The talking over the singing is fucking siiiick

@lxstboymusic: thats what ive been thinking but its all good <3

woah broooo... you got such a nice voice and the writing 👌!!

@lxstboymusic surprised people still listen to it 

trust me w/ cavasoul (prod. eric godlow)

Written by Senzu
Produced by IOF

Lyrics
[Hook]
so fuck our pain, just take my hand, i'll take you somewhere
far away, away
i think you're great, you think im insane
the way we think, its like we share a brain
okay, i love you so

[Verse]
love you the most, would do it all over
if i could get closure, man fuck im a loner, now
 takin time just to figure out my heart, now
takin time to pull things apart, now
such as things as negative relations, i know 
you've been impatient, yeah i know you've been there waitin
and i know theres no escapin the demon followin me

[Bridge]
its you x7
(no, no im done, you're always doing this shit like 
whats th- whats the point, you're doing this
to hurt me, and what did i even do to you 
i used to love you so much, but then i realized that like 
you're not worth it at all)
you're my demon, you're my demon oh my

My Demons (Prod. IOF)

i keep getting texts from people i don't want them from (prod wavvy)

Main Artist: lil XIpZ
Featured Artists: @1oveblindmusic @yoimn3ver
Producer: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ x loveblind x teddyboi
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ x @lilnkno
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LYRICS

[Verse 1: lil XipZ]
i cannot feel a thing
i got issues in my life that im coping with
and when i see you in my timeline i scroll pass it
so i can ignore the fact that we're over with 
and if you dm me, then ill block your shit cuz
your the biggest goddamn reason that my lifes gone to this
i fucking hate your name, i fucking hate your face
and youll regret this when i blow up, seeing me on tv 

[Verse 2: loveblind]
Your timeline is refreshing everything in my head 
And your keeping me close and your leading me on
In your head it’s better if I stay 
Or if I just scroll away 
Help me Understand why you do this on purpose 
My hearts made of glass and you shattered it fast 
Eliminate the problems in the back of my head 
And leave me to die
Cuz that’s where I belong 

[Verse 3: teddyboi]
i can't cope and thats an issue that im coping with
call the plug cuz i think i need some dopamine
everybody say im mean, yeah i know im mean
but dont you go complain bout that to me
cuz frankly i dont even really give a shit
got a lot of issues that im tired of coping with
waiting for the day that i drop dead
waitng for the day where this feeling in my chest just goes away
i got a lot of sharp pains, gonna catch up any day
the life that ive lived, gonna kill me, gonna slay
so why should i try? it dont even matter anyway
death on my timeline, i dont feel right
cant live this life, gunning everybody down in spite
despite, ive tried to live a better life even though i know its the way that ill die

Timeline (w/ nevrwrld x teddyboi)

Lyrics¬

Ohh its alright
Ive heard these words a thousand times
And it doesnt get easier
No it doesnt get easier
But i dont mind
If you lie to me tonight
just lie with me, alright?
I know its kinda sad
Thinkin about the times when 
we were alright

So hold me tight
tell me bout the things you like
And lets do this together
Ill take care of you forever i dont mind
keep you warm in stormy weather its alright
Never know how to react, when, we fight
but we always work it out by the night

And i looooooove you
and i cant help my-jealousy
But ill take care of it
if you take care of me

And i know
That of
Everyone
You know the most
I get too attached and i hurt myself 
On loving those
That care for me the most
And i still dont know how
To control
My feelings all
Emotions overflow

i cant stay afloat
heartbreak overdose
Wondering what to do 
and where to go
Only god could know

Ohh its alright
Ive heard these words a thousand times
And it doesnt get easier
No it doesnt get easier
But i dont mind
If you lie to me tonight
just lie with me, alright?
I know its kinda sad
Thinkin about the times when 
we were alright

a thousand times (iof)

produced by scotty splash
mixed by Lxst Boy, XELFIY, & hero
mastered by Lxst Boy
@xelfiy
@not-a-fucking-hero
@scottysplash

-lyrics-
(Lxst Boy)
lets just go, go, go off the deep end
i dont know when we'll see it
rock the boat till we sinkin
break me apart keep the pieces
X2

(XELFIY)
woah, woah, woah
baby i think it’s time i
go, go, go
uh, drinking till i get slow 
i wanna hit you up but baby
i had already known 
what u gonna say
and i don’t wanna hear that, no
digits in my phone
baby leave me alone
gotta call the plug and get him over here
so i can get gone
i am big strong
i take this sip to boost me up
and then i get on
i don’t even fucking know her
she said she gon come over
but i ain’t even sober
i just hope she don’t notice
cause i don’t wanna get older
i should leave right now
before you even say a word
cause i know i’m gon get attached 
way too fast and get hurt
yeah i know i ain’t him
but i know that she’s hurt
and they’ll fuck it if it’s cringey
baby what could be worse
fuck it if i’m stingy
i’m jus tryna get more money
ion know why you love me
oh bae i’m tryna get the money

(hero)
yuh
look at that ugly brain
but look at that gorgeous face 
ion know how im liked so much
when there's so much more to hate
proportions skewed in two i had nothing left to say
everything exposed
and i guess she jus liked the taste
go go go go
ion see no other angles its jus forward u gotta
go go go go
i can't settle for a moment i jus gotta fuckin
go go go go
take a breather its the end for u 
so quick u gotta
go go go go
go go go go

(Lxst Boy)
lets just go, go, go off the deep end
i dont know when we'll see it
rock the boat till we sinkin
break me apart keep the pieces
X2

go! w/ xelfiy & hero (scotty splash)

Lyrics 
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People change, people die 
We all cry sometimes 
In the darkest nights I come alive
I just spilled the cup all on the coaster baby
She say that she love it when I’m over maybe
I’m not even thinking but I’m sober now
Here we go, I’m on the road, imma needa start saving
What am I to you? What am I?
In the end would you care if I die?
We live in a life with a limited time
We can talk it out, you don’t gotta roll your eyes
So beautiful but so deadly 
But without you here I feel empty
And the sun won’t rise now you’ve left me uh uh uh
You don’t care, no you don’t mind
These ups and downs are part of life
But this won’t go, it won’t subside 
You measured once, you cut me twice 

(I’m sorry)
(That I’m not a person anymore)
(I’m a problem)
(I’m a problem)
Okay
I think that I’m better by my damn self (up late)
Every time I try I just get packed up on the damn shelf (up here)
Then you wonder why I just been focused on my damn health 
Bitch I got no empathy, no I won’t leave my damn house
So fuck all of your expectations I guess
I use that shit as ammunition 
My head has never been so glad to meet with my bed
But when I’m laying here I think of things that I said 
People change, people die 
We all cry sometimes 
In the darkest nights I come alive
People change, people die 
We all cry sometimes 
In the darkest nights I come alive
I know that I’m bad at saying my feelings right
Help myself I can’t, its just a waste of time

I just spilled the cup all on the coaster baby
She say that she love it when I’m over maybe
I’m not even thinking but I’m sober now
Here we go, I’m on the road, imma needa start saving
What am I to you? What am I?
In the end would you care if I die?
We live in a life with a limited time
We can talk it out, you don’t gotta roll your eyes

(I’m a problem)

The Darkest Nights

soooo this actually dropped like a week ago everywhere else and i space uploading it here LMFAO so enjoy<3

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lyrics:

take my hand
i'll only catch you if you let me
holding on to hope as we both drown
in rivers of doubt as we grow worlds apart
hold tight to my arm
as i try to mend this
hold me back
from a choice that i might regret
keep another secret we both better
stop and restart
get a grip on our hearts
look up to the stars
when our world is ending

there must be something in the water
that seeks to push us ever farther
and i can only stay so damn strong
you look at me like i'm a monster
there must be something in the air, love
that has me acting fucking careless
and you can only stick around so long
you wipe a tear and put your hair up

help me open up to you
i swear it never feels right
sick of staying over
wanna see you in the sunlight
help me see the part of you
you love to push away and hide
i just wanna be the only place that you reside
gave it all i had and some
have you had enough yet, or have we finally run our course?
breathing in through ravaged lungs
she's a contaminant 
i swear that we've been through this all before...

There must be Something In The Water
That seeks to push us ever farther
And I can only stay so damn strong
You look at me like I'm a monster
There must be Something In The Air, Love
That has me acting fucking careless
And you can only stick around so long
You wipe a tear and put your hair up

Something In The Water

Yeah 
Shit stays the same up in person 
Gotta play the game to get some earnings 
Racing towards the money I deserve it 
too much money’d never be a burden 
All up on my dick they keep on lurkin 
All about the bag about the Birkin 
Sports car type r swervin 

Back on my grind shit 
You cannot stop it 
You’re just evading
Wastin my time bitch 
Writing online bitch (What the fuck is you saying)
All about mine bitch 
Step to the side bitch 
Cus I know that you're playin
I’m at the top without you 
Cus I stopped with the waiting 
Uh yeah uh yeah
Oh woahh
Oh woahhh
Oh woahhhh
I made it here without you (they say) 
Speak words into life 
Im bout to
Fuck all them people that said I don’t doubt you 
I know they doubt me 
But I’m not doubtful

My Demons (Prod. IOF)

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