Let Me Rot (W/ Unknxwn.)

Produced by kinderyessir & viannoo

Lyrics

*auditory agony*

Please come back, can you hold my hand?
I don't know where I'm at, I don't know where I am
I'm on a plane that's all out of gas and I'm over an ocean, don't know where to land
I wanna change, I don't know if I can
I ain't got nothing left, you were all that I had
I'm out of breath, gave it all I had
Wish I could care but I know I can't

Don't say you care when you can't tell me
Know I'm fucked but you can't help me
Don't waste yo time, you might as well leave
I ain't been fine since you ain't been with me

Already know how this go
So you just might as well go
You ain't gotta waste my time
And I don't really need to waste yours

Say that I don't but I need her
She say she love me but I don't believe her
I'm not a man, I'm a creature
I wear your skin but you shouldn't look deeper

You might see something you shouldn't
Gave it my all and I'm done
I don't make music for fun
And I don't make music for funds 

Please come back, can you hold my hand?
I don't really know where I am
I'm on a plane that's all out of gas
I don't really even know where to land
I wanna change, I don't know if I can
Nothing left, you were all that I had
I'm out of breath, gave it all I had
Wish I could care but I know I can't

I'm in a body but I'm not alive, I'm just tryna survive, I don't even know how to breathe
She don't care about me so don't even try
Even if you did, it wouldn't mean shit to me
Don't try to bring me back, I don't wanna
I'm fine where I'm at, I don't wanna go farther
I don't wanna get better, don't bother
I be telling myself don't call her

When I open my eyes, no color
You were supposed to be mine, no other
I got stuck in a loop, can’t recover
Heart full of scars that I never can cover

*auditory agony*

i stopped pretending this was music.

Lyrics ⬇️ 

hey dont remind me of this
hey dont remind me of that
it don’t surprise me that i had it all and then it kicked the can
i wish i aint care if you laugh
i care about their view too much
and idk where i stand
but im tryna be in the palm of ur hands

baby thats way too much
& i couldnt hold it if both of my hands held out
and i dont mean to say too much
i couldnt think why you want me to be around
you told me i did enough
but it really don’t compare to all that you done
and maybe if i was in love then i woulda chose you over drugs

you dont know what it means to be addicted
i was conflicted i was so broke
i think you sense it i was inflicting all of the
damage in all my bones
but that was my mission you wouldn’t get it
that was the only thing up in my home
other than dishes i had been washin just to get out of their face be alone

(halfhearted)

yeah i’m not alone when im up in the night 
voice in my brain said im crossing the line
coulda been worse but im barely alive, put down my weapon you sharpen your knife 
didn’t know any better,pull me apart by the holes in my sweater 
put a stamp on my letter, wait seven months but you still won’t answer 

lost and was found in the town i was raised in
praying on my downfall give em entertainment 
right hook to the jaw leave him right on the pavement 
for the last few months i been feeling like im vacant

i get racks and they know
family upset when i walk in the room
stuck on the times i was passing the bowl
but look at me now i found peace in my soul

(brecken)
you got a peice of my soul
i want it back like asap
you wanted me to go home
left you right there ima walk back 

told me that id get evicted if i ever got a place of my own

but i been here 4 months cuz i dont listen
honestly dont think you think i could grow

month four w/ halfhearted (dash)

for the cloud
enjoy; thank you for listening.
thank you for being here.
take care🖤

prodby @wraithontheporch & @solofttt 
<3

it's stormin',
copper threads up on my chest;
electrified, got not time, i need no breath;
i'm still a wreck and savor every sip i can,
berry juice and cardi, but i really need a friend
okay, weathered down and soaking wet
hear that? death ain't want me over yet
fear glands washing through a sober land
makeshift oasis in cold hands

out of luck, sippin' nothing but the water in my cup
only after what i touch;
sorry, should've clarified, i'm getting fucked up
but that's my lunch, skip the hunch, pressing trust
parasites on the screen, double tapped just to feed
i ain't human, i'm a fiend, from the flower to a seed
pardon me, the only love i know recedes, then repeats

but someday i'll be okay,
somehow, in some way
i think i lost mine, yea

got sick shit like patients, cuss him out lacking patience 
boy's aimless, ain't the greatest,
but i'm wine, bitch, when i'm aging
stay whining and frustrated, son, i'm sowing this fermentation
even six feet, feeling rays hit
if ion like it, i'm erasing

lighting up like i'm goku, a straight super saiyan when the clouds move
like it's circuitry, y'all made soft, get my rocks off and electrocute
penning this like riolu, got a force palm, get the flow smooth
got my chest spinning from these palpitations, but i'll grind you up like it's jamba juice

baring heavy haze through a midday
feelings strong, but the words stay
said "he's too calm to be worsening"
guess i'm better off being two-faced
two liter for the throat pains
burning out like i'm propane and she's melting down when the weather change,
but i'm just tryna hear the birds sing

feel like i'm losing, is it that i'm useless?
give it all to the music, only time that he's fusing
indefinite bruising, steady rebuking
fuck it, i'm cruisin', contentment is ruin

got sick shit like patients, cuss him out lacking patience 
boy's aimless, ain't the greatest,
but i'm wine bitch, when i'm aging
stay whining and frustrated, son, i'm sowing this fermentation
even six feet, feeling rays hit
if ion like it, i'm erasing

vermin/virtues (wraithontheporch x soloft)

p. Dayswake 

Shout out riverkinn, go check out his incredible work also!

Lyrics -

(Swamp)
Just let me dance all night and pretend that I’m not that lonely 
Ok
while the drugs kick in and they do what they do 
I’m in a trance almost paralyzed and I can’t move 
Then I realize 
My ego has died I killed the old me 

I feel it inside come control me 
I’m a vessel for you, only you, and you solely 
But do you even really think you know me 
Uh oh 
What did I do again 
An overflow of psyche as the chemicals releases inside my head 
Look around there’s magic everywhere this dance floor is a mess 
Oh 
I think we’re in for a world of surprises and nothing less 
Or at least I think that’s what she said 
Where were you my friend?
And where am i again? 
Again. 
Again.

Just let me dance all night and pretend that I’m not that lonely 
Ok
while the drugs kick in and they do what they do 
I’m in a trance almost paralyzed and I can’t move 
Then I realize 
My ego has died I killed the old me 

(Riverkinn)

Had to accept it’s my fault you never called me 
Every night replay the last time you saw me 
Over and over again 
Over my dead body 
The blood that I bled combined with tears that I shed to shred the old me 
Into little pieces 
To releases
Something I could learn to regret 
Fell so far had to wait so long 
For the feeling that I couldn’t debate so strong 
Now I see everything I needed 
Feels so wrong to me

Trance w/ RiverKinn

Prod. Michael Harrison 
Sorry I’m so experimental
Lyrics~

I’m so unspoken 
It’s all so hopeless 
This pen and pad the only way I’m copin 
Is it the tree that I drag  or the asthma that got me chokin 
No don’t come in please I’m ok  I’m just smokin 
But I haven’t seen you in weeks 
Talk back to my door as it speaks
Just checking in, can you breathe 
Answer me now and I’ll leave 

I been tryina write these tracks 
About what I feel but they trash 
Then do it again and again till I crash 
knew the caffeine wouldn’t last 
What a drag 
As I waste all the traits that I got from my mom and my dad 
I know this time it’s my bad 
I’m Haunted by all the ghosts from my past 

It’s crazy cause you’re like a poltergeist stuck in the shell of a man that you used to be 
Fuck you I hate you get out of that room shits getting old just give up on your dreams 
The puppeteers back at my door I can feel all his malice intent as he tries to tell what to think 
Like shit let me breath, quit pulling my strings

feed me to the noise

i had a bad day again.

prod me :)

lyrics:

i can see the life leave from your eyes
time for me to fight that urge inside
wonder what i might see when i die
never knew the sky could be so bright

i been feeling high
u could cut my throat
feeling sick inside
need the antidote
blood began to dry
on my favorite coat
please define alive
i don't seem to know
i don't wanna fight
i know that you won't
sate my apitate
til i hit the bone
til i'm fuckin full
guess i better go
fucked it up again
now i'm all alone

day's a no go
u can find me in the night
paler than the snow
probably best i stayed inside
skin is freezing cold
hard to claim i'm still alive
and i wonder why they hide.

Bloodsucker

lyrics ⬇️  

 I made this song on October 14th

its 2 am and you wont talk back
so how should i feel if you off of the map
tell me its real but see that its cap
i wanna walk with you 
for life you wanna take a nap
i got a solid scoop
you wanna lie and you wanna love
so i can’t rock wit you
even if its all that i got left
i tried to hike and it was a trek so it wasn’t worth the move
if its an emergency dial the number an ima put on my shoes
im gonna be there real soon
when i get there i hope ur not upset
i wanna share it with you no bunkbed
said youll be there but you want me to function
dont give a heads up act like its nothin
you couldn’t expect me to sit here breath girl cuz ima choke
you gon see you got ropes around my throat

no no dont remind me what you said
id rather take one to the chest
not a word of it made sense
maybe wed be better- better off as frie-

i couldnt even finish what i was gonna say
cuz it hurt my head too much i wish i could explain
ima keep on trying as long as i see a flame
i jus hate the option you wanna wash it down the drain
what could i say
i know its late
lemme explain
i dont wanna leave you but if u wanna go
lemme tell you everything you wanna know 
but you bolted on a heart of steel

when you touch me ill be colder than November feels
and i know that its been harder than you wanted
when we started i knew you were never honest
now were off it every night and every time i tty i feel like ima fold and die
maybe this all i wanted - its not
you said you were so exhausted 
i should drop
i would rather be alone than ever wanna hear you talk
if u jus gon give me all of that trash i would rather stop
i cannot rock wit no litter bug id rather date a rock. 🪨

litter bug (sk8miles)

lyrics

eof:

it’s taken too long to forget your face
it’s taken too long to to get out this place
i didn’t know what to do when you told the truth
said you were leaving me in a day or 2 
oh in day or 2 like fuck you
you didn’t give me anytime now my screws are loose
i mean this fucked over my life but it’s what you had to do
i wanna hate you but i guess that’s what true love will do

it’s what true love will do it’s what true love will do
i packed this blunt with purple hairs and now im feeling blue
blue, baby can you tell me what’s new
cause ever since you left me i’ve been losing my mind
yeah i swear i do this all the fucking time
drop a couple track and then i go ghost online
but i swear i really ain’t that hard to fuckin find
yeah find, i do this all the time

notahero:

no surprise
every night if im getting sleep its cause im fried
remember that one night that had left me traumatized
if i keep on taking these drugs ill feel alright
but if i keep on taking these drugs then imma die
okay so we gotta get violent
crazy how your love feels just like violence
im too geeked with my homies in the jag
amiro rose the fronto leaf up like a flag
i just pray at night that you feel it too
believe me i dont want to walk away from you
frankly i dont know why i keep running right back to you
can we work this out
i know i dont talk a lot
i just dont want to fight
so i guess youre right

brecken:

know you well
send a couple texts and ghost me its alright
its hard to feel you said but that was after we had something nice

but its alright its alright
i swear i seen this a hunnid times
you’ll keep stallin til its too late then it’s never mind
wishy washy you gon trip while ima stay in line
and ion change the topic ik that you changin mine
you said im genuine and genuinely i feel i fell short
stuff i never said somehow makin you run out the door
put away my sword
ill open the gate
thought these castle walls would make it harder to escape
nah nah nah im wrong once again knew id break
& howd it take a day or two for you cuz i been upset
& u been much less
howd you make me feel a way and then u dump me out with the rest
it made me loveless
made me love less

lil booj:

they just wanna know all about you 
once they know enough it’s all let go
they don’t want it any further closing up  

theres no rush yeah to take that final toll 
It’s not my role 
swear that it’s the same doing what I’m told 
take off the rust forming on my soul 
what am I to do with a core so cold 

Got nothing to say about it sure take that time 
come around to the answer when I’m calling that’s my sign 

Little burden never there when you want me 
rolling up king size on the balcony 
you can hear the metal clang when I’m walking 
I think you’d be the last person to cause a scene

eof:

it’s taken too long to forget your face
it’s taken too long to to get out this place
i didn’t know what to do when you told the truth
said you were leaving me in a day or 2 
oh in day or 2 like fuck you
you didn’t give me anytime now my screws are loose
i mean this fucked over my life but it’s what you had to do
i wanna hate you but i guess that’s what true love will do

i had a bad day again.

unknxwn.