Produced by sockedbeatz

Lyrics

I know that I went off of the path, I don't know just really how far though
I think that I picked something up on my way back, I feel like that I been being followed
Feelings I repressed deep inside way from way back killing me inside, I'm feeling hollow
Every friend I had, every bridge, I just burned that, I ain't never really feel no sorrow

Ever since the day it went black, I ain't came back
Everything I love at some point learn to hate that
Everything I touch, why the fuck I gotta break that?
YOU THINK I'M OKAY? I LEARNED TO FAKE THAT

THEY ASK WHERE I BEEN, THEY JUST WANT A SONG
HONESTLY SOMETIMES I JUST CAN'T MAKE THAT
I JUST NEED TO WIN JUST THIS FUCKING ONCE
CAN'T FUCK AGAIN NO I CAN'T TAKE THAT

WHY YOU GIVE ME WHAT I WANTED JUST TO TAKE BACK?
God can you please just give my fucking face back?
Don't call me a genius and ask me how I make that
Cause when it come to open up for some reason can't say that

"Ken, I love you" shut the fuck up, you can save that
Be smart, don't give me your heart, I'ma break that
I'm broken, you won't ever fix me
Up won't ever open cause you won't ever get me

You won't ever call
The treasure I found is now lost
And I won't ever come upon it ever again
Talk to myself, I don't need any friends
I went to hell and I'll be there again
God I swear that I tried my best
I don't know how much more I got left
Probably enough to make my last breath somewhat worth it
Cause I know I'm not worth it
I'm not worth it
I'm not worth it
I'm not worth it
I'm always worthless
I'm always worthless

*auditory agony*

emotional earworm.

Produced by jeweler

Lyrics

I remember how it felt to fall
Ever since you left my ass ain't felt at all
Bitch, I went through hell and back, my ass done felt it all
And don't waste yo fucking time, I can't be helped at all

I post what I want, fuck a spotify placement
I don't wanna go outside, butterflies in the basement
Bitch, don't talk to me about royalties, I don't care about no label
Music all I got when I don't feel stable

You wanna perform, I wanna be okay
You just making songs, I'm just letting out my heartache
I got me some numbers, don't they love to see it?
But behind this screen all that bullshit doesn't mean shit

When I still wanna kill myself
One day I'ma kill myself
I don't need fresh air, I need my last breath
Don't cry, I know you don't care

I remember how it felt to fall
Ever since you left my ass ain't felt at all
Bitch, I went through hell and back, my ass done felt it all
And don't waste yo fucking time, I can't be helped at all

I post what I want, fuck a spotify placement
I don't wanna go outside, butterflies in the basement
Bitch, don't talk to me about royalties, I don't care about no label
Music all I got when I don't feel stable

tragic tone.

Produced by luffy

Lyrics

No one ever told me it could get this dark down here
I don't get it, I don't understand, I don't know why I'm here
I learn all these things about what it means to be alive but I don't ever feel alive

I got colors on the palette for some reason I can't paint it
I lost what I had then, what it was I can't explain it
I'm not what you want but I need what you are
I got all these thoughts but I can't see what they are

I'm a corpse of who I was, I'm just a ghost, I'm a nobody
Waking up feel forced, I'm fucking stuck, this ain't a hobby
Tried to let it go but they told me that they own me
Wrong is where I go, I'm not alive, I'm just a zombie

I got something in my soul that I can't get out anymore
I used to be sure but I'm not so sure anymore
I miss who I was but I can't be him anymore
I don't wanna do this, not again, not anymore

Because no one ever told me it could get this dark down here
I don't get it, I don't understand, I don't know why I'm here
I learn all these things about what it means to be alive but I don't ever feel alive

Told her I would follow her through any door
Then she said, "I don't love you anymore"
She ain't stab me in my back with a knife, she used a sword
Everything I feel is black, I don't see color anymore

I think I'm drowning, can somebody help me?
I don't think I meant for the dreams I'm always having
They'll always be dreams and I'll always have to wake up
Always have to clock in and always wear this make up

Make you think I'm okay cause you could never save me anyway
Reminisce on old days cause I won't ever feel happy any day

trauma tempo.

Produced by jeweler

Lyrics

I wanna paint all my white walls red
I know you love me, I don't care what you said
I'll always love you, I don't care what you did

You went away, I can't get you back
Fuck moving on, I miss what we had
Out of my mind but you're in my head

I got some evil inside my soul
Don't even ask, I won't let you know
I don't know why I can't let you go

I can't get out, I been stuck in a loop
I need some help, I don't know what to do
You don't see me but I'm noticing you

I wanna cry but my tears all gone
I'm alone, I ain't got no one
Don't say that you cared when I'm dead and long gone
I give in man, this shit ain't fun

I give in man, this shit ain't it
Know I don't need it but I want a sip
I seen it coming, I ain't even gone trip
I just wanna go back but I can't even flip

I wanna paint all my white walls red
I know you love me, I don't care what you said
I'll always love you, I don't care what you did

You went away, I can't get you back
Fuck moving on, I miss what we had
Out of my mind but you're in my head

I got some evil inside my soul
Don't even ask, I won't let you know
I don't know why I can't let you go

I can't get out, I been stuck in a loop
I need some help, I don't know what to do
You don't see me but I'm noticing you

white walls.

Produced by kinderyessir & viannoo

Lyrics

*auditory agony*

Please come back, can you hold my hand?
I don't know where I'm at, I don't know where I am
I'm on a plane that's all out of gas and I'm over an ocean, don't know where to land
I wanna change, I don't know if I can
I ain't got nothing left, you were all that I had
I'm out of breath, gave it all I had
Wish I could care but I know I can't

Don't say you care when you can't tell me
Know I'm fucked but you can't help me
Don't waste yo time, you might as well leave
I ain't been fine since you ain't been with me

Already know how this go
So you just might as well go
You ain't gotta waste my time
And I don't really need to waste yours

Say that I don't but I need her
She say she love me but I don't believe her
I'm not a man, I'm a creature
I wear your skin but you shouldn't look deeper

You might see something you shouldn't
Gave it my all and I'm done
I don't make music for fun
And I don't make music for funds 

Please come back, can you hold my hand?
I don't really know where I am
I'm on a plane that's all out of gas
I don't really even know where to land
I wanna change, I don't know if I can
Nothing left, you were all that I had
I'm out of breath, gave it all I had
Wish I could care but I know I can't

I'm in a body but I'm not alive, I'm just tryna survive, I don't even know how to breathe
She don't care about me so don't even try
Even if you did, it wouldn't mean shit to me
Don't try to bring me back, I don't wanna
I'm fine where I'm at, I don't wanna go farther
I don't wanna get better, don't bother
I be telling myself don't call her

When I open my eyes, no color
You were supposed to be mine, no other
I got stuck in a loop, can’t recover
Heart full of scars that I never can cover

*auditory agony*

i stopped pretending this was music.

Produced by reactance

Lyrics

Please don't talk to me, don't want you in my mind
I don't wanna do this, wanna end my life
You're not even real, don't fucking waste my time
detmer talked to garrett and they both said "fine"

What's the fucking point? I still don't see that shit
Nothing that I do won't undo what I did
I hope you don't see all of the things I hid
I knew I would be here ever since I was a kid

I wake up and I'm already over it
I don't like how I feel when I'm sober
I used to think "I'll be good when I'm older"
I don't think I'll get much older

Next year I won't be here, please don't cry when I'm gone
I'm already long gone
I'm just living, I'm not alive
Death ain't as bad as going on with no heart

Going on with no soul
I don't really know what this all for
I said I'm okay but I'm not though
I said I'm okay but I'm not, no

what i built now crawls with everything i tried to escape.

Lyrics

I been walking this earth for 25 years and I still feel lost
I'm fucking pitiful, I still don't know how to open up, sit here and talk to my thoughts
I kind of thought by now I would figure it out and I still ain't figured it
I know something that you don't know, I know something that I can not tell you about

All I can say is watch what I say, protect all of your ear and eye gates
Heard what I said, you can do what you will, it ain't my fault if you don't escape
And just know the farther you go, the farther it is to get back to your home
It still hurts inside my chest even if I don't let you know

I say inside of my chest cause I don't have a heart, that girl took it apart
Won't ever be put together again, won't be better again, to be hurt is my part
Space I'm wasting, I can't take this, fuck this life, I wake up and I hate it
Say I don't care but you know that I'm faking, know it's been years but your love I'm still chasing

If your love was a liquor, wouldn't chase it, your love is bitter, I still wanna taste it
Keeping these thoughts in the basement so I don't have to go down there and face it
If I face it I'd have to go end it and I just wanna keep on pretending
Cause that's all I have and that's all I will if you never come back

I been walking this earth for 25 years and I still feel lost
I'm fucking pitiful, I still don't know how to open up, sit here and talk to my thoughts
I kind of thought by now I would figure it out and I still ain't figured it
I know something that you don't know, I know something that I can not tell you about

All I can say is watch what I say, protect all of your ear and eye gates
Heard what I said, you can do what you will, it ain't my fault if you don't escape
And just know the farther you go, the farther it is to get back to your home
It still hurts inside my chest even if I don't let you know

Even if I don't let you know
Even if I don't let you go
Even if I don't let you see
Everything that you did to me
Even if I don't let you know
Even if I don't let you go

XXV. adorer.

maybe you were right.

Lyrics

Baby, tell me what you need, I'll do anything for you
Hope you know I'll never leave cause we're one heart that's split in two
Said it once in twin flame, I miss your face, can't say your name
It makes me break, I lost my mind when you said bye, bitch who's that guy?

Please don't tell another lie
Already know what you did
Do you remember the night you said you were gonna pick me up but you let me down?
Baby, please pick up, girl, I need you now

You're my twin flame
I miss your face
Can't say your name
It makes me break

I'm a lost and lonely soul, I don't know where I should go
Everything I felt for you, I won't feel for another soul
"Hey, unknxwn. all of these songs about this girl are getting old
And all the songs that you post now don't sound like what you made before"

I guess it's good that I don't care, I never did and never will
I can only take advice from someone that knows how I feel...
And I'm the only one that knows how I feel
Don't say you feel me cause you don't cause you ain't here

Baby, tell me what you need, I'll do anything for you
Hope you know I'll never leave cause we're one heart that's split in two
Said it once in twin flame, I miss your face, can't say your name
It makes me break, I lost my mind when you said bye, bitch who's that guy?

Please don't tell another lie
Already know what you did
Do you remember the night you said you were gonna pick me up but you let me down?
Baby, please pick up, girl, I need you now

1 heart split in 2.

this song is completely non profit

Lyrics

I put myself on display out of pain
But it won't change the fact you don't know me at all
Said that I would but I still haven't changed
I'ma say that I will but I won't not at all

The person I was and the person I am and person I will be all understand
Nothing we do will have any effect, I was meant to be broken, it's part of the plan

I'm still a sad kid inside of an adult
Say that you care but you show that you don't
Say you'll be there but I know that you won't
Always knew that I'd somehow just end up alone

It's okay though, I've learned to accept it
I'm just a person that can't be accepted
I'm just a person that won't learn the lesson
Soon I won't see it when you send me a message

This isn't a song, it's the only thing right when I feel like I'm wrong
This mic is the only one that I can talk to when I'm out of place and I feel so alone
I don't really care if nobody hears, it never was for any ears
The shit that I'm saying is not what I'm saying
Most of you won't understand what I'm saying

I still kinda wish you were here
Part of me doesn't believe that you're gone
Part of me partially loves you whole heartedly
Pardon me if I don't make sense at all

Never made sense to begin with
Only right, won't make sense when I end it
I keep typing out texts and don't send it
I just wanted someone to be friends with

it's only right, right? | Produced by raspo

unknxwn.