Sad Shit

Pick Up, I'm Waiting

The Upload

Soundcloud mix </3 2020

I dont think I'm supposed to feel this way

oh yea

damn I miss her

thestand4rd x wedidit
https://soundcloud.com/thestand4rd
https://soundcloud.com/wedidit-collective 
prod. by shlohmo, d33j, bobby raps, & psymun
https://soundcloud.com/shlohmo https://soundcloud.com/d33j https://soundcloud.com/bobbyraps https://soundcloud.com/psymun

corbin - worn (prod. by thestand4rd & wedidit)

an idea

fingers tight around my arm, quiet you slept
too long since my heart has beat this hard, hide my breath
cornered, calm my nerves, 
destroyer, ive done this before 

call it, im wasting your time
dont soften it, leave me to die

destrooy

Gho$t In The $hell (Prod. Prohibeo)

cøzybøy & AXIDNT - I Used To Know How To Love  2016

Everything is going to be okay, we're going to a better place now 
Verse 1
I saw you drowned in the bath tub/
But
The pills hit hard like a Mack truck 
I been tryna save me so I didn't save you/
Now I stay just swimming in the sad stuff/
Pretty girl ugly scar I know You've heard it all/
To the feet of a greatness Ima failure/
Stranger standing in room full of takers/
Break me tears fell when I saw both of your wrists caved in/
Decipher the shapes of the blood stains/
Your Id was scraped had no name/
Your body left was white like the cocaine/
That you would stuff inside to feel no pain/
And I hate the god that made you feel so odd/
So you danced and prayed that you could shake it off/
Now the shadows play inside your lonely loft/
So I fight to stay with a heart so soft/ okay
Chorus//
You were my angel 
I couldn't saved you
You don't trust nobody 
I should have known you were numb
You were my angel
Your body breaking
I don't trust nobody 
But I didn't give you enough 
Verse 2
Pick apart All the pieces broke from your lonely heart/
Feel the razor blade your body pierced and marked/
From place it ends till the time it start/
Heaven bleeds/
From the holes that you made in you sleeves/
And I shake and I pull and I scream/
And I rip and I stare and I stay/
From the place that you left but now chest is a cave/
Now my life is a maze/
Now your eyes a blazed/
With the gas of your heart/
And the room is in flames/
With the pain in your hands/
With the pain in your head/
This was never the plan/
Now I'm falling instead/
Rummage through the puke/
Swallow all the blood/
I don't wanna chose/
running out of luck/
Lobby full of drugs/
This is all a dream/
My Bodies full of puss/
Your corpse is where I sleep/

Everything's going to be okay, we're headed to a better place now-prod(datboidj)

The Night Everything Ended Forever

i will forever regret the life you gave

listen to my friend @le_play </3

shaun, for you

yøu used tø be my little angel (ft. le play) [prød. cøzy]

"Freelance" is taken from Toro y Moi's album, 'Outer Peace,' out now on Carpark Records.

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LYRICS
Oh walk on the water -- for me 
Just for me baby o.k. 
Oh, there’s always gon’ be pressure o.k. 

“Pressure” 

Nothing’s ever worse than work unnoticed 
Freelance now, yeah I guess you earned it 
Life is only wishing we could load it 
Level up you got to make a bonus 

Mystic staring at his phone for oneness 
Silver or black mirror, what’s the difference? 
Imitation always gets a bad rep man 
Witches Brew had me on on the first sip, man 

Smells like Autumn, smells like leaves 
You don’t know that you’re rust and not belong 
So much 
And then you get left alone 

Cloud hidden and my whereabouts unknown 
Cazedero got me wearing all camo 
Decked in Patagonia head to toe 
Down for whatever, I think I let go 

No more shoes and socks, I only rock sandals 
I can’t tell if I’m hip or getting old 
I can’t hear you, maybe you could change your tone 
People tend to listen when they see your soul 

Oh walk on water -- for me 
Just for me baby 

Sometimes I think we are from the same place 
Now I don’t 
What just happened?

Freelance

Alec Benjamin - Narrated For You available now https://lnk.to/NarratedForYouSo

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Water Fountain

RIP TO OVERTHINKING

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Bamboo Forest

I made this Track 5 months ago . And here's Larissa Covering this song With her beautiful voice . We are so excited to share it !!! 
I Hope You like it <3 
Cheers 
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Lyrics :

Verse 1:
sometimes
i have these thoughts
that grow and grow till it feels way too large.

toxic waste 
from all my past
it follows me like theres no way out.

bridge:
but all of this combined
will not stop my love for you.. x2

Verse 2:
I used to say, 
its hard to feel love.
You melted my heart
you saved me from the cold.

And above all else. 
i want to make you smile. 
Make you feel all loved and warm and safe

Download

Im Not Feeling Blue Im Feeling Black ( Feat . Larissa ) OUT ON SPOTIFY

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hold me close (out on spotify)

Witching Hour Pop Music

Like Worried Fire

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@ronincloud

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SPOTIFY

Gardens Of Suzhou (w/ Ronincloud)

some old vibes with that lofi sauce, you know

to make this i sampled: featherstone by june b marsh (the paper kites cover)
https://soundcloud.com/junebmarsh

artwork by me and sophisticated farewall
check her ig here: https://www.instagram.com/sophisticatedfarewell/

not mine (feat. june b marsh)

lyrics -

oh i know
in the end
that we'll always survive
when you're falling and losing
all sense of whats right
i'll be there to guide you
for the rest of your life
and don't sleep yet
you're still my sunset

you wanna see your face on vogue magazine
always been a goal since 17
get it babe oh i know you've got it now
you're always at your best when the chips are down
and when you need me 
yeah you know that i'm around whenever you want
i got you on my mind since forever now

oh i know
in the end
that we'll always survive
when you're falling and losing
all sense of whats right
i'll be there to guide you
for the rest of your life
and don't sleep yet
you're still my sunset

she wants devotion
emotion
some kind of hero
who can save her
from a world that she never opened
no redemption for the way
that you've been acting
you just push away the people who just wanna try to help you

and i know that it's hard
but you've gotta push through
and i don't know where we're going
but neither do you
and i guess that makes it adventurous too
guess i'll see you in another life with somebody new

oh i know
in the end
that we'll always survive
when you're falling and losing
all sense of whats right
i'll be there to guide you
for the rest of your life
and don't sleep yet
you're still my sunset

oh i know
in the end
that we'll always survive
when you're falling and losing
all sense of whats right
i'll be there to guide you
for the rest of your life
and don't sleep yet
you're still my sunset

pre-save x

sunset (prod. saabye)

lyrics:

I knew she would break my heart
I knew she would but I let it happen I'm hopeless in many ways
guess it probably wouldn't of worked out anyways
sick of holding back tears on the better days
all these people thru my window start to look the same
all this damage on my brain act like its novocaine
who am I when playing god I shoulda known my place
22 its the after party
breath slow baby girl
we still try to keep composure in this broken world
I watch rain roll off my roof on to the flooded grounds
I could always hold myself when I need calming down

tell me if I take too long
I just wanna turn you on
turn you on

tell me if I take too long
I just wanna turn you on
turn you on
rip thru the phone books she grip by my heart
plenty left me broken but the way you do it
turn me on
why's this summer so long

turn u on (nevrfall)

Popular Girl, Typical Boy | feat. sleep.ing

More Soon, <3
bloom: www.soundcloud.com/deadtalkbloom

Levay & Bloom - Dear My Løve (Prod. POPPA)

shoutouts 2 the boy @ihateshinigami 4 hoppin on dis
east coast boyz we snappin

i hope i never let u down w/ shinigami

Forgive My Absence

@ouseiceland
@digiyams
@kyotospeak
@hkfiftyone2
Coming to all platforms this Friday, September 4th <3

Lyrics:

yung van-
My heart’s so cold I can’t feel girl yeah
I don’t even know what’s the real world ay
I just wanna know what’s up with you Ayy
If you wanna talk girl I miss you yeah
I’ve been so numb since you left me yeah
How am I supposed to move on if you text me Ayy
All I can think about is you on me yeah
You got me questioning if you want me Ayy
You only answer me in the moonlight yeah
That’s when you tell me that you are all mine ay
But in the morning you always leave yeah
I always fall for it I can’t believe it ay
You only answer me in the moonlight yeah
That’s when you tell me that you are all mine
But in the morning you always leave yeah
I always fall for it I can’t believe it

Ouse-
yeah yeah
And my heart's so cold feel it freezing
yeah yeah
I just wanted you to know you're the reason
yeah yeah
Turn my heart to stone I'm so faded
yeah yeah
now my only way to smile is getting wasted

yung van-
My heart’s so cold I can’t feel girl yeah
I don’t even know what’s the real world ay
I just wanna know what’s up with you Ayy
If you wanna talk girl I miss you yeah
I’ve been so numb since you left me yeah
How am I supposed to move on if you text me Ayy
All I can think about is you on me yeah
You got me questioning if you want me Ayy
You only answer me in the moonlight yeah
That’s when you tell me that you are all mine ay
But in the morning you always leave yeah
I always fall for it I can’t believe it ay
You only answer me in the moonlight yeah
That’s when you tell me that you are all mine
But in the morning you always leave yeah
I always fall for it I can’t believe it

I've Been So Numb Since You Left Me ft. Ouse (prod. Kyotospeak)

Spotify link <3

nosebleed ft. KINGDØM

produced by. @memoryroseishere 
vocals & engineering @cielx
vocals @sewerperson

lyrics:

grain:

you said we have grown apart
i said we were doomed right from the start
i think thats why you have my heart
nothing is too much for me to take 
i wont let that heart break
slow down i just wanna talk 
i just wanna hear you out
let me take that burden off your back
i dont do enough i agree with that
you deserve the world and i aint ever did a thing for you so imma make it right cause i know just how much it means to you
just how much it means to you
baby im holding on forever
i know its not healthy to hold onto memories

sewer person:

teach me how to love again
baby im in need of it
look me in my face
before u leave me on my own again
promise i could handle it i wish i got another chance
drink my blood out my heart
i dont need it all
catching tears from eyes like a waterfall
late night in this double head
thoughts break out my broken head
when i rearrange emotions
i can almost take away the dread
so this is how you live without a lifeline ya
every day alone feel like a life time
baby im holding on forever
i aint felt right since last december
hide me away from the stormy weather i hate it
cause we belong together

ciel:

i been thinking real hard
and it’s my fault
but it’s land mines
talking to you
about love lost
are we love locked
two weeds stuck in the same pot
growing farther from you
and i’m dying for some rain drops
so i’ll just stay away
and pray for better weather
things just can’t stay the same
but i know we’ll make it better

how much it means (ft. sewerperson & ciel) (prod. memoryrose)

Produced by CapsCtrl, ovrwrld, yung keeta

FEELS LIKE I'M ON TOP OF THE WHOLE DAMN WORLD

Lyrics:

[Intro]:
last time that i tell u that ur mine girl
fucking up again wheres ur mind girl
feels like i'm on top of the whole damn world
feeling all alone where the time go

[Chorus]:
last time that i tell u that ur mine girl
fucking up again wheres ur mind girl
feels like i'm on top of the whole damn world
feeling all alone where the time go (x2)

[Verse 1]:
where the time go
but all people do is just
stare around and follow

drown in my sorrows
baby please can you call me back tomorrow
and you dont care about my feelings
walking home alone and i dont know if im not dreaming
whats the meaning
all i wanna do is see myself fucking leaving

[Verse 2]:
i got u falling for me all the time
but u bout to save my life
u turn everything in to a lie 
pls baby stay the night

pls baby stay the night

i got u falling for me all the time
but u bout to save my life
u turn everything in to a lie 
pls baby stay the night

[Verse 3]:
pls baby stay the night 
yeah, yeah
i fucked up baby and i'm sorry
i'm calling u back in the morning yeah
i found myself
i found my pain as well

i fucked up baby and i'm sorry
i'm calling u back in the morning yeah
i found myself
i found my pain as well

[Outro]:
last time that i tell u that ur mine girl
fucking up again wheres ur mind girl
feels like i'm on top of the whole damn world
feeling all alone where the time go

Spotify

last time (brighter light pt.3) (prod. CapsCtrl, ovrwrld, yung keeta)

pretty girls in the backseat pt 3 </3

.
.
.
.

pretty girl say my car is pretty fast
everytime i hit the gas the time pass
dont tell me u left ya love in the past
i'll be numb till the day i get it back 
pretty girl say my car is pretty fast
everytime i hit the gas the time pass
dont tell me u left ya love in the past
i'll be numb till the day i get it back

tell me its all good 
yeah i would if i could
all these drugs in my system
my love aint no good no more
no more
no more 
no more
no more 
no more 
no more

watch the pain pour into my cup
pretty slut yeah that makes two of us
yeah that makes two of us
in the rain 
i just been on the run
aint no love like ya love
aint no love like ya love

i've had my fake love 
it broke me down
i see ur face love
its all around
i feel no pain
but it pains me now 
to see u down
i've had my fake love 
it broke me down
i see ur face love
its all around
i feel no pain
but it pains me now 
to see u down

pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they bleed for my love
pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they bleed for my love
.
.
.
<3 

-emo fruits aka i'll stop these when i hit pt 69

pretty girls in the backseat pt 3 (hxrsepowr x thislandis)

license plate (early2019)

this is my life

prod by @trechorboy
cover art by @trechorboy

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

the seasons change 
& its getting colder
my mind is the same
but im getting older
piece of shit 
20 something
low life bitch
if i was incarcerated
i would prolly snitch
i had a dream 
last night
where everything
was just alright
i woke up
in regret
that my life 
hadn’t ended
all quite yet

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

i searched for a reason to not kms & found nothing.

https://soundcloud.com/deadbrokeofficial
https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

lyrics:
she had the same perfume, i never failed to remember you.
i don’t even know what to do.
mind is fading help me thru.

i’ve been fucked up, fucking up my heart now.
i can’t sleep, i cant sleep, with the lights out.
i keep seeing, i keep seeing things, i’m going out.
of my mind i can’t find none my thoughts wow.

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

watch me, coz i don’t wanna live at all.
nothings been worth it, thought she was perfect.
call me a creep but i kept her perfume.
the only thing that i have that will keep me from you

watch me, coz i don’t wanna live at all.
nothings been worth it, thought she was perfect.
call me a creep but i kept her perfume.

i’ve turned into a monster,
it’s all that i am now,
and i don’t wanna leave you behind,
but sometimes he gets out,
and i can’t control that fight
if you see me don’t speak to me,
i swear to god,
i warned you i told you, no one is perfect,
and she might overdose tonight.
if she wakes up i’ll be surprised..

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

perfume

dead broke - perfume (ft. kais)

producer. 🦇

Reaching out from the depths of Eau Claire, Wisconsin, 25 year old self-taught and produced artist Trechor Boy defies genres and pushes the boundaries of modern emo, electronic, and rap music through his incredibly unique and highly produced instrumentals, featuring raw and unfiltered lyrics that truly speak to the human condition. 

With humble beginnings in the EDM and Dubstep scene, Trechor Boy takes inspiration from artists such as Skrillex, Getter, and Rickyxsan, melding these influences in production with his sullen and visceral vocal performances. 

After the well received release of 'Femboy', featuring vocals from Erisu, Trechor Boy has returned with his debut 13 track album 'A Mortician's Guide to Decomposition', featuring artists such as Fran$e, SuiSai, and Nova Garden. Highlighted in this project are solemn confessions of a deeply troubled adolescent held up high for all to see by dark yet eloquently crafted instrumentals, dealing with topics such as addiction, depression, solitude, and death. 

Proving himself to be a lethal force ready to take over any scene with his experimentally bleak yet long-honed style, Trechor Boy continues to revolutionize and breathe new life into the musical ecosystem as we know it, and shows no sign of stopping.

Instagram @trechorboy
Twitter @trechorboy
contact: trechorboy@gmail.com

i searched for a reason to not kms & found nothing.

trechor boy