[the hive of death spits out the first venom]


(Chorus)

Okay I'm locked in, reloaded
The hive of death is controlling
The fabric of all my motion
I've got to hide these emotions
I'm talking lay out the plan
Not gonna catch me remorsing
(Hypnotized)
I've got that heart full of hate and
I'm the reason I'm morphing

(Verse #1)

I can't seem to catch a break, refuelled by all these endorphins'
I'll break the chain and let it through, like a sinewave proportion
I'm talking, fuck all your friends
I don't care bout the end, I've just been working on my craft
I'll blow them away again

(Pre-Chorus)

I was so broken off the sertraline,
I couldn't hide it so I had to make that fucking scene,
I broke down held on to nothing but my cardamine,
Messily Manufacturing my craft it went too fucking deep, yeah

(Chorus #2)

Cos I was hiding and broken, my mental health had me choking
I couldn't appreciate sound overgrowth had me lurking
so when it's all said and done I hope that I'm a better person,
but I won't be, no I won't be anymore.

(Outro)

So sick of these anxieties,
They're always pushing me back but
theres no hill too steep

gotta branch out my reality,
cos lately consciousness just ain't been on the scene
Am I really who I say I am
Am I really who I claim to be

Fuck it all just let it go,
I was tryna make it out as more, but
I can't find myself so I'm gon reach the end
Hope these Endorphins make me feel again,
Hope these Endorphins make me feel again
I really, I really can't waste another weekend
In this, In this fucking state

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@1vain
18

dead ahh account
idk if ill ever come back to it
new account -> @1p3trich0r

cardamine envy, make another entry

https://linktr.ee/heavnsnt

this was essentially me as a kid tryna be a mucisian 
i've since learned music production and engineering and am now 19

my actual music is @the-heavnsnt-project