unknxwn.

unknxwn non spotify

repeat

Another one

who is unknxwn? pt 2

no one cares about the title.

Untitled Playlist

Lyrics

I don't know where I just might go
I am nowhere, I'm a lost soul
Outta nowhere how my life go
I been way too fucked up, damn like where did time go?

Wear a mask so you can't see me
My life been so bad, I don't even wanna be me
I don't wanna bag, I don't wanna be on TV
I just wanna not be sad in the evening

Don't nobody understand and I hate that
Everybody thinking that I'm good but I fake that
I be making songs like how the fuck I make that?
I be turning into someone else before I make tracks

I be summoning, there's something in my soul but I don't wanna fix
Nothing turned to something, I get cold when I'm up under it
detmer, garrett // I don't wanna share it
I might run away and never come back like my parent

All this pain I got inside of me I hide
I don't wanna feel like I'll be better when I die
But I do and it sucks but I can't get enough
I'ma lose my mind if I can't shut it up

Shut it up what I really might do though
Not enough if I was she would not go
But she left me in the dust like another
Now she got a kid but I did not make her a mother

spotify.

sum1else. | Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

Love you to the moon and back
I don't see the light that you do, I'm bad
How'd I ever lose all the faith I had?
I won't see the truth till I face my past

I been kinda pissed off, I been kinda livid
Like it when I hit rock, honestly I miss it
Miss it when I did those things that were dead wrong
I wasn't in pain, I was someone else's main cause

I couldn't help it
Hurting people helpless
All the pain I dealt with
I made it someone else's

I know I'm a fucking piece of shit
I'm nothing
You say that you love me
But I know that you're bluffing

Love you to the moon and back
I don't see the light that you do, I'm bad
How'd I ever lose all the faith I had?
I won't see the truth till I face my past

I been kinda pissed off, I been kinda livid
Like it when I hit rock, honestly I miss it
Miss it when I did those things that were dead wrong
I wasn't in pain, I was someone else's main cause

And that was selfish
Part of me regrets it
The other part I hide away
Would come back it's no question

I keep feeling something
Creepin' in my stomach
You say that you trust me
But I know that I'm bluffing

Love you to the moon and back
I don't see the light that you do, I'm bad
How'd I ever lose all the faith I had?
I won't see the truth till I face my past

I been kinda pissed off, I been kinda livid
Like it when I hit rock, honestly I miss it
Miss it when I did those things that were dead wrong
I wasn't in pain, I was someone else's main cause

LY2TM. | Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

Everything is so bad
Everything is so wrong
Hate is all my heart has
That's why I don't make love songs

If I say I love you what I really mean
Is I wish I could love you, I don't feel a thing
I don't feel peace, I don't feel pain
I don't feel pride, I don't feel shame

If there is something I do feel
Then it's a void that I won't fill
I been so hurt and I won't heal
I needed you but you don't still

Where did you go? Why don't you call?
I needed you but you don't care at all
You found someone else but I'm still just alone
I need some help but I'll say that I don't

I don't really wanna go on, I feel stuck, I just wanna go
I don't wanna talk to no one, play a song if you wanna know
What I got in my brain, what I wake up and face
What I ask God for strength for when on my own I'd break

I'm not an angel, I'm not a demon
I'm just a human with addictions, I'm fiending 
Want it don't need it but I want it so bad
I convince myself I need it and I set myself back

Everything is so bad
Everything is so wrong
Hate is all my heart has
That's why I don't make love songs

If I say I love you what I really mean
Is I wish I could love you, I don't feel a thing
I don't feel peace, I don't feel pain
I don't feel pride, I don't feel shame

If there is something I do feel
Then it's a void that I won't fill
I been so hurt and I won't heal
I needed you but you don't still

Where did you go? Why don't you call?
I needed you but you don't care at all
You found someone else but I'm still just alone
I need some help but I'll say that I don't

7SPHERE. | Produced by living puff x miitya‬

Produced by Jacob Lincoln x Steve Crabtree

Lyrics

An arsonist
My heart is burning in
This hell I've made a home
It's getting harder
It's making me think that I 
Am not worth all I know
And I can see the light
It's not so hard to go

I feel a darkness ahead
How can I turn back so far?
Will life make sense when I'm dead?
Do I play only a part?

I fought so hard to get here
But now it's all breaking down
Did all my love disappear?
I think I'll die in this town

I need to get out before
It's all too late for my soul
I see that silver between
It's not enough, I need more

No one else saw what I seen
No one else felt what I feel
I'm sick of all of these dreams
I only want what is real

But I can't tell cause everything I see is never what it seems
I'm stuck in hell but I don't have a seat, I think I'm in the lead
I hear the bells once it gets to three
I'll open up to see
The last thing that I ever will, then I guess I'll leave

An arsonist
My heart is burning in
This hell I've made a home
It's getting harder
It's making me think that I 
Am not worth all I know
And I can see the light
It's not so hard to go

my heart is an arsonist.

Produced by coupdotcom

Lyrics

I wish I knew what she wanted cause I'm not what she wanted
I wish I knew what she wanted cause she's all that I wanted
I wish I knew what she wanted cause she's all that I need
I wish I knew what she wanted cause that girl don't need me

i wish i knew what she wanted.

Produced by sockedbeatz

Lyrics

I know that I'm bound to be forgotten
So please stop hounding me, don't care about it
There's not just one devil on my shoulder, I'm surrounded
She think I'm an angel just because of how I'm sounding

All I know is pain, that's what I'm used to
I won't find myself if I don't lose you
I don't understand why you won't leave me
Can you cause me pain? That's what I'm needing

I don't wanna leave my mark, wanna mark my departure
I don't care if she lied, I don't care if she using me, I'm sad, I lost her
I don't want you, you're not her, shut the fuck up, I don't care
What's in my cup I won't share, I need her back and I swear

I'll get her back cause I can't live without her, she don't understand
What don't I have that another man does? Can you tell me why you ran?
Can you tell me where you are? I'ma find where you stay, I know you ain't far
Out of my mind but I'm in my...out of my mind but I'm in my heart

In my feelings, I can't get out I tried
Girl, just tell me why did you ever lie?

I don't wanna leave my mark, wanna mark my departure
I don't care if she lied, I don't care if she using me, I'm sad, I lost her
I don't want you, you're not her, shut the fuck up, I don't care
What's in my cup I won't share, I need her back and I swear

I'll get her back cause I can't live without her, she don't understand
What don't I have that another man does? Can you tell me why you ran?
Can you tell me where you are? I'ma find where you stay, I know you ain't far
Out of my mind but I'm in my...out of my mind but I'm in my heart

i won't find myself if i don't lose you.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Tryna change is hard
Don't know where to start
It's so many parts
I can't see it all
I turned off my heart
I can't turn it on
I got all this pain
I can't turn it off

Never got no help
I been on my own
Everything I felt
You could never know
I came out my shell
I was vulnerable
You sent me to hell
Now my heart is stone

I be needing help
And I don't ever ask
And I lost all my hope
And I can't get that back
What's the point if I did?
I won't ever have that girl back again
No one could turn on those feelings within
She has that key and she won't unlock it

i turned off my heart.

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

You don't know what you did, you don't know what you did to my mind, I'm pissed
But I wish you did, you don't know how I feel, you don't know what I hid
My feelings I'm always in, I always lose, I ain't ever gone win
I lost that girl, I won't find her again, she was my world but she don't care bout that shit

You ain't that girl, I don't care about you bitch
I'll cut you off like I don't care about my wrist
Fuck all these streams, I don't care about no hit
I can make songs, I do not care to vent

I lost all my hope
Say that I care but I know that I don't
Say you'll be there but I know that you won't
Been so many years and I still ain't coped

Been so many years and my heart still broke, wish you would call but we still ain't spoke
Glad that I quit but I still wanna smoke, 3 in the morning and I'm still woke
3 years from now and I'll still be making these sad songs, that's just me
I don't care what you think cause I know what I need, If I ain't have this music would of died at 18

Don't give a fuck about blowing up, sick of this life I been throwing up
I got some pain I been storing up, If it ain't her, I'm ignoring her
If you ain't her then don't call me, if it ain't her voice it don't calm me
Her love's a void and I'm falling, I need to change but I'm stalling

You don't know what you did, you don't know what you did to my mind, I'm pissed
But I wish you did, you don't know how I feel, you don't know what I hid
My feelings I'm always in, I always lose, I ain't ever gone win
I lost that girl, I won't find her again, she was my world but she don't care bout that shit

i need to change but i'm stalling.

Produced by flower

Lyrics

Wait right here, I'll be back in the morning
Don't know why I still call, I know you'll ignore it
Don't know why I care at all, I'm not important
Told me that you needed space but you just needed more him

Less me, you won't help me
Think about you all the time, I know that this ain't healthy
So sad, you're the best I ever had
And I gotta cope with the fact that you wish you never met me

Never learned to let go, all I know is hold on
Baby hold on, you're all that I know
I'm incapable of moving on, so I can't go on
You left me for him but babygirl I don't got no one

Don't got no one, babygirl I'm broken
Don't try to save me cause I know it's hopeless
Why you hate me? Never did you no wrong
Should've known that you were faking when you said you'll come

Pick me up, save me from my doom
They think that I'm great, I just scream inside a room
All I know is pain so I turn it to a tune
By the time that I'm done, don't know what I turned into

Don't know what I turned into, I don't know what I should do
I been talking to myself cause I cannot talk to you
Mean I can but I know that you won't care
Where you at? Told me that you'd always be here
Fuck this, I don't wanna be here
You said be right back but you went to see him
I won't ever see you again, I won't ever see you again

i'll be back in the morning.

Produced by sockedrock

Lyrics

Can you tell me what you want? So I can give you what you want
Girl, I thought you were the one but I lost you, now I don't know what I want
And I wanna feel love so bad but I lost my heart when you left
When I showed you all my fears, you just looked at me and laughed

"detmer"

7 DAYS LATER YOU'RE GONE AND YOU ALREADY HAD SOMEONE
SO I GUESS YOU WERE PLANNING TO LEAVE ME RIGHT FROM THE BEGINNING OF US ALL ALONG
HOW THE FUCK COULD I BE SO STUPID? WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU MAKE ME DO THIS?
WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME WHILE BLACKOUT DRUNK AND THEN ACT SO CLUELESS?

"garrett"

I WOULD NEVER DO YOU LIKE THAT, HOW COULD YOU MOVE ON SO FAST?
WHY THE FUCK DID I STAY SO LONG WHEN YOU TREATED ME JUST LIKE TRASH?
AND MY HEART STILL GOT THOSE SCARS AND MY HAND STILL GOT THAT SCRATCH
GIRL I WAITED FOR YOU FOR SO LONG JUST SO YOU COULD COME BACK AND LEAVE ME IN THE PAST

ALL THIS PAIN I BE HOLDING, AIN'T NO WONDER I END UP BROKEN
AIN'T NO WONDER I END UP CRYING, AIN'T NO WONDER I FEEL SO HOPELESS
IN MY HEART AIN'T NO LOVE LEFT INSIDE IT, ALL MY ARTERIES FULL OF CORROSION
BUT IT'S COOL CAUSE I'M JUST GONNA HIDE IT, I JUST SPOKE UP, DON'T ASK HOW I WROTE IT

Can you tell me what you want? So I can give you what you want
Girl, I thought you were the one but I lost you, now I don't know what I want
And I wanna feel love so bad but I lost my heart when you left
When I showed you all my fears, you just looked at me and laughed

7 DAYS LATER!

Produced by luffy x sorrow bringer

Lyrics

I said I was done, yet I'm right back here again
I think that I’m fucked, I think I gave into that fear again
Stood up, fell back, let you go, came back, I don't know where you're at
I got a problem, you're the only one that can solve that
All of these goddamn years, everything that I did, but you can't call back
She a bitch, she a female dog, gave her my heart, she mauled that
I just sent you a text, that shit turned green, I guess you blocked that
Swear this shit just pissed me off, finna throw my fist where the wall at
Don't wanna hear you talk, I do not care at all, don't wanna hear all that
Why you wasting my time? Why you wanna mess with my mind?
Why you wanna reach back out now? You ain’t reach out all that time
I know I said I was done, I don't need to hear you tell me
‘Cause everything I do, don't help nobody else except me
I can't tell the truth 'cause if I do, you won't accept me
Thoughts go back and forth like air hockey, this shit ain’t healthy
Love ain’t got no price tag, even if I was rich, couldn't buy that
‘Cause I gave you all I had and loved you for what you are
And you still did me so bad, left me for a niggah that live in a car
But no matter where you live, you'll live inside my heart
And you always know what to say to get me to start falling apart
Don't go in my mind, I’m telling you now, you better off swimming with sharks
If it was between you loving me and putting a needle inside of the eye of the other
I’m better off taking that shot in the dark

needle in the haystack.

Produced by smerxh x sorrow bringer

Lyrics

Love, love, everybody talk about love
But I don’t know if I knew what that was
I used to think that I did, but I learned that that girl just lied
Said I wouldn’t be here again, but it’s eating me up inside

I gave you my heart just to watch it break
Chased a dream that was never my fate
Told myself that I’d move along
But here I am, still writing these songs

Love ain’t what I thought it was
More than words and more than trust
If it’s real, why does it fade?
If it’s true, why does it break?

I gave it all but it wasn’t enough
Now I wonder, was it really love?
Now I wonder if it's really you?
I swear if it ain't I don't know what I'll do

I got so much to say but I can't get a word out
You were my fuse but I think we burnt out
All that love that I had really hurt now
Can't get memories back, they're gone now

Love, love, sounds so good when it’s new
But what’s left when it don’t turn out true?
I thought time would erase my pain
But I still see her name and I still hear her voice
I don't know how to stop this noise

Love, love, everybody talk about love
But I don’t know if I knew what that was
I used to think that I did, but I learned that that girl just lied
Said I wouldn’t be here again, but it’s eating me up inside

love, love.

Produced by fowni x luffysome

Lyrics

It don't matter what I did, it don't matter what I do
You could see me turn water to wine and it still wouldn't be enough for you
I done wasted so much time tryna be the right man and be there for you
It don't matter what I say, it don't matter what I do

It's kinda funny, thought we'd tie the knot but I'm tying a noose
Girl, yo love would of set me free but you cut me loose
And you cut me deep and I can't heal so I won't leave

And you won't call so I can't sleep and you don't care so I can't eat
And you're not here so I can't hope and I can't love and I can't be
The person that I know I could, the person that I prolly should
But it don't matter, when I met you I went so far off my path that I won't ever get that back

Will I ever get you back? Will you ever come back home?
I guess if you did then you wouldn't let me know
You ain't even let me know when you left, why the fuck am I wasting my breath?
Why the fuck I don't waste this bitch when she the reason that I'm God damned pissed

*auditory agony*

It don't matter what I did, it don't matter what I do
You could see me turn water to wine and it still wouldn't be enough for you
I done wasted so much time tryna be the right man and be there for you
It don't matter what I say, it don't matter what I do

It's kinda funny, thought we'd tie the knot but I'm tying a noose
Girl, yo love would of set me free but you cut me loose
And you cut me deep and I can't heal so I won't leave

And you won't call so I can't sleep and you don't care so I can't eat
And you're not here so I can't hope and I can't love and I can't be

have you ever seen your own eyes?

Produced by velvet & ay0ley

Lyrics

Even if you go somewhere that's not close
Know I'll always hold you in my soul
I'm not talking about that girl that I cried 'bout too many times can’t count
I cannot vocalize what I refer to, you’d only get it if you were supposed to
If you don’t, that's okay, maybe tomorrow or some other day
Even if I had the words to explain, you couldn't understand what's in my brain
Unless it was already in yours too
When I get lost you know just what to do, when I get hurt you know just what to say
To ease my pain and brighten my day
So close yet so far, don't know where you are
But I know that you're here with mе
You're the only one who’s always been listеning
Wish I could say that this is what it isn't
But I can't do that to you 'cause you're different
And you get it, if I did that
You'd probably leave me and never would come back
And I need you more than my life itself
You keep me breathing more than my breath
You're always there when I got no one else
You’re the words to my paper, the book to my shelf
But none of these words could capture the value of all that you’re worth
Even if I had a picture of you, nobody could see you the way that I do

wires in the walls.

Produced by coupdotcom

Lyrics

Shut up, don't talk, you can’t help me
I harbor thoughts that ain’t healthy
I see faces in the wall, that are deadly
I can’t look into their eyes because they'll try to kill me
I don't care how you feel, you don't feel me
Ken, Detmer, Garrett, Qayin, unknxwn. who’s the real me?
I don't care 'cause I'll probably never find out
I don't care 'cause I'm probably about to sign out

Wasted all my tears, I don't cry now
Is there life after death? Imma find out
I wake up and I accept dеfeat, no point in trying now
I don't need you to explain 'cause I don't carе about why now
I don't drink but I think I want some wine now
I'm alive but I think I wanna die now
Polymer 2, imma put it in my mouth now
5, 4, 3, 2, 1, and I’m out now

Shut up, don't talk, you can’t help me
I harbor thoughts that ain’t healthy
I see faces in the wall, that are deadly
I can’t look into their eyes because they'll try to kill me
I don't care how you feel, you don't feel me
Ken, Detmer, Garrett, Qayin, unknxwn. who’s the real me?
I don't care 'cause I'll probably never find out
I don't care 'cause I'm probably about to sign out

shut up, you can't help me.

Produced by Yami's Sin

Lyrics

I know you don't miss me and I know you hate me, baby can you hit my line though?
Remember what you said to me? Remember what you told me? That you'd always have my spinal
You're all that I think about, even if I killed you I could not get you out of my mind though
Every night at sundown, demons they possess me, they been telling me I'm suicidal

I think they're right about that, every night before I sleep, pray to God that I pass
Cant appreciate all that I have cause I'm stuck on the thought that I lost what I had
I want it back I do, I don't know what I should do, baby girl I miss you, fuck all this shit, I'm through

I know you don't miss me and I know you hate me, baby can you hit my line though?
Remember what you said to me? Remember what you told me? That you'd always have my spinal
You're all that I think about, even if I killed you I could not get you out of my mind though
Every night at sundown, demons they possess me, they been telling me I'm suicidal

I think they're right about that, every night before I sleep, pray to God that I pass
Cant appreciate all that I have cause I'm stuck on the thought that I lost what I had
I want it back I do, I don't know what I should do, baby girl I miss you, fuck all this shit, I'm through

I know you don't miss me and I know you hate me, baby can you hit my line though?
Remember what you said to me? Remember what you told me? That you'd always have my spinal
You're all that I think about, even if I killed you I could not get you out of my mind though
Every night at sundown, demons they possess me, they been telling me I'm suicidal

spinal.

i had a bad day again.

this song is completely non profit

Lyrics

I put myself on display out of pain
But it won't change the fact you don't know me at all
Said that I would but I still haven't changed
I'ma say that I will but I won't not at all

The person I was and the person I am and person I will be all understand
Nothing we do will have any effect, I was meant to be broken, it's part of the plan

I'm still a sad kid inside of an adult
Say that you care but you show that you don't
Say you'll be there but I know that you won't
Always knew that I'd somehow just end up alone

It's okay though, I've learned to accept it
I'm just a person that can't be accepted
I'm just a person that won't learn the lesson
Soon I won't see it when you send me a message

This isn't a song, it's the only thing right when I feel like I'm wrong
This mic is the only one that I can talk to when I'm out of place and I feel so alone
I don't really care if nobody hears, it never was for any ears
The shit that I'm saying is not what I'm saying
Most of you won't understand what I'm saying

I still kinda wish you were here
Part of me doesn't believe that you're gone
Part of me partially loves you whole heartedly
Pardon me if I don't make sense at all

Never made sense to begin with
Only right, won't make sense when I end it
I keep typing out texts and don't send it
I just wanted someone to be friends with

it's only right, right? | Produced by raspo

Produced by septfree & sockedbeatz

Lyrics

Guess I'm not as useful
As I used to be
It don't matter where you go
I'ma find you so easily

You don't know how much I need you
You don't know how much you really mean to me
I don't need to see if I can't see you
There's a 100 million girls but they can't be you

I don't care about this world if it ain't me and you
I really don't wanna let you go but I need to
I don't understand why you let go cause you ain't need to
If I hurt you, baby I ain't mean to

Can you come back? I just wanna hold you
When you don't text back, regret what I told you
Cause I don't ever open up but I did
I gave you my heart and you don't even give a shit

"Why can't you let go Ken?"
You could turn into a ghost
I'll follow you till the end
Find you where ever you go

Want what I know I don't need
Need what I know that I don't
Empty cause I'm full of greed
I had enough but I still want more

I guess I'm not as useful
As what I used to be
You have no need for me
I guess I'll rest in peace

I guess I'm dead to you
But you're not dead to me
And you could never be
You're all I'll ever need

the wolf who cried boy.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Thought I'd let you know that I'm a sinner
The thin line between love and hate is getting thinner
Won't ever be first place, I'm not a winner
Don't wanna be here in the first place if I ain't with her

When I ain't with her, I don't wanna be here
They say that love is blind, too bad I can see clear
Just wanna be yours, too bad I can't be him
How it was before, I wish it could be again

Girl of my dreams but I won't ever see you again
Living in a nightmare, I wish that I could sleep again
See you in my dreams, I don't ever wanna sleep again
Cause when I wake up, I'll know that it was all pretend

Roses are red, violets are blue
Every word that I said, it was all about you
I still don't understand...what did I do?
You could tell me a lie if you don't wanna tell me the truth

I'll accept anything if it's from you
Let go of everything just to hold you
You're my everything girl, I told you
You're all I need and more

Said that you'd always be here
What would you leave me for
I don't think I'll ever leave here
I'm just a breathing corpse

Thought I'd let you know that I'm a sinner
I just wanna be with her

Thought I'd let you know that I'm a sinner
The thin line between love and hate is getting thinner
Won't ever be first place, I'm not a winner
Don't wanna be here in the first place if I ain't with her

When I ain't with her, I don't wanna be here
They say that love is blind, too bad I can see clear
Just wanna be yours, too bad I can't be him
How it was before, I wish it could be again

*auditory agony*

love is blind & i see clearly.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Baby I don't know why we keep letting this go on
I'm running on fumes and I don't wanna keep on going
All I want is you but you don't want me anymore
What the fuck I'm living for? I don't wanna anymore

Drink until I'm drunk until I stumble on the floor
Smoke until I choke until I can't breathe anymore
Cry until my eyes dry, sleep all day and stay up all night
Pour my heart out on these songs but I don't open up at all

I'm already drunk but I'ma pour me up some more
I just wanna talk but you don't hit me up no more
I just need a friend, can we please just make amends?
Why'd it ever have to end? I'ma love you till the end

I know that I should but I can't let you go
I know how I feel but I can't let you know
I burned every bridge, I lost every friend
I miss who I was but I can't be that man again

I can't, I won't, everybody I met back then wanna treat me wrong
I got a spirit inside my soul tryna make me go, it won't leave me alone
I never lied every time that I told you I love you but I guess you don't need me though
Oh you think you gone leave me hoe? Why the fuck you think I'ma let you go?

Why the fuck you think I'ma let you live? I can't escape all that you did
Karma is a bitch, I ain't waiting on that, I'ma take these matters into my hands
I ain't even have to write this down, I just spoke up, bitch I don't need no pen
On the day you go 6 feet in that ground, I might figure out how to forgive

Baby I don't know why we keep letting this go on
I'm running on fumes and I don't wanna keep on going
All I want is you but you don't want me anymore
What the fuck I'm living for? I don't wanna anymore

Drink until I'm drunk until I stumble on the floor
Smoke until I choke until I can't breathe anymore
Cry until my eyes dry, sleep all day and stay up all night
Pour my heart out on these songs but I don't open up at all

oblivion.

Visual: https://youtu.be/GPKZ9nyH2lM

Art by @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I don't really got anything else to say
Never really happy, if I think I am, I just felt a little nice, it'll go away
My brain is so messed up, tried to download love but I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? Ain't shit gonna change, I already tried it

Been starved of love for so damn long so when I catch a girl I can't let her go
Everyone I every cared for is gone, if you don't wanna stay then let me know
Why does everybody like to waste my time?  If you don't think you are then where're you now?
While I sit alone in my bed and cry, I can't even get high to escape my down

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I say that so many times, ain't shit else to say
Even when I'm happy, I don't really get to feel it, been not so long, I don't really like the feeling
My brain is so messed up, my hardware fried, I got a virus
So much weight I can't get up, if there's any kind of help please help me find it

I been searching for so long for somewhere that I belong
I'm an orphan to my own thoughts
I get so lost but I know where I'll end up
Dead in a box all covered up, my life's a mess, I fucked it up

Where do I go when I don't know where to go? (x4)

Peaceful in Hell, when I'm not I feel so cold
I'm off the rails and back on the same road
Not doing well but this is what I chose
Laugh at my pain, my life is all a joke

Been starved of love for so damn long so when I get it now, I just let it go
Everyone I ever cared for is gone, you don't really wanna stay, I already know
Why does everybody like to waste my time? I got tired of it all, I don't go out now
I just sit alone in my bed and cry, why should I get high when I'll just come down?

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I don't really got anything else to say
Never really happy, if I think I am, I just felt a little nice, it'll go away
My brain is so messed up, tried to download love but I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? Ain't shit gonna change, I already tried it

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, ain't shit else to say
Never really happy if I think I am, It'll go away
My brain is so messed up, I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? I already tried it

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I don't really got anything else to say
Never really happy, if I think I am, I just felt a little nice, it'll go away
My brain is so messed up, tried to download love but I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? Ain't shit gonna change, I already tried it

virus. | Produced by IOF

Lyrics

Why you left I really never might get
I don't really even know what the fuck I did
All alone inside my room every night I sit
I can't play this game anymore, I quit

Bad times or a bad mind?
Say I'm done for the last time
But I know I'm not cause that's life
I ain't sleep at all like last night

My life kinda goes like
Up and down then it swerves right
Into the water, I fell off the side
I lost my control when I thought about my

Attempts to get a grip
I'm on thin ice and I'm bouta slip
Did I really slip or did I get tripped?
There ain't shit I can take that could fix this

I'm a lost cause till my last breath
There was no one when I called help
That's what I get with my dumb self
Thinking anyone would even really care

Say you do but you're not there
I'ma lose life cause it's not fair
Know that I'm weird and not the rest
But the least you could do is not stare

Say I don't care but I really do
If you had my mind then what would you do?
Other than stress about all the times
You noticed that people were through with you

It hurts, I know, you're not alone
Don't get so worked up, life ain't real, it's all show
It hurts, I know, you're not alone
Don't get so worked up, life ain't real, it's all show

Why you left I really never might get
I don't really even know what the fuck I did
All alone inside my room every night I sit
I can't play this game anymore, I quit

bad mind. | Produced by rizi x chakuro

Produced by sketchmyname x vaegud

Lyrics

What I want and I feel do not agree
It's stopping me from reaching to all that I could
I try to be good but my thoughts keeps stalling me
I'm not an angel don't call to me
I'll make you regret it, don't fall for me
I know that I did but I hate that I said it
I'm guessin' that love is just not for me

I cannot trust what I feel
Stuck in the lust I know this isn't real
I'm feelin' crushed, I might crush up a pill
You know how it goes, at this point it's a drill

Wake up, feel fucked, go to sleep, repeat
I miss real love, nobody needs me
I fall, get stuck, no one can reach me
To me do not look up, ain't fun to be me

I smoke for the pain, life in the drain
I wanna forget so I go grab a drink
Do I really need it though? I do not think so
It seems that the drugs all that help with the pain though

So I'ma get fucked up
Don't want advice, shut the fuck up
When I was alive you ain't act like you care
So the day that I rise I won't show love

Leave me alone, just leave me alone
Don't care if you stay cause I just wanna go
No not to a place, to the grave where we go
When we get erased from the life that we know

Evil in my head
Don't try to care either when I'm dead
Cause honestly I got like 3 friends
You can't save me I'm stuck on the deep end

I don't care, life ain't fair
She's not here, I'm not there
I hate this oh I swear
I can't make this up out of air

Bleeding out, I'm on the floor
Don't care about it anymore
I've tried time and time again
I don't think that I was meant for this

I'm a piece without a place
I'm a mask without a face
Not too long before I break
You should stay out of the way

Cause the day I do
I won't consider you
I'll just burn it all
Along with anyone too

3.14...

Lyrics

I don't mean to be but I been pissed off
Seems like everyone except me just hits off
If you don't accept me then get lost
I don't get life, it's a dumb cause (x2)

Jealous of everyone doing better than I am, cause I can't keep up
Helpless, I don't think this fun, I feel so alone, I don't got no one

It's so dark in my mind
Now the light just makes me blind
I wish I knew love, I don't know what it's like
Cause if it really was, you'd be here with me tonight

But you're not, you're out there
Fucking on some niggah while he's pullin on your hair
I hope that he breaks your fucking heart
How did I get bad? I don't know where to start

Was it when you cut me off?      
We could start a home but you're sleeping in his car
You ain't knew I know so it hurts more hard
That you lied to my face when you didn't need to start

Moonlit rose I fucking hate you
You're just a hoe, I fucking hate you
Where did you go? I fucking hate you
Fucking hate you, fucking hate you

I don't mean to be but I been pissed off
Seems like everyone except me just hits off
If you don't accept me then get lost
I don't get life, it's a dumb cause

Why in the fuck would you hit me up just to block my ass when I show I give a fuck?
I should of let you wreck that car that night you called me off 6 bars
Take note, this is what a hoe does, you'll be better off leaving them to rot and rust
Don't you ever fall for a bitch that need saving, she left my heart so broken and tainted

Don't you call me when you're falling
I can't care anymore
I'm walking off
I'm out of the door

spotify

IHY! | Produced by klimlords

Lyrics

Love is so exquisite I just want a little taste
I ain't felt it in a minute, it's been moving out the way
I can't take the thought of living through another fucking day
I don't think I'll ever get it, why you wanna see me break?

Why you wanna see me break down?
Everything I loved has turned to hate now
I need to pick up the pace now
I can't fucking stop until my body drops face down

Black in my mind
I'm not alright
I see no sign
That I'll be fine

So what if I'm not
I can never be safe
I just wanna rot
In a 6 feet grave
I can't make it stop
Everybody leave me
I just want your company
But you don't even see me (x2)

6FEET! | Produced by KyG x Ethan Carr

Lyrics

I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless
Can't black out on no shit
Been sober for too long
I almost just broke it

I wanna sip on a cup of some potion
I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floatin'

This fucking probation got me all the fucked up
Too bad that I fucked up
Need motivation because I feel like giving up
Hope I'm not shit out of luck

Can't take it I might just go meet satan
Not faking, I think I might need saving
Life I hate it, not what I meant to create it
I'm so sick of fucking waiting like when the fuck will I make it?

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm fucking hated
I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it
If I don't get drunk soon, I'ma end up wasted
I miss what the drugs do, I need medication

I don't feel like myself

I don't feel like myself at all
I miss the nights when you would call
You made me take down all my walls
Just to make me build more walls

I'm tired singing the same song about the same bitch
It's like taking pics of pain just to frame it
I made an album shit I might as well of hanged it
Every tear that I drop I should paint with

The way I'm going, I might as well live to be hurt
Cause I make songs about pain just to be heard
I'm not right in my brain, I'm a loose screw
Hate me or love me whichever one suits you

I can't feel neither, I'm numb anesthesia
Hate that I need her, I'm dumb, I'm no teacher
I spent my time when in school on a bleacher
Thoughts in my mind really making me weaker

I need a...
I don't know what I need in my life to believe
That I'm all that I need in this life to be pleased
I hate this place, I just wish I could leave

I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless
Can't black out on no shit
Been sober for too long
I almost just broke it

I wanna sip on a cup of some potion
I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floatin'

This fucking probation got me all the fucked up
Too bad that I fucked up
Need motivation because I feel like giving up
Hope I'm not shit out of luck

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm fucking hated
I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it
If I don't get drunk soon, I'ma end up wasted
I miss what the drugs do, I need medication