awsomeness2024

Jade Ghost

a u g u s t

thank you
prod iof & sorrowbringer
https://soundcloud.com/sydcxx
https://soundcloud.com/sydcxx

lyrics:

i can’t help it, something wrong in my head
and i know that you won’t be the one to fix it
is it too late now if i say goodbye
would you curse my name
or would you hold me tight
you are my light in all of this
i won’t get out of this alive
without you by my side
without you by my side
without you by my side

yeah
you broke me down and i wasted my time 
you said that i was a one of a kind 
i should’ve known you were spewing these lies  
i need to get help cause i wanna die
yeah
i wanna feel it something wrong with my brain so ima kill it 
anti depressants don’t work at all i rather let go six feet ill fall 
i waste my time just staring at the ceiling  
i don’t wanna talk but inside im screaming
take another sedative all these pills im eating 
i don’t wanna love again trusting is defeating  
you stabbed me in the back now im bleeding  
now my hearts under attack rapid beating 
everyday feels the same it’s depleting  
constant repeating

and i know i need help
but i don’t know where to get it
you were never there
so i gotta stop pretending
we could have it all if you just
tell me what you’re thinking 
every time you call i play it back and let it sink in
i can’t help it, something wrong in my head
and i know that you won’t be the one to fix it
is it too late now if i say goodbye
would you curse my name
or would you hold me tight
you are my light in all of this
i won’t get out of this alive
without you by my side
without you by my side
without you by my side

without you w/ sydcxx (iof & sorrowbringer)

lyrics~

Ring your line knowing damn well you’re not picking up when im calling 
feel myself grow attached to you, tryna stay up but im falling
i just cant fucking wait for the days i see your face in the morning
wrap my arms round your waist, im still in awe you’re
heaven fallen.

Can you believe it all happened so fast?
Few months back still stuck in the past
now im just eager tryn’ find out whats next
vivid dreams of me kissing your neck
uh
I dont wanna fall back
in love with our story
i dont wanna revert to,
What it was before that

Oh If you could see me..

If i told you my secret..

Would that stop you from leaving..

Or would you still go
far away from this place in the snow
Stuck in mud i cant move anymore
Say you fucked up
So am i
Oh noo

I just wanna be the best for you 
Dont know if im up to the task
i was a drug addict, it surely wont be that long till i relapse
Can you handle it ?
Cos if you can, lemme know fast
I just want that guarantee that you’ll be there for me when i crash

Ring your line knowing damn well you’re not picking up when im calling 
feel myself grow attached to you, tryna stay up but im falling
i just cant fucking wait for the days i see your face in the morning
wrap my arms round your waist, im still in awe your heaven fallen.

Can you believe it all happened so fast?
Few months back still stuck in the past
now im just eager tryn’ find out whats next
vivid dreams of me kissing your neck
uh
I dont wanna fall back
in love with our story
i dont wanna revert to,
What it was before that

angel (autrioly)

@reject333
prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "Vulnerable" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7oATt464w6e8Wy0etxOzXm?si=eb2b440894204580

Vulnerable (ft. popularreject)

Into You  W/ Greenwood (IOF)

New Orleans hit different when i was young and growing up
too bad deal with your thoughts and all that's said and done
my head hurts too bad when I'm at the club I'm drinking to throw it up
a side bitch don't mean nothing if your life is so tied up

everyone says life is better when ur gone
but life just felt so different times when i was young
sleeping in too late in late July i mean it, my head is hung
i miss times when i was laid back with my girl out in Orillia
nothing felt the same since then i wanna fucking end it all

take ur time
breathe
come to sense
please

your so needed now
why is this happening
everyone's outta of their head
my friends all left town i'm alone in the end
my precious my baby, who are you again
you needed some space i aint seen you in years but i said.
this pain you caused me, is so bad and immense
the spirit we had left us broken again
im bleeding out, on the floor again
again
again
again

Better When You're Gone (prod. Irby)

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

www.carlbymusic.com
Featuring @lil-p_nut
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
I can’t help but
Let my insecurities
Get the best of me sometimes
These thoughts still linger in my mind

Maybe she’s out with friends trying to have fun
Maybe her phone is dead
And I’m worrying too much
Or has she finally had enough

Am I so undesirable
To actually believe that she would cheat
Maybe she just fell asleep on me
I’d hate to be a rain cloud
That follows you around
Or an anchor tied up firmly to your feet
Maybe you’re better off without me

(pnut)
What you talking 'bout baby 
I’ve been going crazy in my head  
I’m sorry if I’ve been ghosting
I’ve been holding back my threads with these useless pins
‘Cause I don’t want you to know me
Shit always goes sour when we’re more than friends 
I fight that I want you to hold me 
I’d prefer to stay back where it never ends

Listen on Spotify!

Maybe She Just Fell Asleep w/ pnut (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)

@lileffort

whatever goes wrong 
I want you to know 
That it’s not your fault, 
that it’s not your fault 
blame it all on me
Take it all from me 
I don’t deserve you 
I don’t deserve your love 

2x
Your my home, your my safety
Think of all the times that you saved me 
Think of all the love that you gave me 
Your my safety baby your my safety 

If I had one wish before I turn to dust 
I’d ask you to go dance with for one last time, for one last time 
cuz every second feels like heaven when I hold on to you 
Trust me I’m not acting, you can’t imagine 
How you make my heart move

safety「lileffort」

IM BORED OUT NOW + VIDEO ON YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-X-sbDSEZjQ

MUSIC VIDEO

im bored freestyle (prod. Dae Wylder)

WATCHU SAYIN' FEAT. BELIS (PROD. VEIXX)

la gaspisie le coin.de pays a mon père

Let it Go.mp3

We are proud to present 'Forward Motion', the fourth studio album from Solar Winds.

This record is a heartfelt journey, with tones reminiscent of John Denver, capturing a sense of warmth, honesty, and value. The entire album is a special dedication to a dear childhood friend, Dennis Brooks of Newbrook, Alberta, who has passed on. These songs were written in his memory, celebrating a friendship that shaped a lifetime.

Produced by the talented Laurence Wayne Mehlhorn of Century One Records, who also penned each track, 'Forward Motion' is an album we hold very close to our hearts. We are sure Dennis would have loved this record.

This is for him, and for everyone who carries a friend in their heart. We hope it brings you as much comfort and meaning as it brought us to create.

SW_FROM BOSTON TO PARIS (Master)

Sonic Generations Disc 3 (Modern Era)

Crisis City Act 2

living life for ivy
<333
☆☆☆☆☆
shoutout to crizzy 
heylee , teddy , robstar , popreject and Schmitty ur all fucking insane ⚗️⚗️⚗️


Here to give people something to relate to.

Into You W/ Greenwood (IOF)

Senzu ¥

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