Is this melody from Tsunami J. Die young? 

March 2021

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

out of reach.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Thought you were the one, you were just another one
Told you I was there, you told me that we were done
Told you I would stick around like gum under a shoe
But you just got rid of me like gum under a shoe

You ain't want me round, you ain't want me close
Did I let you down? I just wanna know
You just moved away, you ain't even let me know
What the fuck did I do to be treated so cold?

Is it karma? Is it character development?
To hell with this, I don't care what it is
But I can't let go
Cause I get my fix when my heart gets broke

I know that life might not be perfect
I know you weren't either but I thought you were worth it

Thought you were the one, you were just another one
Told you I was there, you told me that we were done
Told you I would stick around like gum under a shoe
But you just got rid of me like gum under a shoe

You ain't want me round, you ain't want me close
Did I let you down? I just wanna know
You just moved away, you ain't even let me know
What the fuck did I do to be treated so cold?

Thought you were the one, you were just another bitch
You told me I was the one, I was just another dick
I wasn't shit to you but just a body
You used me till you were used to me

I'm not Ken, that's who I used to be
A dead man that's who I'm soon to be
I think that's all that I'm meant to be
I'm not alive, I just pretend to be

Only in front of this mic
When I feel like I'm really alive
Did I miss that chance when it was time?
Hope I didn't, I'll fucking end it if I did

I hope I didn't cause I'll fucking end it if I did

closer.

(unknxwn.) 
Don't know where I went wrong
Been tryna figure it out all night long
What do I do? How do I leave?
What hurts me the most is the fact that it's me

I'm what I hate, I know I'm fake
Been trying my best to learn a new way
Evil is rooted down deep in my core
If I lose it, I'd lose it, don't know what to do when

All is okay when I wake with no pain
I been hurt for so long when I'm not, I'm just grey
Look to the sky, don't know why I'm alive
Spill my heart on my art cause I can't even cry

I just wanna go away, I don't even wanna try now
I don't wanna see a face, think I might just rip my fucking eyes out
I don't wanna hear your words, they won't ever really work
They don't ever fucking heal me, shut the fuck up you don't feel me

Shut the fuck up, you don't know
All the bad stuff that I hold
In a part of my brain I won't show
To another other than me

I wish that I could though
But I know that I can't
Don't tell me that I can

(cuts)

i know im a mess and im far from the best
but i cannot change cos i feel so deranged
i know that you hate when i say im no good
i promise that i try but i wish that i could

be the person that you miss the most
that persons dead, now im just a damn ghost
you want one thats happy, not fucking depressed
but im just a human, mediocre at best

i wish i was perfect you see its impossible 
ive been so broken you cant feel responsible 

i did all of the things you would ask me to
i ask for one thing now it’s all about you
im always the bad guy that’s just how it seems
but you were projecting your mistakes onto me

you say that you hate me and you want me dead
you have no remorse and i don’t think you’ll dread
im crying and pleading while it points at my head
i didnt think it was grave but the guns in your hand

i just wanna go away w/ unknxwn. (itb)

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

I keep getting this urge that I know only leads to hurt
Sometimes I say I don't care but I know that don't ever work
One hand from the darkness wanna leave me heartless
My heart made of light tell me leave it all in Gods hands

But I don't know how to talk to him
And I can hear every thought from them
So when they try to steer me wrong
Where the fuck do I run?

Where the fuck do I go if the man in the sky
Don't ever try and leave no rope
How he expect me to rise above all these things?
I ain't ever had no wings

Every emotion I had, gone
All of my thoughts are a bad one
No father in blood but my father in love
Piece of all of us went when you passed on

Couldn't look at you in the casket
I wish it all was a bad trip
Thought it'd get better it hasn't
I just got better at maskin'

Every thing that's inside me
That I don't want no one to see

Why do I keep getting this urge that I know only leads to hurt?
Sometimes I say I don't care but I know that don't ever work
One hand from the darkness wanna leave me heartless
My heart made of light tell me leave it all in Gods hands

Feel like if I did that, I'd be so fucking hopeless
Cause I remember when that was all I put my hope in
I was left with fucking nothing and I ain't learn no fucking lesson
Except every connection & moment that you have with someone you love is a blessing

That could be taken away with no question
Turn every blissful sensation to stressin'
Death is door every one of us destined
Every breath you take gets closer to that shit

"Ken why are you thinking bout that?"
I think it's weird that you don't though
I mention grief, you get so sad
I think you might need an ear full

Of every bit of the hard truth
Stop tryna find a distraction
Focus on what you want to
One day we'll all be past tense

I keep getting this urge that I know only leads to hurt
Sometimes I say I don't care but I know that don't ever work
One hand from the darkness wanna leave me heartless
My heart made of light tell me leave it all in Gods hands

gaudse.

something about the way that you couldve walked away

@dezdagodfather999

Yes I took her verse from the YT version

Lyrics:

I came wit da blammer
You do not know me but I keep it Loki I feel like I'm Thor cuz I came wit dat hammer huh
Codeine in my fanta huh
3 hoes on me like Santa huh
Handle my bis and I'm smoking on canna
You know I need me a gram of grabba
Fore I lose all my manners
And I go apeshit yes I go bananas
You know I came wit the kryptonite I am the man of

Steel haha
Royal Rumble they call me the co-ordinate
When I call you answer I'm not John Porkin it
Feel so Fantastic off 4's I been pouring em
He want beef? A knuckle sandwich he ordering
Hang that boy family tree make em sum ornaments
Bars hard like my dick during a morning piss haha

How you want a reup but you do not have 40 dollars
Talking crazy on me pop out wit atleast 40 choppas
I am all up in yo crib I'm making yo shorty holla
I like bad bitches too I feel like Jorjiana

HANNAH MONTANA (ICE SPICE REMIX)

DD-Me Vs Me

@rxdlxst

Lyrics

Why do I beg for your love when I'm feelin' depressed when I know that it's only a lie
Why do I fight to keep livin' this world is a mess and I think that it's better to die
Why do I keep writing songs that are so hard to finish that reflect the pain that I try
To hide from the people that care for me most, I know when I pass they're the ones that'll cry

I cannot cope with the fact that I'll never be good enough for anyone to be pleased
I'm always left in the past and they don't even hesitate, I am forgotten with ease
Autumn has fallen and so has my heart, the spark that I had is now dead like the leaves
Don't waste your time on unknxwn. cause he'll never amount to the one that you want him to be

All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, nevermind, bummed out, defuse
All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, nevermind, bummed out, defuse

I'm the emboiment of all the problems that ruin your life when it's too hard to solve em
I am the reason you break down in tears when the one that you love hits decline when you call em
I am the small little push that'll get you to fall when you're already stuck on the edge
I am the shovel that's already dug out your grave and just waiting for you to be dead

unknxwn. - defuse

defuse.

spotify.

defuse. | Produced by rxdlxst

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i'm still just a kid and i'm trying my best

Fake Friends (prod. bruferr x nonbruh)

truetututtetet

Castaway

lyrics: 

i dont wanna b alone tonight
my thoughts keep picking me apart
i keep saying ill be fine
but they keep reminding me im not
these drugs keep calling out my name
telling me to just let go for once
this blade has a grim look on its face
offering me its comforting touch

maybe i dont wanna die 
or maybe i do

maybe i dont wanna live this life
with you

maybe i dont wanna cry alone tonight
boo fuckin hoo

boo fuckin hoo

boo fuckin hoo

maybe i dont wanna die 
or maybe i do

maybe i dont wanna live this life
with you

maybe i dont wanna cry alone tonight

i dont wanna b alone tonight
my thoughts keep picking me apart
i keep saying ill be fine
but they keep reminding me im not
these drugs keep calling out my name
telling me to just let go for once
this blade has a grim look on its face
offering me its comforting touch

maybe i dont wanna die 
or maybe i do

maybe i dont wanna live this life
with you

maybe i dont wanna cry alone tonight
boo fuckin hoo


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boo 'fuckin' hoo (prod. blade901 x 5head)

Outside Lately (theydontknowme)

Heartbeat

I feel like a god damn waste
God if you're real you can god damn take
My life away cause I god damn hate
The shit that my mind can god damn make
Me feel, sometimes I wanna take three pills
Just to feel like I have free will
Why can't these god damn people just be real
Some days I feel so low, to the point where I just wanna let go
Gun at my head and I might let it blow
Goin' through shit that you don't even know
I'm fuckin' stuck in place full of snow
Been here so long I don't even feel cold
I need another cup of my merlot
I don't have any love left to show

I live in Hell but you never could tell
Cause the way that I hide it is too fuckin' well
Losing my trust in humanity, full of insanity
I don't have a soul to sell
But if I did, I would
Keepin' that shit would honestly do me no good
I rather thrive on this Earth while I can
Than struggle when shit gets to hittin' the fan
I'm a mess stuck inside the body of a man
Need an escape I just might take a xan
Don't judge, you ain't been through the mud
Don't think that I do this for fun
I'm just a fucked up fuck up
Do it yourself, or I'll shut you up
I don't need help cause I never had none
Standing my ground I will no longer run

Unknxwn. - GOD

https://soundcloud.com/graveyardwraithdiscog/wraith-when-everything-you

Lyrics

Moonlight in my eyes leave me blind on a dark night
Why'd you have to lie? Any wrong we could make right
I don't wanna try if it all leaves the same kind
Pain inside of my heart of hearts, god I hate life

My soul get so weak and tired, I think it's anemic
Let go, it's okay, I probably might fucking need it
I'm attached to way too fucking much that leave me bleeding
Every word you said was all a lie and I believed it

Why you on my phone again? Girl I can't take it
Fire in my bones again, I feel enraged with hate
Oh no not this road again, I thought I made it
Up out of this hole but it's gone make me cave in

How can I live knowing you have a kid but they're not gonna call me their dad? This is shit
I don't wanna go back to the pain I was in, I don't wanna go on in a life you're not in

What do I do with what I grew with?
I'm making music but feel useless
Said I'm a nuisance but I knew it
How to get through it? Bitch I'm clueless

I think you wanna mess with my head once again
Why you show me the door but then won't let me in?

Don't say you love me, baby that's dishonest
Girl if you don't want me, then I don't wanna feel wanted
You are not the one for me so I don't even want it
When I fall asleep, I pray I don't regain my conscious

"Ken, don't be like that you got so much more to live for"
Don't come at me with that, swear I heard it all like before
If you wanna help, you can leave me alone
Don't tell me how to live, I'ma leave earth alone

I'll be fine when I'm rottin' in a coffin
Out my mind, have I lost it? Don't be knockin'
No one home in this dome that I like to call my head
Know you won't ever care, don't say you did when I'm dead

moonlight. | Produced by ERLAX

unknxwn.

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