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Call Me Little Sunshine

LYRICS:

I sit here
Alone with fear
I think it's clear
I'm no good
Even though I've grown

You were right (I should have known)
I should have never tried

I should have never tried
(Tried)
(Tried)

If I'm not perfect
If I'm just nervous
It's not worth it
You made me learn this

You keep me in your searches
My mind, my mind
Now gives bad service (service)

I always fail
Am I to blame
You were right (I should go away)
I should have never tried

I should have never tried
Hah-hah
(Tried)
Ahh (Tried)
I should have never tried
(Tried)
(Tried)

I sit here
(I should have known) (Maybe)
Alone with fear
(I should have known) (Maybe)
Is it still clear

I should have never tried
I should have never tried (Maybe)
I should have never tried
To impress a god (a god)
Will you change your mind (Your mind)
Or am I
A fraud

I Should Have Never Tried

The acoustic version of my most popular song.

LYRICS:

I sit here
Alone with fear
I think it's clear
I'm no good
Even though I've grown

You were right (I should have known)
I should have never tried

I should have never tried
(Tried)
(Tried)

If I'm not perfect
If I'm just nervous
It's not worth it
You made me learn this

You keep me in your searches
My mind, my mind
Now gives bad service (service)

I always fail
Am I to blame
You were right (I should go away)
I should have never tried

I should have never tried
Hah-hah
(Tried)
Ahh (Tried)
I should have never tried
(Tried)
(Tried)

I sit here
(I should have known) (Maybe)
Alone with fear
(I should have known) (Maybe)
Is it still clear

I should have never tried
I should have never tried (Maybe)
I should have never tried
To impress a god (a god)
Will you change your mind (Your mind)
Or am I
A fraud

I Should Have Never Tried Acoustic Version

A remastered version of my pop cover of Sally's Song.

LYRICS:

(Jack)

I sense there's something in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend
And does he notice my feelings for him
And will he see how much he means to me
I think it's not to be

There must be something
There must be something

What will become of my dear friend
Where will his actions lead us then
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last
And will we ever end up together
No, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one

Sally's Song REMASTERED

A song about what it means to be okay.

LYRICS:

I am okay, okay, okay
I am okay
Ah

All right. From the beginning

I just graduated college
Finally got through with some knowledge
No more papers to write all night
I could rest from the nonsense, right

I let them all take advantage
To feel worthy on this planet
I wonder if you'll understand
There's too much that you demand

They say my pain is fake
But the only thing I fake is being okay

I am okay, okay, okay
I am okay
Ah

I was given just five minutes
To explain myself each visit
I was told I was just too young
I didn't need to get more things done

Stuck at home, I was so lonely
All I did was watch TV
This unpaid job steals my time
And you tell me it must be nice

They say my pain is fake
But the only thing I fake is being okay

I am okay, okay, okay
I am okay
Hah

I am okay, okay, okay
I am okay
Hah

You say everything happens for a reason
Or just because we sin
I'm not going on that spin
A place I don't want to be trapped in

You must think that

I am okay, okay, okay
I am okay
Hah

I am okay, okay, okay
I am okay
Hah

Life is a maze
We have to play
Life is a maze
This is our stage

Are you okay, okay, okay
Okay, okay

Life is a maze
We have to play
Life is a maze
This is our stage

Are we okay, okay, okay
Okay, okay

I Am Okay

A song about deserving to be loved.

LYRICS:

The warm embrace of the sun
The sparkling snow of winter's reign
All comes from that special someone
A love so strong and so great

I want that too
I want that too

Kisses so tender they'll rule my body
Minds so synced they'll start to dance
Cupid's arrow will strike right through me
And I won't care, now everyone chant

I want that too
I want that too

I have become undone (undone)
All I need is love

And I'll ride on cloud nine
Gravity will be defied
My heart will fly
Into the twilight
I want to be loved
I deserve to be loved

The adventures full of wild paths
The evenings of most tranquil rest
We'll prowl the world like cautious cats
Wherever we are will be our nest

I want that too
I want that too

Words so sweet they'll taste like candy (Yummy)
Eyes so inviting they'll bring me home
I know this dream just keeps expanding
A love like this is so powerful

I want that too
I want that too

I have become undone (undone, undone)
All I need is love

And I'll ride on cloud nine
Gravity will be defied
My heart will fly
Into the twilight
I want to be loved (I want to be loved)
I deserve to be loved (I deserve to be loved)

This is it
Where have you been
All this time
This is
This is love

Now we ride on cloud nine
Gravity is defied
Our hearts fly
Into the twilight
And I am loved
And I deserve to be loved

We ride on cloud nine
Gravity is defied
Our hearts fly
Into the twilight
And I am loved
And I deserve to be loved

Vámonos
Woah

Deserve To Be Loved

I have often felt disconnected from the world and that feeling has only gotten amplified recently. This song is about letting myself free and wander in the loneliness.

LYRICS:

I feel so damn disconnected
Misery's all I've collected
Yeah

I can't relate to you at all
I guess I'll never belong

I'm disco—
Disconnected

You really need to learn to listen
Put out the fires of your decisions
Yeah

I can't relate to you at all
I guess I'll never belong
Ooh

I'm disco—
Disconnected
Disconnected
Disconnected
There is no safe place for me
The question of betrayal is hunting
Where do you go
To escape the unknown

(Ooh)
Time is way too precious to waste it
Yeah
Why should I hold on to my patience
I try to fight back
But the system is hacked
Yeah
Yeah

Disconnected
There is no safe place for me
The question of betrayal is hunting
Where do you go
To escape the unknown
There is no safe place for me
The question of betrayal is hunting
Where do you go
To escape the unknown

I can't relate to you at all
I guess I'll never belong

Disconnected

Te Mando Un Besito

Reuniting with your lover.

LYRICS:
Hya, oh
Ha
Hya, oh
Oh

Hya, oh
Ha, ha

Baby, I know you miss me
Come here and kiss me
I've been waiting

Baby, you're the one, touch me
Right in there, love me
I'm yours completely

Put down your sword my star
I know who you are

My knight, my armor
My greatest hunter, oh
You're like no other
To you, I surrender

Do you feel my heartbeat (beat, beat, beat)
Can I use you as a seat (seat, seat, seat)
I've been waiting

Do you need a bite to eat (eat, eat, eat)
I got you a little treat (treat, treat, treat)
I'm yours completely

Put down your sword my star
I know who you are

My knight, my armor
My greatest hunter, oh
You make me better
To you, I surrender

Hya, oh
Ha
Hya, oh
Oh

My knight
My armor
My knight
Ha

My knight, my armor
My greatest hunter, oh
I'm not waiting any longer
To you, I surrender
Ha

Come sweep me off my feet
Come warm me as we sleep
No more waiting, baby
I'm yours completely

My Knight

LYRICS:

Hya, oh
Ha
Hya, oh
Oh

Hya, oh
Ha, ha

Baby, I know you miss me
Come here and kiss me
I've been waiting

Baby, you're the one, touch me
Right in there, love me
I'm yours completely

Put down your sword my star
I know who you are

My knight, my armor
My greatest hunter, oh
You're like no other
To you, I surrender

Do you feel my heartbeat (beat, beat, beat)
Can I use you as a seat (seat, seat, seat)
I've been waiting

Do you need a bite to eat (eat, eat, eat)
I got you a little treat (treat, treat, treat)
I'm yours completely

Put down your sword my star
I know who you are

My knight, my armor
My greatest hunter, oh
You make me better
To you, I surrender

Hya, oh
Ha
Hya, oh
Oh

My knight
My armor
My knight
Ha

My knight, my armor
My greatest hunter, oh
I'm not waiting any longer
To you, I surrender
Ha

Come sweep me off my feet
Come warm me as we sleep
No more waiting, baby
I'm yours completely

Cinema

Cinema (Skrillex Remix) [feat. Gary Go]

Notes From The Underground

Up In Smoke

Ode to the Bouncer

Singer. Songwriter. Producer.

Indie pop and alt pop artist.

The Wanderer Edit writes about her own life experiences and self-reflection. Her music contains a mix of piano and synth. 

Born in Tucson, AZ. Latina. Disabled.

Inspired by Lorde, Evanescence, Billie Eilish, Fleurie, AURORA, Fleurie, Kim Petras, Lizzo, Broods, and the classical music.

I Should Have Never Tried

The Wanderer Edit

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