thoughtform collective - September 2021

come home, please [prod. idealism]

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exec: nitro
prod: 
* nitro (executive producer, instrumentation 1-5) (background vocals; 1) (co-writing; 3)
* caspy (vocals; 1)
* horosha (vocals; 2) (mixing; 2-3)
* novagarden (vocals; 3) 
* mkultra (vocals; 3)
* sparko (vocals; 3)
* tofu (vocals; 3-4) (co-prod; 3) 
* kxly06 (co-prod, instrumentation; 3) (mixing; 3 and 4)
* jay hollin (vocals; 5)
* ucif (vocals; 5)

daydreamers / goodbyes (w/ jay hollin & ucif)

midnite hour (w/ tofu)

demons (w/ sparko, mkultra & kxly06)

fragment (w/ horosha)

the bonfire (w/ caspy)

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ

what do u want from me (IOF)

OUT NOW EVERYWHERE  https://li.sten.to/Noworries

i cant worry no
uh
they dont know what i know
and its so cold
let it soak
in ur soul
then i let it go
like my bros
like my bros
i could never fucking choke
watch me grow
watch em fold
i've been patient whatchu know?
start this shit off witha fucking bang
fucked up so long i cant even fucking stand
even blind i cant miss
all this hate its envious
to the top its obvious
on my nuts they loving it

take a break never
i've been counting cheddar
hitcha bitch whenever
on my line forever
never dyingout
im forever

wtf do you mean
asking for the sauce
boy you cant even read
got your handout like a mandown
please
i've been tryna get out
i aint tryna get loud
uh
making a wave
making a bag
take em away uh
get him a check
get him in check
give him a plate
got they neck
got his faith
got his team
lately only thing i hear
is how they all hate on me

Noworries (Prod. Thayerperiod)

prod kirk


lyrics: 

hazenova:

im a sinna 
if u test me ima turn to a killa
she wanna fuck and u know ima let her
she wanna fuck and u know ima let her

yuh yuh yuh 30 rounds in my backpack
im pullin up to the scene wit a full mag
dont give a fuck if u see me wit no  mask

told me pull up and u know im gon clap
real bad bitch

fuk boi fuk boi 
neva had it rough boy
u talkin shit but youve run out of luck boi 

titty fuck titty fuck she gon let me titty fuck
yeehaw bitch ya i be sayin giddyup 

makeangelscry:

doing it better whenever i get up you know i be getting the cheddar
tell that bitch to go suck my dick or ill ghost her like a phantom
drive round in the phantom, ghost that bitch she throw a tantrum
imma eat that bitches pussy out like cervical cancer wait what?

hold up wait, im not fucking done bitch im toxic, im just a waste
fuck her in the rari and finish all on her face
its her fathers car but i dont give a shit ok?
you cant tell me twice that im a dick cuz bitch i carry weight
carry freight, fuck having too much baggage to fly ill blow up the plane
i dont need no fucking pilot ill make it my own damn way
solo, where'd my hoes go? they in the grave
bitch jeremy did he go? i heard he blew his brains

full mag w/makeangelscry (prod kirk)

Featuring @kaiyko
Produced by @horoshavibes & @splashgvng

LYRICS
I know I fucked up real bad and I can't win you back now
I look straight ahead but I don't see a way out of this
Turns out the vow that we made
Didn't mean anything to you anyway

Now everything just seems meaningless to me
I meant it when I said 'til death so let me rest in peace
I know I fucked up
Blame it on my bad luck
There no more bad blood
It's only love

So when you look back do you do so with tenderness
Or am I just another memory that you repress

(Kaiyko)
I wait for you to come around to say
The things I've already heard before
So tell me what's new
Got a broken heart and nothin left to lose
I know 
You're doin okay
But I am always
Thinkin' of ways to
Get right back to you
But it's too late too late
Gotta get back home to our places
Not sure if I can make it
But I will tell you I would take it all for you
If we could take it all back too
Even if it's all even if it's all for you

Listen on Spotify!

I Meant It When I Said ‘Til Death, so Let Me Rest in Peace w/ Kaiyko (Prod. Horosha & splashgvng)

"Fighting to turn Horns to Halos"

Prod. by Paryo
Mixed by Davo

Socials:
Neon - https://www.thoughtformwi.com/neondion
Paryo - https://www.instagram.com/paryobeats/
Davo - https://www.instagram.com/precision_mixing/

Halos (Prod. Paryo)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/cypression

what went wrong w/cypression (prod bennykaay)

<3

https://soundcloud.com/cavasoul
https://soundcloud.com/prodeddieb

(sxdtune)
I can feel the distance when I look at you
Moving on so fast is no surprise to you
Based on how you look at me
Why would I be the one for you
When I cant push through?

(cavasoul)
The distance is killing me
Maybe i’m better off alone, feel it in my bones
I know that you sick of me
i would be too but i hate when you say that you can’t stand to look at me
why do you choose to kill me
 i’m hating myself every minute i breathe
my pockets are empty and filthy
now that i know that i’m not what you need

(Chorus: Sxdtune)
Yeah
I caught some feelings
And I think I'm fucking dreaming
I told myself not to love until I'm fucking even
Reasons that I cant ignore
When I'm fucking bleeding
Red flags that I saw before
But I cannot feel em

(cavasoul)
I can’t feel nothing i wish i had something to die for, to put up my life for
Every time that you see me i swear that i cry more, i feel like an eye sore
how can i love someone else? i’m working on loving myself
It’s only been me for a minute this loneliness feels like i’m living in hell

(sxdtune)
Distance fall (Distance fall)
When I ball
I got so much I can prove, but I just stall (I just stall)
Inspiration, motivation, it just cuts when I'm so forsaken
So mistaken, not awaken
I cant breathe, I'm not a god in making

Yeah I got time, but i still feel like I dont have it
Yeah I got time but I still feel like I dont have it

(cavasoul)
I fall in love way too easy
I think i just can’t get enough of the feeling
It make me feel something that’s more than i get on an everyday basis
roll it and i face it, deal with these changes
why do i feel like i’m always replaced, stare into space
i’m focused on music and working one day i’ll be finding my place

(Chorus: Sxdtune)
Yeah
I caught some feelings
And I think I'm fucking dreaming
I told myself not to love until I'm fucking even
Reasons that I cant ignore
When I'm fucking bleeding
Red flags that I saw before
But I cannot feel em

Distance (Feat. Cavasoul) (Prod. Astray Beats)

turn the lights off
i don't wanna see a thing unless its you
my love
breathing in the posion but my body cant get enough
fill my lungs with smoke exhale nothing but dust
i've been tryna fill the hole you left but its not enough

keep my head low
when im walking
hope my heart
shows when I'm talking
this world so cold
no lying
I wouldn't fold
even dying
a lot of these people gonna act like they love you
switch up oh shit dont know you
new clothes new bitch
acting brand new
know me baby
always on my ps and qs
not gonna lie
but it took me a while to find whats inside me

WhatEverComesNext (Prod. Kid Mango)

ive lost too much to let this go (prod living puff)

I'M NOT OBSESSED (prod. sorrow bringer)

Produced by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Lately I've been stuck
In a cycle of
Falling in and out of love
With what we had
I still want it back
From time to time
When I romanticize

When I romanticize about it
There's just no other way around it
I miss you

I'm never one to back down
You used to be the background
On my phone screen
But now you're just a distant memory
I should've left you in the past
Really thought you had my back back then
Fool me twice shame on me

(Horosha)
I had that dream again 
And I woke up knowing that it's over 
But in that moment it felt real enough to touch 

I know you've moved on now 
White picket fence and wedding vows 
I just wish I had caught up 
Falling behind so show me how 
You deal with the world spinning so fast 
My fingers are slipping now

Lately I've been stuck
In a cycle of
Falling in and out of love
With what we had
I still want you back
From time to time
When I fantasize

Romanticize (Prod. Horosha)

Featuring @kanashisadface
Produced by @sorrow_bringer
Engineering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I can do this on my own
I don't need your influence
Got me feeling so low
Damn you really put me through it
I'm off the meds now
But I'm on the mend now
Figuring myself out
I don't fuck with self doubt

I'm on my way up
Standing on my own feet
I don't need no crutch to lean on
I should've known better than to fold under pressure
Knowing full well that I can't rely on these drugs forever

But I just wanna feel better
I just wanna feel something other than this emptiness

(Kanashi)
I just wanna feel a little bit better
Take another hit
My eyes go a little bit redder
I'm so sick of all the lies they feed me
Emptiness is not a substitute for how I'm feeling

They shove these pills right down my throat
Will they ever work
Nobody fucking knows
And I swear they just want to control me
This little tiny bottle got me feeling like a zombie

Crutch w/ Kanashi (Prod. sorrow bringer)

Produced by @horoshamusic

LYRICS
I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you (I had in you)
Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words
So sing along for me, baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same
I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering, an offering
Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words
So sing along for me, baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same
And I will always
Remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always
Remember you now
Remember you now
So sleep alone tonight
With no one here just by your side
Sleep alone tonight
How does he feel, how does he kiss? (Let's sleep alone tonight)
How does he taste while he's on your lips? (With no one here just by your side)
How does he feel, how does he kiss? (Sleep alone tonight)
How does he feel, how does he kiss? (Let's sleep alone tonight)
How does he taste while he's on your lips? (With no one here just by your side)
How does he feel, how does he kiss? (Sleep alone tonight)
How does he feel, how does he kiss? (Let's sleep alone tonight)
How does he taste while he's on your lips? (With no one here just by your side)
How does he feel, how does he kiss? (Sleep alone tonight)
I can't forget you (How does he feel, how does he kiss?)
I know you want me to want you, I want to (With no one here just by your side)
I can't forget you (How does he feel, how does he kiss?)
So when this is over don't blow your composure, baby
I can't forget you (Let's sleep alone tonight)
I know you want me to want you, I want to (With no one here just by your side)
I can't forget you (Sleep alone tonight)
So when this is over don't blow your composure, baby
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you, I want to

Three Cheers For Five Years w/ Horosha (Mayday Parade)

been single for over a year so idk what this song is about tbh lol

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