prod me
Shoutout @qlein (@imyzuli reference :o??)
resample heaven

(bring it back... bring it back)
why cant i be mad, if you lie to me?
ive been tryna get myself, yeah literally
askin why u locked my heart? yuh u got the key
beatin up myself too much, why you turn on me?

(bitch im) fucked up, yeah i had enough
yuh im tryna get back up, but i cannot grasp
yuh bitch i dont even talk, why u feel attacked?
bitch why u hit on me? yeah im off the ground

keep tellin me i wanna be something
i can do it myself
and i just return to nothing
tell me ''you wanna be friends?''

u told me that you want me to change the way i talk
i just wanna put it to rest but i feel too low

yuh

qlein:
and u say the same shit can i count on u
leaving me in pieces that i cant undo
tell me, would u take my spell
leaving me in pieces like im someone else
stop telling me all of this dumb shit
i can tell what ur on about 
tell me, would u take my spell
leaving me in pieces like im someone else

literally + qlein

@qlein
@oneshotniko
@1dxn did the acoustic kinda sounding drums
sample - https://soundcloud.com/qlein/sun_dance?si=9de490786de2484494d001bb0748a065&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

me:
tryna get u out my mind
tellin em that ill be fine
think I need to step outside
don't even know what I want remind me

so don't hang on when I let go
cause I wont listen when u say it all
and don't tell me that I hate ya
when I don't answer every time you call


@qlein:
yeah im never satisfied
tell me should i go
i aint good to be alone
dont get it twisted im not attached to u
im not falling in love but its hard to prove
do you hate when i talk 
you dont wanna fucking tell me say its untrue
wanna tell me whats wrong
all the shit ive done wish that i could undo


me:
where do I go 
what do I know?
I just feel so dumb

its what you wanted
you were honest
why'm I acting stunned

I just keep telling you my eyes sore
I end up ignoring u whats that for
couldn't keep up I just wanted more
im just tryna talk and you closed the door

tryna get u out my mind
tellin em that ill be fine
think I need to step outside
don't even know what I want remind me

so don't hang on when I let go
cause I wont listen when u say it all
and don't tell me that I hate ya
when I don't answer every time you call


@oneshotniko:
yah
your voice in my head
i dont know you enough to confess
im forgetting what comes first
do i love or am i just lonely

dont let me down slowly
would it hit softer if you hate me
maybe im just lazy
youre still clear while my eyes 've gone hazy

remind me + qlein + scrambl

"the guide to finding your home" 
aka; A hello to something new <3

Produced by Serena Liars
Vocals by sebstixns
Mixed and Mastered by Serena Liars
Started January 19th 2025 - Finished March 26th 2025 
140bpm Dmaj
Cover art done by Serena Liars and akuenstars

this was supposed to be a novel submission but they paused submissions at the time so I figured why not finish it LMAO

Lyrics:

sebastixns:
can you help me,
get out of here,
I'm losing, my sanity,
everything's weird

cause you're the most gorgeous person I've met in my life,
wanna be better for you I wanna be alright
I wish everything was different.
and we could go back in time
like yesterday

lost,
in time
the stars,
allign

I just wanna be better

was it a mistake
something I did
were going insane,
but I wanna live

the guide to finding your home (with sebstixns)

prod me, thank u for the verse scram <3 @oneshotniko

cross the line + scrambl

prod @zeromandia30414 + @idks3lfish

lyrics:
@me
u know i dont fw ur team 
got louis vuitton and margelia on me 
the silence is swallowing me 
its getting too loud i dont want it to be 
u told me that u had to leave 
its getting annoying ur playing w me 
n its getting harder to breathe 
cant tell left from right cuz i cant even see
i been going down u cant leave me hurting now
even if were falling out its way too loud in this crowd
im not going now u cant leave me falling down 
everything is burning now its way too loud in this crowd

@trustt
im the hero of a story that never happened
im a court jester in a mansion 
ima laugh when im passing
they wanna be me so bad
just tell me what u want
im hiding behind my mask
so dont take it serious
youre my drug music for fun
lifes a joke are you having fun?
youre my drug music for fun
life is a joke thats why i dont take it serious

serious ft trustt

prod me

theres some snakes up in that grass
go and test ur luck promise u wont last
yea they always tryna bite me - stalk my past
tryna fight me like id let u walk that path
talk behind my back but i hear it back
came a long way from crying in my drafts
came a long way i had to detach
yea u prob think u know me its a fucking mask

im where its at but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone

i dont believe shit
my idols arent real they only tweet shit
dont talk to me sweet it dont mean shit
get up off yo ass Stop subtweeting 🖕
whine about somebody then delete it by the evening
would u rather live or die for ur demons ?
u want a reaction ok. heres a reason
i dont owe a damn thing to u boy u leechin
i said my piece i go on ghost mode 

but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone

Test.Ur.Luck

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/65gWW5syaM2h3Zb1LfYoYP?si=YIWNap8uSDiuc4yx0F49dg

artwork by me, @camdenn and @aellzis
s//o @trustt and @hiisero for big inspo

lyrics:
i sacrificed every moment to be, just like you
and ive been way too dishonest to seem, just like you
i know i wont last long but i want to change
watch how the meaning gets lost, when i say ''okay''

(pre-drop)
oh, but i know, its true
i could never be like you
well i fell for you
biting more than i can chew
but i know, its true
i can never be like you
what a shattered view
tell me we wont split in 2

its been far too long
and fat too late
i like to stay alone
its okay, its okay
if more hours pass
imma go insane
just wanna fade away, its okay, its okay

cuz ive been acting too toxic
ive been way too annoying
tell me now its the time i say goodbye
ive been begging for something
in the end i got nothing
walk away with the fact i couldve died

how to become somebody else

real crzy

fun song for fun times
original https://soundcloud.com/lyn_u/deathwish
produced by me

lyrics:
im longing for the end, i dont wanna breathe ur air
and if i have to make a sacrifice dont sit & stare

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight

u kept ur friends and stayed the same i wonder what its like
i been holding onto nothing i just wanna feel alive
screaming at myself he wont answer when i cry
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i know what u want, i know what u
i know what u want, i know what u
i know what u want, i know what u
i know what u want, i know what u
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i dont need a reason bitch i been moving reckless
everyday i wake up with a target on my chest
they tell me its just a phase they tell me that ill regret this
i dont need a reason move like i got a deathwish
i look in the mirror i see a stranger
if i lost control of myself would it even change ya
eyes blacked out i got too used to the danger
if i tap out would they just write off my anger

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

deathwish /​fun mix​\

Afrolectric Nights

A Le Le

A soaring hyperpop anthem built on shimmering synths, glitchy textures, and pulsing bass, The Calling feels like a message from another world. It’s a track about being pulled toward something bigger than yourself—an unseen force, a destiny, a voice you can’t ignore. Both euphoric and haunting, it captures the rush of surrendering to that pull, letting it carry you into the unknown.

The Calling

https://trisonline.carrd.co/
@alwaysalasttime - emo project
@1tristastic - dubstep/edm
@trisoffline - digicore

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@nitecor3

self-prod unless stated otherwise

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