this song was the first time i used my high pitch and damn it wrecked my throat 😭 so yeah i ain’t singing like this again NO WAY!!!

prod. @neohnq

sorry about last night
i fell too fast
n-never seem to do right
now we both crashed
i always seem to blame myself
b-but i can’t act like someone else
why’d i get involved?
should’ve left u all alone
girl i led u on
never meant to do u wrong
i wanted this to work
but i couldn’t say the words
this ain’t what u deserve
all i ever did was hurt u.

and u kno i think sometimes
should've always treat u right
tbh you've been on my mind
i only want the best for u..
n i saw u in my dreams, hope it comes true
didn't realise how much i would miss u
i would trade anything js to kiss u
mayb in another life i'll get to see u
i'm still the same, haven't changed, no way
i've been on the run ever since that day
i js rlly hope ur ok..
you've been on my mind always..

sorry about last night
i fell too fast
n-never seem to do right
now we both crashed
i always seem to blame myself
b-but i can’t act like someone else
why’d i get involved?
should’ve left u all alone
girl i led u on
never meant to do u wrong
i wanted this to work
but i couldn’t say the words
this ain’t what u deserve
all i ever did was hurt u.

all i ever did was hurt u (prod. neohn)

Huge thanks to my amazing friends @adrienciel for the instrumental and @totheskylens for the mastering! <3

Lyrics:
(Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling it a lie
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
You know that this ain’t right,
Right,
Right...)

You say that
Acting like you don’t even care
You’re leaving for good
I swear this ain’t fair
What happened to “us”?
It was me and you together
Through whatever that the world throws
“Believe it, this is it”
Is that all you’ll say?
You can’t even look me in my face
Oh what a shame, is this really how it ends?

Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling this a lie
You said that we’d go on, until the day we die
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
Couldn’t look me in my face
When you told me your goodbye

I watched you walk away so easily, oh God
I lie awake, every night I think
About the fact that you are gone
And I can’t stay strong no more
There’s a gaping hole in my heart that I cannot fill
There’s nothing I want anymore
If I can’t have you then I guess I’ll have these pills

walk away (adrienciel)

HXROSHII TALKIN SHI' (BESTiECUH REMIX) [HBD HXROSHII]

Cause I know your lost...

w/ @less-thaan-3 & @ritsuzuki 
yuru dreams!

Lyrics:

[@drewalongtheglare]
It's bad enough, eventually you'll perish, and it's sad to know
I'm stuck watching you struggle, and it's hard to watch
Yeah, it's unbearable, the things you said to me
Wanna forget it all...

But I find it hard
I missed from the start
And yeah, it's doing me in
I can't even feel my lungs

While you hold your guard
Just give me some time
I'll guide you
'Cause I know ur lost

[@less-thaan-3]
yea its hard 2 watch when your leaving
everything you said was so decieving 
tried so hard not to need me
now my body's hanging from the ceiling

tryna see less
body wants to breathe in
tryna sleep in 
probably wanna forget

ive been sleepless
i dont wanna treat it
id rather stay inside my bed and skip the weekend

[@ritsuzuki]
sorry im a sobber
i want this to be over
no i cannot think alot
tell me what you're on about
why cant i just step down?
jump, and end it all
dont you know you're all that i wanted?
my hearts shattered, its broken
tell me, did i matter at all?

who am i, what am i?
i think that im lost
ill break the mirror i cant look at it right
ITS IN MY HEAD
its always my fault, like its always been

Hard To Watch w/ lessthan3 & ritsu (prod. drew)

Thanka Anka for the amazing Beanka 
@lintukoto 
@r1yy

Baby you lied
You lied to my face
You lied to me all the time
I thought that you changed
But baby you never tried

Baby you lie
All the time
'till my head starts spinning
My mind and my body
They can't deal with this
I find it kind of funny how much my heart is still missing
-you, but you don't care
Who the fuck am I kidding?

Who the fuck am I kidding?
I sit in this boat all alone
And it's sinking
I can feel the weight of the ocean thicken
Everytime I speak
It's like nobody listens

I wanted to die
And I wanted it fast
Look at my life
Baby it's just a mess
You're the one I turned to whenever I'm upset
I just need some rest (baby I can't catch a breath)

baby you lied (anka + riy)

~clumsy~
produced by @saykirani & mee..

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/77UcsxO6RKAJkKiDYtmmQM?si=L_1UBYKoTUa55RdEfpkbhA

i need more umamusume friends who’s ur favorite uma guys mine is super creek mwehehe

♡♡
so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk??
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk?
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

my puppet strings pull me back
still l find a way to u
with everything sinking down.,.
i could never lie to u (guess what this is referencing..)

so please will u hold me close?
go ahead, have ur way w/ me 
my brain used to hold me back
but nowadays i feel so free

fight until it's ovr liek an angel w a shotgun
for a sliver of ur lov i'll still find a way to catch up
idc if i hurts- just want to be the one for u

the one for uu
the one for u

just know i can't promise much
but i can swear that i'll try
i'm kind of clumsy,.. you know?
-so embarrassing i'll die ysfsdfgsgbxdf

no, u don't get to say
how i'll live my life
that's all for me to choose
that's all for me to choose
-& that's from me to uu

i wish i was smart enough like tachyon 𓃗
once a gifted child
now so mediocre

i can see it in their faces, they don't like me 
that's how it seems, anyway: they dislike me

ya "goodbye" got stuck in my throat
it's okay?
now i'm withering away in ur mind ,. 
oh god fuck no (ily back number))

the thought of it terrifies me
not much but i'm hanging on
i just want u right beside me
it's fucked up; no i can't move on

it's fucked up; no i can't move on
what'd u do to make me liek that?
it's fucked up; no i can't move on
all these days u treat me liek that?

but i can't help myself, i'll always come right back to u
it's not healthy but u tell me what i need to do

so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk??
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk?
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

my puppet strings pull me back
still l find a way to u
with everything sinking down;
i could never lie to u

so please will u hold me close?
go ahead, have ur way w/ me 
my own brain used to hold me back
but nowadays i feel so free

linktr.ee/elixioo

clumsy (kirani + me)

#yandere #lilac #lovbug #miraie #winter

disc: @bonka128 
me: @drugs0951

all socials in the bio

re:incarnation

~lift my bangs~
@lintukoto

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/4J4VN0ylZ8qFEuSrmgn2MZ?si=RSyCsQYsQYanhdB5CfxGlw

heyhihihi what's up ty for all of the love recently it's been really motivating.. (..kind of overwhelming too but in a good way) so let's all have a good upcoming autumn ૮ • ﻌ - ა

♡♡
would u tell me that u love me even if i'm kind of awkward?
it's so hard to say goodbye i don't wanna make this hurt that bad

u say i care too much?
well obv it wasn't enough
hoping u don't call my bluff
fuck it don't add no fluff 

u 
like u never realized 
my true feelings
ig that's not ur fault cos

i'm just so terrified
scared of that look in ur eyes
promise me that you'll be alright
still.. i'm hoping to rely on the lies

so you sweep my bangs
& touch my forehead
cos i'm feeling kind of hot

so i rest my head
in both my, my palms
and admire from afar
admire from afar

it's so frustrating that u 
never just never just never just notice

but i'm too scared to say .. so
i'll just stay like this until u come home 

I've been in bed all day
overthinking every word i say
i'm sry, u just can't relate
just wna sit outside w/ the rain

u say i care too much
..well obv it wasn't enough
hoping u don't call my bluff
fuck it don't add no fluff 

you called it bittersweet
there's no need for talk like that
just say it how it is
it'll hurt but i like it like that

u say i care too much
..well obv it wasn't enough
hoping u don't call my bluff
fuck it don't add no fluff 

so you sweep my bangs
& touch my forehead
cos i'm feeling kind of hot

so i rest my head
in both my, my palms
and admire from afar
admire from afar

it's so frustrating that u 
never just never just never just notice

but i'm too scared to say .. so
i'll just stay like this until u come home 
linktr.ee/elixioo

lift my bangs (anka)

thx so much for 100 followers! more stuff coming otw:P
beat by @moz-103259352

(baby girl know im sorry
i been chasin bags i been chasin money
tell me how did i mess it up again?
tell me how did i break ur trust again?)

i apologise
i tried a thousand times
i did a thousand things wrong
told a thousand lies
and now my baby is gone
all i do is cry
and now im writing these songs
about you & i

felt like suicide
i made her move aside
and now i cant move on
yeah i know ur right
and i cant go on
yeah im stuck inside
did 2 many wrongs that i couldnt right

she was all that i had
now i cant go back
wish i could take back
all the things that i said
u made me feel things tht i didnt know i could
wish i said the things that i always knew i shld
now im back here again on my own
now im back here again all alone
i dont need noone
ill do it all by myself i dont need noone


on my own (moz)

@hartfxlt @6vesta @dinosaurslover @rewind214
ty for 700 followers !! 

EverythingUnsaid 10/3

dwelling w/ vesta (dinosaur + rewind)

this song was the first time i used my high pitch and damn it wrecked my throat 😭 
so yeah i ain’t singing like this again NO WAY!!!

feat by @1xene
prod by @0shimamura

Lyrics:

@trustohm
Stay, don’t go
Rain runs slow
Tears still fall
I lose it all

Cold, I wait
Dark, I break
Call your name
Not the same
2x

I don't know what you want
But I can do it for you
I want you to come back
If you hear me, I love you
love you, love you, love you

You left me alone
I don't know why
Why you hurt me
I don't know why
I'm sorry
I'm really sorry
But you go 

@1xene
Yeah the stars align, and you still don't care
You play these games, it's so unfair
Like, what do you wan't?
Do you want me to rot?
Do you want me to cry?
Do you want me to die?

It's hard to maintain things we wanna leave in the past
It can't remain, as the love we once used to have
Things are changing, I no longer reach for your hand
But I still think about the things that you said
Tell me, baby, if I'm overstepping
Tell me, baby, if I'm ever overreacting
All I ever got from you, were lessons
Tried my best
But I still fucked up

stay w/ xene (prod. shimamura)

trustohm

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