I just took a tab,
help me to forget,
show me everything that you never had,
gave me what I wanted-
but that was in the past.

drugs in my bag, everythings in my backpack.
reach if you want,
and I can't promise that you'll be good tonight,
at least I'll be here by your side,
I don't have what you want, and you're more than I like...

I do this shit often; i get too high way too often,
my head is caving in the end, it feels awesome,
I bet my mom wouldn't want this.

what do you want from me?
you do not talk to me?
you'd rather talk to him?

wish I could see you now,
wish I could tell you how?
you left me feeling.

People Are Poison

keep on dying (pekarot x jolst)

Goblin Kid

Take Two (Remix)

left here stranded and torn 
break me down again 
pour me another four 
looking for all these answers 
in all the wrong places 

Handful of pills yeah,
I drink just for the thrill 
Yeah, I’m going to the bar like every fucking night 
I always feel alone and I just wanna die 
Lying in our old bed 
with all these different women 
You’re still running through my head 
just wish things weren’t different 
I don’t really know what it fuckin means 
When we still talk and you got me down on my knees 
just watch me cut my throat, and bleed 
just popped another xan, can’t see 
I’m drowning in your Hennessy 
remember, you were my Tennessee? 
give me pills and alcohol, and sex and drugs we do them all 
I’m always waiting on you call when you leave him, drop him, let him fall 

JeffreyAlexander.
I never  really knew you until I met you 

Pour another shot of that shit when I fucking see you 
I’ve never felt like this until you turned me into dark blue 
Now I’m losing everything inside my mind that’s the truth 

I just wanted to be okay 
I stay inside my pills that are laced 
I’m on my way six feet under my grave 
Is where I my dues are paid 
Is where you’ll see my face

left here, stranded & torn (feat. jeffreyalexander.)(prod. Afterlife X Jolst)

prod by jolst
feat cypression

lyrics:

looking in the mirror
i dont like what i see
scars all over my pale body x2


i dont wanna lose 
its all i ever do
ima go to bed
think bout what i been thru
i been layin face down in my bedroom
you rly fucked me up in my head too 


you were my everything
i call, you let it ring
did you mean anything at all x2

you left these scars on my body
and all you said was youre sorry

cypression:
Wrote me a letter and apologized
Burnt that shit so many lies
Up flames I watch them fly
Tears they fall but I’m alright
I'm alright

Sick of losing people
They be giving up the fight
I was holding on
And I was holding so tight
But no matter what I do
I always end up losing

Sick of all the bruises
And the scars you left behind
Some you can't see
Unless you look into my eyes

scars on my body pt. 2 (feat. cypression) (jolst)

vvv

movin at light speed ive been glowing honestly
think i couldnt be doing better pain is hard to see
taking red n blue up inside my odyssey 
dont hit me up im out of reach
im in my own world
im in my own zone
conspired this all inside my dome
now its all right here and i finally found my home
its you 
its me 
im starting to believe and talk to my inner child  and not ignore her
im so sorry i know that i treated u like shit for months
youre still my baby angel and i never meant to hurt u, love
it wasnt my intentions it was the man with the red hair
if im bein honest w u i dont think he ever cared
id tell you it was a facade but u prolly do not know that word
i know how he hurt you and i hate em bout much as you loved him
but
inside info , me to u, i dont think that hes happy anymore
so i guess me and you won, just let me deal with the rest.
I been 
Blowin toxins
in my  room
i been doin fine
w out u 
yeah i loved him but
inside info , me to u, i dont think that hes happy anymore
so i guess me and you won, just let me deal with the rest.

inner_child (jabarionthebeat x jelly x dreamboyy)

Sometimes life knocks you down. Sometimes the world doubts you. But Unstoppable is the reminder that you can rise again — stronger, faster, and bolder.

This track is an anthem for anyone pushing past limits:

Perfect for workouts, runs, or late-night grind sessions 🏃🏽‍♀️💪

Inspiring enough to be your theme song for resilience 🌟

A reminder that you are unstoppable.

If you’ve ever felt underestimated, this one’s for you. Turn it up, run it back, and keep moving forward

I Am Unstoppable (4 LENA)

~2300~

Lyrics:

Intro: 
Do you know what it's like living with eyes on the spotlight? I've been blinded in memories of the good times. I can't reconnect what's missing. And I'm at my wits end when every string that played a sad melody has already been in a hit song, leave me expressionless and drifting. I'm so sick of these long car rides, I just wanna be in my own bed. weary head on a pillow of lies. Disassociate from the outside.

Chorus:
Something clicked in my head that night I'm trapped inside a false paradise. Feeling right in the moment, 5 minutes before the anxiety kicks in.

"5 minutes before the anxiety kicks in" (x4)

Verse:
Follow you we've been through everything I guess I always knew that it would never change, you showed me the truth I found a great escape but know i'm back where I started with growing pains.

Feeling aches and my age at an incline going through the motions will I ever be fine? This is what you wanted don't act like it's not right. Dearly departed I never said goodbye. 

*CHORUS LOOP*

~Thank You For Listening~

Five Minutes (prod. Nato)

Feature with one of my favorite artists! @kides
So grateful that iv got this far I love all of my fans so much!

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/73krvjNfTOG60PM09CWzrf?si=BhFUROrrTn27GuEAzbl1YA

Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Xelfiy-lemme-know-ft-kid-ess-lyrics-lyrics

All Platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/lemme-know

𝙎𝙋𝙊𝙏𝙄𝙁𝙔

Lemme Know (feat. Kid E$S)

PALACE 

This song is for you <3

LYRICS:

As I'm laying here while you sleep
My heart is where it should be
These unconscious thought that I feed
 Is how I pictured us in my dreams

And oh oh oh oh where did the time go
And oh oh oh oh where did the time go

If I'm not in love
Then I must be dreaming
See the man I've become
With your eyes I could sink in

Oh oh oh oh where did the time go
I said oh oh oh oh where did the time go

As I'm laying here while you sleep
My heart is where it should be
These unconscious thought that I feed
 Is how I pictured us in my dreams

And oh oh oh oh where did the time go
And oh oh oh oh where did the time go

If I'm not in love
Then I must be dreaming
See the man I've become
With your eyes I could sink in

Oh oh oh oh where did the time go
I said oh oh oh oh where did the time go

As I Lay •your Song• (prod. IOF)

I Dont Wanna Talk

insta

I Dont Wanna Talk (feat.violeteyez) [p.nothere]

✬~2300~✬

Dedicated and full of life, singer-songwriter VITO brings an illuminating,
original style to the music culture. A New York native, VITO struggled to find his
place growing up; finding comfort in music. A difficulty that inspired him to create art that could reassure others the way it did for him. Nurtured by a multitude of music genres, VITO offers a new take on the alternative music scene; intertwining various genres and sincere messages with a powerful rawness. 

His music is personal and uncensored, yet uplifting and soft-hearted: just as VITO is described in person by his friends and fans. VITO has created a platform to say what he wants to say; inspired by the Punk Era’s lack of filter and immense passion. A platform to express how he feels without hesitation, and to share that openness with others. To give a voice to all of those who may feel without. An emotional outlet for those who feel their emotions are invalid. Music for the outcasts, for the unheard. VITO is here to make a difference.