Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

I won't ever know why I'm like this
I won't ever know why I'm like this
I won't ever know why I'm like this

"ken, I fucking hate you"

I won't ever know why I'm like this
Everything I touch falls apart, I'm not Midas
I gave her my heart, she ran away, and I can't find it
I can't leave my past behind 'cause I still live inside it

Tried to run away from the darkness but I can't because it lives inside of me, I'm heartless
All I do is talk to fucking ghosts in this apartment
I don't wanna be alive, I wanna be a carcass
I know that I probably shouldn't say that
But it's what I really feel and I can't fake that
This microphone the only one that hears me
This microphone the only thing that heals me
Why'd you ever leave me? Don't you know I'm still bleeding?
Don't you know I'm still needing? Don't you know I'm still fiending?

I won't ever know why I'm like this
I won't ever know why I'm like this
I won't ever know why I'm like this
I won't ever know why I'm like this

I won't ever know why I'm like this
Everything I touch falls apart, I'm not Midas
I gave her my heart, she ran away, and I can't find it
I can't leave my past behind 'cause I still live inside it

i won't ever know why i'm like this.

I want to die, I want life to feel like something, and I’m still in love with her

i won't ever know why i'm like this.

unknxwn.