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I feel like dying - teen suicide cover

The Things I Never Got To Say

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Rory

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◯ Acid Ghost ◯ Overthinking

I can't remember anything
and thats okay with me

When I cry I'll do it softly so my mother doesn't worry
cause' last time she I ended up  with a doctor that didn't know anything 
cause' if he looked inside my mind  he would have realized that I wanted to die

So love me please
love me please
abandon me
abandon me

I opened my doors when you needed a home
I said take the bed and I'll take the floor
cause' you were my brother, you were my best friend
now you don't even look my way
I don't need you and I don't need her Ill be okay

So love me please
love me please
abandon me
abandon me

My bones are weak and they'll decay
and I'm sure that yours hurt as much as mine
but I want you to know that you weren't her replacement
I just missed having someone in my bed that I could love

So love me please
love me please
abandon me
abandon me

Watch me as I bleed
cause' no one cares if my bones break
and no one cares if I'm still awake
I just wanna go home 
but I'm my bed is not my own

Abandon Me, Please. (Demo)

FIND ME (Intro)

My stomach hurts
and I can't hide the fact
that I'm not getting better

I don't close my eyes at night
cause it reminds me that I'm alone
and I'm not feeling better

What am I so afraid of?
I already stared death in the face
and said Im not afraid to die

Why do I still hold my breathe when I'm around you?

I'm sorry mom I can't always be happy
And I'm sorry dad but I'm getting home late again
Cause' I like driving around screaming so 
When I get home no one hears me crying alone

Apology Letters

Portland

Healing Process

Pity Party (Girls Club) - Scary Movies

using a fuzz vocal in this one, song is an anthem for being 16

voice memo 1

the dogs in the yard
are barkin loudly
i can hear it fine
my ears 
are hurting

noises 
all around me
are so big
they bounce in my head

all this food is making me sick
nothing in my bed
nothing in my fridge
nothing in my chest

i’m dulling out
i will not stop i will not stop it
i’m dulling out 
i will not i will not
i feel it still
the claws in my brain trying to remember 
but i’m too dull 
to recall what it was i wanted to not forget

i’m dulling out
overstimulated 
unprepared for the consequences of my actions 

i feel myself
dulling out 
my senses are getting weaker 
my sense of self is growing smaller 
 
the moths that used to crowd me
are no longer attracted to my glow
they’ve found something brighter
than what they used to know

i can feel my brain as it gets older
sense my hair turning grey 
at roots
i will not cover them
i will not cover

i’m dulling out
i will not stop i will not stop it
i’m dulling out 
i will not i will not
i feel it still
the claws in my brain trying to remember 
but i’m too dull 
to recall what it was i wanted to not forget

the crows have come
they’re singing softly
they can see i’ll be there soon
they can smell it on my breath

Im dulling out.
Im dulling out

Dull

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All These Things Will End Soon - Current Joys

22 y/o
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