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bro don't lose yourself for a person that won't do the same

Lyrics

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

Blood on mine, I see no sign
You don't understand so never mind
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
But you won't understand so never mind

I let you in, that was the wrong move
You did me wrong but I was wrong too
Why should I stay if I don't want to?
Know I shouldn't but I want you

Fell so fast, fell so hard
We got so close, how'd we get so far
Apart from each other? 
You lit my flame then left me smothered
I don't wanna change, I don't wanna find another
She's so fake, how could I trust her?

I don't like it when you lie, how could I?
When I saw you wasn't looking through my good eye
Cause you had so many red flags, left my heart black
I won't get back

All the love I put into your black hole of a heart
You ain't change, not a chance, was a hoe from the start
When I'm paid counting bands, don't you step from the dark
I'ma leave yo fucked up ass where you are

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

the fall. (prod. kubsy)

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

I don't believe in myself no more
I don't even really seek help no more
I don't wanna feel this regret no more
I'ma let it all go, don't wanna fight no more

But before I do that, I'll leave you with a part
Of me I never grew back, it's dead inside and dark
I could prolly make this work out
But I don't wanna fail if I can't make this work out

I tasted what I wanted
And then I fucked up and lost it
I chased it till I caught it
But I don't think I'll ever top it

I had hope then fucked it up
Where do I go? How do I cope?
Fuck this life, I've had enough
But I won't go, I'm needed too much

I don't wanna try, don't wanna quit, don't wanna do nothing
How I feel inside I can't describe but it ain't too fun
I lay up at night and I just think bout what I did wrong
Or if I'm solely only here cause I was did wrong

I don't believe in myself no more
I don't even really seek help no more
I don't wanna feel this regret no more
I'ma let it all go, don't wanna fight no more

But before I do that, I'll leave you with a part
Of me I never grew back, it's dead inside and dark
I could prolly make this work out
But I don't wanna fail if I can't make this work out

no more.

Produced by p4ra x luffy

Lyrics

I'll let this song speak on all the wrong
That I never would say, that I don't wanna face
I'm just a shell without that toxin
I need a quick one, I need a taste

Thought I could quit but I'm not stoppin'
Don't think I will until I'm in a grave
I hate being alive I do not wanna stay
To the God I believe in I don't wanna pray

I don't think you hear me, I don't think you will
Don't fucking come near me, I don't wanna heal
You fucking left me alone for too long
I found my comfort with ghost in the walls

I found myself inside all of the shit you are not
Don't wanna be saved, leave me to rot
I used to seek change, now I'm not
I'm okay with the demon inside of my heart

Wasn't there when I fell down, I'm stuck in hell now
I understand that I'm hellbound
I see my skin getting pale now, miss when I felt down
Wish I could feel what I felt now

At least back then
When I felt the worst pain
I still the had hope
That I would be better the next day

Now I feel numb
Love, I feel none
Live, I did once
Another person, I ain't met a real one

I'll let this song speak on all the wrong
That I never would say, that I don't wanna face
I'm just a shell without that toxin
I need a quick one, I need a taste

Thought I could quit but I'm not stoppin'
Don't think I will until I'm in a grave
I hate being alive I do not wanna stay
To the God I believe in I don't wanna pray

I don't think you hear me, I don't think you will
Don't fucking come near me, I don't wanna heal
You fucking left me alone for too long
I found my comfort with ghost in the walls

I found myself inside all of the shit you are not
Don't wanna be saved, leave me to rot
I used to seek change, now I'm not
I'm okay with the demon inside of my heart

ghost in the walls.

Lyrics

Doc said these will make you better
I don't think I'm getting better
Fuck these pills, my fucking head hurts
I wake up with fucking shivers

Have thoughts bout pulling triggers
I can't get them out my mental
I've got problems that are mental
I don't feel love, not even a little

Wake up, I'm fucking over it
Need to let it out but I keep fucking holding it
Wanna scream and shout into this mic I'm holding
It'll hear me out better than any other person

Don't know how I got here, I don't think that I deserve it
God ain't really out here tryna show me what's my purpose
Sittin' at this screen, still tryna find out if it's worth it
Know that nobody is but still wish I was perfect

I told the doc that I was depressed, he told me back that I was anxious
He pulled a bottle out his vest and he told me that I should take this
I took 'em for a couple months but I was numbed out
I rather feel everything than feel like that my heart out

You wern't there for me, I would do anything for you
You ain't talk to me, I would never just ignore you
I just needed you, you made me feel like I bore you
They won't find a body when the police looking for you

Doc said these will make you better
I don't think I'm getting better
Fuck these pills, my fucking head hurts
I wake up with fucking shivers

Have thoughts bout pulling triggers
I can't get them out my mental
I've got problems that are mental
I don't feel love, not even a little

spotify.

shiver. | Produced by septfree

Art by @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

I don't wanna talk, you want me to open up but I just wanna stop
Stop my heart, stop my breath, don't care which part
As long as it leaves me unable to feel all this pain that I haven't been able
I know this a song but this isn't a fable

Every single word I say real
It won't ever work, I can't heal
Honestly I could but if I did I
Couldn't make the shit I

Pour my heart into when I ain't got no one
I don't know what to do when I can't make no song
I know that I'm great but this shit not fun
You know where I'm at, you don't know where I'm from

I don't wanna talk, you want me to open up but I just wanna stop
Stop my heart, stop my breath, don't care which part
As long as it leaves me unable to feel all this pain that I haven't been able
I know this a song but this isn't a fable

I used to hear as a child, this kid gonna go places
Only place I been since then is Hell and I don't really think I can change it
I don't even know if I deserve it, wake up everyday just feeling worthless
I know nobody is perfect but I don't even feel I have a purpose

as long as it leaves. | Produced by saint mike

AMV Lyric Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ewgO656_Mn4&pp=ygULa2VuIHVua254d24%3D

Lyrics

You don't talk to me anymore
You could care less but I still want you more
What's in my chest? Cause I know that it isn't my heart
Bitch I'm done, fuck this life bitch, I'm finished

Today we're good but tomorrow we'll be through
Day after that you'll be gone when I need you
To hold me, to love me, to tell me it's fine
I never will be if you isn't mine

I'm out of time, I'm out of options
Used to like wine, now I like concoctions
I mix my drink so it matches my feelings
She calls me her hero but I'm just the villain

If you're confused, I'll just explain it
detmer is evil, depressed & he's anxious
garrett is gleeful, he's blessed & he's patient
They're on the same coin but 2 different faces

Ken's who I don't like but he is the catalyst
unknxwn. is truly a beautiful accident
qayin is ego, he could be anyone
I made my friends up cause I ain't have anyone

You don't talk to me anymore
You could care less but I still want you more
What's in my chest? Cause I know that it isn't my heart
Bitch I'm done, fuck this life bitch, I'm finished

Today we're good but tomorrow we'll be through
Day after that you'll be gone when I need you
To hold me, to love me, to tell me it's fine
I never will be if you isn't mine

spotify

ken | Produced by septfree x maestrowons

music video: https://youtu.be/RH_eLwPbLd0?si=fwSJFTBo3cr0pyVc

Lyrics

What'd I do so fucking bad I had to lose you?
You could stab me in the back and beat me blue
It still wouldn't change the fact that I would choose you
I know that there's something wrong with me, I got a loosescrew

My heartbeat fading slowly
I wish that you would hold me
But you don't care to know me
I'm regressing to the old me

Try to hide it but I feel that shit now
Don't know what I did but that girl is a bitch now
Coulda been a love song but it is a diss now
All those things I didn't understand I still don't get now

I'm not ever getting better

What'd I do so fucking bad I had to lose you?
You could stab me in the back and beat me blue
It still wouldn't change the fact that I would choose you
I know that there's something wrong with me, I got a loosescrew

I got feelings that I'll never bring up out loud
Like how the only thing inside of me is doubt now
Doubt I'll ever be someone good enough for you
Doubt I'll ever leave behind the feelings I have for you

What'd I do so fucking bad I had to lose you?
You could stab me in the back and beat me blue
It still wouldn't change the fact that I would choose you
I know that there's something wrong with me, I got a loosescrew

My heartbeat fading slowly
I wish that you would hold me
But you don't care to know me
I'm regressing to the old me

Try to hide it but I feel that shit now
Don't know what I did but that girl is a bitch now
Coulda been a love song but it is a diss now
All those things I didn't understand I still don't get now

What'd I do so fucking bad I had to lose you?
You could stab me in the back and beat me blue
It still wouldn't change the fact that I would choose you
I know that there's something wrong with me, I got a loosescrew

loosescrew! | Produced by emma

Lyrics

What did I do? I don't know
Not a human, I'm a ghost
I'm a stupid and a lost soul
Where they all win, I cannot go

I got trouble fitting in
I got trouble making friends
But it's easy when I lose 'em
When they see me like I see myself

Fucking up great bitch, I don't need no help
I could never save shit, not even myself
Put me on a waitlist headed straight to hell
I can't take this feeling that I'll only ever fail

Even when I'm doing something that is right
Even when I'm doing something that is nice
It always bites back and I don't like
Feeling like that all night, wanna take my own life

If you think I'm strong, you're wrong
I just do not care enough
Bout myself, bout my health
All I'm waiting for is hell

What did I do? I don't know
Not a human, I'm a ghost
I'm a stupid and a lost soul
Where they all win, I cannot go

I got trouble fitting in
I got trouble making friends
But it's easy when I lose 'em
When they see me like I see myself

trouble. | Produced by xunuk

Art by @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

Left your mark so deep, I see your face in everything
Every one I ever meet ain't ever been enough for me
I wasn't enough for you, I just wish you fucking knew
Everything I ever did back then was for your benefit

But you don't care at all
You don't ever answer when I call
I been on the edge I wanna fall
I just need someone to push me off

Really need someone to pick me up
I don't ever feel like I'm enough
Told you I was good but I was bluffing
Honestly I always feel like nothing

Ken never meant anything to you
She won't ever know just what she meant to him at all
Cause she ain't stay
I'll be okay when in my grave

I cannot explain how I feel
I can't ease the pain and I won't heal
Every single day is an uphill battle
And I'm walking backwards

Wanna throw my fist into the wall
Shut the fuck up, I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna cry, I wanna bawl
I get sad and I get alcohol

I get alcohol and then I miss her
I miss her and then look at a picture
I look at a picture then I picture
What we could of been if I was with her

Left your mark so deep, I see your face in everything
Every one I ever meet ain't ever been enough for me
I wasn't enough for you, I just wish you fucking knew
Everything I ever did back then was for your benefit

when i call. | Produced by 11feinly

Lyrics

I get lost in my head so much
Go to sleep, I don't wanna wake up
I should care but I don't give a fuck
When I did it was never enough

I don't know where it all went wrong
Think I shouldn't keep making these songs
As of lately it's been feeling dumb
As of lately I been feeling numb

I know some people like what I do
I know some people couldn't care less
I know part of me like what I do
I know part of me wanna progress

I don't know how much fight I got left
I don't wanna keep chasing a check
And that's not what I doing it for
But I'm just a human, I gotta pay rent

It was cool, I was only a kid
I was living with mom back then
I was making a couple of g's
Buying beats for my songs back then

That was all I was worried about
But I ain't a kid no more
I ain't saying I'm giving it up
I just can't put it all in no more

I get lost in my head so much
Go to sleep, I don't wanna wake up
I should care but I don't give a fuck
When I did it was never enough

I don't know where it all went wrong
Think I shouldn't keep making these songs
As of lately it's been feeling dumb
As of lately I been feeling numb

ain't a kid no more. | Produced by metlast

Produced by staywoozy x owleeng

Lyrics

Can you tell me why you left it all?
Did I ever mean anything at all?
I would still answer if you called
Answer when I call

I want you to know that I figured out
Every little lie you let out your mouth
I hope you don't think that I grew up and I'ma let it go
Everything feeling that I grew up, I'm bouta let it go

I don't wanna die, I want you to
You gon' lose your life if I'ma lose you
I know everywhere you ever moved too
I know every single fucking room too

Picture on the backdoor, flower on the counter
Top drawer passport, I like it around here
But there ain't enough room for the 3 of us
This world will be better off when it's free of us

I get hurt, that's usual
Putting me first unusual
You don't treat me a like person
I'm a tool, I'm useable

Here when you want me
Thrown to the side when you don't need me
You'll always haunt me
I just wanna cry but I don't want you to see me

Told you how I feel, you don't believe me
When it gets real, you're gonna leave me
Bitch I'm right here but you don't see me
Why does no one ever really need me?

I'm not that bad am I?
I just wanna smile, why can't I?
I guess I'm the bad guy
I only ever wanted to be your guy

Can you tell me why you left it all?
Did I ever mean anything at all?
I would still answer if you called
Answer when I call

I want you to know that I figured out
Every little lie you let out your mouth
I hope you don't think that I grew up and I'ma let it go
Everything feeling that I grew up, I'm bouta let it go

Can you help me?
Can you hold me?
Can you save me?
Can you love me?
Can you call me?
Can you want me?
Can you text me?
Can you tell me?

loosescrew! | Produced by emma

unknxwn.

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