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ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ， ｎｏｗｈｅｒｅ．- ｐａｒｋｉｎｇ ｌｏｔ

(prod. killedmyself)
Vocals me & @fats_e
Produced by @killedmyself

deadbeatteen - I knew this was coming w/ Fats'e (prod. killedmyself)

PROD: https://soundcloud.com/kryptik_official
lyrics:
Got a different perception of the things we like
I need a renewed perspective for my fuckin life
I forgot to mention my souls been in shambles
I trip over the pieces i recover
Scattered and franticly 
attempting rearrangements
Of the broken glass shards on the floor
Anyone thats had my heart in hand 
Has thrown it away
Peelin off my skin just to find
I had too much to hide
I guess im too much to handle
My knees burried in the sand
Looking out to the coast line
Just hoping to find
A little piece of mind
That i lost some time ago
I think its time for me to go
Back to a familiar place
All alone in my room
Its such a desolate space
Too long has gone by
Since we jumped off the train
Thought we held hand in hand
But when i landed on the ground
I was alone again
Alone again

Got a different perception of the things we like
I need a renewed perspective for my fucking life
I forgot to mention, my souls been in shambles
I trip over the pieces I recover
But its ok
Dont you worry about a thing
My sheets are shelter that could never be compromised
The rope thats hanging from the ceiling stares me right in my eyes
I greet the pressure with open arms and empty hands
I light my last cigarette, then ill take a few more steps
Down the bottle of liquor that seems soaken in sweat
And all the things in my life that i seem to regret
Youre just another memory that im soon to forget

Follow me <3

perception (prod. kryptik)

rraacckkss

on my mind [prod navy]

prod: @blacklunged

lyrics:
i love it when she lies to me
i love it when she wants to die with me
i cant recall a single good thing
unless we were high or were fucking
please dont come back
my life so trash
i dont need you
to come and fuck me up again
please dont come back
my life so trash
im too far gone
but im tryna get it back
hold up

ive been tryin
and rhyming
the hymens
that keep me going
ive been waitin
and patient
bury me
down with the ancients
cuz i know that youll remember
that yesterday is what made us

girl, get the fuck up out my world
and babe, get the fuck up out my brain
yeah youll, see me blown up or dead
before i say im sorry 
and let you crawl in my bed
you can take what you want
if you leave me hollow
an empty bullet casing
thats the best role model

too far gone (prod. blacklunged)

<3
Been away from my "working station" for a while, wasnt gonna release this but it feels like ive been inactive for a long time. love you guys.
Heres the lyrics;
[Verse1]
Dont wanna get lost tonight
cuz baby youre my valentine
ima put the fire out
a thousand degrees when your skin touches mine

 [Break]
I cross my fingers, want you to stay
as always i dont really know what to say.
You're sitting right next to me, 
two cans filled with ice
Blank words mean nothing compared to your eyes

[Pre-Chorus]
And we talk about memories
How we used to live on the streets
climbing rooftops, always a treat
I knew the reason why my heart could beat
You were my drug, my nicotine
these memories flash by like a movie scene
I can't escape the past

[Hook]
You dont have to act like that
and i dont wanna do you like that
Dont get the idea that i ever will understand

[Verse 2]
Ive got a tendency to lose my shit when im stressed out
Ill go with honesty and tell you how i feel, right,

[Break 2]
Brush it off its a new day
There wasnt anything I could say
You didnt have to act like that
Never wanted to get back
Dont get the idea that i will ever understand
Bottom line is that im far ahead



[Hook]
You dont have to act like that
and i dont wanna do you like that
Dont get the idea that i ever will understand

2xU - for the last couple of days

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VyMz-LiCySE&feature=youtu.be&ab_channel=yesterday

prod: @whatevenisreal

my shawty think i drink too much
my homies know i think too much
i crack a 40
roll a dutch
pop ambien to sleep
i pour some out for all my team
i wear my heart out on my sleeves
a burden boy until i die
i hope it ends tonight

ohhhhh
you do not know what the fuck that ive been thru
ohhhhh
writin these songs just to vent bout my issues
ohhhhh
you can tell by all the lyrics that i fuckin miss you
fuck all these feelings
id rather not deal
pull up in the whip
put my head to the steel

ohhhhh
im sorry if you found out
ohhhh
i wonder how youre doing
put the past right out my brain
i never will address a thing
slowly decay by 21
my soul will lead me to my grave
my hair is blonde
my heart is black
these bitches never hit me back
my headphones on
as i walk alone
thru places
used to call my home
i just wanna drink my life away
with hopes that i wont wake today
i hate how people give a shit
just let me rest in peace

burden boy (prod. br//oken)

big love to @scummusic and @branwenmusic <3333

more music soon <3333333

broken dreams, fragmented memory w/ scum (prod. branwen)

BENZ BOO Feat. D1v (PROD. RUSHER)

all alone in my room
i'm feeling down again
i don't know what to say
it's getting bad again
all i know is i need to try my best
to get out of this hole i put myself in
she's my everything
she's all i've ever wanted
when i am with her
i feel like i'm important
i feel alive when i'm in her arms
she makes me want to live
how did we get this far
without me ruining it all
i'm scared that i'll ruin it all
but i swear i try my best
but i'm always such a mess
yea
i wish that i could love myself as much i love you
you're my everything
you're everything i need
and you're everything i want
when i'm down i tend to hide
but i'm tryna change
i wish i didnt hate myself
somedays i feel like i should just kill myself
but then i think of you and it all feels worth it
but right now i feel worthless
i feel so worthless
you make it worth it
just hold me
tell me that i'll be okay

it's getting bad again

Spotify ♥

it's getting bad again (prod. lil biscuit)

ft. @scummusic
prod. @sorrow_bringer

all my money go to smokin
all these hoes is just provokin
i just wanna live my life
without feelin like im broken
always tryna do whats right
even if its wrong for me
im not tryna pick a fight
i just wanna smoke my weed

rest in peace
from the east
in my dreams
where the passion leaves
i pull up wit a heavy heart
you knew this from the start
let it out in my art
imma cry in the dark
baby girl you think im worth it
but i know im fuckin worthless

you think im worth it
i know im fuckin worthless, aye
yeah baby, work it
you always knew i loved to play
the problems surface
unless you really wanna stay
but whats the purpose
if youre leaving anyway?

yeah, and i'm feeling lost and broken 
and i'm hoping that you'll hold me when i'm lying the cold floor 
and i know you need me now but just leave me on the ground 
i don't wanna talk about the things i did
i know i fucked up
i  know i did 
but i don't wanna be who i was back then
i'm trying to be a better me 
i'm trying

broken (ft. scum) [prod. sorrow bringer]

prod. @notmorgn
featuring @guardinmusic

(guccihighwaters)
she said I look upset but girl 
there’s passion in this frown
cus i think i am obsessed with the all the 
love when your around
why they want smoke with me
not a stoner
when she’s not here im a loner
she too bad you can’t clone her
i live for her im a donor

i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

(guardin)
i'll stop breathing 
lie awake in the night fight the feeling 
fuck love i'm a mess for a reason 
six feet in the dirt for the season
i don't like this
life without the hue of your iris
erase your face embedded in my eyelids
patience paints the face of the silent 

sorry i'm not coming down 
elevated all around 
my conscience thinks i'm falling out
of grip i ripped the bong & now i'm

(guardin and guccihighwaters)
stoned beyond belief i know 
i fucked it up it goes to show 
that i get high when i feel low
please pick me up & take me home

(guccihighwaters)
i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

rather be a ghost (feat. guardin)

Last Night Was A Blur (Prod. By yng abrey)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qGYyo9hQP70

@blacklunged

one of these days
i hope to be okay
im fixing the things
that felt right out of place
im an addict at best
you can take anything
as long as you stay
babe youll be my everything

i dont wanna bother you
stop hittin me up, were through
im takin it day by day
i dont even know what to say
im just tryna better myself
these bottles right up on the shelf
spent nights with the thoughts in my head
spent days wishin all this would end

no i dont need a friend
just need you to save my life
tried endin it twice
a blunts in my right
im thinkin wouldnt it be nice
to fade to the pavement?
these words on my grave are meant
to drive one last statement
right into the back of your neck

no i wont say sorry
i just want you by me
drive my car to your house
just to die in your arms
by myself

i'd die for you (prod. blacklunged)

teensuicide *p. eskiimo*

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

Love u guys
Everything produced by me

L Y R I C S

Verse 1
I know that time's (has) passed, when I think about you
Yeah we've been moving fast, now I'm lying here without you
And your friends have all been telling you lies too	
Actin forgiving even though I knew it hurt you

	Hook

But I dont like how youve been telling me to change
Been hooked on downers baby tell me that you'll stay
I see your shadow creepin looking for mistakes
were all I ever dreamed of god knows im astray

	Verse 2
Sail with me and Ill take you by my side
I dont wanna be this lonely 'til i die
Explore the ocean even though its not your style
But we could be together, takin me so high

	Hook
But I dont like how youve been telling me to change
Been hooked on downers baby tell me that you'll stay
I see your shadow creepin looking for mistakes
were all I ever dreamed of god knows im astray

	Hook pt 2
Im so afraid of goin back into the dark
Baby hold on lets just go back to the start
And I wont say that ive been treating you perfectly
We all got flaws but losing you I'd lose my sanity

moving on

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LmOas5SMreM

@blacklunged

fuck im sick of all this life shit
couple memories in the bags
bitch im wasted
faded off these drugs that i once did 
i cant even function
livin without loves fuckin pointless

fuck i feel so empty 
can you feel my pain?
can you fill the void just for one night?
the line im walking on's tight
wrap it round my neck
let it subside
painting pictures in my notebook
im broken hearted

why cant i just say shit
less i grab the paper?
i cant even save her
name in my contacts
digits in my phone, i dont want that

sitting all alone in my room, try to forget
push it all away as i lay back
got a blunt, i light that
bitches wanna fuck, i dont need that
hit my line im too depressed to write back
god, give me all my light back

i cannot remember the last time i felt emotions
all i knows my brains in constant motion
staring into space, tryna focus
dont even know who wrote this
(i dont even know myself)

never knew (prod. blacklunged)

prod. Lil Biscuit

i will never change baby i will never change
yeah my feelings stay the same til i leave this fuckin place 
wash the blood off my face 
you’re the thing i can’t replace 
got some drugs in my room
if u wanna fly away 
got some demons in my head they will never go away 
people saying keep it going but they do not know my pain 
wrap my heart in a chain baby u are my cocaine 
dropping tears on the letter that i’m bout to send ur way 

baby take the black jeep let’s just run away 
i don’t wanna stay here baby everyone’s so lame 
i hate this fucking place i don’t wanna fucking stay 
baby can we please leave baby can we leave today?

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