The Upload

[hero]

I COULD SEE THE SUBSTANCES THAT SCHOLARS NEVER COULD
AND I COULD FEEL THE SIDE OF HER THAT NO ONE UNDERSTOOD
and it ended in
blood
on the floors on the walls
bodies strewn in the hall
and i swear they weren’t there before
motels and hostels
with residues been charred off
at night i keep my shirt off
i’m not worried bout the bed bugs in the safezone
shit’s a no go
i dont wanna leave i just got here front the slow pokes
i feel them right behind me with their logos
tryna advertise in every place they control
she lashed out i felt flashbacks
she wont open my snapchat
i’m tryna choose my casket
she came back to jus backstab
I didn’t come to get laughed at
i got morals and a format
for this shit talk that i hash out
i’m sorry did i scream too loud

[yokai dreams]

Woahhh
I can feel the blood flowing from my heart as you clawed it out
Woah I can't stand this doubt

That gun shot called sirens
To where you had me dying
My friends say that I'm lying
You can't blame me for not trying
I picked up most pieces
But the last ain't been found
Got shit that I've lived thru
So I'm sorry if I scream a bit loud

[hero] (sewerperson - comet 2 outro)

till then
im sitting on the comets
im way up here
i just got the news and i was brought to tears
feeling on my body she gon raise my hairs
honestly im scared but im guessing
till then
im sitting on the comets
im way too high
friday night was crazy think i almost died
baby take my hand ill let u touch the sky
when im on the comets i come to life

blood vessels (ft. yokai dreams) (jolst)

self produced
follow decks: @decksmusic
cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

(verse) 
i thought you cared about my feelings
every night i’ve been screaming
questioning what’s life’s meaning 
what i’ve been believing 
holding on to every little thing that ever mattered
you know that my hearts been shattered
sayin that the medicine will always make me better
but every single day i always get sadder
when will i be okay
when every day feels like the fucking same
i’m holding on to all these memories 
but still i question why things won’t change

(bridge)
everyday feels like the same thing 
and i’m fucking don’t with it (i’ve had enough)
when will i 
be set free
from this life

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

blood doesn't run thicker than water (discent)

for you <3

you drive me fucking crazy
cant see, my vision hazy
malfunction in this function
you’re heroin for me baby
break mirrors when i pass by
cut with the shards
on standby
smear my face on the pavement
a hopeless romantic? maybe.. 
baby (x3)
you’re all the drugs i could ever need
but im a bad addict and a fuckin fein
you showed me all the things that i could never see
you’ll never understand what you mean to me
i thought i was incapable of loving
because of you i finally feel something

a hopeless romantic.

And baby
Please come back
And I beg you
I know I been replaced with someone else
With someone else x2
And I know I'm the one who to you to let go
And all the memories that we had
I sware to God if I could take you back
And I know that we drifted away
And I will try again 
We your friends
Tell me that I wasn't enough
I can pretend 
That I'm will be ok
I was so caught up
And wanna be alone
That I made excuses
Why I left
And I know i was wrong
But im am sorry
And I know it will never be the same again
I'm sorry I wasted all your time
And what can I do to make things right 
I dont think yoy know me well
I don't think I know myself
I smile when the cameras out
But honestly that's someone else
I
Don't know
That I'm
Falling behind
And I miss everyone now
Just to see
You moved on
I promise I'll be fine

Butterflies to Spiders

Produced by @splashgvng
Featuring @burylilac

LYRICS:

You said you think this town is dying
and I think you're probably right. 
That's one thing we have in common, this place and I. 

And we can still sit by the TV, 
holding hands with the smoke obscuring the screen 
but we could never get back everything we lost 

I feel like everything is falling apart 
and I can't tell if it's entropy or karma 
but I know you deserve to get away from this 
I know you deserve to get away from this 
I know I'm someone that you probably don't miss 

but it was so fucking worth it to see you smile at me 
life's been breaking me down but that's one memory I wanna keep 
so I wish you could stay awhile

'cuz things have been getting darker as of late 
and the shadows grow longer with every day 
and I think I just need someone to tell me it's gonna be okay 

Because it's harder than I thought watching everything I love decay 
and I know the pain you always feel 
every time you're here in the state 
and I know this city's full of ghosts for you, it's better of this way 
we're better off estranged

this city's full of ghosts but I can't help but feeling
the crushing weight, the realization reeling 
that I might share the same fate 

and I don't wanna die alone 
but the closer I get to you 
the colder it will be when this is through

Midwest Entropy w/ Lilac Heart (p. Splashgvng)

die my sweet expectations (prod. Anvil)

Everglades feat. destroythatwall (prod. branwen)

cant breathe

I feel defeated
I did not know that your heart wasn’t beatin‘
You left me in pieces
Almost fuckin‘ December, and this year is fleetin‘

Im lost in the stars
Yeah, you used to say I was a work of art...
Hop in the car
I just drive out the pain while I cry to our song

Cry to our song
Smoke half the bong
I cannot sleep
Cause these feelings hit deep
And I still do not know what I want

Know what I want
Yeah
You cut me off
You’re in the right
And I’m in the wrong

Can you tell me what it’s like?
Cause  I-
I have dreams of you at night

Can’t breathe-
My chest is feeling tight
Cause now I have dreams of you at night

I feel defeated
I did not know that your heart wasn’t beatin‘
You left me in pieces
Almost fuckin‘ December, and this year is fleetin‘

Im lost in the stars
Yeah, you used to say I was a work of art...
Hop in the car
I just drive out the pain while I cry to our song

I feel defeated
I did not know that your heart wasn’t beatin‘
You left me in pieces
Almost fuckin‘ December, and this year is fleetin‘

Im lost in the stars
Yeah, you used to say I was a work of art...
Hop in the car
I just drive out the pain while I cry to our song

Can you tell me what it’s like?
Cause now I-
I have dreams of you at night

Can’t breathe-
My chest is feeling tight
Cause now I have dreams of you at night

can't breathe (prod. 23pluggy)

Everything you say is all about the latest Where you been who your friends who the fakest 
I could care and compare till I get a nosebleed 
They love stare and act like they don't really know 

I'm trying just pull away 
But we keep talking 
On and off these days
When I look back 
It just falls away 
Guess I'll be blunt what is there to say 

Good, fast, cheap 
You can have two of the three 
When comes to making love under the sheets
And I guess you love cheap you're not suttle
So it don't mean a thing all this trouble 
In my head know said I won't notice 
No goodbye till next time but  you closed with 
Don't  tag any photos cuz your friends will know it 
You don't trust anyone but you never show it 
Let me know how that works out baby 
Cuz I heard you like the same songs latley
That I showed you that night with the light Creeping in and you asked what is this think I like it 
And it never meant anything to you 
I guess it never meant anything to me to 
And it never meant anything to you 
I guess it never meant anything to me to 

And I bet you say it 
You miss it the minute that say we're finished

Everything you say is all about the latest 
Where you been who ya friends who the fakest 
I could care and compare till I get a nosebleed 
They love stare and act like they don't really know

you love cheap (prod. splashgvng & Milodrama)

prod wstd

music video - monday 8/23 - 8PM PST

shwty dancinn like some diamonds, ice queen, cold to the touch
n the whip painted ice cream, peel off in the dust
blu bands but i smoke green, trees in my lungs
used 2 care if ppl like me now idgaf!

omg yea im wasted alone inn the club
everybody want a piece, just the bros n no buts
can u find the missing piece buying clothes, dirty cups
ego gone im deceased, in the flow in the flux
damn she look like khaleesi
air forces creasing
ivy, im creeping
IV started leaking
she might be my weakness 
hang out on the weekend
its a spell of venus, mayb ill share a secret
dressed up, look like an anachronism
keep a piece like pacifism
walk in with my talisman, im castin spells on everybody
i smoke dope like kid cudi
push up n get the slugs from me
rabbit foot on me, luckyy
flip this shit im seein money

i cant small talk, i cant chit chat
walkin round with oakley on my face like im riff raff
stay posted up in the hut, im doin that witchcraft
driftin with the stars ovr my head im in the spacecraft
rocking foreign designer n my bitch baad
u kno im bringin the fire pack 2 the kickback
im weavin in the aragog spyder while shawty sit back
smokin up a zip, gettin higher, kush in my backpack

Music Video

Riff Raff

[Verse 1]
I've been waiting for something or someone to save me from this
I can't act like I'm fine when I'm not anymore and it hurts
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath
Reaching out for a hand 'cause the hurt makes it harder to be
Breathing out as I watch every season go by in complete
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

[Verse 2]
Searching for a god or something that is bigger than me so I wait
Reaching up at the sky sending prayers that I know won't be met
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

[Bridge]
And it's too late for you to save me
Your words cut like razor blades

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

barely bleeding

Haha

<3333

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LYRICS:

It's been so long since we really talked,
tell me what's up with that,
something's on your mind,
I know that for a fact,
let me in don't shut me out,
I swear it's really funny how,
we forget about the one we love the most

I miss you

put down the bottle,
I swear to god there's so much more than this,
every time I speak to you I smell the poison on your lips,
I just wish you'd see you have so much potential,
I wish I could be someone who made you feel special

I miss you

It's not the first time or the last time,
swear to god we'll never know,
when the fuck you're coming home,
or who you're with I know you're not alone,
and fuck your fake friends,
where were they when you needed them,
I miss who you used to be,
when you were there for me,
when you were there for me.

Not The Same

Produced, Written & Engineered by Foreign Forest

Lyrics:

Spider in my clothes
I can feel 'em crawling in my head
In my head
In my head
You could flex your Gucci
But my fit be made of spiderwebs
Spiderwebs
Spiderwebs
If I was you I'd understand
Wanting to be dead
You should be dead
Just be dead
Blow your brains
I need somewhere to ash my cigarette
I lay my eggs inside her head
Whenever I get head

Call it what you want but
Baby this is Halloween
Cutting up the candy then I 
Mix it with amphetamines
You got that pumpkin pie
Put it all on top of me
I bet it's so sweet
It'll rot my teeth
We fall in love and say
It's only 'til the grave
So losing you is all that I anticipate
I can see the truth behind your face
That holy shit,
Life is toxic

Wanna trick-or-treat
Then they better bring a bag
Blood on my feet
Call that shit the new swag
I'm so high, yeah I fly like a bat
Bitin' on yo' bitch
Yeah, that's why you be mad
So you the king of Halloween?
Bitch I'm yo' dad
You can see how this Baretta sing right into yo' back
Bop Bop Bop Bop BOp Bop Bop Bop
Feel like Orville Redenbacher when I pop

Spider in my clothes
I can feel 'em crawling in my head
In my head
In my head
You could flex your Gucci
But my fit be made of spiderwebs
Spiderwebs
Spiderwebs
If I was you I'd understand
Wanting to be dead
You should be dead
Just be dead
Blow your brains
I need somewhere to ash my cigarette
I lay my eggs inside her head
Whenever I get head

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spiderwebs

We all end up at the bottom of the bottle 
Finger on the trigger like the gas up on the nozzle 
Flashing lights up in the back, playing cops and robbers 
I ain’t ever coming back, I ain’t ever coming back 
We all end up at the bottom of the bottle 
Finger on the trigger like the gas up on the nozzle 
Flashing lights up in the back, playing cops and robbers 
I ain’t ever coming back, I ain’t ever coming back 

I been on my own and I been running 
I don’t know where I been going but just tell them that I’m coming 
I been trapping off my phone but I feel trapped inside dysfunction 
Spending money on these antidotes like it is robitussin  
It’s the Wild Wild West 
I got nine millimeter rounds in my vest 
And everything on me is all I got left 
And I’ll put it in the line for all the rest
And when the lights go on and the doors locked closed
I’m the only one that knows
The air gets cold and your senses set in 
Tell me where do you fit in 

We all end up at the bottom of the bottle 
Finger on the trigger like the gas up on the nozzle 
Flashing lights up in the back, playing cops and robbers 
I ain’t ever coming back, I ain’t ever coming back 
We all end up at the bottom of the bottle 
Finger on the trigger like the gas up on the nozzle 
Flashing lights up in the back, playing cops and robbers 
I ain’t ever coming back, I ain’t ever coming back 

I can hear them talking, in the shadows 
And ima knock him off his high horse 
Chop his head off at the gallows 
We’re some outlaws in this city 
And they done put out a bounty 
They already scared but know nothing about me 
Yards4le
Till my heart fail 
I can hear them screaming 
From the smallest to the large scale
These people catching feelings and we ain’t even get started 
We can’t even feel it cause we’re icy like the arctic 

We all end up at the bottom of the bottle 
Finger on the trigger like the gas up on the nozzle 
Flashing lights up in the back, playing cops and robbers 
I ain’t ever coming back, I ain’t ever coming back 
We all end up at the bottom of the bottle 
Finger on the trigger like the gas up on the nozzle 
Flashing lights up in the back, playing cops and robbers 
I ain’t ever coming back, I ain’t ever coming back

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