bad days. (prod. knzo)

NY Moment

silhouette [wun4eric] (prod. purpan)

depressed

harmlessly in love with the idea of disappearing

@autumnkeys

thanks to all of my friends. 

thanks to the other atlas. 

thanks to my family. 

thanks to all of you. 

enjoy. <3 

(beats by autumn keys, raps and cover and mixing and mastering by me) 

(i totally ripped healy off with the harmonies on a breath of fresh air and i'm so sorry)

pay what you want <3

sleep

sample: it looks sad - creature

i saw you in the window of my room
i saw you in the window of my room last night again
i screamed, "please don't go" at you
but those fragile bones still seemed to move so fast
and i know it hurts to hear
but i'm just no god damn good, my dear
i promise you i would not lie
i die to live and live to die

no one ever told me what the words feel like
no one ever told me what the words felt like
when you're asleep in empathy
and i'm awake in entropy

i met you in the parking lot outside of the high school
breathing in the fumes from cigarettes and trying to act cool
you asked me "do you hate yourself? i can tell you fit the part"
i said "self loathing? listen, just don't even start"
can't put into words the way that you intimidated me
was fighting with a mirror over which side was the fakery
we shared our stories, showed our scars
made that promise, crashed your car

no one ever told me what the words feel like
no one ever told me what the words felt like
when you're asleep inside a ditch
passenger seat, i lie and twich 'cause
no one ever told me what the words feel like
no one ever told me what the words felt like
i watched you die and spoke your name
but neither of us felt the same

spirited away

tea