uk garage my drilla

*yo run up ig pls thank u ily*
https://www.instagram.com/redhxrse

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/headphones-2

idk what all this lyrical personal shit means go ask an english teacher or something-

verse 1
i just wanna have a talk
about how selfish i am
about how little of a man i’ve become
and you say there’s no rules
tell that to my mum and dad
cos their answers won’t be just for fun

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

verse 2
now i see myself decaying
why am i relishing in it though
i guess routines have their way around me
i feel these emotions fading
cut ties with everyone i know
can’t keep a convo cos noone feels real

verse 3
((rappity raprap))
eyes on my back i keep watching
they all wanna see me lose but i keep winning
do this shit solo don’t need nobody’s help
if u ain’t fuck w me i can only wish u well
say i ain’t normal when they wish they were weirdos
why i needa follow rules i ain’t got nothing to fear for
maybe this ego’s why i’m here tho

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

outro

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stream the mf song

it's for the best, i’m sorry
@prodbyjoshwa
mixed, mastered, recorded and engineered by me, production (and lovely beet) by joshwa 

SHOUTOUT @ericdoa U BEAUTIFUL MF THANK U SM

yeah, with the bag i got my groove in
life been different cuz everything been movin
lookin back at myself cuz ive been stupid
thinking about the things that were useless

yuh, and its all ur fault, tear your pictures from your wall
and you’re wasting all your texts and calls
but ur the one who fucked up 
cuz u know i tried to duck but u never listened :(

and i know baby u dont wanna end it tonight
but u always tryna fuck it up, u picking a fight >:(
u getting desperate, defensive, like, u wasting ur life
but im telling u, we dont need it
u getting poisonous and toxic, its blowing my mind
i assure u, i dont need it, cant u just see the signs?
always wished for the best, thought we would be fine 
so im tellin u, we dont need it

we dont need it
so im tellin u

its getting ridiculous, u getting so meticulous
tryna break it down, but what u got was dissonance
sick and vigilant but u aint used to getting shit
out of ur head, up and stuck im feeling villainous

words of innocence, u drinking ur so bibulous uh
swift and nimble with ur thoughts that u jus race out ur tongue
twisted vigilance ur thoughts brought out from synthesis
tired of getting fucked up think im getting sick of it

thats how the story goes
cant do anything about it
i just doubt it

we don't need it (joshwa)

idrc bout what u say now
@1endie @prodbyjoshwa

i dont want ur love or affection
i dont want ur words i dont even want a mention, nah nah
you think that this shit is worth the effort?
whats the chance of going back? bitch, never!

sick and nauseous im telling tht ur desperate
im just chilling i just do things for the hell of it
and u fucked me up aint no tellin it
why should i bend? u cant do the shit i can

do, mental, all the hell i been thru
been good, been bad, bitch i do not need u
everything u do, makes me wanna go and leave u
u think ur filled w secrets but u see-thru

@1endie:
nah i done fucked it up
plug pulled up he came in clutch
me n tsu finna run it up
and yall fell off cause yall fuckin s-
get out 
and i made some new friends on the way
but i cant say we gon keep in touch
couldnt give a fuck bout what you say
cause they cant really fuck with us

back it up
no feelings
its so hard to keep dealing with
everything thats going on
with your life
i cant keep up
cause it seems to be 
the calm before the storm

para ti w/ endie (joshwa)

verses in order
@vaeo-music
@yaki_a01
@rouri404
@cbrtrash
@bhertuy
@tsuyunoshi
@captain_morg
@dead4cf
@k0a
@lolydkm
@dylanlongworth
@1maxime
@sudbath
@polar333

im done (capcort)

i see right thru ur disguise
@prodbyjoshwa 

mixed by tsuyunoshi + joshwa
mastered by tsuyunoshi
engineered by tsuyunoshi + joshwa
produced by joshwa

may 15 - https://ffm.to/showandtell

shoutouts to @starfallxo big ups twin

lyrics:
and my mama said stay true to urself
leave the fake ones in the dust, all by theirselves 
got like all my friends, u dont need anyone else
baby u dont need to go thru hell

think about it for a minute again
gotta feel those words that’s been stuck in ur head
and i leave unread when i see ur texts
i got better things to do than that

u just want attention for urself
and ur playing all ur games like its show and tell
lying to me like bitch, think i couldnt tell?
back n forth that we been thru hell, aint been doin well, so im feelin like

fuck that, i don’t like u like that
tired of getting sidetracked, like u? i denied that 
baby i said

tryna get myself out this place
cuz im steady thinkin feelin im out of place
and im puzzled in the head stuck in a maze
and i need to get my bread, i dont wanna stay here

on god babe i know whats up
and i know it sucks
feeling like ur always stuck

baby i dont wanna hear ur friends tryna chatter about me
i dont rly care if ur mad at me

STREAM

show and tell (joshwa)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/dpf1/no-lie-feat-lyrah

prod: @saiwai
mixed: @lyrahhs 
master: @v3dh

my socials :)
https://www.instagram.com/dpf.1215/
https://twitter.com/dpf1215

lyrah:
https://www.instagram.com/lyrahhs/
https://twitter.com/lyrahhs

@dpf617:
no lie girl ive been feeling left out
@dialt0ne up so im feeling like the best now
no lie girl ive been feeling stressed out
gang ride deep you dont wanna make a mess now
aint conceited but i feel like the shit
different color diamonds on my neck im that nigga
#1 figure, tryna question if its worth it so my feelings they linger
balenciaga steppin fly as fuck for a singer 

@lyrahhs:
im disappointed (yeah, aye) and that’s no lie
im stressed the fuck out and you make me cry
like the other boys you dated I got no time
to spend with you cause’ I’m anxious just to call you mine
im disappointed (yeah, aye) and that’s no lie
im stressed the fuck out and you make me cry
like the other boys you dated I got no time
to spend with you cause’ I’m anxious just to call you mine

@dpf617: 
(yeah, oh) 
i find it funny that u hate when im talkin about myself
you always tell me vent but really u the problem 
disappointed, i cant even lie its okay though
young and we dumb we just tryna find a way though
think ur just like me, and thats whats pissin u off
so i know how u think, n the way that u talk 
but i cant ever change u, wish i could rename u 
i hate u, to be honest it leaves me 

@lyrahhs:
im disappointed (yeah, aye) and that’s no lie
im stressed the fuck out and you make me cry
like the other boys you dated I got no time
to spend with you cause’ I’m anxious just to call you mine
im disappointed (yeah, aye) and that’s no lie
im stressed the fuck out and you make me cry
like the other boys you dated I got no time
to spend with you cause’ I’m anxious just to call you mine

baby, can you tell me why you’re not in the mood?
is it something that I did or is it something I do?
i can think of plenty reasons why, like I catch flights almost every night
but we can’t just ignore all of the times that you’re rude
like you hating me and breaking me, I’ve always been used
and i feel so empty and that is why 
and I’m not gone and I said no goodbyes 

@dpf617:
no lie girl ive been feeling left out
@dialt0ne up so im feeling like the best now
no lie girl ive been feeling stressed out
gang ride deep you dont wanna make a mess now
aint conceited but i feel like the shit
different color diamonds on my neck im that nigga
#1 figure, tryna question if its worth it so my feelings they linger
balenciaga steppin fly as fuck for a singer 

@lyrahhs:
im disappointed (yeah, aye) and that’s no lie
im stressed the fuck out and you make me cry
like the other boys you dated I got no time
to spend with you cause’ I’m anxious just to call you mine
im disappointed (yeah, aye) and that’s no lie
im stressed the fuck out and you make me cry
like the other boys you dated I got no time
to spend with you cause’ I’m anxious just to call you mine

stream everywhere!

no lie w/ lyrah (sai)

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

LYRICS:

Hit me with I told you so
But you’d never leave or ever listen
Pray to god on my knees
I’m in need of premonitions
Im finding my keys but I know I won’t find what I need

They said
You were toxic they’re right on
Makes sense
I’m only there when the lights off
I can’t
Get my stuff from your house
Cuz you
Stole my favorite sweatshirt tonight 

I make things up in my head
Yeah I’m sorry if I did
I project all of my fears
And end up with no friends
A new direction
I try deflecting

Thousands of tears
And all the blood that I’ve shed
Seems to go to waste
When I get back in bed
Because I haven’t done much
I’m almost out of luck
What did I do with all these years

I cower in silence
Cuz it’s so loud
Drown out my thoughts
With all this sound
If I died now
Would you text back
If I cried how
Would you react

They said
You were toxic they’re right on
Makes sense
I’m only there when the lights off
I can’t
Get my stuff from your house
Cuz you
Stole my favorite sweatshirt tonight 

Prod. drmabeats

Premonitions

kill you first w/rouri404 (joshwa) [2021]

'90s videogame soundtrack
+fellow villagers @oroahh, @scrufff
+additional guitars from @billsburyjoeboi

stream on all platforms: https://ffm.to/charmerr

song abt extroverts n small-talk enthusiasts - i still dk how tf they do that socialising shit

.

INTRO.

roah's verse 0:
who are these ghosts in my room?
they don't even care bout you...
they don't even-

talk…
i have to do this now! (nownow)
i can’t get out free this time,
imma leave with a sliver of doubt... (doubt doubt)
start talking till your brain gets fried! (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)
(run)
but nobody listens to you, (run?)
broke bones, then you left me beat and bruised! (run!)
bled out, split my heart in two... (RUN!)
now i'm just another ghost inside my room.

now run away
can't even stop
don't even speak here, we cant get along
now stay awake,
ya i'm not that strong.
i know that i can't live like this,
can't stall...

run- run- way-
can't even sto-
(you split my heart)
don't even speak here we cant get along -long
(im bleeding out)
now stay awake
ya i'm not that strong
(i can’t even talk noo)
i know that i can't live like this
can't stall
(they werent even listening from the start)

red's bridge:
and it's too late now,
it's way too late...
it's the last straw now,
i can't be saved.
if only u were here?
i'd be okay.
if only i had your charm?
i'd be okay........

.

MAIN.

crazyass refrain:
“know by now i'm not a ppls’ man”
repeat

(ayo cut the bs)

verse 1:
paradox when i think about u
just wanna get violent when i think about u
rude to stare but i don't rly care
ur the cause of my problems but now i’m the fool? (wtf)

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man" now w scruff harmonically moaning WWWWWW

scruff's verse 2 (HE FUCKING KILLED IT UGHHHH):
so, understand that i'm on again
say imma make him do the runnin' man
imma make sure that i win again
but i might just be onto something, new
i just wanna be something to you
pitchforks when i'm outside
i want a clean morgue when i die
i wanna see more with my eyes

verse 3 (back2me):
hate the thought of talking to someone like me
and i tell the therapist its more than anxiety !'?*'never taken therapy lmao
always the one to make the second moves
boutta run out of self-worth real soon
rely on me to always fuck it up
god i'm so done this life shit just ain't no fun
never hesitate to wait till its way too late
something wrong w me but i know i’ll just run

*redhorse pro producer tag omg*

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing #)£!?* nah dis is deep istg
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up (=`{ literally me fr
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man"
repeat

https://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/Charm_(move)

charmer

charmer, +roah, scruff

shoutout that one canadian guy that sounds like he's from minnesota @johnnyfriend
shoutout @meantyyy (so underated)
fun pop song i made about a breakup :(

[mosh]
they just got me locked in a haven
i dont like this bitch, i dont wan be famous
i like you girl, yeah u are so gracious
every time i see you bitch i wanna make up

make up i dont want no fake love, yeah
hate us, girl you really fucked up, yeah
had enough of you bitch and im really above ya
i know, i know i will never trust ya

[meanty]
i feel the hatred
im breaking
what do u want from me?
all u want is honesty
i try to find my inner self
but all these things ain't going well
im feeling messed up
im running out of luck
i gave u my all
but u just made me fall
u treat me like a wannabe
but i know ur not fond of me
i know that ur just sick of me
it hurts inside it makes me weep

[mosh]
they just got me locked in a haven
i dont like this bitch, i dont wan be famous
i like you girl, yeah u are so gracious
every time i see you bitch i wanna make up

make up, i wanna make up

make up, i wanna make up

oooooooooo

wanna make up..

outro.

thanks for listening<3

haven 🌸 w/ meanty (johnnyfriend)

thanku4everything
fun lil pop song prod @siemspark + @fortuneswan

im thankful for every one of u

lyrics

i wanna be on the dancefloor
and go home with you
already know you're a damn whore
but i'll see it through x2

wait till ur right here by my side
when im with u i feel alive
i cannot stand to see u cry
(cryyyyy)

but you!
been playing with my heart for a minute now
been running it up, i wanna finish now
oh without you im never fking proud

i wanna be on the dancefloor
and go home with you
already know you're a damn whore
but i'll see it through x2

outro singing

slowed n reverb ending

done.
ty4e (soon)

we don't need it (joshwa)

tsuyunoshi

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