THIS AIN'T MY FIRST RODEO
.
.
.
now if any dumb fucks wanna talk shit
go on and talk a bit, then suck my dick
cuz im straight fucked as it is no need for klonopin
thanks, depression!
im a cold heart in a bad kid
without a fuck to give
that’s how it is
fuck this earth
if you eat dirt
no need to panic
that’s just my whip

imma end myself before i hit 30
(yeah imma end my fuckin self bitch)
in too deep, my drink too dirty
i got 20 unfinished tracks on me
(imma end myself bitch)
and none of ‘em will ever get released
yo where the goths at?
no really, where the fucking goths at?
cuz they the only real ones
bring the goth back
why everybody so fake?
that’s a setback..
nobody i can relate to
fuck that

i take 
a sip
my hits
they lick
i cut
my wrist
it bleeds
a bit
my bitch
i miss
she want
a kiss
i bite
my lip
and give
her it

full force & a bottle of JDT
dysmorphia when im on MTV
haven’t ate in about three whole weeks
the fuck..
oh shit..

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM IM PLAYING MINECRAFT
☆*:.｡.o(≧▽≦)o.｡.:*☆

now if any dumb fucks wanna talk shit
go on and talk a bit, then suck my dick
cuz im straight fucked as it is no need for klonopin
thanks, depression!
im a cold heart in a bad kid
without a fuck to give
that’s how it is
fuck this earth
if you eat dirt
no need to panic
that’s just my whip

KLONOPIN

SPOTIFY

follow my girlfriend @novagarden

TRECH:
in my suicide note i wrote
that if any motherfuckers want smoke
id choke 
i stay fucked up
i’m so hung up
on the fact i ain’t shit
but a fuck up
all my friends have overdosed
even though i ain’t there yet, bitch i’m close
in the meantime
i’ll stay locked in my room 
away from sunshine

take cover in a substance
i hate the taste
down it like its nothin’
how many hits can i lick before i tap out?
how many
drinks can i sip before i black out?
imma test my limit for the last time
please stay with me on the hotline
i’ll call u back when i feel alright
but tomorrow never comes
a life is finite

NOVA:
i can’t stop takin’ hella pills
but im not addicted 
i just do it for the thrill
acid tabs sitting on my tongue
but don’t worry ‘bout a thing
i just do it for fun
glassed eyes in the mirror
lookin’ at myself
thinkin’ ‘bout why the fuck i do this to my health
paranoia got me grabbin’ shrooms off my shelf
try to stop me
i cant let you bitch
so go to hell

TRECH:
i feel nothin’
to feel somethin’
but im a fucking slave to the chemicals
ive been 
straight huffin’
i wake up in panic attacks from my dreams so
take my mind away
my eyes fell down the drain
these tear drops act as rain
try to flush away rinse away my pain

shards of glass

shards of glass (feat. nova garden)

HELLO, [REDACTED]

I KNOW YOUR DARKEST SECRETS. I HAVE SULKED FOR FAR TOO LONG. THIS CONSEQUENCE WILL NOT BE FORGOTTEN. YOU WILL. LET MY PROSPERITY PLAGUE YOUR MENTAL HEALTH FOR THE REST OF YOUR EXISTENCE. LET IT EAT AWAY AT YOUR PSYCHE UNTIL YOU’RE BEGGING ME FOR A WAY OUT. THE SWEET TASTE OF REVENGE SPILLS FROM YOUR WOUNDS AS I CELEBRATE YOUR DEMISE.

GOODBYE, [REDACTED]. 
HELLO, DEATH THREAT. 💉

(chorus)
some say he a savage
others say he afraid and he damaged
all i know is lil goth boy has had it
and his lil fairy bitch bouta ravage 
would not believe ive been through hell even if you told me
panic attack after attack from codependency 
facetious when i speak my thesis on how this short life is SHIT, believe it.

(verse)
woah!
that’s tougher talk from a bitch than im used to!
now, how u gonna let a lil white boy fuckin merc you??? 
don’t play games with me
HUMAN TAXIDERMY
BOP BOP BOP
GAT GAT GAT 
can feel the spray on my face
as a matter of fact
don’t judge by the way that i talk & i act
cuz this fag packs a punch that’ll shatter your back

ERISU DELPHINE:
￼TRECHOR Boy told me kill ‘em 
i said lemme grab my COCK THO! 
Fucking on yo ho3 Till i slosh that pussi queef mode 
GASP with the dick but i got my SKELE nuts low 
I can play smash LIKE the PROS GiMME DOME HOE! 
When i speak I’m seekin For a way to bleed em’ 
Blueface i mean it , work with us or delete it, 
David, I’ll GO BACK IN TIME & ABORT YOUR FETUS 
You still Scamming fans?! I can’t believe it
￼
(bridge)
yo if you’re listening to this right now you know exactly who you are you fucking cunt
i will literally drill a hole in your skull and fuck your brains out
fuck

(chorus)
some say he a savage
others say he afraid and he damaged
all i know is lil goth boy has had it
and his lil fairy bitch bouta ravage 
(x2)
would not believe ive been through hell even if you told me
panic attack after attack from codependency 
facetious when i speak my thesis on how this short life is SHIT, believe it.

DEATH THREAT

DEATH THREAT (FEAT. ERISU)

<3
released via: https://soundcloud.com/universalchill

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/hiraethsry

socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

discord.gg/hsUwdAJknJ

lyrics:

There is something that’s inside of me
Screaming at me, tryna go to sleep
Dancing demons under eyelids
Can’t be rational when I’ve been

Awake for a couple of days
You don’t understand my struggles
Don’t pretend that you’re me
You’ve been buying a new necklace
When there’s a noose on my neck
Writing down all of my problems
Like they will go away

There is lots that I’m not proud of
I admit that I have messed up
Something’s causing all this pain
Must’ve slipped up in the past

Please don’t try to cheer me up
Don’t lie to me, I hate that
I’m aware of all my faults
And I’m trying to fix that

And I can’t stop it
Pills been pretty numbing
Been out of my mind
Excuse all my shortcomings

I swear to god it
Ruins all my friendships
I have tried everything now
Somehow I fuck it up, wow

They told me that I’ll end up insane
I think that
To say that it’s a little too late
And I just
Can’t bear the thought of not seeing the day
Where I will feel okay
Buried 6 feet with the pain

I don’t wanna lose you again
I been alone in my bed
Ive had a few dreams about you
But theyre all in my head

Scratching marks on my chest
Engrave ur name in my flesh 
So I can’t forget if I tried to
Ur gonna leave me for dead

I keep fucking up the timing 
U don’t wanna listen
U got feelings of denial
Another pot to piss in
feel like I should start to fight more
I don’t need to be religious baby
U know what I stand for
Ashes burn my eyes sore

anxious I can’t breathe
Im getting nauseous turn the lights out
Please don’t ever speak to me
Don’t act like got time now
Im fighting with myself
Im out of luck is this my karma
I can barely talk im scared of speaking when i call her

6 feet with the pain

6 feet with the pain (feat. hiraeth)

IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT (5head X Flower)

prod @sorrow_bringer

 it really does kill me that i'm not able to showcase what i create/put out how i want it to be, but the piece itself matters the most to me. hopefully one day i'll be able to put together like a music video/lyric for a majority of what i put out, but for now, this is all i got. thank you so much for supporting me and music to this point. i really, really appreciate it. more than just that. this is everything to me. thank you for listening. <3

i'd fuck off if you'd just ask me
but everybody else just stands there, laughing
i really thought this through
yeah, it's you
something bout the way you stab me
then patch up the wounds
kinda like it never happened

brass knuckles mounted on my fists
sweat n grease; let it drip
like a typhlosion, my body is molten
i will not let opportunity slip
it's all for the kid, that i had been
i fucking miss him, but i shouldn't let
adolescence turn to codependence
just how in the fuck did we grow up to this

i'm sorry if you don't like my voice
cause i don't either, i do not have a choice
i take a break for a couple days
then i come back, just to fill the void
i'm so annoyed by every noise
and a breath away from breathing poison
a leap of faith isn't what i'd take
just freefall into clairvoyance

i don't keep track of the shit i accomplish
trying my best to avoid being pompous
now the weight of the world's being pushed on the girl who had given me hope
for the things i had wanted
ain't that some bullshit
honesty lies in between the cracks
of what we deem that is evil
but we can't live without it
can't live without it

oh, it feels like i stall time
when i submerge myself in a foreign pathogen
all feels well, till i cross that path again
flicker the blood off your hands into mine
what an orthodox method of covering crime
i just wanna cry
she just wanna crash
just leave me behind
there's no going back

but, what if i fuck this up again
would you be my only friend
my mentality's kicking the bin
cause honesty lies within sin
with every thought, grows ornery tension
every night i'm a loss, and i'm building retention
stars don't cross if you don't pay attention
my tears don't drop if they're not worth a mention
you cannot feel what i feel.
she's probably not even real
i'm probably not even real
so i'm going in for the kill

i'd fuck off if you'd just ask me
but everybody else just stands there, laughing
i really thought this through
yeah, it's you
something bout the way you stab me
then patch up the wounds
kinda like it never happened

did it ever happen..

retention [prod. sorrow bringer]

Lyrics:

i'm not lost
you can find me in my mind
meet me up inside my noggin
where i am solitary confined
and 
i never wanted you to pry
all the reasons why i'm in the prison that i do reside
and i know that i rely
way too heavily on my intuition
not efficient
makes it easier to lie
self collision
my existence
need a different frame of mind
an artisan a
shit musician
is just how i am defined

i found a egg inside my body colored red covered in guts
she's spouting bout how that's not a fair and giving me a fuss
uh 
i'm sitting here like what the fuck
is that really your reaction to my stomach now expunged

my intestines aren't intact
and my liver's no better
you thought it was a laugh
but i'm dying in my sweater
took a blurry photograph
and i hit the ground forever
tried to put them back in
i was putting all my effort
yea
i was putting all my effort
sorry that i couldn't make it home was busy deader
promise that i'll try to make it home by supper
if they let me out this coffin maybe soon i'll be better

fuck fuck fuck fuck

we're all in this together
like captain could you share the map
we need it for the weather
your greed is immeasurable you fucking human trash
how i'm friends with you no wonder ended up a pile of ash

i'm not lost
you can find me in my mind
meet me up inside my noggin
where i am solitary confined
and 
i never wanted you to pry
all the reasons why i'm in the prison that i do reside
and i know that i rely
way too heavily on my intuition
not efficient
makes it easier to lie
self collision
my existence
need a different frame of mind
an artisan a
shit musician
is just how i am defined

how i am defined (prod. treetime)

foreva locked (feat. sanity)

Demo til I mix

Uhhhhh 
Aye ya 
Aye uh
Yaaaa
Uhhhhh 
Aye ya 
Aye uh

She gon fall like domino
Tick tockin like the time it go 
Aye ya 
Aye
I just scooped a chick she fly n fit redhead Kim possible 
Why you dwelling on dem thangs, them tings is just an obstacle 
Chances that I’m takin plays is sim they all just high low 
I cut mo don’t cut less got double S like Monte Carlo 
Know that some play survival I know some that play wit hollows
I’m fixing her like typo tryna fix me up a model 

I got, jits wit me in da back, wezzdafucksimat?
Np, baby, thank you, u could come and see 
Not rockin denim but it’s on me yes it’s in my genes
I got her bouncing like hydraulics or a trampoline 
How you get that one, wit nice body, but her tude just mean 
She ain’t for nobody, cept the uno, not no mes amis 
Swish swish swish, kush, ballin where da referee 
Pardon heard im still up on your noggin I been rentin free, uh huh 
I done fumbled plenty models
I done fumbled plenty dollars 
That ain’t gonna shake me, playa I just pop my collar 
Wit this one that got some knowledge, classy, baddy, that’s a scholar, yeah 
She ain’t tryna tell me nun, only tryna teach me sum 
Buzzin like a bee I call her queen n she my honey bun 
I ain’t gonna lie been tryna (szzzz) like da oven up 
I am not Sean Paul, but I’m checking on your temperature 
Dutty dutty wine, bad ting, show me how you prime 
Order off of Amazon I’m Checkin when you land 
She got Scotia soul, but right now out in Japan 
Before she make it back straight to Bahamas for a tan , beyyy


Uhhhhh 
Aye ya 
Aye uh
Yaaaa
Uhhhhh 
Aye ya 
Aye uh

She gon fall like domino
Tick tockin like the time it go 
Aye ya 
Aye
I just scooped a chick she fly n fit redhead Kim possible 
Why you dwelling on dem thangs, them tings is just an obstacle 
Chances that I’m takin plays is sim they all just high low 
I cut mo don’t cut less got double S like Monte Carlo 
Know that some play survival I know some that play wit hollows
I’m fixing her like typo tryna fix me up a model 

Uhhhhh 
Aye ya 
Aye uh
Yaaaa
Uhhhhh 
Aye ya 
Aye uh

LIVE (demo) prod dbfontaine x zachryanbeats

shout out @demxntia for hopping on this and making it pretty and @wavewalk for making such a sick unique beat go follow them

Sui:

sick of floating here being stagnant in life know this aint right
but everytime a good thing happens 
storms come in and wash progression all away 
good things come along but they dont ever stay
no~~
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

Dem: 
I don't give a fuck anymore
go to war with myself at the core
you know i felt this way before
everything i used to love feels like chores
i don't know~
which way i should go~
i hope there's room to grow~
i hate feeling so, low~
oo~ oooo~ ye
oo~ where do i go, cause i just dont know

Bofa:

Drowning to my sorrow, keep that to myself
You can save yer rescue, i don't need yer help x2
NO
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

broken glass w/ demxntia ~ [p. wavewalk]

prod. trechor boy
cover art: trechor boy
thanks @sinxi for the sick guitar melody go follow him

[EVERY DAMN DAY IS THE SAME]

LYRICS:
im so fuckin sick and tired of always feeling nothing
suisai and erisu is what im always bumping

strapped in the back of a sedan
i dont really want to talk about it need to sit down cuz
all of my emotions went and left me fucking stranded
packed all my bags real quick now
going on a trip im never coming back see how ive
become every single thing i said i fucking hated

i feel so on top of the world, but im wasted
every damn day is the same, cannot take it
i am at the edge of extinction, just face it
my entire being hurts, i wont make it

im so fuckin sick and tired of always feeling nothing
suisai and erisu is what im always bumping

strapped in the back of a sedan
i dont really want to talk about it need to sit down cuz
all of my emotions went and left me fucking stranded
packed all my bags real quick now
going on a trip im never coming back see how ive
become every single thing i said i fucking hated

i feel so on top of the world, but im wasted
every damn day is the same, cannot take it
i am at the edge of extinction, just face it
my entire being hurts, i wont make it
(2x)

wasted

producer. 🦇

Reaching out from the depths of Eau Claire, Wisconsin, 25 year old self-taught and produced artist Trechor Boy defies genres and pushes the boundaries of modern emo, electronic, and rap music through his incredibly unique and highly produced instrumentals, featuring raw and unfiltered lyrics that truly speak to the human condition. 

With humble beginnings in the EDM and Dubstep scene, Trechor Boy takes inspiration from artists such as Skrillex, Getter, and Rickyxsan, melding these influences in production with his sullen and visceral vocal performances. 

After the well received release of 'Femboy', featuring vocals from Erisu, Trechor Boy has returned with his debut 13 track album 'A Mortician's Guide to Decomposition', featuring artists such as Fran$e, SuiSai, and Nova Garden. Highlighted in this project are solemn confessions of a deeply troubled adolescent held up high for all to see by dark yet eloquently crafted instrumentals, dealing with topics such as addiction, depression, solitude, and death. 

Proving himself to be a lethal force ready to take over any scene with his experimentally bleak yet long-honed style, Trechor Boy continues to revolutionize and breathe new life into the musical ecosystem as we know it, and shows no sign of stopping.

Instagram @trechorboy
Twitter @trechorboy
contact: trechorboy@gmail.com