my dreams werent meant to be

so sick of this life, i wanna be free
but im chained to the earth, complacent 
pray to god theyll find my body vacant

pray for change, it's all the same

Lyrics/Letras

I'm moving on, I'm moving on 

I'm moving forward on my own two feet
If you'd wanted me that would have been so sweet 
But you didn't so I gotta skip that beat
Your memory I'll make it obsolete
No eres bienvenida, I don't wanna talk to ya 
Your life is over and mines just beginning 
And I'll keep on winning laughing and scoffing 

Looking down on you so how's it feel
Man I bet you wish this wasn't real
I got Latinos right by the heel
Some them call me rey like no me mates wey
Stay out of my way and do yo own thing 
Oh that's right you can't it ain't been working 
You crawl back for scraps you a beggar
Go back in your hole you little goffer 

Sorry to be blunt
but I'm not really fucking with you
I think your a cunt 
I sure hope you had fun fucking with me
Cuz when I'm on the TV then you gon see

Ya I used to be in the dirt now you are 
Sure I keep a scar but I got a new car
And your ass in retail and yo bitch is a barista 
My little tortita born and raised in Costa Rica
Now I'm Lima like what's up qué pasa causa
I got new bitches in the tub inside the sauna 
I swear I'm happy but my heart is like the tundra 
And if I die I'll probably stick around to haunt ya

I'm moving forward on my own two feet
If you'd wanted me that would have been so sweet 
But you didn't so I gotta skip that beat
Your memory I'll make it obsolete
No eres bienvenida, I don't wanna talk to ya 
Your life is over and mines just beginning 
And I'll keep on winning laughing and scoffing

Just the Beginning

Yokai:

i try to keep it all together
i'm folding under the pressure
try to be professional
but i don't think i ever was
didn't get the memo
i guess it's inconsequential
it's a given that i give in
before the chance to mess it up

it's too bright, lock me in my room i
never could regret it
in some ways i'm still indebted but
i'm too high, got some things on my mind
wish i never said it
i never said it
guess i fell back into patterns
i thought i had once abandoned
just a creature of habit
i guess this was inevitable
i'm always static
no qualities of elastic
fear everlasting
guess that i'm not ready to go

these things never work out like they're supposed to
well god damn, rest in peace to the old you
my bad, my bad shoulda told you
i have grown cold too
bleed me dry til i'm starving
find my heart, i've been struggling to mark it
don't you tell me that i'll make it through regardless
live like this and you'll find yourself heartless

Decay:

I been pacing side to side hoping I won’t die 
but I’m stuck in my mind with all these mistakes 
Got no left to blame, I always do the same thing 
I guess it’s fucking wired right into my mainframe 

Cause now I’m breaking down down 
Catch me all around town, party until sundown I’m just having fun now 

What now 

fell in love with habits won’t treat them like it’s tragic, my brain turning to static it’s worse than you would imagine 

I got these bad habits and these, these white rabbits that’ll lead me into a wonderland I’m dying now 

Dead talents 
Drug habits 
Blood jackets 
Brain mallet 
dark palettes 
High status 
No balance 
And more 

Would it stop? 
I know, that it won’t 
“Oh no”
I’ll fall for awhile longer 
“Dying”
I won’t last for much more 
For much more, than I did
Guess it’s like I’m dying now 
That’s just how I’m feeling now 
It’s got me like a cloud
Know it’s never ending now 
Know it’s never ending now

Habits

Thank you for listening:)

Produced by secre https://soundcloud.com/prodsecre

Stream: https://share.amuse.io/JsGMDyYoQwft

Lyrics:

from a place called home
i have lost my attatchment
long way to go
it's a longer way back
and i
don't really seem to mind
have i changed for the worse?
i don't think i'm getting back to
the person you deserve
i'm afraid i've lost track 
of time
that i have spent blind

i don't think i'm doing okay
but i don't have the time or energy in me to face that
instead i tend to run away
find comfort in your face and in your words
and i hate that i
can't seem to go one day
without getting in my own way
i know that i'm the only one to blame
but it's hard to not be able to say that i'm

from a place called home
i have lost my attatchment
long way to go
it's a longer way back
and i
don't really seem to mind
have i changed for the worse?
i don't think i'm getting back to
the person you deserve
i'm afraid i've lost track 
of time
that i have spent blind

i just need a little more
i think i just need a little more time
but i think i've told you that before
think you've heard that lie
i just need a little more
i think i just need a little more time
but i think i've told you that before
think you've heard that lie

from a place called home
i have lost my attatchment
long way to go
it's a longer way back
and i
don't really seem to mind
have i changed for the worse?
i don't think i'm getting back to
the person you deserve
i'm afraid i've lost track 
of time
that i have spent blind

a place called home (secre)

hope u enjoy !

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lyrics:

started seeing some things
started getting real cold
started losing my sleep
started getting real old
i been thinking too deep
i dont think u wanna know
never pray before i sleep
i just stare up at the ceiling
think too much
think i drink too much
think i smoked what was left
i just barely saw the plug
think i'm too far gone
think there's nothing to be saved
think i'll call you up
tell me everything's ok

ok
say i'll make it all ok
say you'll make it all ok
say i'll make it out ok
ok


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