it's my birthday, happy valentines
thank you for listening as always 
prod @tnvr555

// verse
bottle up my issues
i can’t be caught saying i miss you
but truth is that i do
cross my heart
cause i hate that i do :/

that’s alright…
drown when i sleep like every night
wake up sigh, back to the grind
i’ve got no time to lose my mind
holding on to the silver lines
life’s too short to rot inside
i would never tell a lie
keep it honest till i die
ok

// chorus
and i don’t want to feel any remorse
come back over, see me baby
hands around my neck, so gently
what’s left but to bury the ghost
don’t say that you miss me baby
it’s not worth the feeling you bring

oh
this isn’t love
it’s far too cold
i thought i knew you
but i don’t
got your hands around my throat
come on love
bury the ghost

// envy
that’s alright
i can’t even step outside
air is poison grab my throat your face on every flashing light
but i don’t mind
cause i never lose sight on losing mine
yeah that’s alright
tell myself a thousand times

because i know it’s not enough
understand you’re running from
before you blame it on my feelings
take the air out of my lungs
and one day
i’ll regret having blood in these veins
but you stay
just to make sure i’m here when you’re sane

bury the ghost

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bury the ghost w/ notenvy [tnvr]

@seenyona

i feel lost
my words get stuck
the good all fades away

hear my songs
so you know what’s wrong
and you hit me up
but your numbers blocked
hey you know my side
so i’m sorry love
made me kill myself
and i can’t do it all again

fall on my back love
kiss at my palm
my eyes dim down -is that what you want-
grip at my chest
i know that youve won
accepting fate
im yours from now on

lost in my mental, im crashing in waves
scratch at my wrists, im bleeding again
im beyond help, someone do something
i dont think i could go through it again
always left out, i feel so abondendond
taking my trust, and taking advantage
fell out of love, i took so much damage
im beyond help, im beyond caring

GO TAKE YOUR TIME AND WATCH ME DIE INSIDE YOUR ARMS
ITS OKAY.
CAUSE THERE’S NOWHERE ELSE I WOULD RATHER BE BURIED
BUT WHEN I’M GONE WILL YOU EVEN THINK OF ME
CAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE THERES SOMEWHERE YOU’D RATHER BE

OH NO
WHAT IS HOME??
IM THE GHOST THAT WAS LEFT WHEN THE CROWN FELL RIGHT OUT OF YOUR HANDS
BROKEN BONES
LEFT TO ROT
YOU CAN SEE THE DIRT
IN EVERY CREVICE
OF HIS WORDS

when i'm gone, will you even think of me? w/ yona

// decayinganyways
a comet hit my mind when i saw her
can’t hide these feelings not an actor
who’s the director, putting her right in my heart 
just cut the scene and make me bleed till i see stars

just play me just like a fool 
i don’t know what the fuck to do
ride me right just like you do
you’re a star and I’m yours too

i love you more than you could know
so why don’t we put on a show

yeah my baby pretty actress
these other hoes can’t hack it
they’re C list she’s the baddest yeah you can try to imagine
you can fawn when she walks by
but I’m hers, she’s mine
she’s the lead everytime
the A-list no surprise

// geist
my baby’s pretty like an actress
see her on the mattress
curves her spine like it’s all but a habit

then she gets lost in her head
copes with drugs in her bed
cries till her eyes blood red

so whats so funny
you playboy bunny
nose so runny
laughed at every word that i’ve said
say you’re sorry
and it would fool me
moves so cunning
know that one day i’ll turn up dead

oh cut the scenes
this is now r rate baby
put your hands all on me
and you that know that you would do it again
you play the part
just like an actress baby
got your thighs all shaking
but that’s not what you will tell all your friends

actress

actress w/ decayinganyways [tnvr]

tell me what it is you wanna know
finish up the bottle then we'll go, babe
waste a little money on some blow
she said, "won't you have a little?"
i said, "no way"

i'm too phased, it's too late
but coming down is all i ever do, babe
and i'm so down if you're ready
i'm floating but i'm heavy
and i'll show you if you let me, girl

i don't know if you already know how
but girl, i got the feeling that you know now
you're buried in the pillow, yeah, you're so loud
but i'm about to show you, baby, slow down
slow down, slow down
i'm about to show you, baby, slow down
slow down, slow down
i'm about to show you, baby, slow down

push a little further on the edge
crawl a little further on the bed, babe
i'm burning up, yeah all i see is red
she said, "fuck me like i'm famous"
i said, "okay" :) 

it's two-faced, it's too late
but coming down is all i ever do, babe
and i'm so down if you're ready
i'm floating but i'm heavy
and i'll show you if you let me, girl

i don't know if you already know how
but girl, i got the feeling that you know now
you're buried in the pillow, yeah, you're so loud
but i'm about to show you, baby, slow down 
slow down, slow down
i'm about to show you baby, slow down 
slow down, slow down
i'm about to show you baby, slow down

oh, ooh-ooh
slow down, slow down, yeah
won't you listen to me? 
drugs all in my system 
tell me what you heard 
tell me what you know yeah 
i've been rollin' for days, 
yeah, this is so foreign
oh, vanity, no, listen baby

slow down [tnvr] (chase atlantic cover)

@decayinganyways @tnvr555 

// decayinganyways
// verse
it’ll be a cold night, when you’re around
so take your shot, and make it count
and we can play these games, that’s your claim to fame
that Russian roulette touch going through my brain
it’s 6 painless shots for 6 painful months
was caught inside your side was caught inside your hunt
i’ll file down the pin so somehow I could win
lets hope these game begin
and hope they’re ending swift

// chorus
our love is russian roulette knew this was all just a bet
don’t hurt my heart blow my brains out instead
our love is russian roulette kiss me softly with lead
don’t break down all of my love
shoot my brains out instead

// geist
we're playing russian roulette
gun to my head and i'm hoping it blows my brains
i’ll miss and you’ll take me to bed
lay me right down and then you’ll blow me all the same

god i love the taste
when you ride on my face
so baby don't stop moving
grind until you're out of fluids

and you take the fall
yeah you risk it all
to see if its a fire you can tame
yeah you take it off
yeah you’d do it all
just to taste what you can of the fame?

the next one's gonna go through your brain
you look at me like it's not a game
darling
you want to feel this more than i do..
i’m starting to see that we’re the same
load a full clip
let’s taste the pain
darling
just do it the way that you do

russian roulette

russian roulette w/ decayinganyways [tnvr]

// yona
cling to your waist, god dont let this be a dream
its been so long, since someone's appeared in front of me 
ive been dying in the midst, fill my heart with vacancy
in my head i still believe that, ill....

lay out my arms
your head falls down soft
do you mind laying here with me?

cos were out in the sun
fell asleep so damn calm
how long till we lose this memory?

thought you were all i need

// valentine ghost 
i saw the love leaving your eyes
you said it was you and its i 
its always a lie 
tell me how you feel inside? 
are you just sick of us trying? 
i guess i should die 

cause i don’t know how you sleep soundly at night 
cant even breath when you’re not by my side

till daylight w/ yona [neverforever]

@decayinganyways @tnvr555 

// decayinganyways
// verse
said I look lovely inside of a coffin but I don’t know how that would take
biting my neck and taking my blood now you’re making mistakes
she’s loving my eyes loving my voice I’m just a taste
she wants to drink my blood tonight like it’s Chardonnay

i love it more when you take control
so what’s in store for my lowly soul
so I would never fight it
you got me so excited
no one else invited just you and I

// chorus
pretty inside of coffin, fight it, don’t
baby I’m so excited, to be only yours
pretty inside of a coffin, won’t fight it, I won’t
stripping my flesh so softly
eating my bones

// i’m geist
// verse
prettiest smile in the room
and she knows cause she’ll go take whatever she wants
she’s not afraid to intrude
pushing her lips against mine they’re warm

she’s a liar
see her pants on fire
yeah
never tired
teeth like a vampire

don’t look in her eyes
you’ll lose your mind

pretty inside of a coffin
but you know that casket is actually yours
and if you turn your back
i promise you’ll find yourself inside it before dark
and i would run now if i was you
hide till she’s found a new
pretty inside of a coffin
but honestly she’s pretty inside of it all

// outro
eating my bones
no
baby you take what you want
so i’ll lay here
hands inside my chest
peeling through my rotten flesh
oh
you say what you want
so let me hear
oh how you’re still the best
no one’s come close to attest

pretty inside of a coffin w/ decayinganyways [tnvr]

say
the words start to echo inside my head
so i day drink
now your hands are wrapped around my neck
begging me to

scream
scream
scream
for help
when nobody can hear a sound

scream
scream
scream
for help
when nobody can hear a sound

WHAT'S TO SAY MY LOVE
COME ON DEAR
SPIT IN MY MOUTH 
LEAN IN CLOSE
AND SMELL THE RUM
COME ON DEAR
JUST USE YOUR TONGUE 

WHAT'S TO SAY MY LOVE
GOT NO FEAR 
YOU'RE BLUFFING NOW 
PULL ME CLOSE
LEGS WRAPPED AROUND 
COME ON DEAR
DON'T LET ME OUT

Wrap your strings around my throat
Take control don’t let me go
I’m such a puppet for you
Pull me in slow
Bite me by the neck
Make sure they know
I’m such a puppet for you

I’ll obey with every string you pull
Submitting to you when i need you most
Equip your strings and girl I’ll bring the rope
Choke me out until you see my ghost
No point in running away
It’s cool I wanted to stay
If you turned me to a corpse
I’m crawling out of my grave
I can’t just lay there and rot
That’s simply something I’m not
Hook me up by your strings
And drag me down to our spot
(Hahaha that’s your best move?)

CONTROL ME LIKE THE PUPPET
I AM FOR YOU
CONTROL ME LIKE THE PUPPET
I’LL DANCE FOR YOU
Baby don’t you hold out
Promise I can take it
Baby don’t you slow down
I just wanna taste it
All
CONTROL ME LIKE THE PUPPET
I AM FOR YOU

WHAT'S TO SAY MY LOVE
COME ON DEAR
SPIT IN MY MOUTH 
LEAN IN CLOSE
AND SMELL THE RUM
COME ON DEAR
JUST USE YOUR TONGUE 

WHAT'S TO SAY MY LOVE
GOT NO FEAR 
YOU'RE BLUFFING NOW 
PULL ME CLOSE
LEGS WRAPPED AROUND 
COME ON DEAR
DON'T LET ME OUT

PUPPET

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PUPPET W/ JIINZO [TNVR]

prod valentine ghost
guitar @iissaame
instrumental mix/master @prod-oc

and the roses all decayed
it’s so hard to walk away
even when the sky’s are gray
i still wish that you had stayed
go back to your ways

why leave so soon...
was it all doomed?
cause i need you
but seems like you don’t

you left the room
knew it was doomed
cause i need you
but you’ll never stay
go back to your ways

baby does it hurt you
like you hurt me
i would never hurt you
love i’m sorry
could you look me in the face
and say that i’m not dirty?
cause i feel like im not your angel lately

yeah it feels like a suicide
you & i oh
watched me trip on words and cry
but you and i know
every word you say…a lie
watched my heart broke
baby how could you be fine
if i’m your home?

sigh

prod @downfvll x @tnvr555

// downfvll
I can’t escape, the ghost still wears your face
Same place, same pain, some things time won’t erase
Drowning in doubt, my heart’s a vengeful one
Can’t bring me down, my pride is what’s kept me alive

// i’m geist
so go on love just keep talking
but the crowd is cheering
they’re shouting
won’t fail them now
i’ve been plotting
oh can’t you see it in my eyes?
cold, red and full of fight
look now you’re hypnotized
so speak of all your lies
how rotten you’re inside

the seasons change
and mine’s coming
so take a seat
or start running
you’ll feel the knots in your stomach
so take my name out of your mouth

i’ve got my peace of mind right now
you’re just a sheep inside my crowd

// downfvll
i got my peace of mind, so now you not invited
and I was left in pieces, let me rest in peace and quiet
it’s bound to be lost in time, it’s all meant to be forgotten
i will make it, I will, at least I’ll die trying

the trauma, the memories, the pain, the past
if my heart would, stop beating, I’d be free from those at last
and momma, im sorry, Im driving, to crash
i withstood, the beating, but now,

// downfvll x geist
I can’t escape, the ghost still wears your face
Same place, same pain, some things time won’t erase
Drowning in doubt, my heart’s a vengeful one
Can’t bring me down, my pride is what’s kept me alive

a face i can't forget

the face i can't forget w/ downfvll

rot 
i can’t deal with all of it 
i’m starting to feel nauseous 
would you want to talk? 
but please don’t mind the silence 
my brain just isn’t kind to me 

stay alive 
say a lie
wish that i could speak my mind 
but i’ve got so much to lose 
that i’d rather keep my pride  
say its fine
then we die 
it all feels like wasted time 
say are you wasting my time?

yeah i should stay my distance
promise that’s just how i know to be
i like it much better
when nobody seems to notice me 
stay and listen?
but i've been bored of all the fucking grief
no one seems to comprehend 
yet they have the songs on repeat 

i’m pleading my silence
no reason for violence 
i’m not gonna take this outside 
i’ve been subconsciously cautious 
of inhaling your toxins 
but seems that i let them inside 
there’s no way to find what’s wrong now 
cause i moved on so why the comedown

untitled freestyle [prodsecre x sorrow bringer]

prod decayinganyways

// intro
she got that bloody red
she got me dead
hatchets on her mind
think I’m unalived

// pre-chorus
decay: ohh on my mind it's like a cycle
geist: ooh and her touch she's like a psycho
decay: she grabs her hatchet, her matches
geist: my baby burn me to ashes
decay: i say it's not on mind
geist: we turned the lovely in 2 tragic

// chorus- decay and geist
we’re fucking live
oh baby you and I
she’s plotting all the time
oh that’s just my type
just my type
she’s a dime I’m gonna make her mine
no silver lining ties
it’s only for the night, for the night

this dance floors dead
is it us instead
taking shots of lead
I want that instead

she grabs her hatchet her matches
my baby burn me to ashes
i say it's not on mind
we turned the lovely 2 tragic
we’re fucking live

// decay verse
just ride me right, ride me right just like how you do
i want your body my shawty just tell me what to do
i know it’s something on your mind, tell me what the fuck I’ll find, every step we take right now always going out of line
i, no you, you
you want me like i want you

// geist
and i just can’t seem to contain my state of mind
oh how you ruined everything with all your lies
yeah it’s all fun until you make somebody die
it’s all fun until she

she throws her hatchet, light matches
and lays right down on the mattress
but says she’s sick of the acting
yet curves her spine like an actress
and i don’t trust her i’ve had it
i know she can’t break her habits
so i’ll keep dodging her hatchets
can’t spill my blood on the fabric

hatchet w/ decayinganyways

prod @tnvr555 

your toxic traits oh baby 
i can see them on your face 
you crave attention 
i can see from how you flaunt your waist
but oh my how you love to tantalize 
tease me 
can’t see through your disguise 

you taste like poison baby 
trust that i’ll drink all of you 
i love the way 
oh how you bite and give me attitude 
but oh my how you love to tantalize 
tease me 
can’t see through your disguise

it’s do or die 
you & i 
this party is a suicide
romanticized 
oh baby don’t you idolize? 
the way they cry 
this party is a suicide 
for you & i

i’m sick of running away
you’ve got a lot left to say
so let’s sit down
say it to my face 
romanticizing the pain  
you’d tantalize me all day
so go on love 
just dig my grave 

suicidal tendencies
baby come and sever me 
do whatever you would like
i’m yours for life 
i know you’d love to drag the knife
across my throat 
so come tonight

tantalize

tantalize [tnvr]

prod @tnvr555

oh 
your eyes so romantic 
you’re moving and panting 
oh baby i’ll take it at your pace 
two steps, now we’re dancing 
got me in a trance and 
i’m gripping my hands into your waist 

take your vial of blood
i wouldn’t keep you starving 
you’re the one i want my darling 
so go ahead
take all that you want 
i want to see you smiling 
i was made for you my darling
so please just stay 
 
oh baby
wait a minute
i’m so caught 
inside the deep end now 
so love just please 
don’t let me down  
just promise me 
you’ll stick around

you're the one i want [tnvr]

prod @tnvr555

Yeah
Yeah
Yeah

[Verse 1]
Your man on the road, he doin' promo
You said, "Keep our business on the low-low"
I'm just tryna get you out the friend zone
'Cause you look even better than the photos
I can't find your house, send me the info
Drivin' through the gated residential
Found out I was comin', sent your friends home
Keep on tryna hide it, but your friends know

[Chorus]
I only call you when it's half-past five
The only time that I'll be by your side
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me, yeah
I only call you when it's half-past five
The only time I'd ever call you mine
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me, babe

[Verse 2]
I'ma let you know and keep it simple
Tryna keep it up don't seem so simple
I just fucked two bitches 'fore I saw you
And you gon' have to do it at my tempo
Always tryna send me off to rehab
Drugs started feelin' like it's decaf
I'm just tryna live life for the moment
And all these motherfuckers want a relapse

[Chorus]
I only call you when it's half-past five
The only time that I'll be by your side
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me, yeah
I only call you when it's half-past five
The only time I'd ever call you mine
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me, babe

[Bridge]
Hills have eyes, the hills have eyes
Who are you to judge? Who are you to judge?
Hide your lies, girl, hide your lies (Hide your lies, oh, baby)
Only you to trust, only you


[Chorus]
I only call you when it's half-past five
The only time that I'll be by your side
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me, yeah
I only call you when it's half-past five
The only time I'd ever call you mine
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me, babe

the hills [tnvr]

cover of I fall in love with narcissists by I'm Geist
prod. I'm Geist

lyrics:
I feel my heart tear string from string again
And I'm so sorry, but I don't know where the fuck you went
'Cause you're somebody, not the one I met
I'll leave the roses by our grave for all the love we had

No one ever really cares for what I need
I fall in love with narcissists that have different beliefs
Said that you'd do anything
But chose to watch me bleed
And honestly this pain is starting to feel like relief
No one ever really carеs 'til you can't breathe
I'm really fucking fighting, I just need my timе to grieve
Feeling so damn angry, can't take any more defeats
I really miss my friend, another ghost amongst the trees

Are you mad love
Tell me I'm the bad one
Your life is but a scam but
You don't care what anyone thinks of you
Wish you had think us through
Fuck, it's so pathetic
Miss when you were more poetic
Brag that you're so copacetic
But what's that worth when everyone's tasted you
It's just not the girl I knew

I'll lay flat on my face
Compare us, I'm a waste
But at least I'm not fake
So don’t text that you miss me too
Oh, love, it's just not the truth

No one ever really cares for what I need
I fall in love with narcissists that have different beliefs
Said that you'd do anything
But chose to watch me bleed
And honestly the pain is starting to feel like relief
No one ever really cares 'til you can't breathe
I'm really fucking fighting, I just need my time to grieve
Feeling so damn angry, can't take any more defeats
I really miss my friend, another ghost amongst the trees (Amongst the trees)

I fall in love with narcissists (I'm Geist)

say you don’t bleed
baby i can see it drip down your wrist 
oh so now you’re coming?
cum and then i’ll give you a kiss 
you want to fight 
i got your back just go on put up your fists 
but promise me that when i’m gone
that i’m the one that you’ll miss 

guess i’m catching a plane now
cutting all of the snakes out
come on closer
pull me under 
let me melt in your skin love 
and i know sometimes i seem vacant 
there’s not much that i believe in 
so baby just give me reason 

who are you 
where’d you come around from? 
eyes that glitter   
like she’s dreaming 
can’t stop staring 
she’s so pretty 
who are you? 
would you come around 
and say that you’re my honey lover
i want you to pull me under 
oh oh oh oh oh oh 
say that you’re my honey lover
i want you to pull me under

and there’s a serpent in the room 
that no one seems to address 
but that’s alright
i’d rather turn away to watch her undress 
and no one’s gonna like the plan that i’ve got coming up next 
their eyes are peeled to the screen
but are they ready to scream

face it 
ego’s big for the statement
fit all black like a raven 
and when i move
i promise you that
i wouldn’t feel complacent 
ego’s big and they’re glazing
sit back love cause i’m winning
for you 
oh oh

honey [tnvr]

the good things (ft. ilyl1ght) (prod. despyte)

@tnvr555

// verse 1
melt the ice in my veins
didn’t think twice
now i’m here
captivated by pain
or just in love with your face?
oh darling,
you’re just not like them
your eyes meet mine
they’ve been starving

i’d love to see
what you could do
how you captivate the room
how you take all of the gloom
i don’t mind it if i lose
i’d love to see
if this is true
how i’m captivated too
how you saved me from my doom
would you like to be my muse?

// chorus
who am i
if it’s not all that i do
would you try
show me what i’d mean to you
i dont lie
but i do beg for the truth
would you try
show me what i’d mean to you

// verse 2
how youve taken hold of me
you came into my life so suddenly
youve opened my eyes to what i
couldnt see
youve changed what my heart
couldnt believe ❤️

i’d love to see
what you could do
how you captivate the room
you know im captivated by (by) you-o-ou
promise im not misreading signs
want you to take all of my time
just show the world that you are mine

even if its just for tonight
could our shadows intertwine

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