w/ @sleepywater <3
prod @afterlife66 🖤

~~lyrics~~

easy to target
swear i’ve been honest
i’m still tryna rejuvenate
from the memories last august
ink drip from the ceiling
familiar feelings
to take time is to realize
what it really means to be healing

knees go numb when i reach for the shelf
there’s an old song that speaks of myself
but i’ve lost it; my subconscious 
won’t take away this blockage
it’s irritating; the way i hate it
all you are is full of nonsense

how you gonna say ur not into me
everytime you’re my enemy
i feel out of body
everytime im getting the…
drugs from my doctor
off a sedative, i forgot her
i feel like i deserve my happy ever after
i don't like it here, i like raptures
enrapture me for a disaster
i got wounds on me so where’s my plaster
in a room with me, i feel like casper
she don't touch me; i shatter
she dont trust me, i’m in tatters
i’m forever climbing up this
unforgiving ladder

i’m unfair & i know it
frustration; i bestow it
i’m shaking baby, yeah i’m aching,
maybe this is punishment for the broken
the sight that i see through my eye 
isn’t blind
a sigh of relief comforted by a lie
i can’t really take it, 
the pace that i’m making is 
turning me into the me i despise

fuck, i'll turn my back on ur ass & won't
 give it a thought or the time of the day
it doesn't matter, the wounds & the plaster are begging me
“autumn, you just gotta change”
if i go any faster, my body will splatter
 yet i'll be alive, put me outta the pain 
i pick up the fragments of me that just happen
to still be in tact, even after the rain

everything i spew out
i tell the same story
bout how you don't want me
never ever want me
how comes ur all up on me
i pull u, you don’t pull me
im stressed out, can't relax
another pill, i might relapse

i just don’t get it how this life
taught revenge and left me behind
no time to cry…
cause in the end you’ll be fine

how you gonna say ur not into me
everytime you’re my enemy
i feel out of body
everytime im getting the…
drugs from my doctor
off a sedative, i forgot her
i feel like i deserve my happy ever after
i don't like it here, i like raptures
enrapture me for a disaster
i got wounds on me so where’s my plaster
in a room with me, i feel like casper
she don't touch me; i shatter
she dont trust me, i’m in tatters
i’m forever climbing up this
unforgiving ladder

wounds & plaster w/ sleepwater [prod. afterlife]

V8 - prod by 222 Digital

spotify

apathy w/ guccihighwaters

lets not have the only time i see u be a graveyard (prod. boyfifty)

A single from the +333 album coming soon! 

✨ Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ King Theta ✨
💎 @kingtheta 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/kingtheta/ 💎

✨ 4evr ✨
💎 @4evrgone 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/4evrgone/ 💎

✨ Business Inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎💎

lyrics:
(polar)
broken i said that i don’t feel the same
way the truth is that i wanna be with you
when i’m lying dead will you come to my grave
i hope shit that they say doesn’t hide the truth
i meant what i said when i said your the one 
but the thoughts in my head didn’t let you through
starting to backlash and now i got whiplash
it’s back forth all because of you

don’t want to digress 
back to feeling depressed 
and the thoughts on my mind
when i would cut my chest
they keep pushing my limits 
i can’t keep on testing
it makes my heart glistens 
when your not here stressing
and now i’m stuck spinning
i’m spinning around in my room
and i’m trapped in a cage 
that i bound to myself
my anxiety keeps on its pushing me 
i can’t be fine till your in my company

(king theta)
A polaroid picture of you in a drawer
A permanent fixture I try to ignore
If I say I miss her she might here the whispers
I'm quaking, a fissure is breaking the floor

Silver tongue,
Did you wanna send me backwards?
(Or more likely you just don't care)
Fill my lungs,
I breathe a beautiful hazard
(I grow ill, I know that you're right there)

(polar)
broken i said that i don’t feel the same
way the truth is that i wanna be with you
when i’m lying dead will you come to my grave
i hope shit that they say doesn’t hide the truth
i meant what i said when i said your the one 
but the thoughts in my head didn’t let you through
starting to backlash and now i got whiplash
it’s back forth all because of you

stream ❄️

whiplash w/ king theta (prod. 4evr)

[+] look into her eyes & tell me what you see.
* prod by @nate2timezz * featuring @emofruits *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[chorus:]
fell in love with that bitch, i ain't going back
god damn, she a fake, should of seen that
rolling up, in my whip, then i drive fast
i'm just tryna live my life like everyday the last

[verse: @emofruits]
i wanna die in your arms
i can die in your head tonight
you can have my heart
baby, just don't blow my high
i'ma get it til they kill me
and i drop dead
fuck it they don't feel me
i don't think they ever did

fell in love with a bitch i ain't going back
god damn she a fake should've seen that
rollin up in my whip then i drive fast
i'm just tryna live my life like everyday the last

she wanna get high, wanna get love with me
baby come ride, come ride slow with me
when i die, just get over me
all this shit just get old to me, yeah

[pre-chorus:]
if i got cash in my wallet ima spend it
they goin hate, on god, ima let it off
i want love but i know ill never get it
where the trust, you a snake, get severed

medusa (feat. emo fruits + nate2timez)

produced by the one & only: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @decksmusic & @nevermadeithome

lyrics:

sendflowrs:

it’s been a year since we left and we’re still not fuckin talkin,
left my home at 16, it feels like i’m still runnin 
why am i so upset?
i broke my nose now i’m covered in red,
and will you promise, stay right by my side?
it’s cold out there my love, pls just stay with me tonight 
just put your phone away yeah, i don’t wanna fight
(cus i know that i can’t trust u,
i know that i can’t trust u)

look what you did yeah, look at the mess that you made,
boy i’m good everywhere, each city i’m the thane 
fire up my bow yea the skies are turning grey,
fire up my flow yea best pray for it to rain

(cus i’ve been walking,
on my own,
never delete your number 
out my phone
she loves that fucking powder in her nose,
loves that fuckin powder, loves that fuckin powder, yeah)

decks:

it never even mattered to me
i said it was a problem but i lied thru my teeth
you’re the only one that i wanna see
dont wanna cause a scene, i don’t wanna intervene but

look at the way that u treat me
and deceive me
now im leaving
i don’t wanna be a problem
but you beat me
now im fleeting
and i tweet about it every day but now i need to “let it go”
i wish you could save me but i know you’re not my antidote
and yeah i know that im obsessed with you
or maybe i just like the idea
and i know that i need to get it through
my fuckin skull and get up out of here



nevermadeithome:

Well can you get the fuck out of my brain now 
im fuckin pissed off with you constantly being there 
And everytime that im walking around town 
I swear i see your face on everybodys head 
All your friends, they are fucking dead to me
They all knew, that you cheated 
I hope that your next boyfriend 
Goes out never made it home again 
I think ive just finally got over you 
Get outta my mind girl 
Stop hitting my line girl 
Even though your fine girl 
I dont wanna see you again 
Laying in my bed at night 
I cant see your eyes for the first time 
For the first time in my life 
My life 
My life 
Im upset 
In my life

upset :( w/ decks & nevermadeithome

i hate myself for loving you ft sewerperson (prod. vaegud)

this is my life

prod by @trechorboy
cover art by @trechorboy

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

the seasons change 
& its getting colder
my mind is the same
but im getting older
piece of shit 
20 something
low life bitch
if i was incarcerated
i would prolly snitch
i had a dream 
last night
where everything
was just alright
i woke up
in regret
that my life 
hadn’t ended
all quite yet

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

i searched for a reason to not kms & found nothing.

prod by me 

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for making fyeee wit me

lyrics:
wait for my chance but you take it
lifes not really what you make it
you give me these looks and I hate
this town so small I could break it

you’d give me yo love if you wanted to
you take my heart and you throw it jus tell me the truth
im stuck in this loop of regret
I talk and I talk but this feeling is still in my chest
I keep givin up I cant make it through
all of this shit that I do I do it for you 
im sorry im tryin my best
I cant give my all if im stuck up in this stupid mess

I'm so stressed 
feeling like shit cause I'm broke and depressed
I just want peace but you cant take a break
stuck in this loop we get mad everyday

skele: 
im tryin me best and you know it, and no im not mad I would show it
I make a bag to just to blow it
I dont wanna leave but im goin
I would give all of it up 
I hate the plays and I hate the come up
its stressin me out
they always want me to be perfect shit makes me nervous 

hate or dont, love me you wont
been here before babe I know how it goes
you know how I feel when you say that 
i’ll be here forever I mean that.

if u wanted to w/skele

[+] used to hold your hand while you're coming down..
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * produced by @l1lbiscuit *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVr0Jf26AFk

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 1: @seejayxo]
Baby I could hate you,
But I think I could love you just the same
Holdup, wait a minute, lemme switch my lane
I just gotta get me a Range
I just need some bands in the back of the safe
I got nothing else to say
They was sleeping on me
Now I feel like they awake
Shawty got a lil taste
Now she think she love me, I can see it in her face
Baby I'ma get them bands and I'll spend on you
That's just what I do, I don't know if I'ma lose
I just gotta tell you when I'm thinking of you...
Cuz I'm thinking of your heart beating on mine
I don't even know if this feels right
I just gotta know where it leads right, where it leads right?

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now
So what do you want from me?
I could sit here all day you won't talk to me
Even if I was dying, you wouldn't stop for me
I've been making racks, its not enough for you
You keep wanting more even when all my bands are blue
Caution, stop with all that fuck shit
Cameras flashing the lights off when I walk into the function
Razor round my necklace I'm bound to get reckless
Seejay in the back while I scratch off my checklist
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now

Coming Down

+ stream on SPOTIFY

coming down (feat. skele) *MUSIC VID IN DESC*

producer. 🦇

Reaching out from the depths of Eau Claire, Wisconsin, 25 year old self-taught and produced artist Trechor Boy defies genres and pushes the boundaries of modern emo, electronic, and rap music through his incredibly unique and highly produced instrumentals, featuring raw and unfiltered lyrics that truly speak to the human condition. 

With humble beginnings in the EDM and Dubstep scene, Trechor Boy takes inspiration from artists such as Skrillex, Getter, and Rickyxsan, melding these influences in production with his sullen and visceral vocal performances. 

After the well received release of 'Femboy', featuring vocals from Erisu, Trechor Boy has returned with his debut 13 track album 'A Mortician's Guide to Decomposition', featuring artists such as Fran$e, SuiSai, and Nova Garden. Highlighted in this project are solemn confessions of a deeply troubled adolescent held up high for all to see by dark yet eloquently crafted instrumentals, dealing with topics such as addiction, depression, solitude, and death. 

Proving himself to be a lethal force ready to take over any scene with his experimentally bleak yet long-honed style, Trechor Boy continues to revolutionize and breathe new life into the musical ecosystem as we know it, and shows no sign of stopping.

Instagram @trechorboy
Twitter @trechorboy
contact: trechorboy@gmail.com

i searched for a reason to not kms & found nothing.

trechor boy