This music got me crying from joy in pain, nostalgia, and flashbacks from good memories that I’d give anything for to relive one more time.

its 1am i waked up for no reason. and i thing its normal?

this is amazing bro, ily n i love your song

releasing this one independently, any support would be appreciated as it wont be playlisted in any way on spotify 
\\\\ all my ambient songs playlist - https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

my sign to retreat

my ambient playlist

music video: https://youtu.be/Adb4uO8wTuo
i wrote this song about my recent relapse with my brain disease MS. lately so many people around the world have been stealing my music, and sharing it without crediting. its very sad to me because i am trying to provide a life for my girlfriend and i, both of us have disability. so its been very stressful seeing millions of people on tiktok/youtube listening to my hard work, but i get zero plays from it. its been so stressful that its made me begin to go blind in one eye. i had to take a super high dose of steroids to get my brain lesions under control. my eye sight is a little fuzzy but its stable-ish now. i wish people knew how badly they hurt me by doing this. i dont want to sound like im blaming other people, but the bottom line is, MS is fueled by stress, and yes i could just "not care". but i have to. i cannot work because of my condition. i go blind and cant use my limbs just from the most basic excercise like bringing in grocerys. making music is my only chance at giving my girl and i a life together, so when people steal my music, after i work so hard to make it, its stressful, and i feel as though its justified for me to feel upset about it. anyways, all those frustations are what this song is about. its about me trying to "survive myself". i doubt i can survive the bad people in this world, so the best i can hope for is to my body to randomly stop trying to hurt me. </3

this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

ambient playlist

survive myself

my head is an ambient playlist _ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud!

things i left behind

with @miranda-ra1n
my head is an ambient playlist _ open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud! this song is from march, 2023, from miranda and i's album "sweet nothings"
here is a direct link to the album - https://open.spotify.com/album/0aRSkBysa3PHcNQbKkfDBt?si=ul6bXWkUQP6INQt-gBokZg

sweet nothings

obsession w/ Miranda Rain

music video: https://youtu.be/d9kkX8yHEgw
thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

you only cared about you

music video

music video: youtu.be/d9kkX8yHEgw
thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

you only cared about you (Pitched Up)

with @miranda-ra1n
my head is an ambient playlist _ open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud! this song is from may, 2023, from the album "ambient vol. 4"
here is a direct link to the album for download - https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/ambient-vol-4

ambient vol. 4

i feel worthless (w/ Miranda Rain)

my head is an ambient playlist _ open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud!

i dont feel anything anymore

i dont feel anything anymore (super slowed)

playlist

Tarpaulin

‎‎hello. my brain is killing me from a disease called multiple sclerosis. i am making as much music as i can before inevitability i wake up one day unable to function.  i wouldn't wish this on anybody. thanks for listening.
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my head is empty

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