someone tell me where my life went.....
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Lyrics:
Oh i know that its hard to let go
I wish i could let go
Of the pain that i know
Everybody gets low
Everytime that im froze
Im froze watching everything grow old



Someone tell me where my life went
I wanna die when i think of all the time left
Im so high, when i think of our time spent
Its alright, they gon pull me down alive

They whisper in the night bitch
My best friend is the silence
Im stressed out i need quiet
No im not fine i was lying


I pull out my hair
What u so scared of
None of its fair
Ur leaving a tear love


Tearing me apart
Scatter into shards
No one knows the scars 
Turn them into art

Stab me through the heart
Yeah
In the dark
Fallin through my arms
Hate my life, restart
Howd u get so far
x2

froze (prod. discent)

Lyrics

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

Blood on mine, I see no sign
You don't understand so never mind
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
But you won't understand so never mind

I let you in, that was the wrong move
You did me wrong but I was wrong too
Why should I stay if I don't want to?
Know I shouldn't but I want you

Fell so fast, fell so hard
We got so close, how'd we get so far
Apart from each other? 
You lit my flame then left me smothered
I don't wanna change, I don't wanna find another
She's so fake, how could I trust her?

I don't like it when you lie, how could I?
When I saw you wasn't looking through my good eye
Cause you had so many red flags, left my heart black
I won't get back

All the love I put into your black hole of a heart
You ain't change, not a chance, was a hoe from the start
When I'm paid counting bands, don't you step from the dark
I'ma leave yo fucked up ass where you are

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

the fall. (prod. kubsy)

lyrics:
i don’t wanna die got no friends im
in a fight with my mind slit my wrists ten times
fight fire with fire i’ll burn my eyes out
drowning in the lies who the turned the lights out
hearts been broke, now i’m all alone
i could never trust again, no i hate that hoe
leave me lost in the dark, but her eyes they glow
if you ever want me back just let me know

stab me in the back you let me down
turn my smile upside down
the voice inside my head don’t bother me
but its so fucking loud
brain so numb put a bullet in it i know
leave me in the rain, while i bleed, it’s a cycle
break me down now i’m nothing, suicidal
i ain’t never felt the same since i wrote the suicide note

i don’t see the point of going on in a life
that i don’t even like
i don’t even wanna fight
i don’t see why i still try
when i know that i’ll meet demise
ain’t no one cared when i was close to doing what would make me die
doing what would make you cry 
if i went through with thoughts of mine
everyday i wake up in a cycle
i don’t think it spots the trigger i pull
i can see the bitch with my eyes closed
i don’t wanna talk anymore just let me go
you made me sick of myself
made me hate me cause what i felt
girl you played me for the last time
this the last time

i don’t wanna die got no friends im
in a fight with my mind slit my wrists ten times
fight fire with fire i’ll burn my eyes out
drowning in the lies who the turned the lights out
hearts been broke, now i’m all alone
i could never trust again, no i hate that hoe
leave me lost in the dark, but her eyes they glow
if you ever want me back just let me know

suicide note II w/ unknxwn (TXNSHI)

Lyrics

I just wanna blow a piece of my mind out of my head
I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead
I don't wanna know bout the things that you said
Behind my back, I won't like that

I just wanna blow a piece of my mind out of my head
I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead
I don't wanna know bout the things that you said
Behind my back, I won't like that

What is the meaning of learning the meaning of things?
When I learn them, I don't even need it
Am I succeeding or am I retreating
From what's in the world? Don't know what to believe in

I'm a lost cause, I'm a loser
I'm a fuck up, I'ma lose her
I'm a bad seed, I'm a waste of life
I hope you don't see what's inside my mind

I'm not alright but I know how to work
With the things in my mind
Do my best when I'm worse

I never try
Either do or I don't
How the fuck did my life
Go from bad to worse?

Rock bottom to top
It's all bout perspective
If I never stop
Then I won't stop progressing

If I never walk
I won't ever fall
So I guess if I fall
I can accomplish it all

*auditory agony*

I just wanna blow a piece of my mind out of my head
I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead
I don't wanna know bout the things that you said
Behind my back, I won't like that

I just wanna blow a piece of my mind out of my head
I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead
I don't wanna know bout the things that you said
Behind my back, I won't like that

I won't lie back
Gotta fight back
Gotta move on
Gotta keep on

I might lose some
But I'll win too
I see blue suns
I see red moons

piece of mind. | Produced by saint mike

music video: https://youtu.be/RH_eLwPbLd0?si=fwSJFTBo3cr0pyVc

Lyrics

What'd I do so fucking bad I had to lose you?
You could stab me in the back and beat me blue
It still wouldn't change the fact that I would choose you
I know that there's something wrong with me, I got a loosescrew

My heartbeat fading slowly
I wish that you would hold me
But you don't care to know me
I'm regressing to the old me

Try to hide it but I feel that shit now
Don't know what I did but that girl is a bitch now
Coulda been a love song but it is a diss now
All those things I didn't understand I still don't get now

I'm not ever getting better

What'd I do so fucking bad I had to lose you?
You could stab me in the back and beat me blue
It still wouldn't change the fact that I would choose you
I know that there's something wrong with me, I got a loosescrew

I got feelings that I'll never bring up out loud
Like how the only thing inside of me is doubt now
Doubt I'll ever be someone good enough for you
Doubt I'll ever leave behind the feelings I have for you

What'd I do so fucking bad I had to lose you?
You could stab me in the back and beat me blue
It still wouldn't change the fact that I would choose you
I know that there's something wrong with me, I got a loosescrew

My heartbeat fading slowly
I wish that you would hold me
But you don't care to know me
I'm regressing to the old me

Try to hide it but I feel that shit now
Don't know what I did but that girl is a bitch now
Coulda been a love song but it is a diss now
All those things I didn't understand I still don't get now

What'd I do so fucking bad I had to lose you?
You could stab me in the back and beat me blue
It still wouldn't change the fact that I would choose you
I know that there's something wrong with me, I got a loosescrew

spotify.

loosescrew! | Produced by emma


prod. michael harrison

My heart feels like it's paralyzed,
Well I'm not scared to die,
Said those words a thousand times,
I've told a thousand lies,

I Don't want to hate myself,
Wish I was someone else,
Burn it all and start again, 
I don’t care who I am,

Don't know how to feel with no happy ever after,
People, things, and time are all bleeding on the chapter,
Can’t tell what I lost, I'm repeating my old patterns,
People seem to get things I never really captured,

I wish you could hear me, if you even fucking cared,
Tell me how you feel, I'm completely unaware,
Regret the things I said, you caught me unprepared,
Shadows keep on haunting me, I know that you're not there,

I come back around,
In the same old place,
In the same old town,
Still hang around, 
But it's quiet now,
Nothing’s changed still hear the sound,
That I can't tune out,
No one’s left around,

My heart feels like it's paralyzed,
Well I'm not scared to die,
Said those words a thousand times,
I've told a thousand lies,

I Don't want to hate myself,
Wish I was someone else,
Burn it all and start again, 
I don’t care who I am,

Don't know how to feel with no happy ever after,
People, things, and time are all bleeding on the chapter,
People seem to get things I never really captured,
Can’t tell what I lost, or really what I'm after,

after

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STEP OUT

Lyrics

Broke as shit, I just wish that I could cope a bit
I'm sick and tired of hoping this life will get better
I'm over it
I'll drown in my tears, and forever fear
Letting another person get near
The last of a heart that I have
I'm trippin' out and not off of a tab
But I wish that I was, I hate when I'm sober
I love being buzzed, I wish it was over
I'll always have some kind of chip on my shoulder
Even if I loved her I still wouldnt show her

You only care for me when it's too late
I don't want friends cause everybody's fake
I'm already broken, so stop adding weight
I'm fading away and I'm starting to shake
Life is a bitch so fuck it
I'm tired of all of the fuck shit
I'll start not giving a fuck quick
This life is nothing but tough shit
You can't put me together I'm too far apart
Black in my lungs & black in my heart
Don't ask me to save you, don't know where I'd start
The knife in my back is so fucking sharp

I'm a piece of shit & I know that shit
The girl who broke my heart? I don't know the bitch
Yeah I care a lot but you won't notice it
Cause you can't break my heart if I don't open it
I'm a locked up, dying, low life
I'm living it wrong, so taking it's right
And the sunlight fucking so bright
Don't wanna make plans, I'm staying inside
I'm making a song, I'm up all night long
This shit do more than you ever done
For me so it's peace to most people I know
Ain't ask you stay so I think you should go

lowlife. | Produced by unknxwn.

BRING ME DOWN FT. RONEN

Lyrics

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
When I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

Will I end in suicide?
These are things inside my mind
That I always try to hide
But it's hard to always fight

So I'll let it all be known
Show some things I've never shown
Learn some things you've never known about me
Evil in me

I've done things I'll never cope with
Might be bad to show this
I take back what I said
I'm keeping it all in my head

I won't love again
Stuck in the pain, I been smothering
Nothing to hope for in life except for the end
Don't think that my pain is a trend
I been so lost in the thoughts of my mental
How in the fuck did I get so far away from myself? It don't make sense
I'm in love with the fact that I hate shit
Took shit so long ain't no wonder I take shit
Hood on my head, don't you look at my face, I'm not confident, I cannot take it
I'll never be fine because you wasted my time
You played with my mind, thought you were a dime but that's a lie
You left me alone and I wanna know, bitch why?

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

why don't i feel alive? | Produced by Raspo

unknxwn.