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Soundcloud: @collinsbeats
Youtube: www.youtube.com/c/collinsbeats
Instagram: www.instagram.com/weloveyoucollins/

Lyrics
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It's the infection of all you love
Don't let it take you down or else you're giving up
Just feel the tension like it's in your lungs
And let the oxygen be gone again as the water rises up

And I thought maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

I fall apart in the moment
I feel the rift and it's growing
Creating the waves
But I don't know where they're flowing
Rocking the boat and I'm hoping
That I don't sink in the ocean
Shout I'm okay
While in the middle of choking

And I brought it all on myself
I'm telling you I don't need help
And why are you listening
I'm the one withering living a shell
What left do I have to tell
I'm acting vampiric
While writing out lyrics
I ain't seen the sun in a week
While you ask if I'm well

And I'm trapped between my head and DMs
Like D&D it's all just pretend
And sure I can swim
But I've just been thrown in in the deep end
I'm not last to feel this feeling again
But all I see is see my own end
I'm not one to live
But I just keep, keep on dreaming

Maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

Snake Eyes

Snake Eyes [Prod. Collins]

Featuring @pinkcig
Prod: @metlast
Cover art: https://www.instagram.com/nyxxc0re/

Lyrics:
-FRVR-
Drinks to the face
Leave my heart with a bullet hole
Cover up the pain
see it when I fade tho

Memories burning while the blood drips from your blade slow
Now I just feel like the devil layed my grave hoe

Eyes closed driving
Baby are you riding
If we both crash
I hope it was exciting

3am dying
Sorry for the lying
My heart can be blinding
Too much that I’m fighting

Do it over again do it over again
Fall apart cause your in my head
time tears this apart in the end
But time don’t seem to work for making my heart mend

-Pink Cig-
picture running when you cant escape 
getting tired but nowhere to lay 
running circles when i play your game 
i cant change and you just wont change 

wake up to the memories 
drank up and i hope it fades
so numb i can barely see
aint nobody here to stay 

im surrounded by strangers 
careful dangers around
hate and anger
lingers around
pain and anguish
and you're around

-FRVR-
Drinks to the face
Leave my heart with a bullet hole
Cover up the pain
see it when I fade tho

Memories burning while the blood drips from your blade slow
Now I just feel like the devil layed my grave hoe

Eyes closed driving
Baby are you riding
If we both crash
I hope it was exciting

3am dying
Sorry for the lying
My heart can be blinding
Too much that I’m fighting

STREAM EVERYWHERE

Bullet Hole ft. Pink Cig (prod. metlast)

Lyrics

dear me,
love,
you

Lost in thought, I'm lost a lot
But if you ask I'll say I'm not
I never cared for fucking help
Cause no one really fucking cares

I'm not excused, I do it too
Cause what the fuck we supposed to do
When all we learned at every turn
Was people just like using you?

I know the feeling that you get when you just wanna scream
But you don't cause you don't want the ones around you to believe
That what you need is mental help when that's not what you fucking need
What you need is fucking love but all you have is fucking drugs

I don't wanna talk so I just sing behind a fucking screen
Yeah we both speak English but you can't distinguish what I mean
There's a barrier thats heavier than Earth that's in between
You and me and it just fucking hurts that you ain't hearing me

If not for music, I would not be where I am today
I'm still not where I wanna be but where I was I'm far away
I met this girl, I'm thankful she stuck by my side along the way
This line right here don't fit the song, it's just to say I love you babe

Now can y'all stop sayin' that I only talk about the bad?
I can talk about the good but that's not where my talent's at
I turn broken pieces into art for broken people
So they know that there's some good inside when all they feel is evil

detmer, garrett

spotify.

dearmeloveyou. | Produced by miercoles

prod. EGGACION

Lyrics~
What are you here for?
What do you cry for? (Cry for)
It’s now or never
Gotta keep it together
It’s taking over me
Cuz I got enemies, I got enemies 
But nobodies there for me, so

What do you live for?
What do you die for? (Die for)
Hate when I get worse
I just wanna get better
It’s hidden underneath 
I gotta let it free, gotta let it free
Cuz no one can help but me

what do you live for?

Produced by flower x 5head

Lyrics

Might be older, still not over all the chips that were on my shoulder
Everyday I grow colder but it all goes away when I hold her
Baby, you're all I need, Baby, you're all I wanted
I think I got a disease, I say I'm off but I'm on it

Why would you tell me you want this when you believe that I'm worthless?
Don't even ask how I wrote this, I just spoke up if I'm honest
Something is on my conscious, everyday I feel haunted
This is always what I run to when I feel like I'm out of options

Everything I touch, I kill
Waited for years and this feeling is still eating inside of me
Fucking anxiety, can't get away from it, why would you lie to me?
Why would you tell me you care but you don't?
Why would you tell me you'll call but you won't?
I'm fucking lonely, I feel so alone
I just wish you would tell me that you're coming home
But you won't cause your home is with him
And I thought this was real, you were playing pretend
Ain't no amount on how much you could hurt me
That would change the fact I would trust you again
So lie to me however much you please, however much you need
I'll accept anything keeping us tethered
'Cause I didn't lie when I said that I would never leave

"A lot of the things that I say aren't really what I'm trying to say, and as deep as you can relate to the things that I do say, I want you know that they're still fucking a thousand miles away from what I actually mean, so, do with that what you will."

Might be older, still not over all the chips that were on my shoulder
Everyday I grow colder but it all goes away when I hold her
Baby, you're all I need, Baby, you're all I wanted
I think I got a disease, I say I'm off but I'm on it

Why would you tell me you want this when you believe that I'm worthless?
Don't even ask how I wrote this, I just spoke up if I'm honest
Something is on my conscious, everyday I feel haunted
This is always what I run to when I feel like I'm out of options

as a dog returns to its vomit.

I don't wanna talk too much
When the days get tough
I'ma need my exit
I don't wanna wait six months
When the changes come
Fuck I'll leave my ex bitch
I don't wanna cave in from
All the things I've done
I'ma pray I forget it
Promise I'ma make shit up to you
Girl you know I gotta make this up to you

I don't wanna die alone in CT
Still wonder why you never see me
When I don't reply to calls
Hit the dial tone
Had to find my own type of meaning
Look at all the time we spent
This is not my best get outta my bedroom
I promise these are not my friends
When I'm so bent
Your all that I turn to

I don't wanna talk too much
When the days get tough
I'ma need my exit
I don't wanna wait six months
When the changes come
Fuck I'll leave my ex bitch
I don't wanna cave in from
All the things I've done
I'ma pray I forget it
Promise I'ma make shit up to you
Girl you know I gotta make this up to you

blue bruises

(Prod. remghost)
https://soundcloud.com/remghost

Watch her eyes glow.. <3

LYRICS:

ERISU:

Her gaze was heavy
Cause she Put me in a trance, OH!
Watch her eyes glow!
Baby, watch her eyes glow!

She was pretty,
Broken jaw and bruised up ankles!
Let blood the flow! Baby, let the blood flow!


She tried digging what was in my head!
(Watch her eyes glow! Baby, watch her eyes glow!)


She wanted blood, it was all I bled!
(Cast a spell hoe! Baby, cast a spell hoe!)

She left me cursed, burnt cigarettes!
(Watch her eyes glow! Baby, watch her eyes glow!)

She wanted HELL; I let her pay her debt!
(Pay your Debt in BLOOD! SUSPIRIA!)


SUISAI:


That pitter,
Patter of the rain
No longer!
Soothes enough!!!
With no time to recover!
Can’t seem to place those missing pieces..
Believe me if you cared you’d know!
keep trynna figure out the patterns!!
before the tracks get lost in the snow..



ERISU:

Her gaze was heavy
Cause she Put me in a trance, OH!
Watch her eyes glow!
Baby, watch her eyes glow!

She was pretty,
Broken jaw and bruised up ankles!
Let blood the flow! Baby, let the blood flow!


She tried digging what was in my head!
(Watch her eyes glow! Baby, watch her eyes glow!)

She wanted blood, it was all I bled!
(Cast a spell hoe! Baby, cast a spell hoe!)

She left me cursed, burnt cigarettes!
(Watch her eyes glow! Baby, watch her eyes glow!)

She wanted HELL; I let her pay her debt!
(Pay your Debt in BLOOD! SUSPIRIA!)

SUSPIRIA - ERISU X SUISAI [PROD. REMGHOST]

Happy birthday to me.

Lyrics

20 years old, already died
I'm getting cold, put me on ice
Gave you my love, you gave me lies
Already did, so then why should I try?

Don't tell me you love me
If you really did wouldn't crush me
Give me time, don't rush me
I wish you would trust me

You ran away, where you are now? I wouldn't know
Why do you play all of these games? Answer the phone
Fuck it I'll shift, I'm not the same, leave me alone
Don't come back when you see my name, I'ma be gone

20 years old, I've wished I was dead 20 times
Remember I turned 18, almost like took my life
I missed all of my friends, thinking about what I did
Never could come up with nothing, really made me feel like shit

19, wanted her to find me
Last year, it still ain't behind me
17, I don't even know
I deleted memories, I don't know how to cope

2018 I met this girl, swear she saved me
2019, I didn't know that she'd hate me
Before I let go I wanna make her bitter
Feel like tracy, toss that bitch I littered

I say whatever I want, really I think that I lost my mind
After I made "I lost her" I made her something that I'll never find
Death all in my head by 25 won't be alive
It'll be a miracle by then I haven't died

Fuck, did it again, cut off a tie, I burned a bridge
I'm slippin' again, I'm on the edge, might lose my shit
1, 2, 3, many reasons I'd kill me
How did I get so bad? I don't think you can fix me

I know that I'm a mess
So cold, ice in my chest
Time goes I just feel less
Getting close to my last breath

20 years old, already died
I'm getting cold, put me on ice
Gave you my love, you gave me lies
Already did, so then why should I try?

Don't tell me you love me
If you really did wouldn't crush me
Give me time, don't rush me
I wish you would trust me

XX! | Produced by boyfifty

Produced by paineko

Lyrics

I swear this is the last time I make a song about you
I know I said that last time but this time I swear I'm through
You hurt me so much and I can't take it
Every time I give you my heart you just break it

Baby I swear you're all I need
Turn back around you know where I'll be
Waiting right here for you, you'll see
No one else means what you do to me

Wish you were in my arms
Telling me everything about all
My other half without you I'm not strong 
You're in the sky, see you all night long

I was afraid of losing you
Fuck it, I guess I'm through with you
I swear to God I was true to you
Fuck it, go do what you want to

I made that song and I lost her
I thought that she was a dime but she copper
Seems that I just gotta toss her
I think the person I need is not her

I don't wanna turn this page
I rather throw this book in the fire
"Ken, I love you" bitch you a liar
Thought you were golden, you're just some iron

Leave me alone I don't care about what we could be anymore
Used to warm now you're so damn cold
No need to go back to things that are old

Losing my mind over girls that would never take time to try and find how I could be better
Dropping that bitch in the eye of abyss
With no hesitation, I will not even flinch
Fuck your existence, if you were on fire
And I had no water, I wouldn't even piss
Why you so dark in yo songs? This ain't who I know
This is how I choose to vent

Stop with the telling me what I should do
When I wanted a hand, you would leave when I ask
Help that I had it was never from you
Don't come look for a seat when you stuck on yo ass
Started from nothing, did this on my own
I ain't really got shit to give back
I was made in time left long ago
This body I'm in is not more than a mask

garrett.

https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

weepings
Head in my hands as you walk away
I still reside in this vacant place
watch the rain fall down from the windowpane
silhouette of you baby I'm missing that face
~
Head in my hands as you walk away girl
I don't really know what to say girl
I've been blinded by the light-er
still I stay beside her 
drowning downing alcohol 
my future has looked brighter
keeping everything in the present time
cause the past was a blast I can't change that line
wear a mask skipping class, whats the point of trying?
everything you doing now changing up you're mind
and I don't know if you noticed, everything in this life make you lose focus
breathe in breathe out keep that self inner lotus
do whats fulfilling to you fuck that bogus 

unknxwn. & weepings
I don't know why insist on leading me on
If you wanna leave then why won't you just be gone?
You get in my head and you're there from dusk to dawn
I don't really get you, I don't know what you want

weepings
Head in my hands as you walk away girl
I don't really know what to say girl
I've been blinded by the light-er
still I stay beside her 
drowning downing alcohol 
my future has looked brighter

unknxwn.
Feel the weight press in, now I'm stresin'
I don't wanna wait for the death that I'm destined
I get too fucked up cause I feel too sick
I gave her trust and she made me feel stupid

Lost all my love to a bitch that was useless
Heart had enough and it made my mind ruthless
Planted a tree would grow to be fruitless
I'll never know why you did the shit you did

So till the day I leave this earth
I'll feel that pain, I'll feel that hurt
I feel the ache inside my bones
I'll never taste, I'll never know love

From no one, I'm so done
I say that shit so much but words don't mean shit huh?
And I know that's how you feel
Cause if you really loved me then I would never be here
You made me feel like nothing

Head in my Hands w/ unknxwn. [prod. hieloways]

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: @collinsbeats
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/c/collinsbeats
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/weloveyoucollins/

Lyrics
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[Intro]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Chorus]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Verse]
Yeah I'm nothin' but a mess again
I keep it in my head
While the streetlights are passing by
Cheap alcohol and cigarettes
They smell it on my breath
Like, don't worry I'm still high
Feel it in my veins it's intense
I feel the weight on my chest
When she don't wanna look me in my eye
All my issues seem to coalesce
But bitch I'm gon' be the best
If I ain't blowin' up then I'm gonna die

Couple grams on me
Bitch I'm gettin' too high for my problems
Ice fall in my drink
Even sober I don't think that I could solve 'em
Now she all up on me
You didn't sound like this when you were callin'
Pussy wet on my jeans
Bitch I feel like I'm fallin'

[Chorus]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Verse]
Yeah I'm nothin' but a mess again
I keep it in my head
While the streetlights are passing by
Cheap alcohol and cigarettes
They smell it on my breath
Like, don't worry I'm still high
Feel it in my veins it's intense
I feel the weight on my chest
When she don't wanna look me in my eye
All my issues seem to coalesce
But bitch I'm gon' be the best
If I ain't blowin' up then I'm gonna die

Couple grams on me
Bitch I'm gettin' too high for my problems
Ice fall in my drink
Even sober I don't think that I could solve 'em
Now she all up on me
You didn't sound like this when you were callin'
Pussy wet on my jeans
Bitch I feel like I'm fallin'

what do you live for?

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