Lyrics:
You're so far away 
Wish you could have stayed
But why should I blame
You did what makes you smile
Makes me cry
But I will fight 
For my whole life
Nothing is changing
I'm always the same
Friends are like strangers
So I'm doing okay

I saw the heaven
You were in it
Alarm set at seven    
It was just a dream
I saw the heaven
But it was far
I'm poisoned I'm venomed
I'm falling apart 


Wake me up
Last night I drank too much
I'm throwing up
The same routine I'm stuck
I can't express 
My emotions very well
I feel so stressed
You're my only blessing  
And now I sing
Everything I feel
Every time I sit 
And think
About when

I saw the heaven
You were in it
Alarm set at seven    
It was just a dream
I saw the heaven
But it was far
I'm poisoned I'm venomed
I'm falling apart

Heaven w/JAMES PENLEY

ty to everyone hopping on and travvy for the nedarb beat :)
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno
Production: Nedarb
Mixing: lil XipZ, Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Physs
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LYRICS

[Intro: Robstar]
I already wrote you a letter but I scrapped it
Tore it to pieces, abandoned the ashes
Hoping you were better after what happened
But I know for a fact you don't need that

So I wrote this letter after adapting
I found a life that I want you back in
And even if it plays the same as our last fling
Fuck it I'd be happy with a relapse

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im writing love letters
i hope they get to you
heart cold just like december
wrote this on a friday afternoon
your voice is all i remember
but your ghost haunts me in my room
your perfume fragrance on my sweater
wonder if ill ever forget you

[Verse 1: Teddyboi]
me and you on these late night binges
taking percs up the nose with syringes
how could i forget you? pretty fucking easily
now i show up to the street i been lookin for revenge uh
sparking up the blunt like im burning down my bridges
late night binges, percy got me itchin
had to kill you baby, im sorry i didnt mean to
im just angry and anxious and the pills stay between you

[verse 2: popularreject]
ha, fuck you
FUCK!
youre a piece of shit.
I FUCKING HATE YOU!
broke me into pieces
when all i really needed was some love n affection
I fucking hate you.
shit was great, shit was fun
now im up every night
and im writing bout how much i fucking hate you
fade to black, flash to white
now im wasting all my time
but the point is that i mother fucking hate you

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im writing love letters
i hope they get to you
heart cold just like december
wrote this on a friday afternoon
your voice is all i remember
but your ghost haunts me in my room
your perfume fragrance on my sweater
wonder if ill ever forget you

[Verse 3: Nkno]
pick up the pen, so what am i writing down?
i know i let you go and i know i let you down
i see you changing with the seasons
thats a whole other reason
why i always try my best in every situation?
every situa-a-a
and i ask myself if ill even make it
make it

Love Letter (w/ Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno) [Prod. Nedarb]

prod. @nate2timezz
Photo taken by: https://www.instagram.com/signed_ch/

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Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=alA8OHWlt8w

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Lyrics:
Saul Good wanna leave me on read
That's a easy way to get stuck in my head
I know im fucked up
Now im spillin red
Your just like the drugs
Put my feet on the edge

I check my phone over and over
Cause im a loner
Used to that tone
Your just a ghoster
Sucks being sober

Mixing prescription with the cocaine
Is this the drugs or heartache
Another hoe in my brain
Got me here feeling insane

Saul Good wanna leave me on read
That's a easy way to get stuck in my head
I know im fucked up
Now im spillin red
Your just like the drugs
Put my feet on the edge

I check my phone over and over
Cause im a loner
Used to that tone
Your just a ghoster
Sucks being sober

Saul Good (Prod. nate2timez)

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: Crizzy White
Mixed by: lil XipZ 
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: me being a lazy prick
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
i promised myself i wouldnt get attached to you
but since we started talking, ive already made 2 songs for you
i doubt that youll listen but its the thought that counts
you give me something i was missing, i love when youre around
i wish i never had left you first time, if i didnt do that then you prolly be alright

[Verse]
im glad that youre back in my life
took me out the dark n put me in the light
you make my cold heart feel warm inside
like the grinch it grew 2 sizes over night

ill try to be there whenever you need
not gonna fuck up again, well we'll see
i just want someone to be there for me
do you think you could do that for me?

Be there whenever i need
i just want someone to be there for me

[Chorus]
i promised myself i wouldnt get attached to you
but since we started talking, ive already made 2 songs for you
i doubt that youll listen but its the thought that counts
you give me something i was missing, i love when youre around
i wish i never had left you first time, if i didnt do that then you prolly be alright

I Promised Myself I Wouldnt Get Attached To U [Prod. Crizzy White]

I Miss You

I Miss You w/ b9nt [Prod. Dercept]

stranger

I can't fight that urge it always comes back
I just flick on the light for a nightcap
I don't know myself no more
No I can't turn back
Feel the venom in my veins
Energy Trap

Couldn't see that
Wouldn't want to be that way
Said I'm doing alright but it's all cap
Sick of giving my life
Pleasure feedback
I don't need that
But I need that

I can't fight that urge it always come back
I just flick on the light for a nightcap
I don't know myself no more
No I can't turn back
Feel the venom in my veins
Energy Trap

Wasting my life until my skin turns grey
When you're 10 feet under the ground
Just know that nothing will change
Focus on what matters
In the end it ends the same
Writing your own chapters in this story
Life's a game

Energy Trap [abysshund]

prod me :)

lyrics:

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

oooo

and i could tell you it'll be okay
but i would rather u just see for yourself
don't wait any longer
no don't wait for any help
cuz the rain will stop soon
and i'll greet u
with a smile on my face
please don't turn away
please don't turn away

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

[Verse 1]
I open my eyes to a ceiling I’ve never seen,
But it tastes like a memory I lost in a dream.
Photographs on the dresser show a face with my smile,
A life arranged in patterns I haven’t lived in a while.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every heartbeat feels rehearsed,
Like I’m living in reverse 



[Chorus]
Who slipped me into this second skin?
Why does everything feel worn-in?
Strangers speak like we share a past,
But I’m chasing shadows that never last.
If this is home, why does it feel so thin —
Like I’m stitched inside someone else’s second skin?

[Verse 2]
There are scars on my hands I don’t remember earning,
Letters on the table addressed to a name still burning.
A voice on the phone says they’re glad I’m “back,”
But the truth feels foreign, like a dream gone black.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every step is déjà vu,
But none of it belongs to you.

[Chorus]
Who slipped me into this second skin?
Why does everything feel worn-in?
Strangers speak like we share a past,
But I’m chasing shadows that never last.
If this is home, why does it feel so thin —
Like I’m stitched inside someone else’s second skin?

[Bridge]
Maybe I’m a rewrite of a story long erased,
A heartbeat misplaced in another person’s space.
If I tear the edges, will I finally see
Where I end and where they used to be?

[Final Chorus]
Who slipped me into this second skin?
I feel the truth begin to spin.
If I’m a ghost in a borrowed life,
Maybe I can carve my own through the strife.
I’ll peel away the echoes within —
Until I finally fit inside my second skin.

[Outro]
And if this world still calls my name,
Maybe I’ll learn to answer it the same.



Second skin

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The mirror track. Modern, edgy, and self-aware — transitions the mood back toward attitude.

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