Hard to describe this song to you. But I’ll try. I have mental health like everyone else in the world, but is much more intense with the depression and extreme anxiety from past trauma. I take a lot of meds for it that a lot of times gives me bad side effect, and feel sick a lot of the time. I guess making me call it a deadly weapon.  It is not to promote violence with the name of the songs. #Deadly_Weapon #Volume_2 #All_Lives_Matter #Depressed_Society #Anti_Depressant  #Strait_WhiteMales_Matter #Mental_Health_Matters #Whats_The_Matter #My_Sound

Deadly Weapon

Just want to let u know this is a song I free styled with 3 different tracts of me singing and mixed it with the song. So it may be hard to follow the lyrics. But the real meeting of law of attraction is to think positively. Anyways it took me a while to mix but I think it came out well with the sounds. Also wanted to let u know I found this picture and photoshopped it real quick.   

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Lyrics:

Low of attraction 
What’s gonna be you reaction
It Dosnt work out
An It’s not working out
The world from the 90s 
It’s just the way the world was
It isn’t and it hurts really bad 
An your so isolated 
With artificial Life
This artificial   
That you adore so bad 
This artificial, Dosnt work
Come towards us can’t you tell 
And now where gonna go back 
Come towards us can’t you tell 
Can’t you tell 
Go back

Law of Attraction

Off beat beginning song but if you hang in there it gets much better. But been having trouble with the lyrics lately as I usually freestyle a couple tracks and mix them. This is definitely an experimental song. The picture is not mine. I found it on FB. 
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Highland

Check out my weird song! Just a heads up it’s very experimental and different from my last songs on vol 3. Anyways, I was working on the instrumental part of this song at my moms on Xmas. I couldn’t finish it without my mikes gear at my studio so I free styled it with a recording of when I was homeless talking to people about weird places and different things. It has a lot of chill sounds with it picking up a notch at the end. An experimental song, no doubt. I’m going to remix it when I get home with eventually with a second version. 
       Also in the making of a Volume 3-A that will be just the instrumental music I created that isolates the vocals to show the long work I put in the song. And also to calibrate. For other musicians that don’t like to keep playing covers. 
      (I found this picture on FB it’s not mine)

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Weird New Jersey

Back home at my mini studio and finished version 2. I mixed it with some extra sounds and altered the beats to go with the song. I made 5 vocal free styled tracks and mixed them to the song. 

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Weird New Jersey (Version 2)

This is a recording I was holding onto of me, singing and tiny guitar with my friend Isaiah in the background singing that has some lead parts at the end. We jammed this song out at Morristown next to the Dunkin’ Donuts when I was homeless we both were staying at the shelter. I just got done cutting and editing and mixing up the song adding extra sounds to it. The drums weren’t in timing so I had to make a strong beat by scratch. Also wanted to mention I found this amazing art on Facebook as my song art by unknown artist. 

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Untitled Street Jam

21 years of life is a great time to fully life your life with your energy of youth. Well, that’s the best message I can make for this song.  I been trying to but a little bass to my sound lately. And if anything this song as all them are good practice to eventually have a clientele of people I can help produce there music. I messed with some sounds in this song that have that head ringing sound. 

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21 Number

This song is about when someone breaks up with someone and can’t stop thinking about it. You hear about what she is up to and you don’t want to ask but you do. A relationship is a hard thing to break. Because you spent all those times together and remember the special things you did with each other 😉😉. 

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About Your XXX Girlfriend

I went to this rehab called Maryville and was in south Jersey in the woods. So was kinda hard to leave if you didn’t want to compleat the program. Most people call rehabs an oil change a temporary fix because the statistics prove that barely anyone will make it in a rehab. So I felt like writing a song about it. 

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Maryville

Gave this one a lot of extra tracks that I mixed that made my voice a little light. Bust as you know I free style and tried to keep the rhythm with the vocals I was crating. But definitely a different style then I been doing lately.  I found this. Picture on Facebook for the song art. A unknown artist 

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The Shivery Sole

I don’t really got a full message for this song. It was a pretty depressing song. It’s been some pretty depressing nights without sleep. It’s 2:22 am when I’m getting ready to publish this song. Not to sound like a baby but insomnia is so irritating. And found the pic on FB.

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When Will it Ever Be enough

My first chapter I was focusing on my instrumental sound, and then finish that to work on my second chapter to combine my voice and build my music more. This third volume will be much more advanced with my music and the sound.

Highland

Todd Richardson Volume 3