Solonely

Bleeding thoughts

deanna

UNKNXWN BANGERS

iusedtolikeyou

Don't Ever

@lilhappylilsad @imsoalone

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i go my own way will u still stay
if i ever have to go will u let me
switchin lanes, if i fall will u help me

you is always on my mind cant believe it
how i tried to make u mine and i reached it
and im still getting high cause i need it
on the surface i am fine, whats beneath it

am i dreaming, girl whats our reason
i try to find myself in here like girl whats my meaning
feel like im sleeping, get low from my feelings
get high to relieve it, i fly and im leaving

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i find my own lane will u still stay
im beaten down, and i cry i cant feel shit
then i look into ur eyes and i feel it

u remind me of the good times, u remind me how i used to feel
u get me ridin on some good vibes, u remind me how it used to be
u remind me of the good times shawty give me good vibes bitch is real
u put me in a good mind, shawty give me good highs and its all surreal

no name w/ solonely (prod. lilhappylilsad)

I know you think about it every fucking day
killin your feelings, and staying up so late
i know you think verything was your fault
but no it fucking wasn't, girl that boy he had it comin

I could feel it in my body
(i could feel, i could feel, i could feel it in my)
feel it in my body

yeah i was better than the others, the others that you were with

i told you all i knew,
gave you my word, yeah, i fucking trusted you

and i never fucking needed you, you needed me

i said go fuck the words you're saying girl i know that you be lying

x8(get the fuck back) 

-

lemme know where you're hurting
lemme know where's it burning
lemme know where he hurt you
and imma let you know why he did it

I know you think about it every fucking day
killin your feelings, and staying up so late
i know you think verything was your fault
but no it fucking wasn't, girl that boy he had it comin

fuckfeelings

Badgirl Mindset

badgirl mindset

@lilhappylilsad
original: @lil_peep - its me

yt: https://youtu.be/yB3jnVBnPJQ

when I'm coming down
the lights will brigthen
the noise rings in my head
did I let you down again

if I leave here now
it won't feel right
with somebody else in my bed
and I'm breaking down again

but if I need to go
just to show you I don't fucking care
if you don't give a shit bout me at all
you little bitch, that's cool with me

so act like you don't know
that I don't fucking stare at anybody else
the way I do
when it's only me and you

you notice me x4
you know its me x4

it's me

my arms are searching for you
my arms are outstretched towards you
i feel you on my finger tips
my tongue dances behind my lips, for you

u notice me w/ 4ever falling (prod. lilhappylilsad) (lil peep remake)

@prodreaper

Art by Beka Nicole

Lyrics

Everyday I wake up same old shit
Same life same thoughts same all black fit
Mom disappointed with the same damn kid
Still broke still sad still real feelings hid

I aint got a job Ima be a fucking bum
Still broke still sad still living with my mom
In the same damn house in the same damn room
With the same damn mind and the same damn veiw

Hate it that I have created this world that I'm in
And I cannot erase it 
Yeah I make music but that's fucking basic
I just wish that I could make myself face it

I'm in despair hmu when I'm not
There aint no pill to fix what I have got
But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot
So I dont give a fuck if my brain gonna rot

Broke is expensive and I cant afford
unknxwn. aint the person that you should adore
Everynight when I write I just fall to the floor
Then the carpet just soaks up my tears even more

I'm a sad piece of shit
I aint gone never gone get me a bitch
I aint gone never gone feel any bliss
If I took my life I dont think I'd be missed

We all been raised to think money is real
To the point where people would even kill
Aint gonna lie to be honest I will
Hate seein' mail and all of it is bills

I'm in despair hmu when I'm not
There aint no pill to fix what I have got
But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot
So I dont give a fuck if my brain gonna rot

unknxwn. - Despair

I'm too busy in despair.

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i'm too busy in despair: part 1 | Produced by reaper

prod. @youngburial

lyrics:

they all say "man you're looking so good now"
i'm feeling like shit though 
but you wouldn't know that cause you never ask me 
and i wouldn't tell you but the thought of you asking would mean the world 
and it's not like i want you to listen to me bitch 
but i just wanna know someone cares 
do you care?
or am i alone? 
am i alone? 

you think that you know me 
but you don't know me 
you just see what i what i let you see 
you think that you get me 
but we are so different 
you are the sky and i am the sea

you wouldn't know that (prod. fats'e)

@prodreaper @93feetofsmoke

i can't trust anyone 
tell your friends pretty stories 
i just wanted a peace of mind 
and all the years wasted time 

every bridge is burned 
i don't wanna know 
stabbed me in the heart then you took my  soul 
never get it back i can't get it back 
no, no, no 

like be honest?  do you want it?
i know your eyes when you're lying 
and i'm trying, and i'm dying to hold it together in my hands 

no trust 

(93FEETOFSMOKE)
I dont understand
Where the Fuck I am 
Blood on my back
Blisters on my hands

Do you even know
Who the Fuck i am lately 
I can feel the stress
Gripping round my neck
Save me 

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust 
I got no love
Left in me 

I tried my best 
Is it working
My brain is 
Such a fucking a bully

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me

no trust w/93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. reaper)

@prodreaper

Lyrics

Still in the same room stuck with the same shit
Heart still fucked up from the same bitch
Still making songs talking bout the same shit
Still got the same dream, still ain't made it

Come true, don't come through
I just wanna sleep all day in my room
Fuck the sun, I'm a bastard son
Pack, roll, light, hit, then I pass the blunt

The shit I used to do is only half as fun
I'm more detached than I was, I'm less than half of one
You got lost love, well I never had one
Bullshit non-stop so I had to run

So I'm sorry if I leave you behind
Don't even search cause I'm nothing to find
If you see the best in me, I guess you're blind
She had my heart but its too bad that hers wasn't mine

But I don't give a fuck tho
Fuck her, I'll up and leave out the front door
Fuck you, punk bitch you don't want smoke
I'm fuckin' done, I'll play the hook back once more

Everyday I wake up same old shit
Same life same thoughts same all black fit
Mom disappointed with the same damn kid
Still broke still sad still real feelings hid

Hate it that I have created this world that I'm in
And I cannot erase it 
Yeah I make music but that's fucking basic
I just wish that I could make myself face it

I'm in despair hmu when I'm not
There ain't no pill to fix what I have got
But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot
So I don't give a fuck if my brain gonna rot

i'm too busy in despair: part 2 | Produced by reaper

i just wanna stop feeling so sick

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

blackheartemoji

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Lyrics

Tired of crying for people who don't even care
For people that aint even there
Why does life work in the way does? I don't know
I only know it ain't fair
But maybe it is, cause thats how it is
Why do I feel like this? I'm just a kid
This shit getting old and I'm only a kid

Tired of this, tired of that
What does she see in me? My heart is black
Walk out of class and I go to a stall and I cry
When I have a panic attack

But nobody knows about that
Cause I don't feel close enough to open up
My day has already turned bad
17 minuets ago just woke up

I don't blame God for not coming from Heaven to save us
Cause we don't deserve a damn thing
How could we go to a place thats supposed to be perfect
We cant even learn how to change

Use your brain, we're all the same
Only together can we get through pain
Too many people give up on their dreams
Too many people give all for some fame

Mom can you stop asking what happend to all of my friends
I don't even know
This is my world, don't try to get in
I don't want anyone getting too close

Not even you, not even her
Not even me cause I'm not even sure
I kept it real, but you never were

Tired of crying for people who don't even care
For people that aint even there
Why does life work in the way does? I don't know
I only know it ain't fair
But maybe it is, cause thats how it is
Why do I feel like this? I'm just a kid
This shit getting old and I'm only a kid

Waking up, space I'm taking up
Late school work, I'm not making up
Might be fucking up but I don't care enough
Cause the love I need ain't there enough

Suck it up, stop giving up
You little stupid fuck, why don't you give a fuck?
Life is fucking tough, road's fucking rough
Stop tripping out and quit tearing up

Let me in it's been too long
I'm sick of this, I'm sick of songs
This is not where we belong
Leave him behind and take me along

I don't like that normal shit
I fucking hate that formal shit
I like my abnormalness
Cant we just come to an armistice

If I don't tell you how I feel don't assume that you know how I feel
If I tell you that I'm depressed don't you tell me that shit isnt real

me, i'm pain. | Produced by unknxwn.

produced, mixed/master by me
live drums by jordan davis
https://twitter.com/jordancd3_
https://www.instagram.com/jordandavis_98/?hl=en
cover art by ciel
https://cielxxx.com/


its a cold world we live in
had to learn about self forgiveness
im sold out on believin
so ill make what i can with these broken pieces

ive got all the time in the world
to figure it out
the root of my sorrow
the pain and the doubt

you cant live with that
i cant live without
u throwin it back 
while im turnin u out

i got a one track mind
and a wish to die
no tears to cry
when im left behind

dont know about tomorrow but i know bout today
you got me real fucked up but you know what ill say

leaves fall and im fallin apart
had to pick back up
think i gotta restart

yeah
this life is a race and we’re runnin in circles
im takin the leap over hurdles
that ive laid out myself all eternal

i send peace to my life and my loved ones
never got it off a trust fund
been about it since my day 1
imma leave my body when the night comes

leaves fall
and ive fallen apart
have to pick back up
think i gotta restart

if life has no meaning
why the fuck do i care?
yeah these people
these places
thats a reason to live

and these demons im facin
have a place in my life

but the road thats ahead
never comes to end
think that i lost it again

leaves fall and im fallin apart
had to pick back up
think i gotta restart

death calls
but im not by the phone
if you had one chance
would u take it and go?

SPOTIFY

restart

prod/recorded/engineered by me

s/o @daine-lauren for guitar inspo <3

how many days have passed?

so many days that passed
couldnt do a fuckin thing
sit in bed, roll a blunt, think of who i need to be

gotta smoke at least a gram a day to keep my mind straight
guilty pleasures, true love
fightin for my heartache

but ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built

i wish i knew the things i have to say
to even up the score and get u to stay with me for another night

but im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
baby girl i know it aint the same
but ur in my heart forever

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

lost in my head
lost ur love
im movin on with that

just addin weight 
to my shoulders
straighten out my back

it aint enough
and ur hearts been shattered
fucked up
nothing else even matters

how many times i told you
that the doors right over there?
gave u signs that u ignored
now u pullin out ur hair

yeah its my fault
my fault
dont put no blame upon urself
too far gone
a lost cause
ill keep them pictures on my shelf

cuz ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built
i wish i knew the things id have to say
to even up the score and get you to stay with me for another night

im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
ur perfect in every way
i hope that u realize that someday

youre too good for me
and now ur leaving
keep runnin away
til u stop bleedin
ill be here for you
whenever u need it
you can come back to me
if u ever needed

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

Follow me <3

leaving

produced by @lilsadeyes and @nversad

i was yours, you were mine
i should've known i was wasting your time
i couldn't grow, i wanted to die
now when ever you text me i can't reply

so i guess i'll go get stoned
and wonder why you haven't come back home

i wanna give myself stick n pokes
i wanna laugh so hard i lose my throat

and now i've someone that truly fucking cares
doesn't look the other way when i'm alone or in despair
doesn't act like i'm the reason that my parents wouldn't cope
with the fact that i'm a loser so they left me on my own

she won't leave me in the smoke
when i'm sad alone or broke
she gon keep me on my toes
she gon hold me hella close

she gon be there in the end
when i'm lyin in my bed
she gon tell me how she love me
she could never play pretend

i was yours, you were mine
i should've known i was wasting your time
i couldn't grow, i wanted to die
now when ever you text me i can't reply

so i guess i'll go get stoned
and wonder why you haven't come back home

i wanna give myself stick n pokes
i wanna laugh so hard i lose my throat

and my heart fuckin' bursts
when i'm lookin' at her
she's the one that i need
she's the one i deserve

she's the reason i breathe
she's the reason i heal
she's the one that i want
and that's just how i feel

stick n pokes

Lyrics

Broke as shit, I just wish that I could cope a bit
I'm sick and tired of hoping this life will get better
I'm over it
I'll drown in my tears, and forever fear
Letting another person get near
The last of a heart that I have
I'm trippin' out and not off of a tab
But I wish that I was, I hate when I'm sober
I love being buzzed, I wish it was over
I'll always have some kind of chip on my shoulder
Even if I loved her I still wouldnt show her

You only care for me when it's too late
I don't want friends cause everybody's fake
I'm already broken, so stop adding weight
I'm fading away and I'm starting to shake
Life is a bitch so fuck it
I'm tired of all of the fuck shit
I'll start not giving a fuck quick
This life is nothing but tough shit
You can't put me together I'm too far apart
Black in my lungs & black in my heart
Don't ask me to save you, don't know where I'd start
The knife in my back is so fucking sharp

I'm a piece of shit & I know that shit
The girl who broke my heart? I don't know the bitch
Yeah I care a lot but you won't notice it
Cause you can't break my heart if I don't open it
I'm a locked up, dying, low life
I'm living it wrong, so taking it's right
And the sunlight fucking so bright
Don't wanna make plans, I'm staying inside
I'm making a song, I'm up all night long
This shit do more than you ever done
For me so it's peace to most people I know
Ain't ask you stay so I think you should go

lowlife. | Produced by unknxwn.

Lyrics

I feel like I fucked up my own life
Sometimes I can't tell if I'm wrong or right
I feel as if the dark beholds a stronger light
Cause my soul has gone into a dark place
Life is no fun when you're stuck in one place
I hate lookin' in the mirror with the same face
All the better times behind me and I can't chase
I might give up, not like you can fight fate

Am I really just a waste? I don't really know
I wanna change but I can't, don't know where to go
Only feel when I break, I like feeling low
I keep in all the hate I don't know how to show
I'm not happy on the inside
Forgot what it's like to feel alive
Inside my head that's filled with lies
I think I'd be better if I just died

fate. | Produced by lezter

Produced by ryini

Lyrics

A lot of times I don't feel I got no one to talk to
And all the drugs I take I promise that I try and not to
But people just avoid me so I smoke and pour a shot too
I'm walking to my grave cause tryna live is what I not do

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I don't wanna stay here no more, I don't wanna love I'm so sore
I don't see the point of what it's all for, all I wanna see is her on all four

I'm not that guy I used to be
People are of no use to me
Seems like everyone got used to me
I'm falling back to what I used to be

I'm not alive, I'd rather die
Than to keep up hating my life
Girl goodbye, you're not mine
I'm not yours leave me alone (x2)

I'll fade away with the wind
Everyday's a day I hate being in
Or maybe I just hate my own skin
Is it really even that more different?

Cause the world is bitch that's why I say fuck it
Every morning is shit but I don't think nothing of it
Cause it's always been that way for me
God why'd you give so much hate to me?

I can't take it
How'd I make it?
This far I don't know
Cause I keep losing my hope (x2)

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I don't wanna stay here no more, I don't wanna love I'm so sore
I don't see the point of what it's all for, all I wanna see is her on all four

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning

i lost her.

Lyrics

Heart attack, can't keep my heart intact, I keep on falling back
Hoes come and go, it's nice and all but I want more than that
Had a bad bitch but it felt like I was forcing that
Fighting for another when they won't, there's nothing worse than that

Life is just a cycle, guess I haven't learned my lesson
Even if I really wanted to I couldn't go to heaven
Bad thoughts, soul gone, bitch you can get to steppin'
I'm not giving you my heart to use it on me as a weapon

All that I am is what I was
Depression hasn't left me, I don't think it really does
I think it just shape shifts to different shit
How long can I keep doing this?
Writing songs to feel alright, there's gotta be more to this

Feels like my long nights are just for me to suffer just because
Thought I started fitting in, I never was, my life's a bust
Will I ever find a friend? Don't really care
All I really want right now is to drop dead right now and here

Heart shot, blasted, emotions always masked with
Things I like to do but really shouldn't, I'm imbalanced
But I'll find my way someday cause I don't like the life I live
Fuck these hoes, don't hit me up cause I don't got no pipe to give

Tried that shit, not fit for me, I just want someone here for me
I had a person but I pushed 'em back, it wasn't clear to me
They were really true to every word they ever said to me
All I wanted back then was a bad bitch in the bed with me

Temptations, I gotta be patient
Working on my problems with these songs, not embrace it
You don't really want the talent that I got, I hate it
I don't want the fame cause shit to me, I fuckin' made it

I'll never stop falling apart
All I can do is pick up the parts
Make myself whole just to break once again
It's a cycle that most don't realize that we're in

God just help me out, I'm tryna give away my soul
I pray to become right, sometimes I want the money more
Hades already hit me back with the boxes
I'm not on the trail, I took a turn and I lost it

Don't let them take me
I need a an angel to save me
I hope this world doesn't break me
I'm still asleep, fuckin' wake me

wake me up. | Produced by Encore

@paineko

Lyrics

My soul is burning from fires that I set
You said you loved me, that's not what your eyes said
You think I'm breathing, I promise I'm not yet
You know those people that suck? Yeah I'm that

On planet depression till drugs take me off it
The hope that I had slipped away and I lost it
The only bed that I need is a coffin
I'm stuck in a nightmare, won't end till I stop it

And that can mean two things, growing up and facing life
Or my blood from blew brains
Knife inside my back, it's marked with a few names
All are alterations of mine, I'm what I hate

"Damn, that's some deep shit"
Nah, it's just real
But real is buried underneath
It's locked away and it's sealed
So I guess deep could justify the fuckin' way that I feel
All the pain's in my head but I swear it could kill

Kill a motherfucker quick, pop one shot and I'm dead
I swear that I tried, I want to but I can't
All I say is TIDE! but can't get the stains out
If I don't die soon, I might blow my brains out

Mama I'm sorry, I know soon enough you'll hear this
But sometimes all of the pain's too much to deal with
I don't even wanna get better, just want to quit
I'm sorry if the day that I die, it seems too quick

I'm sorry if I die too soon
I'm sorry but at least you knew why
I'm sorry if I hurt you too
I'm sorry if I die like tonight

I don't really wanna take this
I don't really wanna face shit
I don't really wanna get up
I don't even really wanna sleep

I don't even really wanna...oh my god
I forgot what I wanted to say, I'm so off
I might really like go away, so long
I been dealing with my pain so long

I don't even really wanna...oh my god
I forgot what I wanted to say, I'm so off
I might really like go away, so long
I been dealing with my pain so long

I'm sorry if I die too soon
I'm sorry but at least you knew why
I'm sorry if I hurt you too
I'm sorry if I die like tonight

I don't really wanna take this
I don't really wanna face shit
I don't really wanna get up
I don't even really wanna sleep

I might of took too much
Fuck it, i'll just take one more
I still ain't gone enough
Fuck it, I'll just take two more

How much more will it take?
Till I can't take it no more
Till I can't stop that shake
Till I die on my own floor

collapse. | Produced by paineko

unknxwn.