Spine

Spine (Ft. Weepings & Yokai Dreams) [Prod. Rajaste & sxber]

Lyrics:

this shit is fuckin targeted
so ill say it as i mean it
i'm so sick of all the paragraphs
but i feel like you need them
all the years of gearing up
unsheathing swords and fighting demons
never thought i'd die to you
a pretty girl who sent me reeling

this shit is fuckin targeted
so ill say it as i mean it
i'm so sick of all the paragraphs
but i feel like you need them
all the years of gearing up
unsheathing swords and fighting demons
never thought i'd die to you
a pretty girl who sent me reeling
honestly in many ways i think i'm really missing you
i've still thought of coming back but i don't think we'd change our views
thought i knew all that i wanted i assumed that you did too
looking back i'm fucking stupid
fixing shit that wasn't strewn
so i guess it's an apology for feeling all my feelings
for looking this far into things that held no fucking meaning
but knowing you
you'd get me quick
for why i acted on a weakness
and i don't think it's what i want
so please 
i need a single reason

i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you

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you couldn't know what it's like.
you couldn't know what it's like
don't u dare pretend u get this
don't u dare pretend u get this.
it's a unique pain
it's a unique pain
it's a unique pain
yea somehow this shit don't feel the same.

a dragonslayer's weakness (sadtxnshi)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty and https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997

Boyfifty's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/boyfifty

CapsCtrls's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/CapsCtrl

/lyrics/

she's helping me grow something new from the ashes
wiping the dust from all of the pieces
met you back when i was in a dark place and you took me by the hand baby honestly you saved me
when I'm wrapped in your arms i can feel safe
turn on the light so i can meet your gaze

no one cares if you cannnot be of benefit
thought you were only with me for the hell of it
and honestly i never really minded that much
but now your eyes tell me just how wrong i was

you're the remedy
for all my agony
lifting my burden
when you're kissing me

she's helping me grow something new from the ashes
wiping the dust from all of the pieces
met you back when i was in a dark place and you took me by the hand baby honestly you saved me
when I'm wrapped in your arms i can feel safe
turn on the light so i can meet your gaze

healing (Boyfifty x CapsCtrl)

mixed, mastered and produced by yours truly.

lyrics ¬
Moonlight bouncing off your pretty face 
i knew that id fall in love with you anyway
Cruel eyes infiltrate the shattered gates
Crumbling to ashes as she celebrates

I got a sickly feeling that i met my fate
but i dont wanna face it, if it means "so long"
and i dont think you really wanna know my name
formalities are pointless if you cut me off

A battle stalemates
Sacrifices in vain
lost the war, pay in blood for mistakes that i made
bet you came out unscathed 
Completely unfazed
I have no doubts you’re truly proud of the path that you blazed

X2

Moonlight bouncing off your pretty face 
i knew that id fall in love with you anyway
Cruel eyes infiltrate the shattered gates
Crumbling to ashes as she celebrates

I got a sickly feeling that i met my fate
but i dont wanna face it, if it means so long
and i dont think you really wanna know my name
formalities are pointless if you cut me off

Moonlight bouncing off your pretty face 
i knew that id fall in love with you anyway
Cruel eyes infiltrate the shattered gates
Crumbling to ashes as she celebrate-

Mixed/Mastered By Me https://soundcloud.com/sadboykana & https://soundcloud.com/auby4rc
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/lindenblossom & https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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[Lyrics]

(kana)
Why do i keep trying?
Questioning my life now
God i feel so tired
Always being let down
And you were just a liar
Girl you got me fucked up
Walking down the wire
You're wastin my time love
Quit textin my phone up
I swear that i'm so done
I swear i'm not in love
Left me feelin so numb
Pictures on my walls i
Burnt it all to ashes
Made sure that i left them
How you left me
I'm damaged

(akiradoves)
i feel so dead when i'm holding my hand 
the tears on your chest babe i don't understand 
tell me why you lie tell me why you're cold 
and i don't wanna wait anymore
so tell me why you're gone
somewhere around my heart hurts
sometimes i feel useful 
but most the times i feel like i am nothing

(auby)
you make me forget the things that i said
i don't wanna hurt you but you make me upset
i need to focus on myself instead
don't know if you want this
it's all in my head

suffering w/ kana & auby (linden & nevrfall)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/eric-godlow

eric godlow's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/EricGodlowBeats


/lyrics/

the way she looked at me had stopped me in my tracks
I'm still me somewhere beneath all of this rotting flesh
behind all of the viciousness that lives inside this mind
memories of us still play when i fall asleep at night

my body's getting colder the lake it had started freezing
let the water pour right in to my lungs and leave me wheezing
trees sway dark night with a cold breeze
cold waves down my spine and my knees week

he can hear the ghouls in mire always scheming
push him underneath the surface to suffocate all screaming
always scratching at the walls leaving trails along the cabin
saliva dripping out of my mouth i need to find a way in

heresy
all the ever say to me
i promise I'm not evil
I'm just being what I'm supposed to be
brutality
aint that what you expect from me
i can feel the heat that is coming off of your body
and im craving your fatality
step to me
feel his fear it's growing while he looks at me
ripped him into shreds
before he was even touching me
savor the taste of iron
as the blood is dripping off of me
I've always been a monster
this body is just a tool to me

the way she looked at me had stopped me in my tracks
I'm still me somewhere beneath all of this rotting flesh
behind all of the viciousness that lives inside this mind
memories of us still play when i fall asleep at night

you cannot see me though I'm right here
looking at you through your window I'm right here
turn your head let me see you let me stop your fear
i know it looks bad but i am still alive in there

i can't think straight
when I'm in this state
i can't operate
I'll live with the heartache
cause i know that you'll be safe at least

my body's getting colder the lake it had started freezing
let the water pour right in to my lungs and leave me wheezing
trees sway dark night with a cold breeze
cold waves down my spine and my knees week

he can hear the ghouls in mire always scheming
push him underneath the surface to suffocate all screaming
always scratching at the walls leaving trails along the cabin
saliva dripping out of my mouth i need to find a way in

mirage (eric godlow)

mixed & mastered by Ally Holloway + nate2timez
produced by nate2timez & Ally Holloway
written by Ally Holloway
٩(× ×)۶

don't worry, you'll be fine.
don't worry, you'll be fine..

and I dont know how serious it really is
I dont know what i want

and it echoes thru these halls again
and the ghost you left still wanders around
(it still wanders)
woah

silence speaks more than sound
I've been lost and found

Lost and found

lyrics

single off new ep all prod @secre_swallowtail
thx to @tearsonmygucci for the fire ft 
mix & mastr by @fleshgolem <3

//mæsk//
aren’t i enough
nough
push me away in to dust
picked apart as i rust
out in space time is slow but ur touch gives me a rush

just let me float now
flatline with no sound
dont give me false hope 
id rather not come down

id rather not come down
theres no life
no life in this world
oh, so id rather drift to the hole
she said dont go
u had ur chance to save me now 
now rest my soul

baby 
i jus gotta ask
will u remember me
coz i wont be coming back

//tearsonmygucci//

will you remember
sleeping in next to me love in november
eyes spilling embers
i can still feel how you touched me so tender 

spliffs at the hotel
now that your gone i just can't fucking sleep well
you seemed appalled
question if this shit was worth it at all

losing my head
eyes turning red
stains on the carpet from where my heart bled
saw in your eyes
you want me dead
silence the pain with some fucking meds

one single look made me question it all
i just wander outside and i walk till i fall
and i went past your place again just out of habit
i knew we'd lose from the moment we had it

novembrrr ft tearsonmygucci (secre)

(considered putting this on an alt at first or something bc its not supposed to be a "song" type thing, but rather a poem thing i wrote)

often walking alone causing flash backs no polaroid
and what if this apartment is a last shot
paranoia fill me and my mental 
could separate them i guess but u would still tell me to stop and drag the thoughts
honestly don’t know what i been doing here
same shit move into different year
when people in the party sneer on me like why is you in here
danny mr phantom got nothing on, understands, or even ponders that its I who gets to disappear
been going distant from the art like tele never be seen/scene
guess its choke inside the words so they don’t know what i mean
blowing smoke within this home until the moment i sleep
maybe one day youll wake up from the dream

healing (Boyfifty x CapsCtrl)

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