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Lose Myself [feat. Budro](prod. splashgvng)

drinking until i throw up

i’m sorry 
that i always seem to miss you 
and you know that
 i got some fucking issues 
all these drugs
 i mix and always misuse 
and i wish that 
i can find a way to fucking fix you 

all these nights i stay awake 
and every promise i always break 
i hate myself in every way 
i wish the rain would go away 

yuh i wish it’d go away 
lost in thought while i paint ur face 
writing love notes on the bathroom stalls 
carve our names in random walls 
 
yea just tell me that you love it 
the spark we got i don’t think we can ignore it
we’ll runaway and never have to look back
they’ll call us crazy but it’s not like we didn’t know that

call us crazy (prod. jolst)

crazy p. siem spark

me & Lxst boy <3
lyrics ⬇️ 

is it necessary to think you always get what you want
often times I understand the way that you know to dodge
much obliged
but some days it’s still hard to know that you been movin on
you know I was out stuck in the darkness
lights off
Night time walkin
so lost

cuz I try to be my best
yea but that’ll never work out
its too hard to learn how
i need to get some rest
but it’s too hard lay down
you’re stuck in my head 

i hope there’s something left
i think abt the memories where u had took my breath
i hope you will remember me cuz that is what you said 
you said that were meant to be and there waswas no one next

late night walkin' w/ Lxst boy (flesh x ertu x medium)

Deltetions

on and on (interlude)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5oodSx1VXqSffLSCqiUkKq?si=111860bd32f647ee

prod moneo
mix/master @vito2300 <3

really excited to have vito on this one, hope yall enjoy it :)

lyrics:
a ghost in a crowded room
doesnt like the attention
your death still haunts me too
is that even worth a mention 
if i keep on this path of abuse
maybe ill see you real soon
but what kind of ghost are you
maybe its not so frightening

like the spiders web
that catches the fly
in the same way that earth
takes back what dies

it got way too loud
oh dont make a sound
it got way too frightening
ill leave it behind me

(vito)
your eyes, melt mine
like cheap silverware
your cries, in the night
echo through the air
so keep holding out
to bear the weight all on your own
is not easy
ill be there every time you call
if you need me
ill keep you safe from me
as long as im breathing

do you believe in ghosts (w/ vito)

when the night tears

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when the night tears feat. AVXiD (prod. yunnygoldz & woahsxda)

~2300~

i wrote this song a few years ago about my predisposition to drug addiction. I never planned on sharing this publicly but I wanted to keep my SC page as more of a "time capsule" so here it is. I've lost many loved ones to the cycle of addiction and i'm grateful for my friends who have helped keep me grounded over the years even when things have been hard <3 love you.

on and on (interlude)

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