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𝔹𝕒𝕤𝕖𝕗𝕚𝕣𝕖 🔥

(FULL SONG PREVIEW FROM UPCOMING ALBUM VINTER)

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Feared - Erased

"The beatings. The coldness. You never saw a smile."

Jimmy Stewart recounts experiences which are piercingly harrowing - but not uncommon.

He is one of thousands of survivors of institutions for children in Northern Ireland, where abuse of young residents was widespread.

When he was eight, Jimmy was taken into Nazareth Lodge in Belfast - a place he quietly describes as "a nightmare".

His mother had died of cancer, aged 32. His father was deaf and unable to speak.

"Though he tried to look after us, he couldn't," Jimmy says.

He remembers the nun who met him and his younger brother Patrick at the door called them "wee mongrels".

The boys didn't know what that meant at the time, but later learned it was a reference to his parents' mixed marriage - one was a Catholic, the other a Protestant.

Jimmy Stewart remembers getting "the mother and father of all beatings" after he ran at a nun when she was physically abusing his younger brother, Patrick.

The vivid nature of his memories are clear when he describes how a nun beat him "with her weapon of choice - a rung from a baby's cot, with piping and light blue paint on it".

Explaining how he became an alcoholic, Jimmy says: "If you ask anyone who's a heavy drinker, they'll tell you that you don't dream in a drunken sleep.

"You don't have nightmares. You don't have flashbacks. It numbs you. Keeps all that stuff away. Until the point it's going to kill you. Which it nearly did to me."

He describes spending "three years behind a locked door in my own house".

"I hadn't bathed or shaved. I think the last three months I spent in the same bathrobe."

He began to recover after he went into hospital.

But his older brother, Victor, "drank himself to death".

Jimmy becomes particularly emotional when he talks about how Victor was "so much changed" by what happened in Rubane House.

"We were always close. But those years took it out of us."

As an adult, Victor "couldn't discuss it - he probably didn't think there was any help for him".

Jimmy regrets deeply that Victor hasn't lived to hear the state apology.

Lyrics.

Hello little mongrel
Come on in
This is just the place
To cure you of your sin

We'll beat you black and blue
With whatever comes to hand
You'll learn to obey
All of our demands

I drink to hide the flashbacks
I drink to numb my mind
Therapy's no good for me
I'm afraid what I will find

You took me and my brothers
Took us down to hell
We never had a smile or love
Became an empty shell

I can't believe in afterlife
I wish I could at times
They'd throw you in the darkest place
To pay for all your crimes

I drink to hide the flashbacks
I drink to numb my mind
Therapy's no good for me
I'm afraid what I will find

You got away with everything
Now you're not here to find
The children trusted to your care
You left broken and maligned

Suffer The Little Children

“Written at a time when there was great uncertainty, I wanted to highlight the very real mental health crisis and the people that support recovery. I wanted a simple message and I think this song both lyrically and musically captures what I was hoping to express”

A song about uncertainty and recovery - “Learning To Feel Again”

Looking at you in this moment
In this moment

My coffee is cold and I've lost my focus
It's been one hell of a year for us

I'm feeling different than yesterday
I know down in my heart it's just a phase and this will change

I’m learning to feel again, I'm learning to feel

"Take off the pressure" 
It’s getting better
She smiled at me in that way that I know she's thinking of me, my best interest
She's the best thing that happened to me

I’m learning to feel again, I'm learning to feel
(I'm feeling different than yesterday)

© Heart House Records 2021

Written, performed, recorded, produced and mixed by Heart House Records
Mastered by DOLBY

Inspired by:
#Maroon5 #OneRepublic #Coldplay 

Add this song to your SPOTIFY playlist here: https://open.spotify.com/album/3SSRsZlK7luFRkbi56nnCY?si=KGY_2qoGQfWHvc1GjKlVnQ

Learning To Feel Again (Slow + Reverb Version)

Here’s my latest song writing effort with piano, electric piano, bass, drums, guitar, steel drum, synths and vocals! 
Thank you to my awesome bf Sander for another gorgeous mastered version. 😊❤️❤️❤️🎶🎤🎼🎹🎵🎧
@wane-of-summer for his awesome creations. 😊💕

Picture by moi. 😊

LONG TIME

A Little Magic

Lyrics:
I’ve been changing
Changing like the weather
When the storm subsides
When the skies are bright
Will life be better?

Don’t you know that
That I’ve been lost?
I’m caught
In between the daylight
And the dark
And the dark

I’ve been hoping
For new horizons
The night is all that I know
But the sun is rising

Don’t you know that
Know that I’ve been lost?
I’m caught
In between the daylight
And the dark
And the dark

Daylight (feat. ICEBERG)

Better Off

SUNSET KOPPIE- MAGIC FEATHER

Our debut single "Fall Hard"! We hope you enjoy :)

Fall Hard

so back in time again to the start of this brand new millenium , here is a very cynical inspection of this thing we call romance . I thought this would be timely to put out there.

Valentines

Valentines (Raw Demo 2002)

Behind Blue Eyes, Pete T. (Cover Limp Bizkit)

Move On.

plastična zastava(demo)

With, Electric bass guitar, piano and electric guitar.

If you like, free download

Dark Night

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I just want to make music that's enjoyable, uplifting, memorable, and maybe occasionally inspiring. Music is one of the most important things in the world to me, and I know it probably is for you too. I hope to be able to deliver meaningful music, along with cool visuals that appeal to the imagination. If you're able to follow me on Spotify and/or YouTube it'd be super cool of you :) And I'd be happy to do the same in return 

Cheers,
Lone Light

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Producer @ URM Academy
Here you will find a collection of projects from rock and metal bands, their songs and/or albums that I have mixed and/or mastered.
Have fun listening! :)

If you are interested in me mixing and/or mastering a song or an album for you, write to me and maybe we can meet up 🙌
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Daylight (feat. ICEBERG)

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