prod. wstdtime

lyrics vvv

i never learned to be sad
i learn on my own
i never learned to leave home
i learned to go on
and now my chest just burns
and i cannot learn
im uncomfortable 
and nothing will change that
im just tryna be healthy
but i cannot learn
from anything that i see
anything will change in a matter of seconds
your whole life will go away if you let it
and your damn brain will fucking hurt if you let it
oh..
meet me in michigan..
its all over summer
its all over my heart
all over winter
and every month we already lost

i never learned to be sad
i learn on my own
i never learned to leave home
i learned to go on
and now my chest just burns
and i cannot learn
im uncomfortable 
and nothing will change that
im just tryna be healthy
but i cannot learn
from anything that i see
anything will change in a matter of seconds
your whole life will go away if you let it
and your damn brain will fucking hurt if you let it
oh..
meet me in michigan..
its all over summer
its all over my heart
all over winter
and every month we already lost

michigan (splashgvng)

wstdtime:
yt - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCANqSDPYbHnXWr_7tUiAjVQ
sc -https://soundcloud.com/wstdtimez

Lyrics:

so fucking done
I'm just really tired of it all
i can't even name one
good reason to go on

I've lost all
my motivation 
lie in my bed
all day until I'm starving

bruises on my legs 
harming myself
just to get a release
these thoughts are overbearing

it feels so empty in my soul these days
I've got nobody to fill that space
I've got no intentions of trying to replace
the joy that you gave me I'm a hopeless case

purple underneath my eyes
hate my fucking face
i listen to sewerperson and cry
all fucking day

I'm tired of everything (wstdtime x tearsonmygucci)

prod. wstdtime x kabeh
nv
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

how could u? (prod. wstdtime X kabeh)

single off my ep 'gust' that ill drop soon. ep prod by @wstdtimez and @secre_swallowtail

lyrics

i dont give a fuck if u talk loud
and i dont give a fuck where u at now
she been walking round like a rat
but im not playing games like its cat mouse

i dont giv fuck bout bout 
no i dont give a fuck bout ya 
i never did
i dont wanna talk to u well no shit
prolly shouldn’t blamed me uh for all of this

lifes hard so she wanna talk now
i got friends they told me that u talked down
on my name
and now she wanna restart
now
but she wanna talk down fuck nah

fuck love 
take drugs

switching up flows more than
u be switching up hoes
im with the same bros
be mindful
dont bring em over here
i only like toes

like i said she wanna talk now
that she low
coz ive been getting to the top 
while she froze
i did it from the start and now shows
u turned on all the lights but nobody’s home

shoutout wstd, coz now im on the floor
i can not take it any fucking more
i take fucking painkiller theyre too strong
she jus wanna take me outta my clothes

i don wanna talk why u tryna make me
my emotions going rampant i just hate it 

poor another cup of the same shit
poor another up coz im a lame bitch
but i dont wanna talk to u no
no fuck i dont wanna see u at all
keep coming with the lame shit
th fuck u wanna say snitch
write another song huh every fucking day bitch

distant (wstd)

lyrics

tell me now u goin out?
nah i dont wanna walk
i dont need to see my name on all these insta story’s
wait huh why u like this for
u don know nun bout me and i can live if 
it were to stay like that if im honest

should see her face
it sent me out
told me not be so rude 

but i jus wanna find someone
who when she talk i can feel summin
but never at these partys fuck it
so ill jus focus on myself now

so discreet its driving me insane
all these words keep for my beats
yeh you’ll survive without my face
took 10 mins to write this but i dont wanna wait
ironic how i say say that shit but feels like time is all i waste

its what this shit ll do
and then ur shits consumed
so id jus let out before it gets inside of u
inside these drugs and now i dont wanna move x2

sensual (wstd)

ive had these for months, sorry it took so long lol. shoutout wstd again and also secre.. I know I only did one secre song (ran outta time) but there will be fr sure mor comin from both prods

lyrics

fall
and get back up until i get it all solved
bae i wanna talk i wan it to be like before 
she dont check the phone no not even a sorry
where u going will u be back in th morning

where u going like where the fuck are you
i dont wanna have to clean up all this mess im not responsible
leaving me with scars to heal on my own like is that possible
didn’t know the damage u created

was a phase
still i cant take it 
oh i hate it 
oh my days
fucking faded
i wanna change 
but now im wasted
ill go out but i won’t say shit
swear my minds in different places
right now musics got me taken
ride it out till i cant make it
ride it out till i cant make it

im tryna move on wit my day but now im stalled
i think she got it but jus chose to ignore the call
blue cheese by own thinking i jus lost it all
yeh i trip but that dont mean that i should

fall
and get back up until i get it all solved
bae i wanna talk i wan it to be like before 
she dont check the phone no not even a sorry
where u going will u be back in th morning

where u going like where are you
(lots of times)

where r u (wstd)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/wstdtimez

wstdtime's yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCANqSDPYbHnXWr_7tUiAjVQ

/lyrics/

calm down
screaming in my face gotta calm down
why you at my place starting problems
said this shit exactly why she doesn't wanna come around
an hour later she gonna call me up to lay the pipe down

anything but average
couped up breathing cabbage
sweating like an addict
choking on some ashes
body full of rashes
i could barely make anything out between the flashes

out my brain
i don't know my name
i don't know the way
let's put our differences aside
cause we all die the same

feel like I'm on Mars like heavy rain
call me kakarot how i am up in outer space
blasting sewerperson fading out while she be on my waist
two pm still passed out on the couch from yesterday

walk along the road beside of me
i just couldn't replicate what you had seen in me
early in the dawn you told me that's when you felt free
i could turn into whatever for you tell me what to be

oh i spilled Bacardi on my jeans
why you always gotta blame me
tryna make me feel bad crying on my Gucci 
baby you should know that you won't get no sympathy

know my brothers got me
baby I'm not sorry
why'd you even come if you knew I'd be at the party

said youd be there in a heartbeat
told me that you loved me
said i broke your heart baby girl you did me dirty 


2pm (wstdtime)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty and https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997

Boyfifty's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/boyfifty

CapsCtrls's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/CapsCtrl

/lyrics/

she's helping me grow something new from the ashes
wiping the dust from all of the pieces
met you back when i was in a dark place and you took me by the hand baby honestly you saved me
when I'm wrapped in your arms i can feel safe
turn on the light so i can meet your gaze

no one cares if you cannnot be of benefit
thought you were only with me for the hell of it
and honestly i never really minded that much
but now your eyes tell me just how wrong i was

you're the remedy
for all my agony
lifting my burden
when you're kissing me

she's helping me grow something new from the ashes
wiping the dust from all of the pieces
met you back when i was in a dark place and you took me by the hand baby honestly you saved me
when I'm wrapped in your arms i can feel safe
turn on the light so i can meet your gaze

healing (Boyfifty x CapsCtrl)

Mixed/Mastered By Me & https://soundcloud.com/sakuradoves 
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Cover Art By https://soundcloud.com/vendilmz
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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[Lyrics]

(akiradoves)
you should know you disgust me way too much
oh dear i just think you should know 
i just miss you way too much 
you mistake me for someone i don't know
just take me away i just wanna disappear

so tell me why you stabbed me in my back 
you're acting like a little bitch don't know why
you ripped my heart i think i'm just a waste
i think it's about time that you let me go

(sakuradoves)
darling let me go im falling in the snow
i wonder if you know
how much i need you sleeping with me 
baby im so empty maybe they gon envy
when im going up with you now

yeah yeah yeah up with you now
come bring me out 
stuck in this crowd of the memories
from the past living 
fast have fun killing me

(akiradoves) 
i should of known that you'd leave me for him
oh i apologies for the things i did
i fumbled my words way too much 
i wanna be together forever

you should know you disgust me way too much
oh dear i just think you should know 
i just miss you way too much 
you mistake me for someone i don't know
just take me away i just wanna disappear

mistake w/ sakuradoves (nevrfall)

since ur last message - one take

[Non-Profit]
Mixed/Mastered By Me
-
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/nciku
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(Lyrics)
perfect for me 
I'm always crying in the cold nights
this is something we gotta talk about 
but some days just get harder 
i don't wanna do this no more
i want you , you want me 
we're such a perfect match 
i know we won't collapse 
don't get bored of me 
i know that I'm too much 
i'm trying to be perfect

it's always silent in the cold night 
the weather is so cold without you 
and i love you 
don't want this to end 
I'll hold you till the end
just notice that i care 
i trust you with my heart
i just wanna be there 
i just love you way too much

i love you (nciku)

i can make something out of everything i see...
prod. @jolst & @sainttomorrow
art by @/ashleydhe on instagram
love u all, album next week
from the bottom of my heart, i hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
i need help
could u lend me a hand?
cuz the foam on the waves
just threw me into the sand

i need time more than anything
i can make something out of everything i see
but i just want to breathe for once
i don’t think thats asking much

to take, to give, to love
living is hard enough
im so used to the brace before the impact
that when i sleep i just wake before the contact

and now i wander
and i wonder
if its over, dead and gone
if my memory takes too long
are u someone i can rely on?

i need time more than anything
i can make something out of everything i see
but i just want to breathe for once
i don’t think thats asking much

i think i waited too long 
i know the damage is done
im moving mountains just to solve
all of the problems i’ve caused
i’d rather take it all in
than try to fix what i broke
cuz every time i step a foot in
i just slip and then choke
i think im losing whats in front of me
and whats in front of me
is the ocean and some company
but what is company
when im all alone
i’ll try to cope 
but i dont wanna know
what’s really gone now

the weight is heavy on me
and i’ve been falling backwards
i cant stay steady i just
pray for better days when i think i need you
more than i’d admit
i wanna cry and fucking quit
my stomach pulls and shakes and twists
take me back to those i miss

i need time more than anything
i can make something out of everything i see
but i just want to breathe for once
i don’t think thats asking much

VII. mountain mover [jolst x saint tomorrow]

spotify & apple music!

SoundCloud struck the original and denied my claim even though i own a lease. so here's the song unmonetized. sorry for the delay.
"lifefuckinhatesme" track 1.
prod. metlast and 5head

lyrics:
i been tryin my whole life
to figure sumn out
but nothin ever goes right
and i thought i was gonna be okay
when you came into my life
but now you're gone
and im pretty sure its my fault
guess you couldnt handle me after all?
and i swear to god this is the last time
cuz all this bullshit weighing down on my mind

its weighing down and its been so fucking long
since i felt okay
im running out of things to say
feelin so fucked up every day

and it never seems like i can ever figure out
wtf is going on inside my mind
but im trying, believe me im trying
but i swear to god it seems like
they're always lyin
so idk why i keep on tryin
i just wanna let it go
and ion really know
why nowhere feels like home

i just wanna go, but nowhere feels like home
i been feelin so fucked up
feelin so alone
i just wish that there was somewhere that i could fuckin go
guess ill just settle for another night stoned...

2pm (wstdtime)

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