i overthink everything i say so like yeah

lyrics:
fairy tales don’t always have a happy ending 
play pretend
and hope and pray it’s everlasting
sweet escape
my fears are running right beside me
looks like i’ve got no time to waste

head over heels
i was falling
didn’t pick up the signs
as they called me 
feeling the waves
as they’re crashing
down

when i said i was fine
i meant it
focus on the times
when i feel alive
i just wanna be the same
i want something real
i just wanna be the way i used to be
before the blasphemy
causing my entropy 
it must be bittersweet 
but 
i don’t know how to feel
i just want something 
real

hate my head
its a secret enemy
gave my best
best that i could be
got my head on sweet
used to kill myself
just a joke forever lasting
marry, kill
just gone fuck me in the end
just gone fuck me in the ending
marry, kill
just gone fuck me in the ending

when i said i was fine
i meant it
focus on the times
when i feel alive
i just wanna be the same
i want something real
i just wanna be the way i used to be
before the blasphemy
causing my entropy 
it must be bittersweet 
but 
i don’t know how to feel
i just want something 
real

bittersweet (ft. kissherguts)

beautiful track by https://soundcloud.com/dylanlongworth

dylan longworth - aerofoil (austyn remix)

produced by me

(lyrics)
when it comes crashing down, will you be there?
when it comes crashing down, will you be there?
and i know that it’s hard to forget
all the things that i said
but i promise it’ll be the last

time is fleeting, your world’s away
but i’ll be here to catch you when you fall, cause
when it comes crashing down, i’ll be there
when it comes crashing down, i’ll be there

when it comes crashing down, i’ll be there
when it comes crashing down, i’ll be there

crashing

opening 

written september 2021

lyrics
I guess I'm doing pretty well
For how much I hate myself 
I bet it'll pass pretty soon
let the storm roll by 
till my flowers have bloomed 

Feels like I'm running out of time 
but for the past 8 hours it's been 9
and I can't get in tune 
guess I'll wait it out 
till tomorrow afternoon 

Is it a waste to sit here waiting 
is it a waste to do
anything at all

and I wanna work but I'm too jaded 
and I guess all of it 
makes me feel so small 

I guess I'm doing pretty well 
Think I'm alright but I can't tell
I bet it'll pass pretty soon 
let the storm roll by till my flowers have bloomed 

Feels like I'm running out of time
but in about 8 hours ill be fine
and I can't get in tune 
guess I'll wait it out 
till tomorrow afternoon

bloom

instrument played by @TobiasFever

-
unkept - Why did I say that?

fell in love in '17
she was 14 and i was 15
i thought she was the one for me
but clearly that didn't work out, you see

and i been lonely for a while now
met another girl but we crashed and i lashed out
cos she accused me by saying that i beat her
i tried once more and she cheated
i ain't never felt more defeated and i
feel heartbroken but i'm still breathing
at least that heart is still beating
but i still told the bitch i'm not leaving

Why did I say that?
Why did I say that?
Why did I say that?
Why did I say that?
Why did I say that?
Why did I say that?
Why did I say that?
Why did I say that?

fell in love in '17
she was 14, i was 15
thought she was the one for me
but clearly that didn't work out, you see

why did i say that?

unkept - all the Turns that you never tossed

i know that i'm flawed, when i'm trying hard, i'll get something wrong
know i'm trying, i don't need your help, when i'm feeling lost
figuring it out, even if i'm not
cos i'm never late, no i lied
but i'm trying, it is all i got
i don't know you well, i just know your thoughts
i been cruising 95
speeding up, slowing down
go 95, 
think about,
all the turns that you never tossed
listen to me now, i don't want you much
i been thinking 'bout, all the things that we never met
when i loved, well i lied
...
but i did when you didnt
but i'm trying, it's all i got
i don't know you well, i just know your thoughts
i been cruising 95
speeding up, slowing down
go 95, 
think about,
all the turns that you never tossed

all the Turns that you never tossed

unkept - Rub my eyes

looked real for a moment
but it didn't last too long
cos when i woke up and i rubbed my eyes
he was gone

but i swear that he was next to me
for a second; a seconds long
as long as you make it
until it isn't gone

he looked real for a moment
but it didn't last too long
cos when i woke up and i rubbed my eyes
he was gone

and i been trying hard
to try and find him when he's not
and i've been so depressed
you act like you're reading my thoughts
um, laughing when my thoughts are racing
faster than a car, well
more accurate comparison would be a shooting star
hell, i been looking up and down, left and right, and afar
and i'm finding close to nothing but ill try insanely hard

cos he looked real for a moment
but it didn't last too long
cos when i woke up and i rubbed my eyes
he was gone

he looked real for a moment
but it didn't last too long
cos when i woke up and i rubbed my eyes
he was gone

rub my eyes

Rub my eyes (Side B)

prod and vox by me, guitars by @starsbeforesunrise <3
https://open.spotify.com/track/4SgDXZkYWq0fsihvGoLNLq?si=03c5ee39791640f3

i know im gonna miss it
with every passing minute
with all its fucked up moments
and things that brought me closest
the temporary solace
ends quickly without purpose
falls gently to the mattress
avoiding any notice

lights are dimming in my room
curtains fall when the past comes to
glasses glimmering bright blue
obscuring all that the light comes through
mirror images you knew
change their structure and shift in hue
fell apart the way they grew
this is empty hearted mania in bloom

i know youre feeling restless
but i know we gotta make it there alive
alive
ill be alive
alive with you
and when the dust has settled
we can be proud of the fact were still alive
alive
alive
alive

al1v3

big time fish

the Real real cf


go waste yer time
enjoy yerself
dont get me wrong
see yew insides
I see you're well
Open your eyes, 
you did me wrong, 
adore yourself
keep that in mind
baby id like to know the deal
go waste ya time enjoy yarself
we puching in on this fucken beat
u aint got no

B

idon kno what the Fuck rhymes with beat
yo momma retired she a freak
its midnight i ate some cheese
i drank a cup of water in Belize
What The Fuck was I doing in Belize
I was in Belize lookin at sum trees
shoutout anem0s smokin on trees
this beat was made by anem0s
Im in the ocean lookin for Nemo
white bitch look like Patrick 0'Neill
im in Angola eating a meal
s/o PETA i just ate a seal
and i got guns like the Navy Seals

i just broke my flow, time for the hook

I got a Charm like Yazida
my name must be "Freak!" Produced by 47negus & KBL cuz im a song made by Yazida
shout out Babebee she features with Yazida
man i drive a honda and a Mazda
im throwin a party on Ghana
im black panther, Wakanda
my middle name is T'Challa
Why Do Panthers Have Vaginas?
Why Do Meerkats Have Vaginas?
man , nature is really fucked up
i wonder if when god made belugas he said "Damn i fucked up"
I backed up the truck
with inflatable
im watching cable

Memorizing perfect timing
And you look half dead half the time
Wanna drain you, replicate you
Like machines, too perfect design

cf - Outsides

prod. @meuhh

[nostalgia and happy place noises]

what time is it...?
midnight...?

i'm wide awake
rub the sleep out my eyes
start my day
day
day
can't feel my face
every nerve frozen
into its place
place
place
and i wish i slept here a bit, but it's too late
young and i'm restless, give fuck bout what you say
can't wait to leave here, i'll pack up my suitcase
tied up too long on my feet like a shoelace

all along
i thought i was
all alone
can you
call my phone
can you
tell me it's okay
tell me i'm okay

all along
i know that i'm
all alone
you can't
call my phone
you can't
tell me it's okay
BITCH I'M NOT
okay.

*very cool laugh :>*

I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOUR GHOST
WHILE YOU WERE RIGHT UNDER MY NOSE
FELL OUT MY HANDS, SO IT'S MY FAULT
NOW I'M SO COLD WHEN THE NIGHT FALLS
I CANNOT STAND WHO I'VE BECOME
TALKIN TO GOD, WHERE'S MY REFUND
STUCK IN MY WAYS LIKE A RERUN
HOPE IT GETS BETTER NEXT SEASON

why did i say that?

unkept

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