Searching for a  reason

222 blind eyes; city lights

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drifting

180ina60 (feat. Kid Trash and lilsaku) [prod.dream rats]

pale and blinding digitization 

everything by me @stellathepixie

never thought myself nihilistic 
im not usually this masochistic 
i just can’t care 4 myself 
nothing’s more of a waste of time 
than my own health

pale and blinding digitization 
excruciating dissociation 
build and barter myself 
and im fucking weak if i ask 4 help

oh oh oh
starry girl in luv w life
oh oh oh
dance w death or paradise 
oh oh oh
white eyes materialize 
oh oh oh
perfect concept suicide 

im not smoking cigarettes but im stopping therapy 
self analysis is exquisitely deadly 
ur the knife in my neck i think it'll kill me
i don’t wanna go
i don’t want this 2 kill me

sickened goddess 
birdcage heart
death by 1 million cuts
god is a fabricated metaphor
she fucked me over and spared me love

im terminal my sin is constant 
and i can’t choose a different option
fear is certain survival is 
formidable as tv violence

conjure up this neverland
god i know it’ll never end
pyro manic, self destruct 
let me feel that love again 

i don’t want this love to last 
coz her knife sinks into my chest
i miss the ecstasy, im 2 corrupt 
let me feel that lust again

webcore (pixie)

completely non profit

mix. @ztope

--  https://soundcloud.com/dxnnyymusic  --


lyrics

swno-

Let me go Let me go
Let me vanish In the snow
I’m way to Cold yeah the
Only time I’m fine When the 
blunts rolled all Alone with heart
My Froze yeah my hearts made
Of gold but It black out
When I found Out woah I’m 
to damaged Understand this No


Nah you don’t fuckin care about I speak about
What me blow my brains I done sold out
Nah I ant talking bout my fuckin soul that’s 
A sell out
Yeah I been full of doubt I don’t see 
a point this is it

both- 

You may aswel let me go
Cos
No one can save me now
i told you my hearts been frozen
i dont think i can break it out

dxnny-

let me know, let me know 
if i should back down
i swear you were my last hope

3g in the blunt help me pass out
And forget about the past ohh oh oh

I Dont wanna think about the lies you once told
eyes ice cold-er than these december nights go
.45 Straight to my dome and watch the light-show

5 calls and im making this my last now
you aint ever care about me behind your mask wow
dont even pretend like u aint tryna break my soul
cos i cant cope

And i dont want love if its anyone but us
I feel so alive at the moment but still im cold to the touch
And im so fucked up
But i dont care that much
 care that much

snow w/ dxnny (neverforever)

prod @prod_pk and @7sabrr7
hey this song is a joke song :( ik the intro is cringe, it had me cracking up 

lyrics:
shoot the mac 10
put ya body in a ditch
like it’s live leak
put the saiga to my head
so unlively
oh its cuz hes fuckin dead
like it’s live leak
bitch i fill u up with lead

u so technical
bitch i might just
aim the reticle 
watch me fuck up yo retina
u gotta go
like a red room
stream it like a show
50 bitcoin
and i’ll let the shotgun blow
i dont fuck with opposition
forlorn got a mission
family tradition
kill em leave em missin
splinter cell
karambit make em see the light
upload the video to an 
onion site

love my money
always gotta have my payments
556 have his picture
on the pavement
if u wanna cry abt sum
check them statements
raid his house
we gon’ leave it fuckin vacant
slash slash
slashing at his chest
dash dash
dashin with these checks
back back
back against the wall
stack stack
stackin bodies in the halls

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liveleak (prod. pk x sabrr)

Don't break me// I'm Sorry (prod. Jissa x Kite)

@essay

i just need to get away
speed the whip like it's a getaway
and i know that girl is far away
i don't know cus i'm just on my break

you know i'm just on my break
speeding fast don't think bout hitting brakes
and i know that girl is far away
and i know that girl is far away

break
seeing faces in the rain
guess i gotta give her a break
im just gonna go stack this bread

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on my break (k2)

[the hive of death spits out the first venom]


(Chorus)

Okay I'm locked in, reloaded
The hive of death is controlling
The fabric of all my motion
I've got to hide these emotions
I'm talking lay out the plan
Not gonna catch me remorsing
(Hypnotized)
I've got that heart full of hate and
I'm the reason I'm morphing

(Verse #1)

I can't seem to catch a break, refuelled by all these endorphins'
I'll break the chain and let it through, like a sinewave proportion
I'm talking, fuck all your friends
I don't care bout the end, I've just been working on my craft
I'll blow them away again

(Pre-Chorus)

I was so broken off the sertraline,
I couldn't hide it so I had to make that fucking scene,
I broke down held on to nothing but my cardamine,
Messily Manufacturing my craft it went too fucking deep, yeah

(Chorus #2)

Cos I was hiding and broken, my mental health had me choking
I couldn't appreciate sound overgrowth had me lurking
so when it's all said and done I hope that I'm a better person,
but I won't be, no I won't be anymore.

(Outro)

So sick of these anxieties,
They're always pushing me back but
theres no hill too steep

gotta branch out my reality,
cos lately consciousness just ain't been on the scene
Am I really who I say I am
Am I really who I claim to be

Fuck it all just let it go,
I was tryna make it out as more, but
I can't find myself so I'm gon reach the end
Hope these Endorphins make me feel again,
Hope these Endorphins make me feel again
I really, I really can't waste another weekend
In this, In this fucking state

avidrecords.ca

endorphins

prod by me :)

Lyrics:

you sat me down at the end of your bed
told me that you loved me to fuck with my head
listening to if it means a lot to you
i hope i meant a lot to you

i hope i meant a lot to you
i was naive to trust you
especially after all that i've been through
sorry i talked about my past too

is this too real for you?
bullshit, i don't care for you
you're a liar
you're a fake
i can't believe i trusted you
now i'm all alone with a broken heart
don't come crawling back to me, it's not in the cards

you sat me down at the end of your bed
told me that you loved me to fuck with my head
listening to if it means a lot to you
i hope i meant a lot to you

i hope i meant a lot to you
i was naive to trust you
especially after all that i've been through
sorry i talked about my past too

is this too real for you?
bullshit, i don't care for you
you're a liar
you're a fake
i can't believe i trusted you
now i'm all alone with a broken heart
don't come crawling back to me, it's not in the cards

i hope i meant a lot to you

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Reincarnation

cardamine envy, make another entry

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