DEEP

stuck in the past

unkxwn

oh shitttt

Unknxwn

unknxwn.

unknxwn

Lyrics

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

Everyday I wake up same old, look at me sayin' the same damn shit
Look at me tryna relive a moment again, I haven't changed one bit
I just evolved into more damn shit, I'm still the lame, stupid, broke ass kid
Honestly I wear the same damn fit that I did, I'm still rockin' the same damn kicks

All white vans, all black pants, large black tee with a cut off tag
Promise that I'm not bad, I'm just sad sometimes I don't know how to act
So I act out what I can and sometimes that is the straw that broke the camels back
And that puts me in a bad place, don't enter my mind I don't have space

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

a faint pulse of the life i had.

prod. shrimp

mixed and mastered by shrimp

ready to go

Lyrics

Stuck looking at the wall
No one ever calls me
Yeah you never gave a fuck
Thats why you forgot me
Weird kid left out 
Yeah thats never not me
Speeding destination death
You can never stop me
Pop a pill in bed
Turn myself into a zombie
All these thoughts inside my head
Shoot it with a tommy
Full blunt wrap
Yeah I'm smokin' on that mummy
Brain cells dead but I like the way
It numbs me

I'm still breathing
But I died a long time ago
Wanna overcome it 
But I cant complete this obstacle
My lifes stuck in a circle
I keep walking thru revolving doors
Dont tell me that you care 
Cause if you did i wouldent be ignored

I been meeting same people 
Different variations 
She left me alone
I'm lost without her navigation
Lifes a journey 
And the grave's our final destination
Say whats on my mind
Dont care about how people take it

Stuck looking at the wall

No one ever calls me

Yeah you never gave a fuck

Thats why you forgot me

Weird kid left out

Yeah thats never not me

Speeding destination death

You can never stop me

unknxwn. - dead

I'm already dead.

i'm already dead. | Produced by VELES

@rxdlxst

Lyrics

Why do I beg for your love when I'm feelin' depressed when I know that it's only a lie
Why do I fight to keep livin' this world is a mess and I think that it's better to die
Why do I keep writing songs that are so hard to finish that reflect the pain that I try
To hide from the people that care for me most, I know when I pass they're the ones that'll cry

I cannot cope with the fact that I'll never be good enough for anyone to be pleased
I'm always left in the past and they don't even hesitate, I am forgotten with ease
Autumn has fallen and so has my heart, the spark that I had is now dead like the leaves
Don't waste your time on unknxwn. cause he'll never amount to the one that you want him to be

All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, nevermind, bummed out, defuse
All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, nevermind, bummed out, defuse

I'm the emboiment of all the problems that ruin your life when it's too hard to solve em
I am the reason you break down in tears when the one that you love hits decline when you call em
I am the small little push that'll get you to fall when you're already stuck on the edge
I am the shovel that's already dug out your grave and just waiting for you to be dead

unknxwn. - defuse

defuse.

spotify.

defuse. | Produced by rxdlxst

Art by: @grimapparition

Lyrics

I don't understand why I feel the way I feel
Just to not be sad I be taking fucking pills
Soundin' like a bum but the shit I say too real
Flowin' with emotion you don't know cause I conceal
I do it too well, and honestly its sad
Coming off as golden when I feel like fucking trash
Every bridge I had is now nothing but the ash
Fuck I'm holding back too much I'm about to fucking crash

Sit back I'm about to make you fucking wish that
You never gave me all the fucking pain I'm bouta give back
Kick back smokin' on some shit that make you trip back
Slip back into the abyss I made with this track
Flick that lighter back up on the blunt I kiss that
I don't even rap, I just steady fucking spit facts
Tic tac toe I X you out you needa get back
Everything in every line just make em wanna skip back

Write fast you try keeping up then you just write trash
I fuck up a type beat you just it make it type bad
Might add, do this on my own I got no right hand
I stopped wishing that I could, now I fucking know I can
Slow down, you cant catch the flow now
Wrote down, turn it into dope sound
Hope now, I cant fucking slow down
Broke now, not for long no doubt

I don't understand why I feel the way I feel
Just to not be sad I be taking fucking pills
Soundin' like a bum but the shit I say too real
Flowin' with emotion you don't know cause I conceal
I do it too well, and honestly its sad
Coming off as golden when I feel like fucking trash
Every bridge I had now is nothing but the ash
Fuck I'm holding back too much I'm about to fucking crash

Sit back I'm about to make you fucking wish that
You never gave me all the fucking pain I'm bouta give back
Kick back smokin' on some shit that make you trip back
Slip back into the abyss I made with this track
Flick that lighter back up on the blunt I kiss that
I don't even rap, I just steady fucking spit facts
Tic tac toe I X you out you needa get back
Everything in every line just make em wanna skip back

unknxwn. - ashes

ashes.

ashes. | Produced by Zølenya

@hatefulbeats

Lyrics

How in the fuck did I manage to lose every person I spent all my time with
Tryna create a connection thats stronger than time and that could be considered as timeless
It hurts even more cause I'm still tryna figure out where in the hell it went wrong
I don't wanna talk about how much it hurts to a person so I take it out on a song

I take it out on myself, I take it out on my physical and mental health
I fucking hate what I felt, I'm getting worse and I don't even think you can tell
I make myself wanna quit, filling my mind with a person I need to forget
Honestly I'm fucking pissed, I can't see the future but I never thought it'd be this

I don't really wanna try meeting new friends
I don't wanna waste my time on something that'll end
What the fuck is happy? I can only pretend
Leaving it to God in itself is a sin
You're the only person with the power in your life
That can change for the better with the state that you're in
You're the only person that can give your life a purpose on this earth
And make it all worth it again

I don't wanna feel this pain
I don't wanna play this game
I don't wanna keep writing songs that're sad
I just want my life to change
I just don't wanna let life slip away, and die with a void of regret
I don't wanna keep waking up and not get out of bed because I'm too upset

unknxwn. - i still feel it all

i still feel it all.

i still feel it all. | Produced by hateful

@guccihighwaters

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past
Me, I just wanna get better, I can't be like this forever
Call me a loverboy when I'm with you
You're my sun when I'm under the weather

It's late as hell and I'm up
Recording a song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

I been stuck in the past like I'm McFly
And I'm so full of shit like a pigsty
I can be good or bad depends on whos eye
Everyone that I loved I was used by
Now I'm broken, still hoping
I can breathe in your love without choking
That I won't regret what I've spoken
Hope the pain that I felt won't soak in

Lately I been feeling like shit, fuck this
I ain't never really had felt much bliss
Her lips, death stained kiss
I reside in my mind's dark abyss

Write songs just to cope with the pain
Broad day, still stuck in the rain
Different day, shit still feel the same
It's been a while and I still hear your name
It's been a while and I still see your face
It's been a while and I still can't erase
All the times that I used to embrace
I know you can't so don't say that you relate

I don't wanna start over again
Guess I'll cry about it, scream into my pillow again
Bleed more than I do when I'm using a pen
You know where to find me if you wanna see me again

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past

It's late as hell but I'm up
Recording this song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

| guccihighwaters |

Am I worth it, is it perfect
Do you feel the same as I do
Worthless, so cursed, with a mind like this
Do you mind if I die for a bit

To keep it honest, I would die for you bitch, yeah
Say fuck life, wristcry for you bitch
Never wanna make you sad, it kills me
Intoxicated every night from feelings
I got regrets in my head (x4)

unknxwn. - regret

regret.

regret. (feat. guccihighwaters) | Produced by brokn

Lyrics

Life is hittin' me hard
I'm all out of cards
I might take a bar
I need a cigar
Take me to the stars
Where I can be far away
I don't wanna deal with my mind today
God what the fuck is the price to pay
My ceiling has even got sick of my face
My body is sick of this place, too many games and I don't wanna play
I still got time but I don't wanna stay
All of the colors I knew are now grey
All I can do at this point, is pray
No focus, I point and spray
I wanna skip to the end of may
I don't wanna ever leave june
I don't wanna ever leave you
I hope that you never leave me, the end of us I hope that I never see
I hope we become everything that we think and we know in our hearts we can be
There's only one person in life that can put all the pain that you have to an ease
It isn't your lover, it isn't your mother, and it sure as hell isn't me

unknxwn. - june.

june.

june. | Produced by white cherry

Lyrics

Don't waste yo time on a hoe, fuck then ghost
If yo heart do get involved, don't let her know
If you think she is the one, it's just a show
Pull up, slide in, pull out, then I gotta go

I got no time for a bitch to open up
Stop wasting mine, if you not gone open up
I can't hold you down, I'm too busy goin' up
You I do not need, move around or open up

I ain't tryna' play, I'ma keep it real
I'm just tryna' pop you just like a pill
No emotion but I wanna see how you would feel
Why you trippin'? I'ma block you if you don't chill

Don't waste yo time on a hoe, fuck then ghost
If yo heart do get involved, don't let her know
If you think she is the one, it's just a show
Pull up, slide in, pull out, then I gotta go

When you fucked me over, I got so lost
That put me in the process, I almost gave up
But I found myself again, I don't wanna see you no more
But I'm still callin' your phone, girl don't hurt me no more

You were the reason I turned to a fuckboy
I gave you everything, you left me no choice
I'd still give anything if you would ask me
I let you drive my world but you just crashed me

Now I'm stuck here, broken from a cliff fall
Screaming but you don't hear, I know you see my missed call
I can't even walk now, guess I gotta just crawl
I should let you go, this shit so hard but it's so simple

Your makeup on my face
Everything that I loved turned to what I hate
That feeling that you gave me, I can't shake
It used to be your lips, now your blood I wanna taste

Don't waste yo time on a hoe, fuck then ghost
If yo heart do get involved, don't let her know
If you think she is the one, it's just a show
Pull up, slide in, pull out, then I gotta go

don't let her know! | Produced by HXRXKILLER

Lyrics

Broke as shit, I just wish that I could cope a bit
I'm sick and tired of hoping this life will get better
I'm over it
I'll drown in my tears, and forever fear
Letting another person get near
The last of a heart that I have
I'm trippin' out and not off of a tab
But I wish that I was, I hate when I'm sober
I love being buzzed, I wish it was over
I'll always have some kind of chip on my shoulder
Even if I loved her I still wouldnt show her

You only care for me when it's too late
I don't want friends cause everybody's fake
I'm already broken, so stop adding weight
I'm fading away and I'm starting to shake
Life is a bitch so fuck it
I'm tired of all of the fuck shit
I'll start not giving a fuck quick
This life is nothing but tough shit
You can't put me together I'm too far apart
Black in my lungs & black in my heart
Don't ask me to save you, don't know where I'd start
The knife in my back is so fucking sharp

I'm a piece of shit & I know that shit
The girl who broke my heart? I don't know the bitch
Yeah I care a lot but you won't notice it
Cause you can't break my heart if I don't open it
I'm a locked up, dying, low life
I'm living it wrong, so taking it's right
And the sunlight fucking so bright
Don't wanna make plans, I'm staying inside
I'm making a song, I'm up all night long
This shit do more than you ever done
For me so it's peace to most people I know
Ain't ask you stay so I think you should go

lowlife. | Produced by unknxwn.

how you do that? w/ savagega$p (prod eris)

@paineko

Lyrics

My soul is burning from fires that I set
You said you loved me, that's not what your eyes said
You think I'm breathing, I promise I'm not yet
You know those people that suck? Yeah I'm that

On planet depression till drugs take me off it
The hope that I had slipped away and I lost it
The only bed that I need is a coffin
I'm stuck in a nightmare, won't end till I stop it

And that can mean two things, growing up and facing life
Or my blood from blew brains
Knife inside my back, it's marked with a few names
All are alterations of mine, I'm what I hate

"Damn, that's some deep shit"
Nah, it's just real
But real is buried underneath
It's locked away and it's sealed
So I guess deep could justify the fuckin' way that I feel
All the pain's in my head but I swear it could kill

Kill a motherfucker quick, pop one shot and I'm dead
I swear that I tried, I want to but I can't
All I say is TIDE! but can't get the stains out
If I don't die soon, I might blow my brains out

Mama I'm sorry, I know soon enough you'll hear this
But sometimes all of the pain's too much to deal with
I don't even wanna get better, just want to quit
I'm sorry if the day that I die, it seems too quick

I'm sorry if I die too soon
I'm sorry but at least you knew why
I'm sorry if I hurt you too
I'm sorry if I die like tonight

I don't really wanna take this
I don't really wanna face shit
I don't really wanna get up
I don't even really wanna sleep

I don't even really wanna...oh my god
I forgot what I wanted to say, I'm so off
I might really like go away, so long
I been dealing with my pain so long

I don't even really wanna...oh my god
I forgot what I wanted to say, I'm so off
I might really like go away, so long
I been dealing with my pain so long

I'm sorry if I die too soon
I'm sorry but at least you knew why
I'm sorry if I hurt you too
I'm sorry if I die like tonight

I don't really wanna take this
I don't really wanna face shit
I don't really wanna get up
I don't even really wanna sleep

I might of took too much
Fuck it, i'll just take one more
I still ain't gone enough
Fuck it, I'll just take two more

How much more will it take?
Till I can't take it no more
Till I can't stop that shake
Till I die on my own floor

collapse. | Produced by paineko

Lyrics

Am I real? Am I fake?
Every path that I take always sends me right back to the start of the maze
Lost in a haze of the shit that was broken, I can't really say if I'm happy or hopeless
Fuck it, you think it matters it doesn't, what does? I can say for sure that not love
Every connection I had it was all lust, look at 'em now, they're so beautiful, all dust

Ashes of passion, could never imagine that what really has would have ever have happened
From crying to laughing, from peace to me spazzin', I used to have drive but I fucked up and crashed it
I'm still alive but I wish I could die, told me the truth when I wish you would lie
Cause sometimes the fantasy's all that I need, real isn't something I'm ready to be

Valentine in december
You say you love me but you don't remember
I named, you caused me pain
All girls are the same in the end

This whole year been dumb shit
I lie and say that I'm making it better but I ain't did nothing
Said that I quit drugs but I'm still out here buzzin'
Whenever however so I can feel something

Nicotine in me suppress the anxiety
I can't get out that's inside of me
I lie to you so it's cool if you lie to me
Tell me sweet nothings, just for the time at least

Cause I want what I don't need
Don't want you but don't leave
I might be a dick but I'm worse when I'm lonely
I'll write a quick line bout the time you were still here
I'm so indecisive like bitch why you still here?

I'm sorry that I'm not, it be like that
I won't tell you when I leave, like be right back
I don't open up but when I do I needed that
You think I'm going down the wrong path and I agree with that

december. | Produced by capsctrl

Lyrics

I don't wanna be alone I have been so long
I'm afraid I'll die with the comfort of no one
People do me wrong, I really don't wanna go on
Why'd you have to lie? I just started to grow on you

Guess that's fine, my heart's used to being broken
Girl I broke my back for you, I'll guess you'll never know it
I wanna come back to you, I'm trying not to show it
Cause then I'll get my heart abused and trashed and then you'll throw it

I don't wanna connect anymore
There's not a lot of people that I really care for
But the one's that I do, I try to give it my all
And there still ain't nobody there to catch me when I fall

Thoughts that I don't like to think about, I'm feelin' anxious now
Locked inside my room, I'll make a song to let the hatred out
Don't know what to do, say that a lot, but fuck I'm lost a lot
I wish it was through, I need a drug cause I can't make it stop

I don't wanna be alone I have been so long
I'm afraid I'll die with the comfort of no one
People do me wrong, I really don't wanna go on
Why'd you have to lie? I just started to grow on you

Guess that's fine, my heart's used to being broken
Girl I broke my back for you, I'll guess you'll never know it
I wanna come back to you, I'm trying not to show it
Cause then I'll get my heart abused and trashed and then you'll throw it

broken. | Produced by paineko

Lyrics

I don't smoke for fun bitch, bitch I smoke because it helps
You think I'm the one bitch? Sorry but you're dead as hell
Livin' life with me is like livin' life in fuckin hell
Can't you fuckin' tell I'm unstable and bitch there's more under the table

Purposely pushin' away, I do not want you to stay (no)
All of my feelin's are grey, why is you callin' me bae, hoe?
Hop the fuck off my line, I'll only waste your time
Yeah we're both here but I promise the reason you are isn't the same as mine

Sorry I sound like an ass, honestly I really am
Yeah, you can come to the crib but you ain't meetin' my fam
Yeah, you prolly know why, I'ma hang up if you cry
I did not come here for feels, after we fuck, it's fuckin' goodbye

I lost all my feelin's on my way back from depression
Life is fuckin' Hell & when I die I'll go to Heaven
unknxwn. but fuck the "o", her favorite number was a 7
I spent 7 months alone so nobody gets the credit

For why I'm still alive, why I didn't choose to die
No comfort when I cried, all alone every night
In the dark where I reside, so I don't need you as a light
I'm the reason I'm still here, and I'm the reason I'm alive

I'm the only one I'll ever need in this world
My dick is the only thing I'll ever give a girl
I'm sick in the head, I don't like shit, shout out to Earl
Sippin' slow on some merlot in a solo until I twirl

I lost myself when I found you, I guess it had to end
I wouldn't snap till I found proof that it was all pretend
I hoped to come a dead end so I could be with you
But I found more than I wanted, so now with you I'm through

With all your lies, I can't believe that every time
That you said that you were mine, it was all just a disguise
For you to throw on and off when needed someone to call
I hope you play this song while driving by a cliff and slip right off

I'm not the bad guy unless make me
But you did me so fucked up that I been thinking lately
That every person that I meet I'll do 'em wrong before it's me
Cause every single time I don't it just leaves me more incomplete

But how could that work if I'm just passing my hurt
Around like it's not important that someone else has the curse?
Cause it won't seize to exist just because it's not in my grip
Around the world it goes until it's back to me when I'm picked

And then I'm back to my shit talking, explosive, I'm poppin'
Detmer's what I call my demon, I can hear it knockin'
He won't leave till I agree, if I don't cave it ain't stoppin'
Smoking weed is the only way that I know I can stop him

merlot. | Produced by khail

Visual: https://youtu.be/GPKZ9nyH2lM

Art by @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I don't really got anything else to say
Never really happy, if I think I am, I just felt a little nice, it'll go away
My brain is so messed up, tried to download love but I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? Ain't shit gonna change, I already tried it

Been starved of love for so damn long so when I catch a girl I can't let her go
Everyone I every cared for is gone, if you don't wanna stay then let me know
Why does everybody like to waste my time?  If you don't think you are then where're you now?
While I sit alone in my bed and cry, I can't even get high to escape my down

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I say that so many times, ain't shit else to say
Even when I'm happy, I don't really get to feel it, been not so long, I don't really like the feeling
My brain is so messed up, my hardware fried, I got a virus
So much weight I can't get up, if there's any kind of help please help me find it

I been searching for so long for somewhere that I belong
I'm an orphan to my own thoughts
I get so lost but I know where I'll end up
Dead in a box all covered up, my life's a mess, I fucked it up

Where do I go when I don't know where to go? (x4)

Peaceful in Hell, when I'm not I feel so cold
I'm off the rails and back on the same road
Not doing well but this is what I chose
Laugh at my pain, my life is all a joke

Been starved of love for so damn long so when I get it now, I just let it go
Everyone I ever cared for is gone, you don't really wanna stay, I already know
Why does everybody like to waste my time? I got tired of it all, I don't go out now
I just sit alone in my bed and cry, why should I get high when I'll just come down?

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I don't really got anything else to say
Never really happy, if I think I am, I just felt a little nice, it'll go away
My brain is so messed up, tried to download love but I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? Ain't shit gonna change, I already tried it

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, ain't shit else to say
Never really happy if I think I am, It'll go away
My brain is so messed up, I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? I already tried it

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I don't really got anything else to say
Never really happy, if I think I am, I just felt a little nice, it'll go away
My brain is so messed up, tried to download love but I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? Ain't shit gonna change, I already tried it

virus. | Produced by IOF

Lyrics

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
When I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

Will I end in suicide?
These are things inside my mind
That I always try to hide
But it's hard to always fight

So I'll let it all be known
Show some things I've never shown
Learn some things you've never known about me
Evil in me

I've done things I'll never cope with
Might be bad to show this
I take back what I said
I'm keeping it all in my head

I won't love again
Stuck in the pain, I been smothering
Nothing to hope for in life except for the end
Don't think that my pain is a trend
I been so lost in the thoughts of my mental
How in the fuck did I get so far away from myself? It don't make sense
I'm in love with the fact that I hate shit
Took shit so long ain't no wonder I take shit
Hood on my head, don't you look at my face, I'm not confident, I cannot take it
I'll never be fine because you wasted my time
You played with my mind, thought you were a dime but that's a lie
You left me alone and I wanna know, bitch why?

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

why don't i feel alive? | Produced by Raspo

Lyrics

Why even talk? you cant tell me
Shut up lil bitch you cant tell me shit
Hoe say that she wanna nail me
Knew when I met she gone let me hit

Why this bitch still on my phone?
I hit her once now I want her gone
I cannot chase no bitch why waste my time,
When the pussy chase me like tom?

Dick in her tummy it hurt take a tum
She want me to eat like that shit is yum, it's not
Just want her to give me the tounge
I just wanna cum like 21 times, alot

Hi, I'm from England, I'm a bit cheeky
Tea time, I gotta put up the pinky
Hoe can you finish we fucking for too long
Giving me blue balls, I'm Mr.Meseeks

She wanna read all my texts but I delete
Bitch why you lyin' I know you don't need me
Hoe you just need deez nuts
Now you wanna cap, why you actin reluctant

I can start not givin fucks quick
I can see thru all the lies, quit
Soon enough I'ma be up bitch
So leave me alone with the fuck shit

She wanna get to know real me
Shut the fuck up, this the real me bitch
She really think can feel me
Hoe I do not even feel me bitch

She acting like she can heal me
Hoe you can help me kill me quick
I wanna be like 6 feet
Down in the dirt, that's all that would thrill me

MR.MEESEEKS! (FREESTYLE)

Come & Go Ft. Marshmello

Produced by rizi

Lyrics

Why couldn't I hold on?
Now I'm left alone with no one
I pulled it oh so far
Then it snapped and our love is gone

You saved me and in return
I sent you to Hell with a slow burn
Don't hate me, please don't turn
Into the people I've known for far too long

I think my hearts gone bad with the hate I've trapped
Don't remind of myself baby, I know that
I know you deserve what's better
I'll say I let you go but just know that I'll never

The door is always open for you
Until I die I'll be waiting for you to come through
I never lied and I guess that's just why I hurt you
You're not by my side and I just wish that I could hold you

I'll try to move on but I know that I won't
I'll find a new one and try to heal what I broke
Could we have worked out? I guess that I'll never know
Not what I set out but another heart that broke

Another innocent soul that I just taught to not trust
We built up a lot, I missed a screw now it's all dust
Sorry about that, I never thought that
If I stopped for a minute you'd be gone when I come back

slow burn.

Produced by Zane98

Lyrics

You don't know how I feel but I wish that you could
Even if the shit I feel most times ain't good
I know I'm hard to connect with, if I could change, oh I would
Cause all I really wish to be is loved & understood

Cause what feel like now is not enough
For you & every other person that I trust
I don't wanna leave and I don't wanna stay
I really wish it was black and white but it's all really grey

I don't wanna be alone
It's so hard for me to show
What I feel inside my soul
Hold on baby, don't you go

Wait for me
I just need a moment
I love you, I showed you
But I don't think you know it

Your heart, I just wanna hold it
My chance, did I really blow it?
So far, distance can we close it?
My hand, I want you to hold it

Frozen and hopeless, I don't know where to go with
Everything I need to ask about all my emotions
I might go where I can't be noticed
No one wanted to know my soul, so I sold it

I'll tell you that I'm good but I feel fucking lonely
I'm misunderstood, I just wish you would know me
Not because you think I need it, because you want to
When you feel what I feel, just know I'll be gone too

I don't wanna feel like this no more
I hope that you don't let me go
Don't make me think, just let me know
If you don't love me anymore

Cause I need you until I know that you don't
I could never leave you and I think that you know
You only come back to me when you feel that you want
We've made a mess of things, I think it's time to move on

misunderstood.

Produced by ross gossage x jkei

Lyrics

Girl back up, I'll turn you toxic
Don't hmu cause I'll just block it
I'm not enough, I know I'm not bitch
My heart was crushed by a girl I'm not with

Still think about what I did wrong
But instead of crying I make songs
She's in my head like all night long
And when I go to sleep, to my dream she comes

L O V E  D I E D
She don't need me, clear like HD
I don't know why the fuck you hate me
Ain't no love around me lately

I don't want to but I want you
Gave up on love when I lost you
You wanna leave, can't stop you
So before you do, I'ma drop you

Love won't heal me, I'm too broken
You say you feel me but I'm hopeless
I can't feel shit, no
Why can't I just let go?

Shivers down my neck when I felt your breath
Turn to pain inside my chest when I read that text
You don't even care, last time I checked
So why's it so hard to get you out my head?

I don't know and I never will
I'm stuck on you till I'm dead and still
Wanna turn back to the meds and pills
It's getting too hard with the shit I feel

I don't like who I am
I miss your soft face on my hand
Should let go but I can't
Wasn't good but it's all I had

Can't make myself move on
If I do then you're really gone
Time and time I tried to
Show you that I would say I do

But what you do is make me feel worthless
Why can't I just see that you're not worth it
Maybe because I think that you're perfect
Baby I'm not fine, you left me hurting

I don't know how to come back from this
Everything in our past I miss
Even the bad times, I'm not a bad guy
My heart you trapped mine, love I cannot find

love died.

Produced by sketchmyname x vaegud

Lyrics

What I want and I feel do not agree
It's stopping me from reaching to all that I could
I try to be good but my thoughts keeps stalling me
I'm not an angel don't call to me
I'll make you regret it, don't fall for me
I know that I did but I hate that I said it
I'm guessin' that love is just not for me

I cannot trust what I feel
Stuck in the lust I know this isn't real
I'm feelin' crushed, I might crush up a pill
You know how it goes, at this point it's a drill

Wake up, feel fucked, go to sleep, repeat
I miss real love, nobody needs me
I fall, get stuck, no one can reach me
To me do not look up, ain't fun to be me

I smoke for the pain, life in the drain
I wanna forget so I go grab a drink
Do I really need it though? I do not think so
It seems that the drugs all that help with the pain though

So I'ma get fucked up
Don't want advice, shut the fuck up
When I was alive you ain't act like you care
So the day that I rise I won't show love

Leave me alone, just leave me alone
Don't care if you stay cause I just wanna go
No not to a place, to the grave where we go
When we get erased from the life that we know

Evil in my head
Don't try to care either when I'm dead
Cause honestly I got like 3 friends
You can't save me I'm stuck on the deep end

I don't care, life ain't fair
She's not here, I'm not there
I hate this oh I swear
I can't make this up out of air

Bleeding out, I'm on the floor
Don't care about it anymore
I've tried time and time again
I don't think that I was meant for this

I'm a piece without a place
I'm a mask without a face
Not too long before I break
You should stay out of the way

Cause the day I do
I won't consider you
I'll just burn it all
Along with anyone too

3.14...

Produced by sketchmyname x vaegud

Lyrics

No matter where I go, I'm always caught in my own mind
Lately I been so low, I just wanna go and get high
She left my heart in the cold, I don't think I'll ever know why
All of my days just go by, no matter the hurt I won't cry

Can't let 'em see me down, that's all they want I know now
Can't get a bottle to drown, I'm really on my own now
I gotta find my way out, I don't got time for the fake now
I just want something real, I hope it's not too late now

Don't ever try to come back, you took my love for granted
Most of these hoe's I can't stand, nowadays I just pass it
Fuck tryna flex on the gram, you really care bout a caption
Burn everything down, turnin' yo life into ashes

Everything past tense, nothing I had ever lasted
All except me, I'm all that I need, I'm real to myself and that's it
Don't want her she plastic, fake love, that's the bad shit
Polluting my heart, my mind, my soul, don't waste my time, it's gettin' old