this track is all ive been waiting on from you two!! IT'S SO FUCKING GOOD!!!

I don't remember the last thing you said
I was running around in my head
And baby, I don't really need another friend
I can't go through that again

No more, no more, I'm leaving
Why I'm falling on the floor, still bleeding
And you left me nothing to believe in
Those three words, they have no meaning
But tell me did you mean it? I don't think I believe it
I'ma take the long ride home, so scenic
I been talking to myself and we've been having disagreements
I been coming out my shell but I'm afraid that they'll see me

I don't remember the last thing you said
I was running around in my head
And baby, I don't really need another friend
I can't go through that again
I don't remember the last thing you said
I was running around in my head
And baby, I don't really need another friend
I can't go through that again

But I don't know if it was ever what I thought
I'm afraid of growing up so I just write another song
And now I think I'm blowing up, I'm getting everything I want
I want the world to know exactly what I'm on
I had to take you off my lockscreen yesterday
Don't you know? We're too old to play these games
I want the whole world to know my name
But I been going insane
(Oh-oh)
But baby, I remember we was kissing in cars
And I remember all the pictures you drew over your scars
And I remember when you told me that I'm gon' be a star
And I remember when you said you want me right where you are
(But I don't)

I don't remember the last thing you said
I was running around in my head
And baby, I don't really need another friend
I can't go through that again
I don't remember the last thing you said
I was running around in my head
And baby, I don't really need another friend
I can't go through that again

prod. love,matt x thislandis
mixed/mastered by love,matt
cover photo by @jxmesdylan

ICGTTA

..
what do you expect me 2 say when i fall again?
i know that i took a risk
why do you give a shit about me?
or what im doing
i thought you said ur moving
i guess im not as fluent
as i thought i was.
aye, dark cabin sunken deep in this april fog
i write my wrongs and all these songs in this soggy cot
wendigo love aint real
kept me staring at my phone at night
fuckin, dead.
you like to fuck my head
feels like you broke my bed
wish it was me instead
none of it will happen if i feel alright
i love you, can we meet again?
meet again.
MARKED ON THEIR ARM FOR SLAUGHTER
I LOVE HOW THE WINTER BOTHERS ME
THATS MY DOWN TIMES
THATS MY DARK TIMES
YOURE MY LIFELINE
FUCK IT, HES MY NIGHT LIGHT
I GOT REDEYES
CAN YOU PLEASE STAY THE NIGHT?
"S" FOR SUICIDE
NOT NOW MAYBE ANOTHER TIME
i write all my victories in blood stain
all that petty guilt from the past remains
i never really know what to say.

red_eyes

blood_stains (emptychest)

produced + featuring @xona

i won’t tell the truth
it’s getting too much to watch this shit all follow through
cuz we fight, and fuss, all night long
float just like a feather, winds are strong
i wouldn’t have to pay the homage if i didn’t see it through…

why couldn’t i just be you? (x5)

[xona]
who do I choose knowing the truth
cause I couldn’t be you and I didn’t want to lose

and I can’t wait for you down on the south side
I’m more than different, I decide to watch it go by
stop, I despise all the talks we had a like
-
why couldn't i just be you? (x5)

spotify

extol ft. xona [xona]

cuz you deserve it all,
you know my money tall
just give me a call
you know that we could ball
yeah that's the time we on,
you know my money's long
and you changed me for the better
when you came along, so...

baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, baby i need you,

iced out my heart
it's locked up in chains,
but baby i need you
wherever you are
no matter how far
ima pullup to see you
emotions are closed off 
but when i'm with you
my feelings VVS
you can see right through
i was a demon but you saw it through
so now ima be the best that i can be for you

cuz you was there
when nobody else was
showed me love
when i ain't even had much
you built me up when the times were tough
i only hope that i can be enough babe

cuz you deserve it all,
you know my money tall
just give me a call
you know that we could ball
yeah that's the time we on,
you know my money's long
and you changed me for the better
when you came along, so...

baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, baby i need you,
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, baby i need you,

so baby don't leave
give it some time;
because our love 
is enough to make this right
so baby don't leave
give it some time;
because our love 
is enough to make this right

i need u [prod. recycleBin x benji]

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lyrics - 
am i okay? 
this life just wasn’t meant for me 
it’s been a long day
i just want some silence please 
i’m the same place 
never really wanna leave 
7 missed calls 
when ur right here next to me 

is anybody here?
does anybody care for me 
you said it’s just a phase 
but it couldn’t be the same for me 
i wanna stay 
but i don’t know if you’d even care 
i lost my place 
and i don’t know if u want me here

let me close my eyes for a second 
visualize everything i don’t mention
cos i don’t know how 
to say it out loud 
i guess i barely know you 
i barely know myself
only now i run through
senses that i never felt
give me some silence
peace and some quiet
scared of the notion in words on my tongue that might kill me now

i closed off my heart 
give in to my problems 
i ain’t gonna start 
but god i feel so worthless 
tore my room apart 
just tryna find a reason 
said it for myself 
i wanna lose my feelings 
i know that’s what’s best for me
ur all i fuckin need 
but i’m too scared to ask 
or tell you anything 
fuck i hate myself 
fuck i hate this scene 
just go and save your breath 
i want just her and me

hurt (feat. ghosthands)

@vilsynth 
@prodgrayskies 

// vil
i'm going state to state, hoping nobody ever runs me over
(it's too much to deal)
and i'll pacify anyone who gives me the cold shoulder
(i owe my shot)
new face, back to where we started
drop dead on the floor, and my soul departed
(and my soul departed)
i don't want to waste your intermission
(and my soul departed)

don't sleep
pay attention when he speaks
don't sleep
pay attention when he speaks

you shot my eyes off

// geist
you shot my eyes off
now i can’t see in front me
i’m lost
wear a mask when i can’t even breathe
they look at me as if I’ve had enough
scream, “i’m fine my love”
but guess my time is up

i don’t even talk about this
won’t even sing about it
i’ll bury my thoughts where they came
i can’t burden more pain
and i swear i’ve been tryna cope
cut all ties around my throat
hold on when it hurts the most

// geist & vil
don't sleep (don't sleep)
pay attentiuon when he speaks (when he speaks)
don't sleep (don't)
pay attention when he sleeps

you shot my eyes off

don't sleep
don't sleep
pay attention when he speaks
don't sleep

eyes w/ vil [grayskies]

@prod.dragonn
@1darza @luvdarza
@80root
@28morgn
@prodsence
@1xydra
@1mains

up w/ @luvdarza (prod. dragon x mains)

adventure time riffs in the undies hit diff

First song i ever produced!!
I'm sure its not the best, but I took a lot of time on this (╥﹏╥)

Mixed by﹒⪩⪨﹒ stezzyxl﹒⪩⪨﹒

lyrics:
Got this weight on my mind, crashing like a stormy sea
Every time I drop my guard darkness takes a hold on me
In the mirror, there's a stranger, and they won't let me be
Try to save you from yourself but it always ends in grief

I'm your monster, tearing, I don't wanna harm
The pain I'm hiding, tears apart the calm
Your breathing plays a pretty lullaby
Anger rising, why do I even try?

Every touch, every word, brings another stormy night
Want to hold you, shield you, but it never comes out right
Horrors come from within, break through fragile skin
I fight my demons, but they always seem to win

I'm your monster, tearing, I don't wanna stop
The fear I'm hiding, adrenaline just won't drop
Your screaming plays a pretty lullaby
Fear is rising, why do I even try?

I tried to be gentle, I tried to be kind
It builds like a hurricane and peace is hard to find
Tear through your defences like they don't even exist
Each word becomes a weapon that I cannot resist

I'm your monster, tearing, I don't wanna think
The love I'm holding, keeps me from the brink
Your silence plays a pretty lullaby
Love is dying, why do I even try?

Hide you from the world that hurts you
Keep you safe inside

Broken Lullaby

prod by branwen^^
lyrics

oh
the buzz
won’t fade
crowds are
all around
but i
do not fit
put my hands over my ears

but the noise it still remains
romanticize a quiet life
oh it’s never fair
when i feel this way

take me somewhere quiet
where the air is clean
where the water runs
and the trees turn green
let the noise decay
take me far from static
i need a way out
please before i break

leave the weight behind
let it turn to dust
i don’t wanna fight
i just wanna lie
under the sun
maybe fall asleep
without a thought
inside that mind
~
before i break
need a way out
romanticize
a quiet life
it’s never fair
when i feel this way

but the noise it still remains
romanticize a quiet life
oh it’s never fair
when i feel this way

take me somewhere quiet
where the air is clean
where the water runs
and the trees turn green
let the noise decay
take me far from static
i need a way out
please before i break

leave the weight behind
let it turn to dust
i don’t wanna fight
i just wanna lie
under the sun
maybe fall asleep
without a thought
inside that mind

extol ft. xona [xona]

vil synth

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