guess i shoulda known,,, but oh well live with yourself.

@lostallhope201082
im sorry it didnt turn out how i wanted
i know when i die that ill be forgotten
but you, youll be out somewhere getting gnarly
im already too loaded up to be cautious
i just reupped on xans and then i dropped it
took some horse tranq it hit me like a drop kick
im trynna take so many drugs that i just drop dead
i can rack like 3 more baby just watch me

@lastcigarettebeforebed
fuck out im so done in this bitch
i got molly i got shrooms i got ket in this bitch
and im bumping rude scars while im fucking up my wrist
i say fuck a hobby i do not like anything
as im writing this shit
drugs fucking hit
if lifes a game then i just wanna quit
how did i lose all my youth to the wind
my morning routine i just wake up and seethe

and for my final act,,, suicide!!! w/ exxtape prod fkwt

prod. @lord135
feat. @potentialwasted
mixing. eyeblind
sample: the day i left the womb - escape the fate

**lyrics**
@potentialwasted
how did i do this again?
how did this happen again?
i fell in love, got too attached and you just wanna be friends?
lets not pretend we made amends you were the girl i depend on
you sent me texts and all your love letters i still held on
cant believe we fell off
no i cant accept loss
you took all of my swag said that you love me and went off
i had a pretty flower, watch it wilt from the damn frost

when was my last meal?
lost, dont know what is real
told you im scabs, you took my skin and then you start to peel
thought we were good we popped out tags now i dont know what the deal
you looked me in the eyes and hugged me close, i thought i was ideal
cant never eat, im thinkin bout you at the dinner table
we never speak, "dont talk to scabs, they say he unstable"
used to be an angel, cut my wings then i lost a label
if you see me lying and its fatal, just go cut the cable

@bella-blind
how did this happen again
how did i do this again
i repeat everything
how did i lose all my friends
paranoid so i keep a knife right under my bed
do you remember all the things that we once said?
cuz i did not forget
it replays all in my head
now everyday i hang my head wishing that i was dead

i know its hard to admit, i need a helping hand
i need get my head out of the fucking sand
seeing your name man that makes my fucking heart race
cuz i think what you think of me and i know i cant face
so i just lie in my bed
and i just wait for a text
that i know will never send
so why cant i just let you leave my head
cutting i cant stop
get control of my thoughts
if i saw you could we continue where we left off

i hope it hurts

BANDCAMP

scabs & eyeblind - again (prod. lord135) *bonus track*

(SOUL SPIN) wifiskeleton X keepsecrets - cannons

birthday song

lyrics

@projectkyra

walkin thru the valley of the shadow of death
fear no evil cus im blind to it all
try to hold my hand baby take me to death
never treat me good not that i could recall
take another pill cus ur hurtin my head 
girl to u do i mean anything at all
and my mind and my gun they comfort me
cus u dont rly see what we could be
take me out my flesh give me mercy
one day i know that i will grow wings

@myfinalwish

take my life can’t take my life
with one last breath would you be mine
why did we run out of time 
burn away like the flame on my wrists all the time 
suicidal freak, life’s weird to me
in the back of the whip with the gears shifting
cant smoke weed and i can’t drink so i cut myself so i don’t think 
why am i so alone
ponder this shit but won’t pick up my phone

valley of death w/ letdownloser

stresss

lyrics

@projectkyra

 bitch im too xangoth dont know what the fuck im doin
im just tryna live but hse love the way im movin
blood stains on my clothes dont know what im doin
bitch just tried to lace me but im already used to it
brains all a mess, take another tab, fuckin up my wrist, fuckin in the back
back seat black car take another tab
ion listen to it but i still know how to rap
drivin on the freeway and im yellin free max 
i smoke bud i snort coke but i dont do crack?
take another pill and ill make another track
ima white boy i got coke up in my slacks
brains all a mess, take another tab, fuckin up my wrist, fuckin in the back
back seat black car take another tab
ion listen to it but i still know how to rap

@lostallhope201082

spending money on her like she never had a dad
i roll up blunts she say lil hope to this to fat
ion ever smoke enough i started mixin in some tabs
she not in school but my bitch bitch way outta your class
say she wanna smoke so i roll 3 blunts
momma say im fucked cause she kno im on drugs
i just wanna get all of your love
i just wanna get all of your love
i dont wanna be here wu now
i just wanna get fucked up and drunk
oh so she hit my phone
say she dont got love no

he’ll come back w/ lostallhope201082


lyrics: 
nervously laugh knowing that my life is wraps
Bitch im at ur door better let me in right now
wanna feel heard without screamin real loud, ik i deserve to be somewhere in the dirt
your profile thats where i fuckin lurk
ima chop u up eat like u like big lurch
i make bad decisions so i cry in church
gettin traumatized, dark web where i search
rlly need some opps someone put me on a shirt
man my lifes over ion even wna try
wanna end ur life but they call it suicide
u can hold my hand and we'll die fucking trying

die trying

carousel prod jack o

eyeblind (og owner here), logged back into my acc so expect some classic crowdirtfeeder posts soon

for those wondering, puddles is an unreleased song from 2019/2020 (not too sure exactly when but its in that timeframe) by cy, to my knowledge this is the first time its been "released"

@menthol100s

i always wind up having to leave

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