(unknxwn.) 
Don't know where I went wrong
Been tryna figure it out all night long
What do I do? How do I leave?
What hurts me the most is the fact that it's me

I'm what I hate, I know I'm fake
Been trying my best to learn a new way
Evil is rooted down deep in my core
If I lose it, I'd lose it, don't know what to do when

All is okay when I wake with no pain
I been hurt for so long when I'm not, I'm just grey
Look to the sky, don't know why I'm alive
Spill my heart on my art cause I can't even cry

I just wanna go away, I don't even wanna try now
I don't wanna see a face, think I might just rip my fucking eyes out
I don't wanna hear your words, they won't ever really work
They don't ever fucking heal me, shut the fuck up you don't feel me

Shut the fuck up, you don't know
All the bad stuff that I hold
In a part of my brain I won't show
To another other than me

I wish that I could though
But I know that I can't
Don't tell me that I can

(cuts)

i know im a mess and im far from the best
but i cannot change cos i feel so deranged
i know that you hate when i say im no good
i promise that i try but i wish that i could

be the person that you miss the most
that persons dead, now im just a damn ghost
you want one thats happy, not fucking depressed
but im just a human, mediocre at best

i wish i was perfect you see its impossible 
ive been so broken you cant feel responsible 

i did all of the things you would ask me to
i ask for one thing now it’s all about you
im always the bad guy that’s just how it seems
but you were projecting your mistakes onto me

you say that you hate me and you want me dead
you have no remorse and i don’t think you’ll dread
im crying and pleading while it points at my head
i didnt think it was grave but the guns in your hand

i just wanna go away w/ unknxwn. (itb)

Lyrics

Get in my head, you can abuse it
Fill me with all of your beautiful bullshit
Tell me I'm worthless, then tell I'm perfect
Confuse me to the point where I think I deserve it

Hold me don't hurt me, talk to me, don't call me
I'll keep forgiving, if you kiss me softly
I need you as much as I need you to leave
Cause I'm tired of us but without you ain't no me

You're all I had when I was only nothing
I'll take you back so I can feel like something
I know I'm no one, that's why I need someone
A shoulder to lean on, when I don't wanna cling on

Get in my head, you can abuse it
Fill me with all of your beautiful bullshit
Tell me I'm worthless, then tell I'm perfect
Confuse me to the point where I think I deserve it

beautiful bullshit. | Produced by elvien

slumber.

Lyrics

To no surprise when I woke up you weren't beside me
Wish you'd say I love you even if you do not like me
Girl that's all I need, your validation is all I crave for
Left me with a void but it's okay because without it, wouldn't make more
Of these songs I'm made for, you're my missing puzzle piece
But you don't see that angle
Why you wanna leave girl? I'm sorry but you can't go
I act like I'm better but I'll never fucking change though
FR87, baby, I know I'm unstable
Told her that I love her, what she said back was a fable

It's okay, don't carе, I just want you here
I just need you back, pleasе don't disappear
Baby, please don't let me go, you're all that I know
If I was Superman and you were Kryptonite, I still would hold you close
You're all that I love, I don't care what you become
You don't wanna come back but I don't wanna run

To no surprise when I woke up you weren't beside me
Wish you'd say I love you even if you do not like me
Girl that's all I need, your validation is all I crave for
Left me with a void but it's okay because without it, wouldn't make more
Of songs I'm made for, you're my missing puzzle piece
But you don't see that angle
Why you wanna leave girl? I'm sorry but you can't go
I act like I'm better but I'll never fucking change though
FR87, baby, I know I'm unstable
Told her that I love her, what she said back was a fable

if i was superman and you were kryptonite, i still would hold you close.

Prod. Septfree 

Lyrics~

I been tryna hold it back but I’m breaking
Waiting for the day the reaper fuckin takes me
Bitch I’m nothing you can’t fuckin save me 
Don’t say that you love me
If you fucking hate me

My emotions, they’re always mistaking
Deep inside my ocean, is where I’ll be fading
Where’d you go bitch what happened to staying?
I can’t fucking cope with, 
Scars that I would make bleed 

My walls cave in
Baby I can’t take this 
Lately you been changing 
Baby make it make sense 
I been patient 
My hearts fuckin aching 
Sick of fuckin faking 
Baby girl I hate this

All alone, there’s no one I know
I’m finding a home, but got no where to go
I’m In the cold, blood drips in snow
Pains all I hold, can’t take no mo

I’ve been tryna hold it back but I’m breakin’ 
I can’t do this on my own 
Anymore I can’t take it
They just hear these songs and 
They think that I’m amazin’
They don’t know the real me
They don’t know I’m fakin’ 

You tell me you love me but I 
Don’t know what you’re thinkin’
Happiness is fleeting
I’m tired of chasin’
I’m still bleeding 
Baby I can taste it 
You don’t need me 
Baby girl I hate it 

Used to wake up think bout getting faded 
Don't tell me what I mean to you
I don’t care you can save it
I don’t want your love 
It’s more than that baby I crave it
You’re the only one that can help me
Girl you’re my haven 

I’ve been tryna hold it back but I’m breakin’ 
I can’t do this on my own 
Anymore I can’t take it
They just hear these songs and 
They think that I’m amazin’
They don’t know the real me
They don’t know I’m fakin’

beneath the surface ft. unknxwn.

Produced by GAXILLIC

Lyrics

Can you come back now?
Baby, you been gone long enough by my count
We can't keep this up if you keep bringing me down
I just want your love but you don't want me around
Why do you hate me now?
Why can't I let you go? even if I could, I wouldn't, you're all I know
I say that I hate you but you know that I don't
Will I ever move on? I don't wanna move on
So I guess that we know

And I keep making these songs and I don't think that I'll stop
'Cause babe you're all that I need
I ain't say you could go, why the fuck did you leave?
Where the fuck are you now?
Sorry, I got pissed off
Can you tell me you love me? Don't care if it's false
Can you tell me you care? I don't care if you lie
Girl, I just need to hear it then I'll be just fine

Can you come back now?
Baby, you been gone long enough by my count
We can't keep this up if you keep bringing me down
I just want your love but you don't want me around
Why do you hate me now?
Why can't I let you go? even if I could, I wouldn't, you're all I know
I say that I hate you but you know that I don't
Will I ever move on? I don't wanna move on
So I guess that we know

okay, you can come back now...

Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

I won't ever know why I'm like this
I won't ever know why I'm like this
I won't ever know why I'm like this

"ken, I fucking hate you"

I won't ever know why I'm like this
Everything I touch falls apart, I'm not Midas
I gave her my heart, she ran away, and I can't find it
I can't leave my past behind 'cause I still live inside it

Tried to run away from the darkness but I can't because it lives inside of me, I'm heartless
All I do is talk to fucking ghosts in this apartment
I don't wanna be alive, I wanna be a carcass
I know that I probably shouldn't say that
But it's what I really feel and I can't fake that
This microphone the only one that hears me
This microphone the only thing that heals me
Why'd you ever leave me? Don't you know I'm still bleeding?
Don't you know I'm still needing? Don't you know I'm still fiending?

I won't ever know why I'm like this
I won't ever know why I'm like this
I won't ever know why I'm like this
I won't ever know why I'm like this

I won't ever know why I'm like this
Everything I touch falls apart, I'm not Midas
I gave her my heart, she ran away, and I can't find it
I can't leave my past behind 'cause I still live inside it

i won't ever know why i'm like this.

Produced by flower

Lyrics

Complete the plan tonight, you don’t have to be a better man tonight
Everybody left so you should crash it right?
You’re not good enough, don’t why you still fight
You think you’re worthless, yeah?
25 and still don’t have a purpose, yeah?
When you die, it’ll probably be on purpose, yeah?
She don’t want you, and it’s simple, you’re not worth the effort
You will never become better, you will always keep on letting her worm her way into your mind even though you shouldn’t
One day you’ll be out of timе and all because you couldn’t get a fucking grip

You’rе so full of fucking shit
You won’t ever fucking win, you’ll end up back here again
You make progress sometimes but you’ll always fall back
Don’t you even try to lie and say you won’t do that
You won’t ever be fixed, you’ll be broken til the end
She don’t care about you now and she ain't care about you then
So can you shut the fuck up and quit that whining ass shit?
We don’t wanna hear you cry 'cause we don’t care about you Ken
No one ever really did, get that through your head
Once you accept that fact, then it won’t be so bad
Look at what you did, look at what you had
All that burned to ash and all that by your hand

Complete the plan tonight, you don’t have to be a better man tonight
Everybody left so you should crash it right?
You’re not good enough, don’t why you still fight
You think you’re worthless, yeah?
25 and still don’t have a purpose, yeah?
When you die, it’ll probably be on purpose, yeah?
She don’t want you, and it’s simple, you’re not worth the effort
You will never become better, you will always keep on letting her worm her way into your mind even though you shouldn’t
One day you’ll be out of timе and all because you couldn’t...

all to ash by your hand.

Produced by coupdotcom

Lyrics

Shut up, don't talk, you can’t help me
I harbor thoughts that ain’t healthy
I see faces in the wall, that are deadly
I can’t look into their eyes because they'll try to kill me
I don't care how you feel, you don't feel me
Ken, Detmer, Garrett, Qayin, unknxwn. who’s the real me?
I don't care 'cause I'll probably never find out
I don't care 'cause I'm probably about to sign out

Wasted all my tears, I don't cry now
Is there life after death? Imma find out
I wake up and I accept dеfeat, no point in trying now
I don't need you to explain 'cause I don't carе about why now
I don't drink but I think I want some wine now
I'm alive but I think I wanna die now
Polymer 2, imma put it in my mouth now
5, 4, 3, 2, 1, and I’m out now

Shut up, don't talk, you can’t help me
I harbor thoughts that ain’t healthy
I see faces in the wall, that are deadly
I can’t look into their eyes because they'll try to kill me
I don't care how you feel, you don't feel me
Ken, Detmer, Garrett, Qayin, unknxwn. who’s the real me?
I don't care 'cause I'll probably never find out
I don't care 'cause I'm probably about to sign out