Upperclassman

it was never like that
@prodbyjoshwa

strolling down rolling down 
my windows, blow smoke air it out
do u hear that whats that sound
we just riding downtown
looking for shit we never found
feeling stuck, feeling bound
guess we gotta go and 

walk away with u, that aint a new fact
say u love me but we know its never like that

looking for some love then u better go n find that
theres no way that im getting all my time back 

times i spent with u, it aint like that
im so fucking sick n tired of getting sidetracked
and i got my own time u cant even fight that
i cant be a model, i cant be a nice act

phone on dnd i cant deal with hell
i dont want u anymore dont hit my cell
i said fuck u hope u doing well
now its not no time for clues this aint show and tell

and im not one to look up to
so dont act like im above u
ive been dealing with this shit its enough to
feel like i did this all for none

sidetracked (joshwa)

produced by @rpsu & John Roseboro

cover art by me

//lyrics

(scruff)
aint it funny we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter
i dont deserve it at all
look at me learning n all
i wouldnt purposely call
baby come my way
i can see your essence
dont know what to say
i got the message
baby just stay

(kaido)
would it hurt you to smile more
im hurting,
i want you,
and im fucking nervous
I act like an asshole
its like i deserve
i need your emotions
cus why cant i feel a damn thing

(scruff)
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter

(kaido)
i think its funny you loathe 
i think im falling in luv 
and youre sewing me up
if u wanted me down , then you got it
(scruff)
its good to be honest
baby you dont even want it oh
if you need some confidence then im fucking on it oh
you dropped your heart a mile away and i caught it oh
(kaido)
why the fuck im face down 
think i lost it all
you dropped your heart a mile away and i lost it
i dont give a fuck about the price or what the cost is
ive been laying in my bed im feeling heartless

(scruff)
aint it funny we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter-
we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter

ty for all the support i love u all :)))

also with @1kaido

sdfgdsfg

liar w/ kaido [p. adrien + john roseboro]

produced by sai

//Lyrics

{harmonic moaning}

I wont die young
you coulda told me
but now i look dumb
please
hold me back im stunned
i keep my goals in tact cus i know I can do it all jus for fun
I saw your fists so i pulled up with a gun
this not my time yet im not done
i keep walkin around like I won
and i wont care anymore in a month
I rlly like her
you wouldnt know that
I could be nicer
you couldnt hold back
ur not a fighter
I wasnt told that
your just a liar
whos that bitch that started this fire
wait just leave me alone im tired
ooooohhhh
im always under fire
please just leave me alone im tired once again

{harmonic moaning}

im honest with you oh
so where did i go wrong
can you point it out for me
you open your lips all i see is insecurities oh
i
hate it
im nauseous
and im anxious
sh*t ill be honest
oooohhh
tell me your coming inside
tell me ur gonna abide
tell me that its a disguise
tell me bout the look in ur eyes

dun du dun dun dun du dun dun du du du dun dunnnn x2

I wont die young
you coulda told me
but now i look dumb
please
hold me back im stunned
i keep my goals in tact cus i know I can do it all jus for fun
I saw your fists so i pulled up with a gun
this not my time yet im not done
i keep walkin around like I won
and i wont care anymore in a month
I rlly like her
you wouldnt know that
I could be nicer
you couldnt hold back
ur not a fighter
I wasnt told that
your just a liar
whos that bitch that started this fire
wait just leave me alone im tired
ooooohhhh
im always under fire
please just leave me alone im tired once again

mix by nylan

tired

tired [p. sai]

idrc bout what u say now
@1endie @prodbyjoshwa

i dont want ur love or affection
i dont want ur words i dont even want a mention, nah nah
you think that this shit is worth the effort?
whats the chance of going back? bitch, never!

sick and nauseous im telling tht ur desperate
im just chilling i just do things for the hell of it
and u fucked me up aint no tellin it
why should i bend? u cant do the shit i can

do, mental, all the hell i been thru
been good, been bad, bitch i do not need u
everything u do, makes me wanna go and leave u
u think ur filled w secrets but u see-thru

@1endie:
nah i done fucked it up
plug pulled up he came in clutch
me n tsu finna run it up
and yall fell off cause yall fuckin s-
get out 
and i made some new friends on the way
but i cant say we gon keep in touch
couldnt give a fuck bout what you say
cause they cant really fuck with us

back it up
no feelings
its so hard to keep dealing with
everything thats going on
with your life
i cant keep up
cause it seems to be 
the calm before the storm

para ti w/ endie (joshwa)

mental

reef

mental spotify

produced by nicopatty @nicopatty & soma @prodsoma
mixed & mastered by me

released under Loveshock @loveshockrecords

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

lyrics:
these eyes on me just staring me down 
they pretend like they know who i am
but i’m not the person i used to be
and i’ll never look back on with grief

endured all your pain
but i never want to see your faces again
they all laughed and stared at me
fingers pointed and always ashamed
always anxious
always fearing what’s ahead
but i’ll never heed your words of defeat
who i am doesn’t matter to me  

i apologize for not failing now
guess i’m not as weak as you thought i’d be
i’ve ignored it for so long, all your doubts
all just paperweight, the shit that you said

these eyes on me just staring me down 
they pretend like they know who i am
but i’m not the person i used to be
and i’ll never look back on with grief
the years i spent just wasted on 
what you could never change
it still hurts inside what you forced in me 
and i fucking hate that now you just stare 

watching me, my every move
just waiting in the dark
for me to fall down asleep
awaiting till i’m weak 
all i wanted was to be left alone 
but it was never enough for you
you wanted more when i had naught
but it was never enough for you
you wanted more when i had naught

Lines of Death

hate how you stare (Prod. Nicopatty & Soma)

#psr

prod me and nico :)
cover art by @cuttle_bone on twitter 🤍
featuring 
@maxrrss
@1spoder
@nicopatty

[seph]
i just cant win
we're looking for something
but nothing at all
you throw me in the bin
like there aint no discussion 
dont get it at all.

tell me what you want 
i'll understand now
i keep that blueprint in my hand
like im the man now
sometimes i just do too much to stand out
but all i see is you across the room

[maxrrss]
tell me what your needing and ill give that , i promise
sat across the room but it still feels like, i'm falling
i dont need your help
pills took off the shelf
wish i didnt dwell
your burning every cell

[maxrrss & seph]
just tell me what you want now 
don’t know why 
you wanna talk now
cant you tell me 
what you’re all about
there’s something crazy 
when it’s not loud 

[spoder]
oh one two, show your moves
the search for something new
feeling like you've fallen
cmon, show me whatchu can do

i'll step down, i'm sorry
if i liked you then i'd say it prolly
go down n harm me
you were nothing but a blatant copy
a blantant copy
i said my sorries

[nicopatty]
ay like what is new
every time we do this we go in circles
like tell me what's new
i don't kno ur deal, dont understand u
ay like what is new
gave you everything yet i dont know u
yet i dont know u
cuz in the end u have to

tell me what you want 
i'll understand now
i got that blueprint in my hand
like im the man now
sometimes i just do too much to stand out
but all i see is you across the room

you w/ max ruben, spoder & nicopatty

new age
prod. tsuyunoshi

im tired of trying to figure me out
it comes around, tired of feelings things are useless for now
pent up aggression, from the lack of self expression
and a speck of love is heaven to me

running in circles to think for urself
and im panicking to keep u compelled
i could waste my time tryna think of lies
actions have their karma, and im digging out my prize

why cant you speak for yourself
you’re always begging for help
ur issues make u fall like a house of cards
i never speak for myself
i’m always begging for help
my issues make me fall like a house of cards

lately it’s so overwhelming
eyes been bleeding, tearing up
feeling held back, my hands been cuffed
in a rut, i’ve just been stuck

ran out of fallbacks and escape plans
my pride slips away from my frail hands

house of cards

first beat me
second beat @prod_pk
3rd me n @prod_pk
march 2nd

white house

ok im back

https://www.gate.fm/eP9CVu3IT

prod tsuyunoshi
mixed, mastered by tsuyunoshi + @mijaru
all performances by tsuyunoshi

the air is different when i been standing next to you
when the heels click down, we take a dance, and we go let loose
i’m not too used to the feeling of infatuation
back of my head’s been telling that i’m really craving it

and then i said

stay tonight
a kiss goodnight
in the spur of the moment
wont you come hold me?
all the lights make me feel alive

its the first time that you ever felt like this
its the first time that im ever held like this
the party’s over, but we’ve been waiting for a chance to live

tryna head back but i dont wanna leave you behind
i see the tears in your eyes when you said goodbye
can i keep you close for this moment in time

can i ask you again?

spur of the moment

if u got a problem we could get it sorted
these boys big informants
tellin

if u got a problem we could get it sorted
these boys big informants
playing law n order

i got drank by da liter
oh we got bank n hella cake 
den she a soul eater
like wat u think this is
you'd get spanked ya dig
im in a tank the highest rank
it ain no taking this

aye fb show me a few hunnid
he said he was thumbing
dropped da seal that boy was runnin
doing me whoever said i wasnt got it coming
been up in the mix im talking shit
jus like we plumbin huh

like a plumber huh 
50 round sticks 
we gon need a fat drummer huh
promethazine piss 
yo im sippin yellow thunder huh
opps dum as shit 
i cant beef w dumb and dumber huh
she love givin brain eating hearts
jeffrey dahmer huh
hoe dont drop that dun dun dun
his ass smokin womp womp womp
keep dat fuckin pump

are u kiddin me no like are u kidding me
cuz u my mini me, ak in vicinity
xd on me came infinity
he sippin robitussin boy dats not a remedy
and in a race bet the president would bid on me
cuz im da president u crackas lookin bittersweet
half a decade and dem crackers aint get rid of me
how u overdraft cash can u riddle me
and im a rockstar i ain losing energy
hoe got my name tatted but she ain no kin to me

aye back home they said this flow getting boring
sippin wockhardt bitch ill be hi till the morning
my new car foreign n my hoe too
designer mix n matching in the trap they call me pro tools
im damn near a master in the trap they call me pro tools
he dont want no cancer hold him back cuz boy ill smoke u

law prod jconthetrack

Hell To The Yes!

@ericdoa
https://soundcloud.com/ericdoa/kickstand

ericdoa - kickstand (bossa nova remix)

performed and produced by me

lyrics:
i don’t have much to say, im breaking into pieces
i say im straight with you but i think there’s too much and im just reaching
i don’t have much to say, im breaking into pieces
i try to focus on myself but you’re up on my recent

(huh) i’m too far gone, you know that
dont touch the wheel, i might crash
too much i got on my hands
i think i treat you like trash

yea but what i know that is for sure
im not needy but i know that you’re the cure
im fucking up at every turn
i don’t know how this can possibly get worse for me

(you know it’s hard for me to be
i’m sticking around you’re not messing with me
i’m afraid of losing all your company)

i don’t have much to say, im breaking into pieces
i say im straight with you but i think there’s too much and im just reaching
i don’t have much to say, im breaking into pieces
i try to focus on myself but you’re up on my recent

(this guy’s cooked)
i got your number i know
just can’t reach out, my minds closed
i guess i can just mind my own

i just don’t want to seem like a lot
im eager to call but
seeing you on has my mind in shambles
hearts beating a lot, my room feels so hot
i need to relax, im so indecisive 
you’re throwing me off i can’t read your signs
i wish i can just read through your beautiful brown eyes
imagine how easy my live would be
if only there was just a way that-

i don’t have much to say, im breaking into pieces
i say im straight with you but i think there’s too much and im just reaching
i don’t have much to say, im breaking into pieces
i try to focus on myself but you’re up on my recent

reaching

@ria_chuelo
a letter to old friends, i miss you guys <3

i know the times been steady changing
whether it worked, its just up for all debating
old friends new friends, thats just how it is
im too neurotic, all my homies just tell me to live

momma said that all these people steady acting heinous
truth be told dgaf bout miscalleneous 
i'm sorry when the trust starts fading
ain't no chance that i really coulda saved it

i don't give a fuck now, i sit back and laugh (shoutout @ericdoa)
kids could say whatever they want, i let it pass
theyre saying i'm a mess, but i think it's in the past
i'm moving forward lately, think i need a chance

i hate it when my jealousy's a tendency
what my mind is telling me, steady playing tricks on me
i'm doing fine, but envy gets in my mind  
and i've losing all my friends, i'm hopin i'll be alright

i tend to think of ways to make apologies
but the ego in my head is whats been stopping me 
if i could turn back time, we wouldn't be so apart
i miss the old days lately, wish i could restart

misc* (ria + tsuyunoshi)

prod by me and @nicopatty

is this something that u want
is this something that u need
yes I see u moving on
I can't feel my knees
no, I can't even breathe now
I can't even disagree how
I've
never been good for u
never been good for u
never been good for u
never been good for u
never been good for u

ups and downs
left and right
hold me close
hold me tight
this ain't something that u gotta go say
yes I promise that I'll find another way

so would you wait for me
is there something I don't see
would you wait for me
some things aren't meant to be

never been (nicopatty + deet)

@nicopatty
prod me

[deet]
yeahhh
i can feel your body on mine
hate it when i waste your time
you don't ever see the signs
tell me what's on ur mind
tell me what's on ur mind
tell me whhhaatttsss
(on ur mind)
tell me what's on ur mind
tell me whhhaatttsss
(on ur mind)

tell tell
tell me what's in between us
i don't like your demeanor
yea u got me hot like a fever
barely even start and u wanna count me out
i been working hard and u wanna put me down
show me what's in your heart you've gone
cold on me

i can feel your body on mine
hate it when i waste your time
you don't ever see the signs
tell me what's on ur mind
tell me what's on ur mind
tell me whhhaatttsss
(on ur mind)
tell me what's on ur mind
tell me whhhaatttsss
(on ur mind)

[nico]
i can tell ur afraid
it's getting intimate, ur body on my waist
ya, i'm enjoyin the chase
i can see u've been lookin my wayyyyuh

if i open my doors again
i'm afraid u'll betray me n i won't kno when
ur so close i can feel ur skin
i can say everythin but u don't listen

[nico & deet]
if i open my doors again
tell me what's in between us
i'm afraid u'll betray me n i won't kno when
i don't like your demeanor
ur so close i can feel ur skin
tell me what's in between us
i can say everythin but u don't listen
yea u got me hot like a fever

(i can feel your body on mine)
(hate it when i waste your time)
(you don't ever see the signs)
(tell me what's on ur mind)

[deet]
yea yea
if u had the chance would u make it right?
if u had a choice would u tell that lie?
if i had a choice i'd...
not wanna say a thing
not wanna know your name
show me what's in your heart you've gone
cold on me

i can feel your body on mine
hate it when i waste your time
you don't ever see the signs
tell me what's on ur mind
tell me what's on ur mind
tell me whhhaatttsss
(on ur mind)
tell me what's on ur mind
tell me whhhaatttsss
(on ur mind)

on ur mind w/ nicopatty

Welcome to the musical story of my life! <3

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