sky-is-the-limit-💚.mp3

Real Feels

Painful searing headaches
Wonder what heaven takes
Crying over heartbreak
Laughing when my heart ache


I'm losing my mind
Dying inside
Don't know if I
Can be alive

Mind hallucinating
And I find it so frustrating
Happiness rejuvenating
As I follow heart pulsating

On the brink of happiness
But on the edge of sad as well
Yet, I still walk around and not a single person tell

Warping through dimension
On my mind only ascension
Fucked it up with inattention
Welcome to your intervention

Anxious thoughts plague my mind
Nerves destroy what's inside
Try my best, you demonize
No clue how to empathize

And now the circles under my eyelids
Getting darker as I sing 
I don't where this is going 
Or what tomorrow brings 
I'm haunted by my past 
Not sure if this'll last 
Is this all just temporary
Are u even listening

To any words that I'm saying? 
While I'm lost and decaying 
Fuck it I'll just push it to the side
The top is mine for the taking, ay 

I’m sick of staring at my ceiling 
Contemplating feelings 
Locked inside my head 
All my demons are revealing

Painful searing headaches
Wonder what heaven takes
Crying over heartbreak
Laughing when my heart ache


I'm losing my mind
Dying inside
Don't know if I
Can be alive

follow demxntia

migraines - ft. demxntia (prod. demxntia)

See me flying in the air
Give to me a glaring stare
Gliding off without a care
Reborn, I’m feeling so aware

Cannot take anymore, demons walked me out the door
Acted with valor, sped yourself towards further implore
Nothing ever ends, non-stop ‘til it begins
I find I’m haunted by my sins, realize the lesson lies within

The days I think I’m closer are farther away
I just cannot wait, I don’t want life today
So I throw it away, yeah, I throw it away
As I empty my consciousness into the gray

I’m living and learning, and never forgetting
The truth is facading, I find it upsetting
They say all the things that they end up regretting
Spreading the hate til they end up resetting

You’ll see me on the tv,
I know then you’ll believe me
I’m gone and you can’t see me
You fucked it all up really

See me flying in the air
Give to me a glaring stare
Gliding off without a care
Reborn, I’m feeling so aware

Cannot take anymore, demons walked me out the door
Acted with valor, sped yourself towards further implore
Nothing ever ends, non-stop ‘til it begins
I find I’m haunted by my sins, realize the lesson lies within

follow fiftysix

live and learn (prod. fiftysix)

Photo Credit: https://www.deviantart.com/yattamigeru <3
Lyrics:
I be out here catching flights you gonna watch me soar
Fans all in my DMs and they begging me for more
Music saved my life when death was knocking on the door
Know the future holds my dreams i know theres more in store

i just spent a rack on some shoes
yall been know my name comin thru
spendin all my time in the stu
climbing to the top im self produced

Comin up concerned bout the money
Now im gettin all this cash and life is sweeter than honey
Im rockin hard, i go dummy, you know it aint even funny
And all these girls be double trouble when they all wanna fuck me

Workin on my shit im making beats
Now you hear my shit out in the streets
People bump my music all on me
Now i rock margiela on my feet

You gon watch me soar dude
Believe that you can soar too

I be out here catching flights you gonna watch me soar
Fans all in my DMs and they begging me for more
Music saved my life when death was knocking on the door
Know the future holds my dreams i know theres more in store

i just spent a rack on some shoes
yall been know my name comin thru
spendin all my time in the stu
climbing to the top im self produced

Get up out my way im goin hard as fuck
Drink some UV down im finna party up
Ya boi is wilin out ya what the fuck is up
Livin just like larry i cant get enough

We're faced with choices everything will be okay
Wake up in the morning and you'll see another day
Hold on to the hope you got you'll find another way
And then you'll soar this shit is true just like i say

You gon watch me soar dude
Believe that you can soar too

soar

lil xtra - different (slowed)

sick (prodheartjunkie)

@syndrome-beats

Never gonna stop
Climbing to the top
Even when I flop
When I wanna swap
Cannot let it drop

Vision that I see
Sit so perfectly
Know they will agree
Only you and me
In our reality

Printing out the counterfeit
And talking like a hypocrite
But we know what they commit
Is destined for a dark summit

Echoes calling to my ear
But I know their insincere
Objects not as they appear
Only try to interfere

Always find myself alone
They don’t when I’ll be home

And I
Will always be by your side
Until the day I die
I’ll tell you why
Out of time

All of our morality
Leading to finality
Reaching the mortality
Only a formality

But I wanna be
Floating in a sea
Cut ties, set me free
Endless eternity

Always falling down
Don’t keep me around
Sideways turning frown
I won’t make a sound

They wanna see me die
But I’m gonna fly
Wings set to the sky
All I’ll do is try

Don’t leave me alone
I can’t let go

And I
Will always be by your side
Until the day I die
I’ll tell you why
Out of time

trouble music video

out of time (prod. syndrome)

produced by soundcloud.com/caspr

lyrics
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calling ur name out
inside of my dreams
wake up in a panic
its hard to stay sleep

i know i was distant
i should’ve been better
i could’ve been better

but i was getting worse
i keep on getting worse
leave me here to rot
inside this hearse
i call my bed

where do i go now
so lost & alone how
did i let this happen to me again(x2)

i been searching for something
but idk what that is
i feel sick

 collapsed in the hallway
i know ur tired of my ways
& i tried to change but
li’ll always be the same

sometimes i wonder
thru the rain & the thunder
what it would be like
to sleep 6 ft under the dirt

calling ur name out
inside of my dreams
wake up in a panic
its hard to stay sleep

produced by caspr

panic! [prod. caspr]

Take the life from me and
Slay my Valkyrie then 
You can drag me to hell if that’s what you want to do 
Now my fate is sealed no
Death on the battlefield so 
There is no heaven for me 
After what you put me through 
Last night I told myself that i was getting better 
Next thing I know outbreak now I’m in need of shelter 
Stuck in my room 
I am so sick of this shit I have nothing to do 
I am so done with fake friends calling out of the blue 
The world is ending that don’t mean i’ll spend it with you 
Don’t mean to be rude but that just what I do 
That’s just who I am,  all I did was work hard and stick to the plan 
Never negotiate I have demands  
 image of god but I’m only a man 
Take the life from me and
Slay my Valkyrie then 
You can drag me to hell if that’s what you want to do 
Now my fate is sealed no
Death on the battlefield so 
There is no heaven for me 
After what you put me through
There is no heaven for me 
There is no heaven for you 
There’s nothing for us to say
There nothing for us to do 
There is no heaven for you 
There is no heaven for me 
There’s nothing else I could do 
There’s no one else I could be 
What did you meant to me?
Sip lean in quarantine 
Codeine leaving my system  New mission- just fucking breath 
I wish that you’d fucking leave 
You sure took your fucking time 
I’m always numb as can be 
Been that way my whole life 
Now  the best is behind me 
Look to the sun but it’s blinding 
Pray to a god he might find me 
If he shows up tell that fucker come fight me 
Sick of living like a peasant 
Just kill me and take me to heaven 
Take the blade when she slays me I’m run through
Just to re-emerge under a blood moon  
Take the life from me and
Slay my Valkyrie then 
You can drag me to hell if that’s what you want to do 
Now my fate is sealed no
Death on the battlefield so 
There is no heaven for me 
After what you put me through

live and learn (prod. fiftysix)

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